Chapter 439: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 17: Don't touch me, love is a sin

Ye Chengcheng raised his eyes to look at his clear face, which had not changed much from when he was a child, but now he had become more indifferent and deep, introverted, and occasionally she couldn't guess what he was thinking.

looked at her with deep eyes, her sword eyebrows frowned slightly, and she was faintly tired.

His heart trembled, he pursed his lips and shook his head: "It's nothing!" Probably used to surviving in the wild, living in a mansion for a long time, feeling uncomfortable! ”

In the past, Ye Qingcheng was like a princess, delicate and a little squeamish, but since she went to the military region, she has become strong and casual, and in that difficult environment, no one takes care of her like a princess, but trains her like an animal (animal)!

Long Lifei's thin lips rolled into a smile that seemed to be nothing, "Wait, the matter will be resolved soon." ”

Ye Tingcheng nodded, got up and stood beside him, and subconsciously opened his arms to hug him. It's like an instinctive reaction, and her favorite thing over the years is to hug him, hug one in a good mood, and find a reason to hug one in a bad mood......

Long Lifei saw her two arms raised, and the words in her throat had not yet reached her lips, only to see her suddenly put her arms down quickly, as if that momentary movement was his illusion.

Ye Tingcheng smiled lightly and said casually: "Sleep, good night." ”

The sound fell, turned around and left. Put his hands in his pockets and clench them tightly into fists, as if he was worried that he couldn't help but want to hug him as soon as he spread his palms!

Long Li Fei's long figure stood in place, his eyes moving with her back, and a trace of doubt and incomprehension quickly crossed the bottom of his eyes.

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Long Li went to see Lan Mufei as usual, she was not in the room, and finally found her in the grass behind.

The moon was bright and the stars were sparse, and she sat on the grass in thin clothes, looking up at the stars and the moon. The back looks lonely and desolate from behind.

The clothes were draped over her shoulders, Lan Mufei echoed, turned his head sideways to see his handsome face through the moonlight, and the ripples at the bottom of his eyes were hidden in the black curtain, and he quickly returned to his original state.

"Brother ...... Away"

Long Lifei sat beside her, properly tidied up her clothes, frowned and said in a deep voice: "Yeliang, what are you doing sitting here?" ”

"Look at the stars." Recently, her body and spirit have not been good, her lips have lost their blood, she is pale, and she pursed lightly: "In the past, whether it was in the capital or in France, as long as I missed you, I would look up at the stars, and I told myself that you and I were looking at the same starry sky." ”

Her eyes were dark, and her big palm softened her hair, and her heart tightened, with mixed tastes.

I should be happy but I feel sad!

The pale moonlight in the starry eyes was also a cool moonlight, and the fingers under the clothes pinched his palms tightly, and he mustered up the courage to speak.

"Brother Lifei, do you like me?"

The cold and hard silhouette stiffened for a few seconds, and something quickly passed in his eyes, and he looked at her intently for a while, silent.

"I haven't been able to figure out whether you like me or not! If you like me, how can you bear to always leave me alone, if you don't like me, why would you rather make them unhappy than leave me behind. ”

"Later, I learned about Yiruo, and I began to understand a little bit of the way you look at me, complicated, struggling, tangled, just like my heart was struggling in the swamp during that time, desperately trying to climb out of the swamp but being pulled down! Knowing that there is no result in the road, I just can't give it up! My biological mother is an eternal sinner of the Long family, and I am not destined to be accepted! Sometimes I really don't understand, why do you want to keep me, if you didn't keep me, maybe each of us would be much better off now! ”

If she hadn't met the dragon at the beginning, she wouldn't have liked him, and she wouldn't have humbly fallen into the dust and couldn't bloom.

And he and Long Ziqi probably won't always be full of contradictions and controversies because of her existence!

"Scarlet, I'm sorry!" Long Lifei's thin lips pursed lightly, and the distress and apology at the bottom of his eyes were no longer suppressed.

Maybe what she said was right, if she hadn't insisted on keeping her at the beginning, maybe her life would be more difficult now, but she wouldn't have suffered so much, and she wouldn't have suffered and tortured because of him.

"What are you sorry for me?" Lan Mufei's voice trembled slightly in the wind, and her nasal voice gradually became heavier, "I'm sorry that Mrs. and Long Ziqi are my biological mothers, and I can't help but want to fight with Long Ziqi for you!" And between me and you, I can't define sorry in three words. ”

Gu Mingxi, who was killed by Yi Ruo, committed suicide by jumping into the sea due to the pain of losing his daughter, and Long Ziqi, who was harmed, was missing for two years, even if they covered the news tightly, a child who had been missing for two years could be expected to live well and not suffer, it was whimsical. Her existence reminded Gu Mingxi and Long Ziqi of what happened back then, and it was her fault to evoke their sad memories!

But there is really no way to use the word "sorry" to simplify everything between her and Long Lifei.

They are all at fault, the fault is that they should not like what they should like, they should not rely on it, they mistakenly regard each other as the only one, and they know what they can't change in the morning, but they are delusional that they can have both.

"Scarlet, those sins shouldn't be borne by you." Long Li frowned, his eyes deepened.

Lan Mufei shook her head, "Don't lie to yourself anymore Brother Fei, even if everyone's reason thinks the same as you, but the emotion is still unacceptable!" I thought, maybe it's all retribution! I was born to atone for my sins, even if that person didn't give me half of my affection, it couldn't change the fact that I was Ife! ”

He was silent, not knowing what to say.

Sometimes, he thinks that she is just Lan Mufei, not Yifei! In this way, is there a silver lining between them?

"Brother Lifei, do you really like me?" Lan Mufei looked at him and asked him again, wanting to hear him admit it himself.

"You've always been important to me." He couldn't say that, but the meaning was the same.

Lan Mushuang's heart sank, and he suddenly felt a little cold, the cold was from his bones to the outside, flowing with the blood in every corner of his body.

"Can I understand your words that you like me?" The voice paused, and there was a mist in his eyes for some reason, "Then do you dare to kiss my lips?" ”

Long Li was stunned, his eyes swept up, and he stared at her for a moment, without reacting, as if he hadn't heard it.

For so many years, in addition to the occasional hug, the most intimate thing he has probably kissed her forehead! I didn't think she would make such a request to herself, and I was flustered for a while, not knowing how to react.

There was a slightly cool liquid pouring out of her pupils, and she cried and laughed, "Long Lifei, you don't really like me!" ”

lowered his eyes, tears fell down, and he got up to leave.

The moonlight was hazy, cool and thin, tears kept coming out of the corners of the eyes, and many words were choked in the throat but could not be spoken! I just felt that my heart was like a rusty blunt knife, cut one by one, slowly oozing bright red blood, and the pain was hopeless.

Long Lifei looked at her weak back, the emotions in her gloomy eyes couldn't be suppressed, her every word hit his heart, but he didn't know how to explain and comfort her.

The tall and straight figure quickly caught up with her, grabbed her wrist, and pulled it back hard, and Lan Mufei fell into his arms.

Looking up, his tearful eyes looked at him, and before he could see his expression clearly, the black shadow had been suppressed.

The slightly cool big palm held her cool and wet cheeks, and the lip flap was pressed against her pale tear-stained lip flap to taste her bitterness, so gentle that her heart trembled.

Lan Mufei was stunned, her tearful pupils continued to contract, and tears fell even more. He sticks out his tongue, suppressing intertwined desires and pains, exchanging saliva.

Don't like her?

If you don't like him, why bother to be caught in the middle for so many years? Why bother to be reluctant to send her to France, hoping that she can meet someone better, but afraid that she will like someone else.

He is selfish and greedy, and he loves affection and family affection, both of which he wants.

This is his first kiss, but it is not hers, there is no sweetness and joyful heartbeat, there is only pain and helplessness!

The likes and attachments that have been suppressed for many years finally broke out in her sadness, her sadness and sadness, he didn't know that the bitterness and helplessness in his heart would be less than hers.

"Long Lifei, what do you like about me? What the hell do you want to like me? His shoulders trembled so badly that he slammed his fist on the shoulder, "How nice would it be if you didn't like me...... How nice would that be...... How wonderful......"

You don't like me, you won't leave me, I won't have you in my life all these years, and I won't like you so much, and treat you as the only one in my life.

If nothing had happened, you wouldn't have waited any longer, we had all decided to be strangers, and there would be no pain now.

If you didn't know me and walked by in a hurry, you wouldn't have had this result now!

"Brother Lifei...... Is it wrong to like you? I just wanted to be with you, am I wrong again? Why can't two people who like each other be able to be together...... Why can't we be together......"

likes, but can't be together, the most painful thing in this world is nothing more painful.

"I'm sorry!" He held her in his arms, tightening his arms so tightly that there was no gap, eager to melt her into his own blood.

At the beginning, he believed that greatness was emotion, until the most weak to see clearly, it turned out that the powerful thing was - fate!

The distant sky and bright moon were gradually buried by dark clouds, and the dim light lingered on them, and her weak body leaned against his chest and wept silently!

The window of a room not far away was just facing each other, and it was possible to see the whole meadow, including the painful kiss.

The slender figure in the darkness leaned against the window curtain, and the light under his eyes was even dimmer than the light outside the window

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Lan Mufei asked him, what do you like about her?

This question, Long Lifei didn't think about it, but he didn't have an answer.

The first time I saw her, she was just a little beggar on the street that no one cared about, and she was so dirty that people didn't want to take a second look. Through the window, he saw the clean and dust-free eyes, his heart trembled inexplicably, and when he came back to his senses, he had already asked the driver to stop.

Is it pity for her and feel sympathy?

Perhaps, in short, he brought her back, and he couldn't bear to see her on the street in the wind and rain, afraid that she would wither in this wind and rain.

Zhilu said that she was Yiruo's daughter, his heart was very uncomfortable, she was still so young, she left her in the orphanage, can she live well? He was both reluctant and worried!

Later, she was left behind, and he could see her occasionally, and see her grow up healthy and happy, with unexplained joy and anti-expectation.

I like her bright eyes, I like the way she laughs, and I like her always calling him sweetly: Brother Lifei.

Subtly, she was planted like a small seed in his heart, slowly sprouting and taking root, becoming more and more important.

Zhilu Dao Long Pei couldn't accept her existence, he didn't want to give up, but he couldn't do it, he couldn't let go!

I always feel that I let her ignore it, I don't know what she will become, and her heart is hanging in the air, and she has no landing.

What he likes about her, he really doesn't know what to say, maybe it's her cleanliness and purity that attracts him, or maybe he likes someone, he doesn't need any reason in the first place.

It's just that he never knew that his liking would make her to this point.

I never knew the way, it turned out that liking someone too much is also a sin, which will harm others.

If it is a kind of destiny to meet Lujian, and it is destined that they have no way to have a result, then at least let him keep her safe and free until she meets a man who can bring her happiness instead of harm!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket********************

There is only one day left before Long Li gives Louis Widow a week, that is, tomorrow he will hand over Lan Mufei to Louis Widow no matter what!

If you don't hand over the scarlet, the person who is hurt will only be smoke!

That night, at nine o'clock, the Haoting Garden was still brightly lit and faintly cool.

Lan Mufei sat on the tatami mat in the room in a daze, her long hair was scattered at random, her pale face was not a little bloody, and her originally bright starry eyes under her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings were like a pool of stagnant water at the moment, without any ripples.

Long Lifei knocked on the door of the room, she came back to her senses and looked up at him, he was dressed in casual clothes, holding a glass of milk in his hand, and his eyes were warm.

"Drink the milk and rest early."

Lan Mufei took the warm milk and looked at him with a great sense of wanting to speak.

"What's wrong?" Long Lifei's fingers habitually fell on her soft long hair, and his tone was concerned.

Lan Mufei shook her head, lowered her head and drank milk silently.

Long Lifei helped her* and thoughtfully covered the quilt for her, "Sleep." ”

Lan Mufei reached out and held his hand, "I'm going to take out the child tomorrow, I'm a little scared!" Can you wait until I'm asleep before leaving! ”

Something quickly crossed in the eagle's eyes, so fast that she couldn't catch it.

"Good!" He bowed his head and kissed her with pity, and his fingers were clasped tightly with hers.

Lan Mufei's thin lips concealed a shallow smile, closed her eyes, gradually evened out her breath, and fell asleep.

Long Lifei sat on the side of * for a long time, staring at her sleeping face, the apology in his eyes gradually emerged, he couldn't suppress it anymore, and his fingers stroked her hair.

The voice is soft and inaudible.

- I'm sorry.

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Long Lifei went downstairs at nine forty o'clock, there was a dark shadow sitting on the sofa in the living room, Qingjun's face did not have much emotion, eagle eyes swept towards Long Lifei, and he raised his eyebrows slightly.

He walked across from the man and sat down, looking directly at the man opposite: "Will you marry her?" ”

As if he had heard a big joke, Louis Widow hooked his lips and laughed evilly: "Your Excellency is joking? ”

It's just an accident, if it weren't for his mother sending someone to spy on him all the time, and even kidnapping the girl to check if she was pregnant, he really wouldn't be interested in knowing if she was pregnant or not!

This child is not so much what he wants, but what his mother wants! From beginning to end, he never thought about having a child with another woman, even if Grace couldn't have a child in his life, he didn't think about borrowing another woman's belly.

It's just that now that the mistake has been decided, this child is born, Grace can become his wife in the open, he no longer disdains, for Grace's future, he can only promise his mother, no matter how he will let this child be born!

In fact, until now, he didn't know what that girl looked like!

"This child is born, no matter what she asks, I can meet her!" Louis Widow frowned when he saw him, faintly angry, and spoke softly!

Although it was an accident, since she gave birth to a child for him, he would never treat her lightly!

Long Lifei's eyes became more and more cold, his thin lips pursed a sneer, he was silent for a while, and said, "Chongjian, you take him upstairs." ”

Jiang Chongjian, who had been standing beside him, nodded, his toes just moved in a direction, and the whole person was stunned-

Seeing that he hadn't left, Long Lifei looked up, and his face changed, "-Scarlet!" ”

How did she wake up?

Lan Mufei was wearing thin pajamas inside, wearing a light-colored coat outside, standing barefoot at the top of the stairs, her face was white like a female ghost, her eyes looked at him, there was pain, more hatred, and all thoughts were lost.

Long Lifei was duffled and out of breath, got up, and stopped talking: "-Scarlet." ”

At this time, she should have slept peacefully, and it was impossible for her to wake up!

With metallic cold eyes, he shot towards Ye Chengcheng, who stood in the center of the long staircase behind Lan Mufei! When he was giving Lan Mu Scarlet warm milk, only Ah Tilt had been to the kitchen, and she was the one who moved the glass of milk with Valium tablets!

"Long Lifei, you still chose Long Ziqi in the end!" When Lan Mufei said this, his voice was as light as catkins. The mist under his eyes gradually dissipated, his soul was broken, and his body seemed to be limp at any time.

It's just that she can't!

Long Lifei's thin lips pursed the emotionless arc, his eyebrows were chilled, and the hands that fell beside him were tightly clenched into fists, and the green tendons were looming.

The atmosphere was low, and the coldness flowed everywhere, and when Long Li's non-gloomy eyes shot over, Ye Qingcheng couldn't help but avoid his gaze, either apologetic, or weak-hearted.

"Between me and my wife, Long Ziqi, and even the position of the president, your choice will never be mine!" Lan Mufei smiled softly, but laughing was more heartbreaking than crying.

"Madame is very important, Long Ziqi is very important, the identity of the president is very important, but I am not important." The trembling voice paused, and the eyes occupied by pain looked into his eyes, and asked softly, "Long Lifei, this is what you call liking!" ”

Long Lifei's face gradually turned pale when she questioned him, and he was speechless.

"Do you really like me? If you really like me, how can you not know the way, as long as you open your mouth, even hell, I will jump willingly. Is it necessary for you to sell me in such a despicable way? ”

The word "sell" is particularly harsh!

"Scarlet!" Long Li squeezed out two words with difficulty, strode up to her, and reached out to hold her hand.

Before his fingertips touched her sleeve, Lan Mufei stepped to the side, avoiding his hand as if avoiding a femme fatale. His palm grabbed a handful of cold, hurtful air......

"Long Lifei, don't touch me,—— I feel disgusting!" She looked at him and gritted her teeth, every word as if she was trying to bite it out with all her strength.

Long Lifei's body was obviously stiff, and he looked at her in a daze, but he didn't know what to do.

"Fifteen years ago, I didn't have the right to choose, it was you who chose my fate, and now I won't let you control my fate anymore!"

She waited until he told her the truth, and even if he only told her the truth, without his request or words, she would take the initiative to leave with Louis Widow, far away from the capital, and not let them have any trouble.

He has protected her for so many years, will she bear to watch him being threatened and hurt by others?

But what about him?

He actually lied to himself that he would accompany her to take out the child after recuperating and put Valium tablets in her milk, and just packed her up and gave her to Louis Ying's widow.

What did you think she was doing? * Things? If you want to give it away, you can give it away, and if you say you lose it, you will lose it, and you don't miss half of the old feelings.

Long Lifei, what am I in your heart?

"- Scarlet, I ......"

"I hate you!" Before Long Lifei finished speaking, she spoke again, like a knife stabbing into his chest, "Long Lifei, I never knew that I loved you like this......"

"I don't want to love you anymore, I want to hate you, because hate is so much easier than love!"

The word "no" was like a fish in his throat, he couldn't spit it out, and he couldn't swallow it.

Lan Mu's eyes moved away from his line of sight with a slight coldness, and he looked sideways at Louis Yingwidow, who was standing next to the sofa with an expressionless face, "I'll go with you!" ”

The sound fell, and her steps had already gone towards Louis Widow!

Long Lifei reacted, after all, he couldn't help but reach out and grab her wrist, clasped it tightly, and stared at her tightly with deep eyes, but there was no sound.

Lan Mufei turned around, I don't know where the strength came from to shake off his hand, and the broken voice almost roared: "Long Lifei, what do you want?" ”

He wanted to give her to Louis Ying, and wanted to save Long Ziqi's life, and now she took the initiative to go with Louis Ying, he grabbed her wrist and didn't want to let go, what is it?

"I'm going with him, not for you, not for your smoke......" The tattered lips trembled, but they were as resolute as iron, "I provoked this man myself, I will solve it myself, and I won't bother Your Excellency." ”

"The dragon is separated, no matter whether it is life or death, I hope that we will not see it in life!"

When she left with Louis Widow, she stood in the doorway, her pale and haggard cheeks half bathed in light, half buried in the night, and left him four words at the end.

- Farewell, farewell!

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