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After three years of filial piety, Baili Yanqing covered her chest, where soreness and remorse hit her, making her a little unable to support it.

Yu Heng, she was ashamed of him, she hurt Yu Heng like this, Yu Heng has experienced the pain of losing himself for more than a year, how sad he should be.

She grew up with Yu Heng since she was a child, and Baili Yanqing often didn't know if Lu Dao Yu Heng loved herself, or just followed her will to marry her. She has no regrets about marrying Yu Heng, and although the life of the two is dull, they are also harmonious and beautiful.

But sometimes Baili Yanqing always feels that there is something missing between them, she and Yan Yuheng are together, sometimes like friends, like relatives, like husband and wife, she knows that they both like each other and appreciate each other, but whether there is love or not, she doesn't know how to do it.

Maybe she doesn't have such deep feelings for Yu Heng, or maybe it was just for her father at first, and because Yu Heng is also a good person, she is relieved to marry Yu Heng. It's just that she finally has reservations about Yu Heng, and she can't open her heart and accept Yu Heng completely.

In the end, it is her distrust of Yu Heng, her distrust of the man in this world, born in Baili Mansion, and even after living in the Great Xia Kingdom for so many years, Baili Yanqing has really never seen a couple who are truly beautiful and loving and trusting.

Not to mention the royal and ancestral lineage, the husbands and wives in each family are mainly married, and the husband and wife are more like allies, partners, and the working relationship between superiors and subordinates. In ancient times, the status of women was not high, and they had to depend on men to survive, that is, after death. There will be no name left in this world, there is no name on your mother's family tree, and your mother-in-law's family tree is at most a few simple words, a certain wife Baili's.

A woman's sense of existence in this world is too low, and her role in life is to pass on the ancestry.

Even though Yan Yuheng's thinking has changed a lot, he is still a native of this world, and he has received the deep-rooted education and ideas of this world. Baili Yanqing is not willing to give all her heart, she is afraid that as soon as her heart is handed over, there will be a day of heartbreak.

Even if she has the confidence of a hidden door, she can be emotionally. Baili Yanqing was still uneasy.

Baili Yanqing also worked hard to live with Yan Yuheng, and after three years of married life, their relationship is still warm. Sometimes when you get it, you want more and are more greedy.

Baili Yanqing sometimes regrets that Yan Yuheng just likes herself, and she is not even sure if she has a faint love. Coupled with the influence of the palace, they gather less and leave more. There is always a sense of unease.

When leaving, Baili Yanqing also had her own selfishness, although she couldn't find Yan Yuheng, but she had many ways to contact Yan Yuheng. But she didn't, she wanted to know how Yan Yuheng felt about her, so her selfishness caused today.

Looking at the daughter in the nurse's arms, Baili Yanqing's heart was sour. Tears wanted to fall several times. Yu Heng must blame her, she caused today, so that Yu Heng did not see the child. I don't even know about the existence of the child.

There are also children, although they are much better than when they were born, but they are still very weak.

"Door master, don't blame yourself too much, the prince will forgive you." Suzaku looked at Baili Yanqing and said, and also knew that Baili Yanqing's mood was a little wrong recently, always sentimental, and even cranky.

Baili Yanqing shook her head lightly, and for a while she didn't know how to face it, would Yu Heng forgive herself.

"Suzaku, you will prepare a pen, ink, paper and inkstone for me in a while." Baili Yanqing said, thinking that she still had to send a letter to Yan Yuheng, and her father and Mo Yan had to explain it.

"It's good." Suzaku smiled slightly, took the milk from the nurse's arms, put it beside Baili Yanqing, and asked the nurse to retreat, and then went to prepare.

Suzaku's movements were very fast, and he instructed Zhu Qing to send the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, and Baili Yanqing was served by Suzaku and sat on the couch writing letters.

Baili Yanqing first wrote to Yan Qinghao and Mo Yan, and after writing it, she went to Yan Yuheng.

wrote a letter to Yan Yuheng, Baili Yanqing drafted it several times, scrapped several pieces of rice paper, and completed a page of the letter after several hesitations.

Suzaku was on the side, and Baili Yanqing did not avoid her, and after she finished writing, she first swept the ink dry before letting Suzaku load it. Suzaku just swept a few words, and hesitated a few times before saying, "Door master, you don't plan to tell the prince about your whereabouts." ”

"It's not suitable now, I don't know how to go in the future, Yu Heng has his own ideals, I can't let him give up everything in the capital and follow me. Don't meet for the time being, if Yu Heng is unwilling to wait, he has the heart to marry again, I won't stop him. When Baili Yanqing said this, her heart still hurt, it turned out that she couldn't do it anymore and didn't care at all, she still cared.

Her mother is not dead, once she saves her mother, her father will definitely be with her mother at that time, Yu Heng, will he not mind then. Although Yu Heng's relationship with the eldest princess is very weak, the eldest princess is Yu Heng's biological mother after all, and Yu Heng is also filial to the eldest princess.

And if his mother is reunited with his father at that time, what will Yu Heng think, can he accept it. Baili Yanqing didn't know what to do, and because of this, Baili Yanqing never mentioned other things to Yu Heng, let alone told Yu Heng that her mother was still alive.

Emperor Xia Hui is still here, and it is impossible for my father to reconcile with the eldest princess, but if the fourth prince is on the throne, this will definitely be possible. But at that time, Yu Heng knew that his father was reconciled with the eldest princess for his mother, could he accept it, would he be angry, would he resent her.

Baili Yanqing thought long-term, so in the letter to Yan Yuheng, she mentioned that her mother was still alive, and she was going to find her mother and save her mother. When she said this, Yan Yuheng was also prepared.

Maybe everything in Daxia Kingdom is her past life with her mother and father, and her mother was not with her father.

And in later generations, my mother and father always have fate to become husband and wife, with her, but the fate is too shallow, and the car accident took the life of my mother and left her.

Now that she and her father have unexpectedly arrived in the Great Xia Kingdom, Baili Yanqing feels that maybe it is not an accident, this may be the fate of their previous life.

In Yan Yuheng's heart, it is natural that the father and the eldest princess are a couple, husband and wife. But in Baili Yanqing's eyes, she and her mother and father are a family, because of modern regrets, God asked her and her father to return to Daxia to find her mother and save her mother, it must be like this.

Suzaku didn't say anything, the letters sent by Baili Yanqing were all delivered by the people of their hidden door in person. I don't know what kind of choice the prince of Lu Dao will have, if they are willing to wait for the door master, then they are happy for the door master, if they are unwilling, they can only regret it.

"Qing'er didn't die, she really didn't die." Yan Yuheng cried with joy, knowing that Baili Yanqing was alive was one thing, but after all, it was just speculation, and now seeing Baili Yanqing's letter, Yan Yuheng only felt that the sense of loss in his heart had disappeared, and the empty piece was instantly filled.

Baili Yanqing's letter mentioned giving birth to a daughter for Yan Yuheng, Yan Yuheng was very happy and distressed, and he even wanted to fly to Baili Yanqing's side with wings. But Baili Yanqing didn't tell Yan Yuheng where she was, Yan Yuheng looked at Baili Yanqing's letter and mentioned that Baili Yanqing's biological mother Tang Qing was still alive, but she had been sleeping for many years.

Baili Yanqing wanted to save her mother, and there was also the matter of the token, and Baili Yanqing also told Yan Yuheng.

After Yan Yuheng read the letter, the whole person fell silent.

Mother Tang, Chang'an and Chunmiao didn't know what Yan Yuheng's letter mentioned, but they were all very happy when they knew that Baili Yanqing was not dead.

In the Great Xia Kingdom, when the wife dies, the husband only needs to keep filial piety for one year. And keep a year's filial piety, this husband is already a very kind person, some people even have their wives died less than a year, and there are those who remarry their steprooms during the period of filial piety. Of course, there are also those who are more infatuated, who keep it for three years, or for a longer time, and no longer marry a wife.

It's just that if you don't marry a wife, it doesn't mean that men will be singles for a lifetime, not every man in the world can do what Yan Qinghao did. Especially the men of ancient times, the men of rich families, they did not have wives, and they also had concubines.

Although Yan Yuheng said that he would keep filial piety for his wife for three years, the Empress Dowager Cui and the eldest princess did not take it seriously, and it was impossible for them to let Yan Yuheng marry his wife after three years.

On Emperor Xia Hui's side, he wanted to control Yan Yuheng in his hands, and he didn't want Yan Yuheng's marriage to be manipulated by Empress Dowager Cui and the eldest princess. Emperor Xia Hui meant to let Yan Yuheng marry the lord of Mingxin as his stepfamily, Yan Yuheng said that he would keep filial piety for three years, and Emperor Xia Hui did not decree marriage, but arranged two concubines to be stuffed into the Hou Mansion to wait for Yan Yuheng.

Yan Yuheng no longer lives in the cemetery, and in the past year, the Hou Mansion has been rebuilt, and Tang's mother, Chunmiao, and Chang'an have also followed Yan Yuheng back.

Chunmiao and Chang'an have already married, and the young couple are waiting for Yan Yuheng together, and they are living a good life.

"Lord Shizi, the eldest princess, please come over." Chunmiao came over to report.

"Say I'm in the palace." Yan Yuheng said, after putting the letter away, he went directly over the wall and left, not even leaving the gate.

Chunmiao sighed, the eldest princess and Empress Dowager Cui were too tight during this time, and what made Chunmiao depressed was that the lord of Fanglin County took Baili Yanyu to the Hou Mansion every day to shop.

Baili Yanqing is not there, the lord of Fanglin County has already regarded this Hou Mansion as his own, pointing fingers at the Hou Mansion, and trying to get the stewardship of the Hou Mansion, Yan Yuheng did not agree, so the entire Hou Mansion is managed by Steward Yan and Tang's mother.

Now that the eldest princess intends to marry Baili Yanyu, the lord of Fanglin County is not happy, but he likes to watch Baili Yanyu be frustrated, so he often takes Baili Yanyu over to the Hou Mansion very attentively.

Chunmiao was about to reply to the people from the princess's mansion, when she saw that the county lord of Fanglin and Baili Yanyu came together, so she could only meet them hard. (To be continued......)