You are the legend and destiny of my life20
Chapter 413: You are the legend and destiny of my life 20
(Tears are cried, and blood is cried.) )
She is a selfish, cowardly, and delicate woman, but she has become brave and selfless for him, and she is not even afraid of death, only that he is not there.
Good people are not good enough, evil people are not evil enough, is it because of her jealousy of Lu Banxia and those unwillingness in her heart, she has no qualifications to be a lover?
All she did was to hope that someone would notice her and love her.
If Lu Chuan was willing to treat herself like one-tenth of Lu Banxia's, no, even if it was only one percent, how could she get to this point?
Lu Chuan...... I love you...... I beg you not to leave me...... As long as you live, I will no longer bind you...... I'm never going to be in front of you again......"
Whose weeping, despair and grief sang the sad song of love in the flames.
Lu Chuan had a long, long dream. I dreamed that I entered the door of Lu's house for the first time, saw Lu Banxia, dreamed that I received a gift from Lu Banxia for the first time, and dreamed that Banxia said to him for the first time: Lu Chuan, we must always be together and not separate.
He made an unforgivable mistake, in such a lonely and long time, he was unwilling, resentful, painful, and self-willing*
No one even knew that his watch had been set to the American time for a long time, until she returned home
It was his destiny to fall in love with Lu Banxia, and to stay away from her was to stay away from pain, and to leave her was to leave happiness.
Who is crying in his ear? Is it Banxia?
No, it won't
His Banxia would never cry so embarrassed and collapsed so much.
The flowers have bloomed for half a summer, and his love has long become a handful of ashes in time.
In the midst of a heat wave that was about to dry all the water in the human body, I felt a slight cool wetness on my cheeks, and the eyelashes that quietly covered my eyes trembled violently, as if it was just an illusion.
The firelight was everywhere, and behind the splendid was ruthless and ruthless, Lu Chuan slowly opened his eyes, as if he was in a dream.
He was caught in the fire, and the person who hugged himself and cried was Lu Zijin.
Lu Zijin saw him open his eyes with teary eyes, and immediately stopped his tears and held his cheek, "Lu Chuan, you finally woke up." ”
Lu Chuan's dark eyes were still a little dazed, his eyes rolled left and right, he saw the surrounding environment clearly, and coughed several times, "What happened?" ”
"There was a fire, we have to leave now! Lu Chuan, I will definitely not let you have any trouble! Lu Zijin sobbed, his voice trembled, and his arms hugged him tightly, trying to help him up.
Lu Chuan vaguely remembered that he seemed to have been attacked, and he couldn't remember what happened after that.
Probably in the fire for too long, I smoked a lot of gasoline and smoke, my limbs were weak, I couldn't lift a little strength, and the back of my head was still painful.
The weak arms pushed Lu Zijin, and his voice was weak and weak: "Why are you here, go out quickly!" ”
Lu Zijin grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, and tears couldn't stop falling: "...... No, I'm not going to leave you alone! I'm going to take you out! ”
Lu Chuan couldn't stand steadily, where did she have the ability to take him out?
"Lu Zijin, you go...... I don't need you to save ......."
He was eager to push her away, even if he didn't understand what was going on, who attacked him, and who set the fire, but he knew that if he continued like this, Lu Zijin would die here with him.
"-I'm not leaving!" Lu Zijin was extremely stubborn, looked at him, and bit his lip: "If you want to go, let's go together!" I won't leave you behind! Lu Chuan......"
Before he finished speaking, Lu Chuan's eyes sank, and instead of pushing Lu Zijin away, he held her in his arms, turned around, and turned his back to the position where Lu Zijin was standing just now.
The half-burned wardrobe smashed down and smashed Lu Chuan's legs, he couldn't bear it and fell to the ground, and Lu Zijin was protected by him, although he fell, he was not injured.
Lu Zijin was taken aback: "--Lu Chuan!" ”
Lu Chuan's face was pale, his forehead was fine and dense with sweat, flickering with flames and shattering, and he was dying, looking at Lu Zijin with bright eyes, as if urging her to hurry up!
Lu Zijin wanted to save him, but he didn't know how to save him. With such a big plank burning and pressing on his leg, what should she do to save him?
There was nothing in the room to extinguish the fire.
"-Let's go!" Lu Chuan saw that her hand was about to reach over, and with a hard push, Lu Zi fell to the ground unexpectedly, his hair was scattered, his clothes were in tatters, and the whole person was embarrassed.
Bai Xi's skin was already covered with dust, and tears couldn't stop flowing out
Lu Chuan knew that it was impossible for him to get out alive, and he had been disgusted with Lu Zijin for so many years, but at such a dangerous juncture, she was able to run into the fire to save herself, and it was fake that she was not moved in her heart.
For so many years, he didn't know what kind of demon Lu Zijin had on him, and he was pestering himself. The more she hates her, the more she haunts herself, and the more she entangles, the more she hates herself
Two people are not destined to be people of the same world, how can they love each other?
What's more, his heart has already been given to Lu Banxia, and he will never be able to give it to others in this life.
Touching can only be moving, and it is impossible to respond to her with feelings. Looking back on so many years, he has never given her a good face, even if he is married, even if he has Lu Wu, he has never looked at their mother and son with his eyes
I still remember the first time I saw Lu Zijin, she was just a child who was bullied by others and didn't know how to protect herself.
still remembers that many years ago, she always looked at him with a pair of simple and timid eyes, and flatteringly called him - Lu Chuan.
It was her own cruelty that knocked over the kindness she held in her hands again and again, and in those eyes, from the initial admiration, like, timidity, because of her bad attitude, gradually became bitter, painful, and finally indifferent, and even a little hateful.
After so many years of Lu Zijin's persistence and extremeness, he was not forced out by himself.
"Lu Zijin, I've never liked you, I don't want you to save you! Get out! The weak voice was still speaking sharp words trying to stab her.
But how did he know that after so many years, she had long been numb to his vicious and cruel words, invulnerable, and invulnerable.
"I know, I have always known Lu Chuan, I don't want you to like me, as long as you live, as long as we go out together, I can divorce, I am willing to set you free"
Lu Zi couldn't cry, and he didn't know where the strength suddenly stepped forward to hug his heavy body and dragged him back, trying to pull him away from the burning fire.
Lu Chuan couldn't help but groan in pain, all the clothes on his legs were burned, and his skin was burned, revealing oozing bloody flesh, which was shocking.
Lu Zijin heard his painful voice, and after dragging him out with all his might, he collapsed to the ground, and his hands kept patting his legs, trying to extinguish the fire on his clothes, at the expense of using his burned hands!
Divorce?
Freely?
A bitter smile curled into thin lips, which had nothing to do with him for a long time.
Lu Chuan's eyes saw that his legs were burned to the point that he couldn't walk at all, and the pain of cutting his heart and bones was unimaginable to ordinary people.
"Lu Zijin, have you forgotten Lu Wu?"
Because of the pain, his voice was trembling, and his pale lips opened lightly: "You are gone, who will take care of him?" ”
Lu Zijin was stunned, her eyes stared at him for a few seconds, from the moment she broke in, there was no Lu Heng, no Yao Yu, no Lu Wu in her mind, only Lu Chuan.
"Lu Zijin, you keep saying that you love me, but you never listen to me! I said I don't like you, you don't listen, I said I don't want to marry you, you don't listen" Lu Chuan wanted to faint in pain every second, but now he couldn't, paused, and calmed down the disordered breath: "Now I said that I want you to go out alive and take care of our son, do you hear?" Can you just listen to me this time? I beg you......"
Today he was destined to die in the fire, and he resigned himself to his fate, because his life had long since been reduced to ashes.
But thinking of Lu Wu, that child, how innocent, brought him into this world, but didn't love him well for a day, now that he thinks about it, Lu Chuan's heart regrets it.
Lu Zi's eyes were stunned, this was the first time he admitted that Lu Wu was their child, but he didn't expect it to be in such a situation.
"Lu Wu is still too young, he needs someone to take care of Lu Zijin, you must take care of him! He can live without a father, but he can't live without a mother! Promise me, leave me alone! When Lu Chuan said these words, the corners of his eyes were hot and moist
Whether it's pain or something else, I'm afraid I can't tell the difference.
"--Lu Chuan." A hoarse voice, full of despair and helplessness, struggle and entanglement.
On the one hand, she is her biological son, and on the other hand, she is the man she loves the most in her life, how can she make a choice for a while?
"Lu Zijin, I have never begged you to take care of Lu Wu like this in my life."
The only strength he had was pushing her arm, and his eyes were determined.
Lu Zijin's palm burned, and it hurt his heart. wiped the tears from his cheeks with his hands, and squeezed out a smile far-fetched: "If I listen to you this time, can you hate me a little less?" ”
For a while, all the emotions were choked in my throat, and I couldn't speak, just a heavy "um".
"Then can you promise me that the first person I will meet in my next life will be me, and I will be the first to fall in love."
Lu Chuan suddenly felt that his former self was extremely cruel. Is it because Lu Zijin's love is too low and humble, so he has never faced it well, and has been trampling on her feelings.
"Okay."
Tears can't stop flowing out after all.
Lu Zijin didn't cry anymore, hugged his neck with both hands, "I will live well to take care of our children, don't forget what you promised me, you must love me well in the next life!" ”
The hug was very tight, tight without a trace of strength, without waiting for Lu Chuan to speak, let go of him, turn around and leave......
The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket***********************
Lu Banxia woke up in the office of an abandoned factory, his hands and feet were tied, his mind was slightly clear, and he subconsciously went to look for small bean sprouts.
On the shabby sofa opposite him, the little bean sprouts lay on it, with his fingers in his mouth, sleeping innocently, without the slightest nervousness or fear.
Lu Banxia really didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he was kidnapped with Xiao Dou Sprouts, and Xiao Dou Sprouts could still sleep.
I tried to struggle a few times, but the rope was tied so tightly that I couldn't break free at all.
After the cobweb-covered door creaked, five strong kidnappers walked in one after another. Seeing Lu Banxia who woke up, he was not surprised, on the contrary, he behaved very calmly and calmly.
The first man who walked in, his butt fell unceremoniously on the sofa, and he casually carried the little bean sprouts to his thigh, and the little bean sprouts chirped and didn't wake up.
Lu Banxia's heart almost rose to his throat, and he lowered his voice and said, "...... Don't hurt my daughter, what conditions do you want, talk to me! ”
I know very well in my heart that I am afraid of the conditions, and someone has already negotiated with them.
The man was burly, with dark skin and small eyes, and looked at Lu Banxia in a line, glowing with a faint light, and sneered: "I really deserve to be the former secretary general of the Presidential Office, I want to applaud you for your courage and courage!" ”
The other four men stood behind the couch, all staring at her with unkind eyes, like wild wolves, staring at her with green eyes.
"The target you are targeting should be me, my daughter is just an innocent child, and you let her go." Lu Banxia looked calm on the surface, but his palms were already covered with cold sweat.
Seeing the little bean sprouts on the kidnapper's lap, she couldn't do anything, and this feeling was very helpless.
If something happened to the little bean sprouts, she would rather not have given birth to her in the first place.
"Don't worry......" The man sitting hooked his lips and smiled, mixed with cruelty, "When your man pays the ransom, I will naturally release your mother and daughter!" ”
Lu Banxia narrowed his eyes, and he didn't fully believe the kidnapper's words!
She is not a fool who knows her identity and dares to kidnap her, they must not be ordinary people, they are wearing ordinary people's clothes, but they are all burly, and they can vaguely see strong muscles through their clothes, just came in, each of them walked very calmly, not as casual as ordinary people's steps
The guns that swept to their waists were not professional, but they were all carefully modified, and this group of people should have been trained and skilled in ordnance.
"Who the hell are you?" Lu Banxia's eyes sank, and his tone was cold.
"Guess!" The man put the small bean sprouts on his thighs, and the calloused five fingers rubbed on the belly of the small bean sprouts.
Lu Banxia secretly took a deep breath, thought secretly, and then said in a deep voice: "...... How did you deceive Yao Yu? ”
The person who hates her in the capital of the country is none other than Yao Yu, but Yao Yu does not have such great ability to hook up with people in the military.
The man smiled: "Looks like you're remembering." ”
"Before I left office, I handled a military case on your behalf. At that time, a small detachment openly fought in public, and one of them even killed a person with his bare hands, and was arrested and imprisoned, removed from military duty, and sentenced to 18 years in prison. The remaining six were all dismissed from the military and sent back to their hometowns. ”
"The Yellow Lion is your younger brother, you are the Yellow Leopard, and you are the expelled squad."
The man was expressionless, his thin lips were smiling, but it seemed to be a knife blade, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit one, threw the cigarette and lighter to the brother next to him, took a hard puff, and then spit it out: "Secretary General Lu is really smart enough!" A leopard admires! So go ahead and guess why we found you this time? ”
Lu Banxia saw the thick fire at the bottom of his eyes, and his heart was cold, "...... What happened to the Yellow Lion? ”
"The lion is dead...... "You killed the lion," said a man closest to the yellow leopard, his eyes full of hatred. ”
Is the Yellow Lion dead?
If it weren't for the appearance of the Yellow Leopard and the others today, Lu Banxia would have had no idea that the Yellow Lion was dead
"When?"
"At the end of the first month in prison, you saw him die in the water room on the night he was stuck in his throat with a stick, and blood flowed all over the water room. When he died, he was covered in wounds, and we originally planned to rob the prison to save him, but because you saw him, I didn't know what the damn told him, and he committed suicide in the water room that night."
The last sentence roared out of the throat of the yellow leopard, his eyes turned scarlet, and he looked at Lu Banxia gritting his teeth with hatred!
"So you got in touch with Yao Yu, planned this kidnapping case, took the opportunity to kill me, and let Yao Yu be the scapegoat?" Lu Banxia asked calmly.
"Don't you deserve to die?" The people beside the yellow leopard also roared, and although it had been a few years, the pain of losing their brother still gnawed at their hearts very clearly.
The seven of them grew up together, joined the army together, and were selected into the special operations group together, and their relationship is better than that of their own brothers! once said that they want to live and die together and serve the motherland, what did they get in exchange for so much hard work?
It is abandoned by the state and forced to leave the army forever.
"The yellow lion killed someone, his crime was sentenced by a military court, and he should bear his mistakes if he made a mistake!"
"Fart!" The yellow leopard roared, and the foam flew straight away, "That night, it was the group of rich children who provoked us first, and we were forced to ......"
"When one day you are forced to start a war, you are forced to take prisoners, and the enemy army tortures you, is this why you will leak state (home) secrets?" Lu Banxia's cold voice seemed thin, but it was actually sonorous and powerful.
"Of course not! But we weren't captives that night, we just celebrated our graduation, we drank too much......" explained the man standing next to the yellow leopard.
The seven of them went through a year of devil training, and the instructor finally let them graduate. They are eager to try, and they have infinite hopes of becoming unsung heroes in the future, and they have a full of medals in their homes. I was too happy that night, so I went to the bar to drink, didn't pay attention to the scale, and drank too much. happened to have a friction and conflict with several second generations of officials who were drinking over there, and it would have passed as long as they put up with it, but who would have expected that the yellow lion would lose control after drinking, and he would beat one of the second generation of officials to death.
If Your Excellency had not tried his best to suppress this matter, I am afraid that there would have been a lot of discussion and it would have been overwhelmingly invulnerable and questioning the entire army.
Is such a person really qualified to protect the country and protect its citizens?!
"Didn't your instructor teach you that as a soldier, you should lead by example, not to mention drinking, even if you don't enter a bar!" Lu Banxia asked coldly, "Which of you can guarantee that if something like this happens before you drink, you will be calm, patient, and not have a conflict with the other party?" ”
All of them were speechless when questioned. They are all tough guys, they are compromised, they can endure pain, they can endure humiliation, no!
"Okay, even if these are all my fault, the father of the second generation of officials used his power to lynch my brother, how can you calculate the account of killing my brother?" The yellow leopard flicked his fingertips under his eyes, and the ashes fell in a torrent.
"I didn't kill the yellow leopard!" Lu Banxia replied crisply.
"And what the hell did you tell him?" The yellow leopard is like a leopard that will bite people to death at any time, and his personality is uncertain, and no one knows what he will do in the next second.
Lu Banxia was silent for a moment, and his voice fermented in the air: "I submitted a letter of plea to the military court, hoping to reduce his sentence; And tell him that you may rob the prison, and I hope he will advise you not to be obsessed with it anymore. Wrong, is wrong, and no reason, no excuse, can be a reason for your mistakes to be easily forgiven. No matter how shameless and unbearable that second generation official is, he made a mistake, and it should be the law that punishes him, not you! What was the difference between your behavior and that of the mob? Don't you think it's too ridiculous to talk about protecting the country and protecting the people? ”
"You think we're going to take your word for it?"
"Yes, we don't believe it...... How can you, who are high up in the sky and only know how to play with your heart's eyes all day long, know our hard work? How many injuries were there for training......"
"I don't believe it either...... You're lying, you killed the lion! ”
"Dead woman, today I want you to bury the lion!"
After the man standing at the end finished roaring, he grabbed the gun on his waist and was about to shoot at Lu Banxia, but was stopped by the yellow leopard raising his hand.
Lu Banxia looked at these men without changing his face, there were seven people at the beginning, and a yellow lion died, now there should be six people, there are only five here, where did the remaining one go?
The willow eyebrows frowned, and there was always a very bad feeling
Suddenly there was a "ding" sound, whose mobile phone had a text message. Yellow Leopard took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, his lips hooked up a smile, and he directly threw the little bean sprouts on the sofa, took out the explosives bag from the bag in the hands of the people around him, and put it at Banxia's feet himself.
Lu Banxia's thin lips pursed, and his bound hands were tightly clenched.
The yellow leopard looked up at her, "I believe everything you say. Maybe you're right, reckless people like us are really not qualified to talk about protecting the country and protecting the people. Because before that, neither the country nor the people gave us a chance! But there is no doubt that the lion did commit suicide because of you. I must avenge him, rest assured, I will let your family of three reunite on the road, so that there will be no loneliness on the Huangquan Road......"
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