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Everybody's knocking out. Fang Xinning didn't want to see people in his heart, which was a little different from his usual reluctance to go out - at this time, it was the inferiority complex that was at work. Yes, maybe one or two frustrations will not have much impact on a person, but a series of blows over a long period of time can often make people reluctant to go out, especially afraid of meeting acquaintances. This may be the reason why a considerable number of people in Weishenme would rather choose to stay at home, right?
Fang Xinning is used to this kind of life of being a teacher and a home. It was inconvenient to stay at home, so he still went to the pond in the back of Fang Xincai.
This snow is really big, covering the entire shijie tightly. This pond was originally a paradise for children, but no one dared to enter the pond because they didn't know the reality of the ice under the snow. This suited Fang Xinning, who was trying to be quiet for a while.
The dried lotus roots are scattered in the pond, and then hung with some snow, which is particularly vicissitudes. Fang Xinning thought of his second brother, the family farmed and raised fish, and lived a happy life. As for myself, I was admitted to university and worked for ten years, but I am still immersed in loneliness and pain. The envy of the second brother and daughter-in-law for herself is actually another irony of herself.
Skirting the pond, there is a wide field. The wheat covered the thick snow with warmth. Fang Xinning thought, Ruixue Zhaofeng, next year will be a bumper year, and where is his bumper harvest? The sound of "chirping" and "chirping" sounded in his ears again, which was his father's consolation to him, right?
With a lot of emotion, he casually wrote a poem "Years":
A snowfall
Fluttering is a sight
So, some people are appreciating it
A snowfall
Endlessly overshadowing the heart of the walker
So, there are also people who are cursing
Playfulness in the soft breeze
Momentarily taken into a negative of memory
All unpleasant traces on it
Also waved a full pale paintbrush
Time is a snow
How stupid it would be to let it stop
Let it be covered up as much as it wants
I only put the footprints
Step deeper and deeper
However, the illness will not stop its disgraceful evil deeds because of Fang Xinning's self-comfort. Fang Xinning's illness was just better, and Fang's mother fell ill again.
Fang's mother's spirit is far worse than last year, and she didn't have the heart to prepare all kinds of meals to eat during the Spring Festival in previous years. On the third day of snowfall, Fang's mother asked Fang Xinning to call the village doctor. After the village doctor came to see it, he asked Fang Xinning to send Fang's mother to a big hospital to see. Fang's mother was reluctant to go to the county seat, so she had to ask the village doctor to prescribe a few pills to eat. The village doctor's attitude was very resolute, and Fang Xinning was also afraid of delaying the matter, so despite Fang's mother's objections, he prepared to send him to the hospital and called his sister. It was inconvenient to use a car in the village, so I had to find Fang Xincai's tricycle, put the corn stalks in the pocket of the car, and then spread the futon and let Fang's mother lie inside.
After checking in the county hospital, the doctor asked Fang Xinning's sister and brother to immediately go through the hospitalization procedures for Fang's mother. Lying in the county hospital, Fang's mother couldn't calm down, and went home to take medicine and injections.
Fang Xinning and her sister had to coax her.
A few days later, the hospital urged the deposit to be paid again. Fang Xinning has not been paid for half a year, and the few money she saved before were borrowed from her sister to build a new house. In this county, where to get money? Fang Xinxin wants to go home and borrow it. Just after the Chinese New Year, in the countryside, who will have spare money at home?
Fang Xinning suddenly thought of Ji Hongfei, so he sent her a text message to see if she could help.
After half an hour, Ji Hongfei hurried over. She came to the ward in a hurry, and the other party Xinning said, "Why didn't you say it earlier when your aunt was sick." Fang Xinning hurriedly introduced to her mother: "This is my colleague Mr. Ji." Ji Hongfei said: "Auntie, I didn't know that you were sick and late, please forgive me." "Xiao Ji," Fang Mu said, "you are really good at talking. I like the material you gave me, no, I'll wear it today. When she said this, Fang's mother paused, because she was afraid that she would mistakenly say that the tweed material was a down jacket again, which was given to her by a different person, and now she didn't want to mention the down jacket at all. Maybe mothers are so careful that they can memorize everything their children have said, and as long as there is a situation, everything can be right.
Ji Hongfei said: "Auntie, it's good if you like it." Fang's mother sat up and looked at Ji Hongfei, and smiled: "The girl is so handsome, she looks weird and kind." Ji Hongfei was very beautiful when he heard this: "Auntie, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you." My house is just a few steps away. Fang's mother said: "Don't bother, busy with you, I can't let you run to this kind of place for the New Year." ”
Fang Xinning sent Ji Hong out and said some words of gratitude. Ji Hongfei said: "Xinning, how do you say this? Isn't it a matter of course that my aunt is sick and I will come to see it? ”
Ji Hongfei brought 10,000 yuan at once and helped Fang Xinning solve a big problem. Fang Xinning was grateful to this confidant from the bottom of his heart. Seeing Ji Hongfei away, Fang Xinning returned to the ward. At this time, my sister's cooking had also come back, and she was talking to Fang's mother, chattering.
Fang Xinning saw Fang's mother smiling in the ward, and said, "Mother, you have a smiling face today." Fang's mother said, "This girl is really good." Fang Xinxin said: "Ning Ning, you really have a hand." On my way back, I happened to see you two talking there, and I was too proud, right? I don't even know how I walked past you. Fang Xinning said: "What are you talking about? Don't mess with the mandarin duck spectrum, that's my colleague. "Yes, now that Liu Shu is interested in her, how can Fang Xinning have other thoughts about her? Fang Xinxin said, "What's wrong with my colleague? Who said colleagues can't get married? Fang's mother said: "The key is to see if people have people?" If there is no one, ask your second aunt to come and mention it. Looking at the girl's enthusiasm, she may be able to succeed. ”
"The children are running all over the ground!" Fang Xinning was afraid that they would be endless, so he said something like this. Sure enough, they immediately lost their minds about the matter and kept silent.
At lunchtime, Ji Hongfei brought chicken soup. Fang's mother barely ate a few bites. This is the most Haode meal Fang's mother has eaten since she was hospitalized, but Fang's mother has no appetite. And the more enthusiastic Ji Hongfei was, the more unhappy Fang's mother became.
Fang's mother said: "Xiao Ji, you are busy with yours, and the child, don't run here, it's tiring." Ji Hongfei stared at Fang Xinning suspiciously, "What child?" Fang Xinning whispered to her: "My mother is talking about students, and I'm afraid of delaying students." Ji Hongfei smiled and said, "Oh, aunt, we haven't started school yet, you can rest assured." My mom cooks at home, and she doesn't tire me. When Ji Hongfei said this, Fang's mother's heart became even more uneasy, because she still had to work for Ji Hongfei's mother.
As soon as Ji Hongfei left, Fang's mother was clamoring to go home for injections, and she didn't eat a bite of food.
For nearly two days, Fang's mother always didn't eat well, and all the meals sent by Ji Hongfei were eaten by Fang Xinning and her sister who accompanied the bed. There is no way to go on like this, Fang Xinxin heard that this disease mainly has to be raised, so he discussed it with his younger brother and begged the doctor to go through the discharge procedures.
When Ji Hongfei came over to deliver the food again, he pounced. Looking at the ward, which was full of strangers, Ji Hongfei was very disappointed. She never thought that Fang Xinning would say goodbye. She took out her phone and put it away again. What could she say to him?
Because school was about to start, Fang's mother couldn't do without care, Fang Xinning and her sister sent their mother to her sister's house to recuperate, and Fang Xinning also stayed together for a few days.
When he was in school in Montenegro Town, Fang Xinning lived in his sister's house for three years. My sister's family of four is also very spacious, and the newly renovated house is also very spacious, and it is possible to live in it, but Fang Xinning just feels a little inconvenient. Just after the New Year, there are still a lot of people visiting the door, Fang Xinning likes to be quieter, so he often goes to the grove in the south of the village to pass the time.