Chapter 687: Last Words
Su Hongwen, who was like a withered tree and like a skeleton, woke up, at this time, even Su Hongwen's biological parents couldn't believe that the person who was lying on the bed and had lost his human form was his son, Qin Shengjie and Ouyang Yuqin couldn't believe it, but they had to believe that he was Su Hongwen.
Su Hongwen on the hospital bed is no longer the original look, his skin is extremely dull, with layers of yellow-black luster, no elasticity at all, his eyes that were once as bright as stars are dim at this time, completely like the eyes of a dying person dim but with the brilliance of infinite nostalgia for the world, seeing Su Hongwen like this, everyone was in tears, and they couldn't keep indifferent.
He could not have become like this, continue to be his famous doctor, continue his life, the epidemic will always be solved, he can't die, but he still chose this path, his purpose is very simple, he wants to be worthy of the white coat on his body, and wants to save more people, but in the end he failed, everyone can see that Su Hongwen at this time is a return to the light, maybe he will swallow his last breath in the next second.
At this moment, there are many people standing in front of Su Hongwen's bed, including his parents, Zhu Hongwei, Wang Banxian, as well as Qin Shengjie, Ouyang Yuqin and other Su Hongwen's colleagues, Mu Xihua is also standing aside with red eyes, he doesn't dare to look at Su Hongwen, he is blaming himself, he thinks that it is his responsibility for Su Hongwen to become like this, if he doesn't find him in the provincial hospital, there will be such a thing.
Su Hongwen was very weak, he tried his best to look sideways at his relatives and friends, in fact, the person he wanted to see most at this moment was An Zinan, the woman who haunted him, after so long, Su Hongwen only knew today that he really couldn't forget her, he really wanted to look at her before he died. It's a pity that this wish can't be realized, and Su Hongwen knows that he is going to leave this world with regrets.
He also wanted to take a look at Geng Hai'an, because he promised to take her home to meet his parents and marry her, but she was not there. Su Hongwen felt sorry for Geng Hai'an, this was another regret, he had too much nostalgia for this world, he didn't want to leave, at this moment he thought a lot, and thought of all kinds of getting along with Xia Lingxue in Longyanquan Town. and Wang Manzhu, the weak and strong girl, I don't know how they are now.
Is Chen Xingda's little fat man married now? Are you still addicted to Dota? Is Zhao Dahai's wine barrel still drinking all day long? Do you think of yourself if you drink too much? Zhao Yushan's goods are not like a father now, he was already a father when he left Longyanquan Town, but this guy is a bit unprofessional, let him do anything. I just don't like to look at children.
How is Zhang Aobo? Are you still drifting in the capital? When did he get married? I said that my brothers would go when everyone got married, but I guess I won't be able to attend their wedding, will I blame me?
How is Li Ming's kid now? I haven't seen him since I graduated from college, is he okay?
Fei Ran still hates herself, right? Will she be sad when she knows I'm dead? Will you forgive me? Dong Zhirui is still waiting for me, but unfortunately I promised Geng Hai'an, but fortunately I didn't tell her, otherwise she would be sad again, but fortunately, she was going to die. She would never know that she didn't choose her in the end.
All kinds of past events and movies generally appear in Su Hongwen's brain, he thinks of many people and many things, although his life is short. But it's also exciting, the new obstetric split surgery, liver transplantation, and total abdominal lymph node dissection, these are what he left behind, at least they will not be forgotten soon after death, and they can be regarded as winning their posthumous fame.
What makes Su Hongwen most pleased is that he has been doing according to his own heart in the past few years as a doctor, and the pure heart of a doctor has not been contaminated by this materialistic society. He is worthy of the white coat he wears, and even more worthy of the word "doctor". Thinking of this, Su Hongwen was a little proud.
Su Hongwen finally couldn't help shedding a tear when he saw his mother, who looked extremely haggard and her eyes were red and swollen, and she had aged a lot overnight, and he tried his best to reach out to his mother. But his hand only moved slightly, and he couldn't even lift it, Li Peishan understood what his son meant, and hurriedly stepped over and squatted down to hold his son's hand, and said with tears in his eyes: "Don't be afraid, son, mom is here, what do you want to say?" ”
Su Donghe also squatted beside his son, he, a seven-foot man who had never shown a weak side in front of his wife and son, finally showed his weak side today, although he desperately held back his tears, but still tears rained down, and the huge pain of white people sending black people is not something that anyone can experience.
Su Hongwen moved his mouth, but he was too weak, and the voice he said was too small, so others couldn't hear it clearly, Su Donghe knew that his son was about to say the last words, so he quickly put his head to his son's mouth and said, "You say, dad listen to that." ”
Su Hongwen's voice was as thin as an ant, and he said intermittently: "Yes, I'm sorry, Dad." ”
Hearing this, Su Donghe's tears fell faster, and the people standing around them all shed tears, they have seen too many things about life and death, and they have long been numb, but when this kind of thing is born on them, they still can't keep indifferent, and the tears can't stop falling.
Su Dong and Qiang Yan laughed and deceived themselves and deceived Su Hongwen: "Don't talk about this, you'll be fine, it'll be fine in a few days, Dad won't lie to you, really, don't say it, rest well." ”
Before Li Peishan came in, Qin Shengjie told her about Su Hongwen's situation, she already knew that her son would not live long after returning to the light, Su Donghe told her at that time that she could not cry if she went in, if she cried, her son would not be able to close his eyes even if he left, but after coming in, how could she bear it when she saw her son like this, and finally cried loudly at this time.
Su Hongwen wanted to hold his mother's hand to comfort her, but he really didn't have the strength, so he could only move his fingers lightly, Li Peishan felt her son's movements and quickly raised her head to look at him, and said sadly: "Son, you ......" She couldn't say anything about the words behind her.
Su Hongwen suddenly had a smile on his face at this time, although his face was similar to a skeleton, but this smile still made everyone feel warm, and he said weakly: "I, I don't, I don't regret it." ”
Several nurses who heard this sentence clearly couldn't help but turn around and run out, and after a while, there were bursts of crying outside.
Su Hongwen struggled to move his eyes to look at Ouyang Yuqin, who was also crying, meaning to let her come over, Ouyang Yuqin saw this look and understood what he was going to ask, and hurriedly came over and said, "The vaccine has been developed, don't worry." ”
Su Hongwen said weakly: "You, you lied to me." ”
Ouyang Yuqin did lie to him, this was a white lie, she just wanted Su Hongwen to leave without regrets, but she didn't expect him to see through his lie after being like this, at this moment Ouyang Yuqin didn't dare to look at Su Hongwen's eyes.
Su Hongwen exhaled slowly, and said with a miserable smile: "It's still a failure, I'm right, I'm sorry for everyone." ”
Ouyang Yuqin lowered her head and tears fell like beads with broken threads, she suddenly raised her head and looked into Su Hongwen's eyes and said firmly: "You are not sorry for anyone, Su Hongwen Actually, I have always had no good impression of you, and even hated you, but today I admit that you are a gentleman, a man who stands up to the sky, don't worry, you will always be remembered by everyone, and you will always live in our hearts." ”
Su Hongwen closed his eyes and muttered: "It's all, it's not important, I, I want a vaccine, hurry, hurry up and develop it, this, so I die, I die, I can't die." ”
Su Hongwen's weak words cut everyone's heart like a knife, he was about to leave and was still thinking about the vaccine, which made everyone respect him, and at the same time, tears fell faster.
Su Donghe choked up and said, "Son, don't say it, go to sleep, just wake up." Su Donghe didn't want his son to worry about so many things before he died, he wanted him to leave without regrets.
Li Peishan finally collapsed, and fainted as soon as it was dark, seeing this scene, Qin Shengjie and others hurriedly carried her out.
Su Hongwen saw that his mother was dizzy, and his heart immediately felt like a knife, and at the same time his head was buzzing, but he still tried all his strength to sit up and see what was wrong with his mother, Zhu Hongwei saw this scene and ran over to hold him down with red eyes and said, "Old Su, don't move, Auntie is fine, don't worry." Speaking of this, he turned his head to Wang Banxian and said, "Go out and have a look, Auntie is fine, just come in and say something." ”
Wang Banxian nodded heavily and ran out, Su Hongwen gasped for a long time before saying, "Viagra, I, I'm very, it's useless." ”
Zhu Hongwei held Su Hongwen's hand and turned his head to prevent him from seeing his tears, and choked up: "Old Su, you are very good, you are really good, you are a gentleman, I am useless with a half-immortal." ”
Su Hongwen felt very tired, he closed his eyes, he needed to rest for a while, seeing him like this, Zhu Hongwei didn't quarrel with him, at this time Wang Banxian hurriedly ran in, and was just about to speak when Zhu Hongwei waved his hand to stop him, and then he whispered: "How is Auntie?" ”
Wang Banxian exhaled and said: "It's not a big deal, it's just that it's too sad, and it's okay to raise it for a while, old Suna?" ”
Zhu Hongwei shook his head slightly and didn't say a word.
Wang Banxian walked to Su Hongwen's bedside and looked at him silently, and he didn't know how long it took, he suddenly hummed a song in a low voice: "The man who beats the iron is stunned, there are no tears, we only have our lives to rush forward towards that victory, we rush forward for eight hundred miles, the mountains and rivers are hot in the sky, the sun in the sky is hot, you are the clouds, I am the wind, brothers, worship the son, one life, let's go to Liangshan, let's go straight to Huanglong, we are stunned, that hot baking, hot baking, we have a life."
Wang Banxian's singing voice was not good, and it was a little out of tune, but everyone was infected and moved by the sadness in his singing, and at this moment the door of the ward was pushed open, and a person rushed in. (To be continued)
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