Love is not a widow: love to the depths of love is timid(5)

Lan Mufei changed into neat clothes, she didn't find anything to protect herself in the bedroom, there was only one mop in the bathroom, she held the mop with one hand and the cold metal with the other, and slowly opened the bedroom door.

Instantly, stunned.

The man standing in the living room was Louis Widow, who looked back at the voice and looked back at her when his gaze swept over the mop in her hand, and his grim brow furrowed, as if he thought it was funny.

Lan Mufei reacted for a moment, put down the mop, and heard his hoarse voice as soon as he opened his mouth, "What are you doing?" ”

"Look at you!" He replied simply, gesturing to the breakfast on the table, "Brought you breakfast." ”

His eyes followed his fingers to see the sandwiches and coffee on the table, and subconsciously sneered, "I'm afraid of poisoning." ”

Louis Yingwei frowned, a little unhappy in his heart, but seeing her haggard look, the unhappiness instantly dispersed, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "Hang Hang's marksmanship has always been very accurate, you will be fine!" ”

Lan Mufei's eyes widened, his eyebrows narrowed slightly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking arc, "Should I still thank him for his good marksmanship, otherwise what you brought me now is not breakfast, but dark paper and incense candles!" ”

"Scarlet—" Louis Ying stopped talking, his eyes flashing with understanding and complexity, and his tone softened, "I'm sorry for putting you in such danger!" I'll be nice to you in the future, twice as good! ”

Lan Mufei's clear eyes stared at him for a moment, and asked straight to the point, "Why do you want to test me in such a way?" ”

He narrowed his eyes, reached out and took out a cigarette case from his pocket, lit one, the fireworks were blurred, the white mist was shrouded, his eyebrows were tightly locked, and he was silent.

"You don't want to say I don't force you!" Lan Mufei took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in his heart, and asked him again: "Let me ask you again, since you have been with me, have you ever thought about marrying me and being together for the rest of your life!" ”

Even if it's just a thought.

Louis Ying's dark blue eyes were blurred by the white mist, her breathing was frozen for a few seconds, and she was silent for a long time, and replied: "I want to be with you for the rest of my life!" ”

What he said was, together for a lifetime!

Lan Mufei's heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible hand, almost about to crush her heart, the more his gaze sank, the colder her heart became.

"In that case, you never thought of marrying me!" A murmuring voice sounded, as if it was for him and for himself.

He never thought about marrying her, never!

"How important is it to get married?" His long, cold eyes narrowed, glowing with a faint light, and he took a hard puff of his cigarette, his thin lips slowly exhaling a light smoke.

"It doesn't matter, why did you get engaged to Grace back then, and go to such great lengths to marry her?" She asked sharply.

Louis Widow still did not speak, and there was something in her deep eyes that she could not read for the rest of her life.

The sun outside the house was quiet, the window was left a slit, the wind blew the thin sand curtains, swaying gently in the air, filling the room with loneliness and a faint smell of tobacco.

Both of them were silent and did not speak, his eyes were always locked on her through the smoke and air, but she no longer looked at him, her thin body leaned against the door, and the fingers hidden behind her were tightly pinched on the door panel, eager to pinch a hole in the wooden door!

The silver ash fell, and when he was about to speak, her metallic voice sounded in the silent living room, "Louis Widow, let's break up!" ”

The mysterious eyes of the sea swept to the ground, and the chill gradually rose, "What did you say?" ”

He gave her a chance to take it back, he wouldn't agree to break up!

Lan Mufei heard anger in his cold voice, raised his head and met his gaze in the air, and his voice came out firmly: "Don't be angry first, listen to me!" ”

"I'm 25 years old this year, not 15, and I don't have the energy or capital to have a relationship that doesn't work out; At first, we were together, and I didn't think about this problem, but with the accumulation of time and the deepening of the relationship, the issue of marriage will be placed in front of us sooner or later. I like you and I want to marry you and be with you for the rest of my life. But what about you? ”

Louis Widow listened to her, his thin lips pursed an emotionless arc, and his eyes looked at her intently, even the cigarette butt burned to his fingertips.

"You can't sue me for such extreme temptations, and you never thought of marrying me and giving me a future. Louis Widow, your world is too complicated, I don't understand, I don't want to be shot and killed by someone close to me in my sleep one day, I don't know why! You know, I'm afraid of death, and I want to live well......"

As he spoke, the sadness and sadness in his heart flooded, his eyes suddenly swelled with mist, and his voice choked......

"I promise it won't be that day!" looked at her with a steady look, and there was no distress in his heart. There are some things, it's not that he hasn't thought about it, it's useless to think about it, and he habitually doesn't think about it.

If he can't cash it in, he won't say it lightly.

"Will you marry me, then?" Handsome's silhouette blurred in the mist, she questioned again, wondering what their future holds.

Louis Ying's sword eyebrows tightened, a trace of impatience seemed to pass through his eyes, and his voice was cold: "Is it that as long as I don't say marry you, you won't follow me?" ”

Bai Xi's fingers clenched into fists, his nails pinched into his palms, bit his lip tightly, and squeezed out a word from between his teeth: "Yes!" ”

Disappointment appeared in his blue eyes, and he nodded as if he was nothing, and finally said nothing and turned away.

The door was slammed shut, and at that moment, tears fell uncontrollably, and the corners of his mouth were even more bitter than Coptis chinensis.

Leaning against the door, he slid down slowly, sitting on the cold floor, his hands covering his face, tears seeping through the cracks and dripping onto the floor.

The heart is really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, like a knife, and it seems to be blocked by something, all the way to the throat, like a thorn stuck, can't swallow, can't spit out!

Grace, who was loved by him so much, ended up unable to have children for life, let alone a self that was not trusted by him.

If she continues to be together like this, she is afraid that more and more terrible things will happen, and even affect the people around her!

The fingers tightly grasped the left heart, but they couldn't stop the heartache.

There are also rushing tears, which can't be stopped.

…………………………… The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket.................................

Lan Mufei took a day off and didn't go to work, rested at home for a whole day, couldn't sleep without eating, drinking, and couldn't help it, so he finally drank a whole bottle of whiskey, got drunk and messed up, and sent a text message to Yun Gu, asking him not to come, he wanted to be quiet, turned off his mobile phone and slept for a day*.

The next morning, I woke up because I was thirsty, and I stood at the table to drink water, and the light from the corner of my eyes inadvertently swept to the breakfast on the table, which he brought and left it as it was.

The tip of her nose was inexplicably sour, and she immediately threw those things in the trash, poured coffee into the sink, washed up and made breakfast, ate breakfast as usual, changed her clothes and went out, and took the bus to work.

Because of her bad complexion, she deliberately put on a light makeup before going out, and said to Lan Mufei, who was godless in the mirror: "Falling out of love is not the end of the world, the days to come will be long, and all sadness and sadness will fade away!" ”

The person in the mirror tried hard to squeeze out a far-fetched smile!

Walking out of the building and seeing a small pile of silver soot in that familiar place, Dai frowned slightly, stood in place and stared at that place for a long time, in a daze, unable to return to his senses.

It wasn't until the cleaning aunt came to clean up and complained about who was so immoral, and why did the trash can be next to it and throw cigarette butts on the ground.

Suddenly, her heart swelled up, she hurriedly turned her head away, and hurriedly left the community with the pace of pretending not to know anything-

She was absent-minded all day and had no appetite, and the assistant was concerned about whether she was unwell and whether she wanted to go to the hospital.

She shook her head, indicating that she hadn't slept well for the past two days.

The assistant kindly gave her two tricks, Lan Mufei smiled faintly, and said "thank you" and didn't know what to say.

Seeing that she was in a bad mood, the assistant didn't continue to bother her and went out.

Lan Mufei sighed deeply, she used to be in unrequited love with Long Lifei, and it tasted uncomfortable, but now she is in love with Louis Ying, and the taste is even more uncomfortable.

Even if it's yourself who proposes to break up!

In fact, you can feel who likes you, who you like, whether he loves you or not, whether he cares or not, you can feel it.

Sometimes, if you are as smart as you, you are stupid and are used to deceiving yourself, promising promises that should not be given, and insisting on unnecessary insistence.

Love is a matter of reluctance, the person who can't live in your heart will let him go, and the world you can't walk into will turn around in advance!

Lan Mufei saw this passage on the Internet, and her heart was poked at first sight.

Because of Louis Young's world, she really never really walked into it. In addition to eating and drinking water in the apartment and villa every day, occasionally going out to eat and meeting his friends, she really doesn't know much about this man!

She could feel Louis Widow's concern for her, but she couldn't feel his love for her! Even if every time he fights with her because of the dragon's divorce, it is only because of his man's self-esteem, and it has nothing to do with love!

Lan Muxian lay on the table, didn't want to do anything, brought headphones, found a website where you could listen to Chinese songs, and listened to Chinese songs.

Thinking of that person, I was full of sadness and sadness.

…………………………………… The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket....................................

When I walked out of the company, it was already dark, and I used to argue with that person every night about going to the villa or the apartment, but now there is no need for this, standing on the side of the road and waiting for the bus, and going straight home.

The bus didn't wait, but waited for Hangzhou Airlines, the window was lowered, and he let Lan Mufei get on the bus.

She glanced at him indifferently, and turned her head to pretend not to see. Hang Hang got out of the car directly and walked in front of her, "I have something to say to you, and I'll send you back after I finish speaking!" I don't want to use force on you! ”

Lan Mufei turned his head to meet his eyes, glared at him coldly, and finally got into the car. Because the bus behind is coming, and it is constantly honking, if she doesn't get on the bus, I'm afraid that Hangzhou Airlines won't drive the car away!

Hang Hang drove the car to the downstairs of her apartment and parked, the door lock was not opened, he turned on the lights and windows, the cool breeze slowly blew on his face, and the warm face under the dim light flowed with helplessness and apology!

"If you have something to say, say it." Lan Mufei was the first to speak, she knew everything, what else was there to say that she didn't want to say!

"I fired that shot, and it was indeed to test you!" Hang Hang opened his mouth in a deep voice, and he did not deny what he had done!

Lan Mufei's calm eyes looked at him indifferently and didn't speak.

Hang Hang turned his head and looked at her seriously and firmly: "But the earl didn't know in advance, don't misunderstand him!" He's a short-term protector, and he won't explain it to you to help him! ”

Lan Mushuang's eyebrows moved slightly, she didn't expect that Louis Ying Widow would not know about this matter, and looking at Hang Hang's appearance, he was not helping Ying Widow say good things, lying and taking everything on his body.

"I didn't lie to you in this matter, if you don't believe it, you can ask Luo Ruochen!"

She was stunned: "Even Luo Ruochen knows? ”

Hang Hang nodded: "This matter is the idea of me and him, the earl only knew about it when it happened, but it's late, you have already noticed it, and I have to fire that shot!" ”

"I'm still very confident in my marksmanship, and I can definitely avoid your vital point and won't put your life in danger!"

"Why?" Lan Mu pursed her lips, and her voice was a little cold: "Where am I sorry for you?" You need to test me in this way! ”

Hang Hang lowered his head, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and after a few seconds, he said: "Before you decided to be with the earl, you were very close to Feng Chen, to be precise, *I can't tell!" You even saw Dusty and Grace together the night before, and then you decided to be with the Earl! The earl was full of thoughts about falling in love with you and owning you, but Mr. Luo and I didn't listen to any persuasion, his mind was dizzy, we can't faint! For the sake of the Earl, Mr. Luo and I decided to take a risk and test you! ”

If someone really ambushed Louis Widow, where would she be given the opportunity to spot the red aiming light first, and the Count himself would be the first to find out!

The more Lan Mufei listened, the more confused she became, and she shook her head gently, "What does this have to do with sealing the dust?" ”

Luo Ruochen for a while, and then seal the dust, her brain hurts when she listens!

Hang Hang's eyes crossed a touch of gloom, took a deep breath, calmed his feelings, pursed his lips and said: "You should know that before Grace and the earl were together, they were with Feng Chen!" ”

"Feng Dust told me that he pursued Grace!" It's not like Hang Hang said, Grace was with Feng Chen first, and then with the earl.

Hang Hang hooked his lips and smiled meaninglessly: "He said this, it seems that he is not wrong!" Then do you know that Grace's catwalk collapsed and she couldn't have children because of it? ”

Lan Mufei nodded, she knew about this a long time ago, "Feng Chen said that it was Madam Hong who ordered someone to cut off Grace's fallopian tubes, not the real uterus!" ”

"I knew he was going to sue you like that!" Hang Hang licked his lips, and the light in his eyes became more and more cold, "Then he must have not told you that Grace was pregnant at that time!" ”

Lan Mufei was stunned, and there was a stunned look in his eyes, "That kid—"

"Not the Count's!" If it was the earl's, why would Madame Red order someone to cut off her fallopian tubes?

"Yes...... Dust-sealed? Lan Mufei opened her mouth hesitantly, her voice trembled, and her back was full of coldness.

She never thought that the truth was like this, Grace was pregnant when she fell off the catwalk, and the child was not the earl's, it was sealed in the dust!

This is ridiculous!

"He doesn't know?"

If he knew, he wouldn't have gone to great lengths to marry Grace later, which can be described as painstaking!

"They thought the Count didn't know, and wanted to keep playing the Count like a fool!" Hang Hang's face was cold, and he sneered: "Grace has always regarded herself as a victim, the earl is too lazy to deal with them, and it is not a glorious thing to say, he is unwilling to mention it, and he will endure them again and again!" ”

No man wants to let people know that he is cuckolded, and would rather knock out his teeth and swallow it in his stomach mixed with blood.

What's more, that person is Louis Widow!

Arrogant, frivolous, and invincible Earl!

"So you're afraid that I'm a woman sent by Fengchen to approach the Earl and try to disadvantage the Earl!" She couldn't figure it out before, but now she finally figured it all out.

Feng Chen and Ying Widow seem to be good friends and good brothers, but in fact, they rarely meet in private, and both of them mention each other with disdain; Feng Chen is even more resistant to the widow, at the beginning, she kept repeating the identity of the widow and the most real feeling that the widow gave her in the past to disturb the widow!

"Why did he keep the dust by his side?" Even handed over the company ME to Feng Chen, which is not like his style!

Hang Hang didn't answer immediately, took out his cigarette case, "Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette?" ”

Lan Mufei shook her head.

Hang Hang lit a cigarette and took a puff, the smoke spit out the window, and when a gust of wind came, the smell of tobacco still blew under Lan Mufei's nose. His handsome expression was stained with melancholy and helplessness, and he was silent for a long time, and muttered softly: "Many things are not clear, and the Earl's affairs are even more difficult to explain!" All I can tell you is what I think you should know! No matter how much I am, my identity is not qualified! ”

Lan Mufei instantly understood, what he said tonight was sure that she would never mention it in front of Louis Yingji, so he was relieved to tell her boldly, and he wouldn't say a word about the rest!

Hang Hang turned his head to look at her through the smoke, and his voice was low, "The Earl really cares about you, he hasn't been to the company for the past two days, locked himself in the room, except for the bun, no one can get close to him!" ”

Lan Mufei's heart ached, knowing that he had misunderstood him, but the words he said, the water that was spilled out, was difficult to collect!

"I've broken up with him!" The tone was full of amazement and loss.

"Divorce and remarriage, not to mention that you are angry for a while! The Earl eats soft or hard, and if you go to show softness, he must-"

"He said he wouldn't marry me!" Lan Mufei interrupted him lightly.

The decision to break up with Louis Widow was not a moment of anger, but the result of a decision after careful consideration!

A dragon is already in love, she is covered in bruises, she doesn't want to be in love with Louis Ying again, if she knows that there is no result, she still wants to moths to the fire, such a stupid thing, once in a lifetime is enough, she doesn't want to be stupid for a second time!

Hang Hang was stunned, and after a moment, he smiled bitterly: "I understand!" ”

No wonder the Count changed his usual domineering and unreasonable attitude, locked himself in his room, and did not want to come to her!

"Lan Mufei, I can see that you don't like the earl, it's love!" Hang Hang looked at her with sincere eyes, and even pleaded a little, "If you really love someone, as long as you stay with him, is it so important to do anything else?" There are some things, it's not that he doesn't want to give them, but he can't give them if he wants to! ”

"I know." The curly eyelashes trembled violently, his hands tightly grabbed the clothes on his knees, and his voice was as soft as catkins, "So I don't blame him!" ”

But she can't stay with him anymore!

Love starts out with passion and blindness, forgetting each other's identities and names, but when reality intercepts them, they have to face all sorts of problems!

He didn't think about marrying her, even if he could, how sweet it is to be together now, how painful it will be to be separated in the future!

Madame Red said that the marriage must be done before he was forty years old!

He is thirty-five years old this year, which means that if they are together, there will only be more than four years left.

Perhaps, less!

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