Chapter 159: Fan Wai Volume
It is a cemetery.
When Tian Xue came, she didn't hold a bouquet of flowers like others, but instead carried a plastic bag of cooked food and liquor.
The cemetery was deserted, there was no one around, and the man on the tombstone was smiling as gently as before.
Tian Xue leaned □, gently stroked the photo, and whispered, "Dad, I'm coming to see you." ”
Put out the peanuts, sauced beef, and stewed in the plastic bag, Tian Xue sat on the ground, and whispered while pouring wine for her father: "Dad, you drink it yourself, the liquor is too strong, I have to catch the train in a while, so I won't accompany you to drink." ”
"Dad, let's have a drink today, I'm leaving, I'm afraid I won't be back in a few years."
"Dad, you try this sauce New Year meat and stew, it was made by Su Chu's company, it is delicious, Su Chu, you remember, I told you before, he is very handsome, he is rich now, and the development is good, his wedding two days ago was a witness for him by the governor, I have said before, he is definitely not a thing in the pool, sooner or later one day he can soar into the sky, Dad, I have a good vision."
“…… Unfortunately, my mom didn't believe it. ”
"Dad, forgive me for not being able to stay with my mom and do my filial piety, my mom she...... The magic barrier is up. ”
"She didn't believe me before and forced me to break up with Ah Chu, but now she regrets it and comes to force me to seduce Ah Chu again...... Dad, I can't do it. ”
Tian Xue's voice trembled a little, leaning on the edge of the tombstone, and a tear slipped from her eyes, "Dad...... I, I hate her, it's not enough for her to ruin the first half of my life, she has to continue to ruin my life, what does she treat me for! A prostitute/woman who comes and goes without dignity! ”
Tian Xue picked up a small glass of liquor that she had just poured for her father, raised her head and drank it all, drinking it too violently, all the spicy liquor rushed into her mouth, and Tian Xue coughed earth-shatteringly.
After coughing, Tian Xue wiped away her tears and said in a voice that became a little hoarse because of coughing: "Dad, I have been cowardly for more than 20 years, and I have been manipulated by her like a marionette for more than 20 years, and now, no matter what the price is, I have to break free from her control, even if I break free from those manipulated threads to take away my flesh and blood." ”
Speaking of the worst, Tian Xue's voice was even a little hysterical, which was extremely terrifying in the silent cemetery.
The wind blew quietly, and a leaf fluttered and fell on Tian Xue's hand, swirling, scratching Tian Xue's palms, Tian Xue's resolute emotions were caressed by the breeze and green leaves, and it calmed down little by little.
She took a deep breath and sprinkled the rest of the wine in front of the tombstone steps, "Dad, take care, I'll go first." ”
After speaking, Tian Xue stood up and strode away without looking back.
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In Yuze Village, an extremely poor village near Yunnan, Tian Xue came to the volunteer office in City A and asked to go to the most remote and impoverished place.
The staff assigned to the office expressed high praise for Tian Xue's high consciousness, because Tian Xue asked to leave as soon as possible, and the staff immediately met Tian Xue's request and sent her to Yuze Village, Yunnan, which was extremely short of people.
Before leaving, Tian Xue went to buy a voice recorder and told all the dissatisfaction that had been suppressed in her heart for many years and her plans to travel far away.
All emotions, without reservations.
At the moment when the postman loaded the recorder and pasted the slip to take it away, Tian Xue felt an indescribable sense of happiness in her heart, and she could almost have a premonition of how angry her mother would be when she received the recorder.
Unconsciously, Tian Xue smiled, took out her mobile phone, broke the card in half, walked into the bathroom, and rushed into the sewer.
The swirling water swept away two tiny cards.
Tian Xue's smile was bright, as if all the pain was taken away by the courier brother just now in the box, and all the sadness was swept away by the turbulent water slag.
She returned to her room, straightened her clothes, put on her sunglasses, carried her luggage, and strode out of the hotel to a new life.
Two years later
On a strange boulder in Yuze Village, Tian Xue sat quietly on it flipping through a book, and from time to time she took a pen and scratched it twice.
It was the busy farming season, and the children had gone home to help, so she, the teacher, naturally took a vacation.
Thinking about it, time flies really quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it is more than 700 days and nights, and even she herself didn't expect her to hold on to today.
I still remember when I first arrived in Yuze, the harsh environment almost broke her.
Isolated villages, difficult mountain roads, dilapidated houses, dirty children......
Everything was a hardship that Tian Xue had never seen in her life for more than 20 years, and she had never even thought about it.
It's only been three days, and she can't help but flinch.
Tossing and turning on the crunching wooden bed, listening to the whirring wind from all sides, Tian Xue wanted to call her person in charge while lying on her mobile phone.
But her thumb slid over the name of the person in charge, and she couldn't press the little call button.
She remembered the phone card that she had broken in half and rushed into the sewer, and she remembered how happy she was when she got a new card...... But as soon as she pressed the call button, she lost.
Does she want to go back to the life she used to have, no freedom and no dignity?
Tian Xue held her mobile phone tightly and tossed until dawn.
Hold on one day, one more day.
This is what Tian Xue has to say to herself every night when she secretly cries, when she can't hold on and wants to give up.
However, day after day, hardship slowly became a habitual thing, and the sweetness in the bitterness also floated up little by little.
The secluded mountain village is like a dream peach garden.
The difficult mountain trail is also full of fun.
The warm and kind villagers allowed her to sleep peacefully even in a dilapidated house with no door locks.
The children's eyes were clean and clear, she helped them wash their hands and faces, taught them to write and draw, and listened to them call themselves Teacher Tian with their little faces on their backs.
She no longer pursues beautiful clothes, no longer wears makeup every day, she thinks about how to let more children go to school every day, thinks about how to make the course vivid and interesting, her heart is no longer impetuous, no longer restless, and every day has a valuable and meaningful life to make her heart quiet and peaceful.
The breeze blew her hair, Tian Xue casually tucked her hair behind her ears, and continued to look at the rebellion of Ming Chengzu Zhu Di.
"Teacher Tian, I'm reading again!" A male voice sounded behind Tian Xue.
Tian Xue came back to her senses from the book, she didn't need to look back, she could tell who it was from her voice alone, she smiled slightly, and greeted the visitor in a good mood, "Doctor Sun, morning." ”
"Well, early." Doctor Sun sat down next to Tian Xue with a smile, "Thank you, thank you, I shipped a lot of necessary medicines yesterday." ”
Tian Xue smiled and shook her head, "I don't dare to take credit, this is all sponsored by the 'Asu family'." ”
A year after she came to Yuze Village, she contacted Miao Miao, and it happened that the 'Asu family' was developing better and better, and the money she earned was getting more and more day by day.
Adhering to the concept that if you are poor, you will be good to yourself, and if you are good, you will help the world, and also in order to be afraid that others will criticize you for being rich and unkind, the 'Aso family' is now beginning to work hard to develop charity.
Miao Miao reported to Xia Luo after learning about the situation in Yuze Village from Tian Xuekou, and Xia Luo sent an expedition team without saying a word, and after verifying the local situation, the materials that the villagers could use were transported over one after another.
Compared with when Tian Xue first came, the situation in Yuze Village is much better now than it was then.
The people in the village compare Tian Xue to a golden phoenix, and regard her as an auspicious bird that brings good luck and good luck to the people in the village, and she is respected and loved wherever she goes.
Another person who has the same treatment as Tian Xue is Dr. Sun Shutong Sun.
Sun Shutong, like Tian Xue, is also a volunteer, but he came half a year earlier than Tian Xue.
When Tian Xue first arrived, she was unable to adapt to life in Yuze Village physically and psychologically, and she fell ill for three days.
Sun Shutong, as the only doctor in Yuze Village, met with Tian Xue almost every day at that time, and she witnessed how Tian Xue changed from a delicate rich girl to today's strong and brave female teacher.
In Tian Xue's body, he saw a force that ordinary people did not have, he was gradually attracted by this strength, his heart throbbed more and more with Tian Xue's smile, his eyes often unconsciously scorched on Tian Xue, and he thought about it tightly after not seeing it for a day.
He has also lived a life of fresh clothes and angry horses, and he has seen a lot of beautiful women of all colors, hugged and kissed, but they are all empty skins, boring and empty to death.
He never expected to see a woman like Tian Xue in his lifetime, fragile and strong, without makeup and rough clothes, but beautiful and thrilling.
People in the village say that he and Tian Xue are a talented and beautiful couple, Sun Shutong thinks so, he lives next to Tian Xue, it is absolutely pleasing to the eye, not to mention in the small Yuze Village, even if he returns to the imperial capital, the return rate is also doubled.
When the time comes, he will take Tian Xue back, envying the lonely and cold fox friends who have become empty and lonely.
"Doctor Sun, Doctor Sun......" Sun Shutong was lewd in this beautiful mood when he saw a white but not tender hand dangling in front of his eyes.
Sun Shutong suddenly came back to his senses and smiled embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I'm distracted." ”
Tian Xue smiled, covered her eyes with her hands, and blocked the sun, "Doctor Sun, the sun is up, let's go back." ”
It's beautiful!
Sun Shutong admired Tian Xue in the backlight, but nodded solemnly on his face, "Okay, let's go." ”
Tian Xue bent down to pick up the "History of the Ming Dynasty" she had just read, and the two left together.
Spring is just right, and the farmland is a busy scene.
The busy villagers saw Teacher Tian and Dr. Sun coming side by side, and they all put down their work to greet the two, and the children who helped the adults with their work ran over directly, jumping and screaming around Tian Xue.
Tian Xue kept smiling all the way, pinching the child's face, pinching the child's ears, and laughing all the way back to the house that was made up by the villagers.
In the small courtyard, under the grape trellis, Sun Shutong went into the house to make a pot of Yunnan's self-produced Pu'er tea and put it on the stone platform, and the two sat on the rattan chairs made by the villagers, one reading history books and the other reading medical books.
The years are quiet, and my heart is at peace.
The author has something to say: Seeing a doctor is too expensive, and a small inflammation in my throat cost me more than 600 yuan, and my heart is dripping blood!!!!! Poor people can't afford to get sick!!!!!!