Chapter 214. Angels & Demons
Ruo Ning lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Weiyang's face, bit his lower lip, and said, "Not necessarily, maybe ......."
"Not maybe." Lin Weiyang interrupted Ruo Ning's words, looked up at Ruo Ning again, and said, "Actually, after sending that text message, I regret it, you deleted it may have helped Ren Shaochen make the best choice." ”
Ruo Ning slightly twisted her eyebrows, puzzled why Lin Weiyang said this.
"That text message shouldn't have been sent in the first place." Lin Weiyang sighed and said, "If I really run away from Shaochen, it may bring him an unprecedented disaster." ”
"Why?"
"After I sent that text message, I remembered that after Ren Shaochen proposed to me, I had a car accident when I chased it out, broke my leg and lay in the hospital, in fact, that incident was done by the Gu family." Lin Weiyang's palms clenched into fists, and he felt scared when he thought about it.
"What!" Ruo Ning looked at Lin Weiyang in surprise.
"At that time, he sent a lot of text messages, called me a lot, said that he was in the hospital, asked me to see him, and wanted to save the relationship between us, but I couldn't go, and if I went, he would suffer more terrible things." Lin Weiyang closed his eyes and said, "But on the morning of the engagement, I felt unwilling to give up on him and my love like this, so I mustered up all the courage to send him a text message." ”
Ruoning's face turned pale, as Lin Weiyang said, in order to break them up, the Gu family even sent someone to drive into Ren Shaochen, it was really everything. If Ren Shaochen had escaped with Lin Weiyang, then maybe ......
Ruo Ning felt creepy and didn't dare to think about it anymore.
"Now you understand that you have made the right choice for him, which is why I want to resent you, but I can't." Lin Weiyang clearly knew that the root cause of her ordeal was not Ruoning, but the cold-blooded and ruthless interest transaction of the Gu family.
Ruo Ning looked at Lin Weiyang, her eyes were covered with a layer of moisture, even she felt that it was a pity that Lin Weiyang and Ren Shaochen missed it, originally such a pair of lovers, but because of the so-called family interests were broken up, Lin Weiyang gave up Ren Shaochen not because he didn't love him, but in order to protect him, he took all the pain by himself.
Ruo Ning suddenly felt that she was small in front of Lin Weiyang's love, she used to feel that she loved Ren Shaochen deeply, she would never lose to anyone, but now, she clearly felt that Lin Weiyang loved Ren Shaochen more than her, loved him, and surpassed her own life and freedom.
"Weiyang ......" Ruo Ning called her name in a low voice, what did she want to say, return Ren Shaochen to her? She can't say it, she is selfish after all, and she can't bear the happiness she already has.
"It's okay." Lin Weiyang took her hand, patted it gently, and said, "It may be destined to be fateful, and I can't complain about others." ”
Lin Weiyang felt that after saying all these things today, his heart was much happier. Since returning to China, her heart seems to be pulled by demons and angels, probably because of the inhuman life of those five years, which has distorted her personality.
A voice was telling her to fight for what belonged to her, even if she couldn't get it back, and destroy it. This voice prompted her to do all kinds of things that Lin Weiyang would never have done before. At the same time, another voice persuaded her that what was lost and what was missed was in the past, and fighting and destroying would only make her uglier.
In the pull of these two voices, she sometimes felt that she was about to break down, and she became less like herself, she couldn't get rid of it, and she was very miserable for a while.
Two voices fought in her head, and she was glad that she had won the warm and kind self she had been. She suppressed the evil thoughts that had bred her and overcame herself.
Ruo Ning looked at Lin Weiyang, her heart was sour, and she leaned over and hugged her into her arms, wanting to give her warmth and strength.
Lin Weiyang raised his hand, stroked Ruoning's back, and curled the corners of his mouth: "Don't lose him, it's hard to come back if you lose it." When they came to see her a year later, she already felt that in Ren Shaochen's heart, Ruo Ning now accounted for far more than she remembered. She could see in his gaze that he had made a clear distinction between the past and the present.
She didn't want to see Ren Shaochen hurt again, and she wouldn't take the initiative to hurt him. What had happened in this house, and the harm she had done to him, all made her chagrined, but there was nothing she could do.
"Weiyang, you should be together." Ruo Ning sniffed, and her voice was slightly hoarse.
"It's late, it's late, he's in love with you, and now for him, the greatest happiness is you." Lin Weiyang pursed his lips and smiled lightly, and said calmly.
On the day Ren Shaochen and Ruo Ning proposed, she fainted to the ground, in a daze, she felt as if she was deep in a white light, at that time she thought she was going to die, and at that moment she figured out a lot of things, those past should be regarded as sweet memories, instead of secretly indulging in it, leaving her current self behind.
"You ......" Ruo Ning wanted to ask the first question, but she couldn't ask the words when they came to her lips.
"yes, I still like him." Lin Weiyang saw that Ruo Ning wanted to speak like this, and said directly very considerately.
Ruo Ning let go of Lin Weiyang's shoulders and stood up straight, a little uneasy.
"I like him, that's my business, you don't have to worry, I won't do anything out of my way to destroy you." Lin Weiyang smiled softly and looked at Ruoning.
"No, I'm not worried about that." Ruo Ning lowered her head and pursed her lips, she just felt that Lin Weiyang was too bitter like this, and she couldn't bear to love Ren Shaochen quietly and silently in the long years to come.
"Don't worry about me, at least I think it's my way of happiness." Lin Weiyang stood up and said, "Please don't mention these things to Shaochen today, he will never need to know." ”
She has already taken on the bad past, and if he knows it again, it will only add trouble to the three.
"But then you ......" Ruo Ning didn't want to use the word pitiful, Lin Weiyang admitted her emotions so generously, and faced the loss and past tribulations so calmly, she was so strong, brave and beautiful, how could she use pity.
"You don't want to look like this, when Qianrong sees it, she thinks I've bullied you." Lin Weiyang raised his hand to hold Ruo Ning's cheek and gently rubbed it up, making her squeeze out a smile.
Just as Xiao Qianrong was talking, Xiao Qianrong's voice came downstairs, shouting the names of the two.
Lin Weiyang took Ruo Ning's hand and walked down the stairs together.
The two sat at Lin Weiyang's house for a while, then got up and left.