Every heart has a soft flank4
Chapter 367: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 4
Lu Banxia didn't know much, what he should know, what he shouldn't know, he knew everything, and he knew enough to push them into hell completely.
Li Yueqi's face was bloodless, and there was a trace of gloom and gloom in Ying Jun's eyes, "Do you think I married you to take revenge on Lu Heng?" ”
These words have come out, confirming that Xu Baichuan's death is really related to Lu Heng, and he did have a purpose in approaching the Lu family.
"Isn't it?" Lu Banxia asked lightly, and his clear eyes shot at him sharply, "Do you dare to say that on Lu Chuan's birthday, you didn't deliberately appear near the Lu family?!" ”
Li Yueqi was silent, but also acquiesced.
It was not a coincidence that he appeared near the Lu Clan, but to see what the so-called First Wealth Kingdom of the National Capital looked like!
He didn't expect to meet Lu Banxia there, let alone that she was Lu Heng's daughter, and he didn't find out until he met her again.
"You dare to say that when you married me, you didn't have hatred in your heart? Do you dare to say that after Lu Zijin knew about my life experience, I made a deal with you, didn't you have the idea of calculating Lu Zijin in your heart and acquiesced in her tricks? It's just - you didn't expect Lu Zijin to really fall in love with you, the person she has always loved is Lu Chuan! You're just using each other......"
"Enough!" Li Yueqi interrupted her words with a cold mouth, and the hands hanging by his side were tightened into fists, word by word: "Don't, again, say!" ”
Once some truths are revealed, they are bloody and unsightly.
Lu Banxia pursed his lips and smiled faintly, his voice was like a gust of fresh wind reaching his ears, "Li Yueqi, we all know each other's hole cards, there is no need to dwell on them." Divorce, how you want to take revenge on the Lu family is your business, I Lu Banxia don't owe you! ”
She is not Lu Heng's daughter, what the Lu family has given her over the years, she is enough. There is no need to care about the rise and fall of the Lu family, that is what Lu Zijin should worry about. Lu Zijin probably didn't know that he had found a demon as a partner!
"Lu Banxia, I won't get a divorce!" Li Yueqi looked at her with a warm voice, "I don't deny what you said, but I never thought of hurting you from beginning to end!" There are some things I have deceived you, but you can't even give me a chance to forgive me! ”
Steps, step by step, walk towards her, gaze down at her, lean over to hold her hand.
Lu Banxia didn't avoid his hand, let him take his hand, and saw a hint of joy in his eyes.
"I accidentally found Lu Zijin's earrings in the seat belt in your car and I gave you the first chance, when the child was gone, you and Lu Zijin were together, and I gave you a second chance; When Lu Zijin asked for your car, you gave it, and it was my third chance for you; In your opinion, I secretly dealt with Lu Zijin, pressed my hand, and let me take Lu Zijin two slaps, it is the fourth chance I gave you......"
On the day Lu Banxia and Your Excellency returned to China, his original black sedan did not drive, but drove a white one, and she asked him why he changed the car, and he changed the topic. She didn't say anything on the surface, but when she returned to Lu's house, she saw Lu Zijin driving in the car that originally belonged to Li Yueqi, and after a little checking, she knew that Li Yueqi gave the car to Lu Zijin.
The day before leaving the national capital, she came out of the presidential palace and told Xingtian that she had a place she had always wanted to go.
Li Yueqi's office.
She was curious to know what the place where he worked was like, what it was like when he worked.
She drove downstairs to his company, and before she got out of the car, she saw their loving and sweet picture in the café next door, and at that moment she knew what it meant to be real - no return!
Originally, she wanted to come to him, to ask him, would she like to leave everything here, go with her, and go to a place where there were only the two of them.
There is no Lu family, no secretary general, no Lu Zijin, only Lu Banxia and Li Yueqi.
Seeing such a picture, Lu Banxia knew that there was no need to say anything. The ancients said that there were no more than three things, she gave Li Yueqi opportunities again and again, in exchange for disappointments again and again, and in the end she really didn't want to go on like this vicious circle.
In this man, she couldn't see the slightest hope, she only felt tired, very tired.
If this marriage was just as simple as it was at the beginning, maybe she wouldn't be so uncomfortable; Li Yueqi insisted on (seducing) her feelings, letting her smash her castle with her own hands, and then discarding her, isolated and helpless.
It is difficult for a relationship to continue if it is mixed with conspiracy and deception.
She asked herself if she couldn't.
His heart is unreachable, she can't touch it, his heart only has hatred, and she has nothing she can do.
It was a grudge between him and the Lu family, and she didn't want to get involved.
Divorce is the best way to escape this storm!
"Now, do you want to blame me for not giving you a chance!" The light and light voice did not seem to blame, but it made Li Yueqi suffocate more than blame, and his eyes were scarlet.
Lu Banxia had always thought that the "child" in Murong Zhuang's mouth meant Lu Zijin, but after knowing everything, she found out that Murong Zhuang was talking about herself.
Murong Zhuang hoped that he would give Li Yueqi a chance, she gave him too many opportunities, he never cherished it, he had been hateful, because of Lu Zijin, she was so disheartened that she had no way to change her mind!
"It was Lu Heng who told you about your life experience, that's why you helped Lu Zijin?!" Li Yueqi tightened his fingers silently, he had clearly warned Lu Heng that he couldn't let Lu Banxia know that she was not a child of the Lu family.
Such an excellent woman, surrounded by applause and aperture, she loves her mother so much, if she knows that she is not Lu Heng's daughter, her mother is sorry for her father, how should she accept all this.
"You don't have to blame Lu Heng, he didn't tell me the truth about his life in the first place." In the ward that day, Lu Heng just begged her to help Lu Zijin, but in the end, he didn't tell the truth about her life experience.
A trace of doubt crossed Li Yueqi's eyes, "How do you know?" ”
"It doesn't matter, someone wants me to know that I can't just pretend to be deaf and dumb." Lu Banxia secretly exhaled, as if he was about to spit out all the turbidity in his chest, "Li Yueqi, now the Lu family, identity and status, there is nothing that can tie me up, you let it go." ”
In the past, Lu Banxia would look forward and backward for the sake of the Lu family and the reputation and status of the Presidential Palace, and be cautious everywhere, but now Lu Banxia no longer has these considerations, and the only thing she cares about now is whether she is happy or not.
"I won't let go!" Li Yueqi bit his lip, and his voice was hoarse: "You can not care about reputation and status, do I still care?" ”
Lu Banxia raised his eyebrows, coldly shook off his tightened fingers, and got up, originally looking up at him, but now he is at the level of him, "I, Lu Banxia, want to get married, no one can stop me, and no one can stop me if I want to divorce." ”
Li Yueqi reached out and wanted to grab her wrist, but only grabbed a handful of cold air, and watched her leave in front of him again.
I wanted to chase after him, but I just took two steps, bent down, and tightly clasped my fingers on my aching knee......
Eagle eyes looked at the empty doorway, and the bottom of his eyes crossed with a thick unwillingness.
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Lu Banxia left the hospital, the sun was just right, probably because of the hot weather, the road at the door seemed empty, and there were no people.
She shouldn't have come, but she didn't want to continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb, if some things were not clarified, she was afraid that Li Yueqi would keep playing her like a fool. Now that all the words have been picked up, if Li Yueqi can continue to be brazen, there is no need for her to show mercy to him anymore.
When she returns this time, no one can stop what she wants to do, otherwise, she will kill the Buddha when she meets the Buddha, and kill the demon when she encounters the demon.
Lu Zijin never left, standing in the shade of the green and waiting for Lu Banxia to come out.
I haven't seen her for two years, but she still can't deny that Lu Banxia is beautiful, standing there without saying anything, everything around her naturally becomes her background, and she is the most dazzling scenery.
"Lu Banxia, I really can't figure out why he promised me a deal in order to prevent me from announcing your life experience to the world, and in exchange for ordinary women, she knows that she is either moved to tears or grateful, why are you still so indifferent to him? Still insisting on divorcing him?! ”
If it weren't for wanting to protect Lu Banxia and Shen Yue, Li Yueqi wouldn't have to make a deal with him at all, and he wouldn't need to tolerate his repeated provocations.
Lu Banxia's eyes slowly fell on Lu Zijin, who was self-proclaiming, "We don't divorce, how can you, a junior, get on the throne!" ”
"I'm not as smart as you, but I'm not stupid either. Your previous problem has never been me. Lu Zijin suppressed the urge to kill Lu Banxia every time she listened to her, full of doubts, she really didn't know what Lu Banxia and Li Yueqi were doing.
Lu Banxia chuckled, she never thought Lu Zijin was stupid, but she wasn't smart either. I didn't want to say much to her, just after taking a step, Lu Zijin stopped in front of her again and said in a low voice: "I know that you helped me two years ago, don't think that I will be grateful to you for doing this!" ”
"If you throw a bone at the dog, do you want the dog to pay you back?" Lu Banxia asked in a shallow voice.
“…… You! Lu Zijin thinks that he has honed his temper very well in the past two years, but every time he meets Lu Banxia, he can be angry and want to kill.
"Lu Zijin, don't mess with me again. Two years ago, I would have looked at the face of the Lu family and didn't care about you, and in two years, ......" her voice paused, and when the last two words were squeezed out, it made Lu Zijin feel creepy, "-Not necessarily!" ”
Lu Zijin's hands and feet were cold, turned around, and looked at Lu Banxia's eyes, a car stopped on the side of the road, and the person who got out of the car was none other than Lu Chuan, the person in charge of Lu's enterprise.
Heart, suddenly pinched!
Lu Chuan was in a meeting when he received the text message, and the shareholders and managers who left a conference room didn't care about anything, and drove directly to the hospital.
It's been two years, Banxia has disappeared for two years, and his soul seems to have hibernated for two years.
The moment I saw her, I suddenly found that I seemed to be alive again!
Lu Banxia quietly took away Lu Zijin's pale face, and hit the snake for seven inches.
Lu Chuan is Lu Zijin's seven inches.
“…… Half Summer! Lu Chuan strode over, looked at Lu Banxia for a moment, stepped forward and hugged Lu Banxia into his arms with open arms, leaving no gaps, "You're finally back!" ”
A heavy voice, with a trembling voice.
Lu Banxia's thin lips kept a faint smile, and he was quietly embraced into his arms. Lu Chuan has a faint mint smell on his body, which is refreshing and comfortable in summer.
Just two steps away, Lu Zijin stood stiffly in place, watching Lu Chuan pay all his attention to Lu Banxia, treating her as air from beginning to end.
No, she's not as good as air.
He could still suck air into his body, what was she?
Lu Zijin only felt cold and terrible, pursed his lips and wanted to speak, but it was like a stab in his throat, and he couldn't swallow it.
For so many years, no matter when and where, in his eyes, there will always be only Lu Banxia in his heart.
There was never her.
No!
Lu Banxia's neck moved slightly, and the afterglow swept to Lu Zijin's pale face as paper, and a bright smile spread out of his thin lips, and he reached out to hug Lu Chuan.
Lu Chuan's body stiffened obviously, hugging her tighter, for fear that she would fly away.
The weather was too hot, Lu Chuan was worried that the heat would hurt her, grabbed her wrist and got into the car, stuffed into the co-pilot's position, and went around to the driver's position by himself.
From beginning to end, he didn't look at Lu Zijin.
Completely when she doesn't exist!
Lu Zijin stood under the poisonous sun, watching Lu Chuan take Lu Banxia away, and his eyes turned red involuntarily......
The fingers hanging at the sides of the body are clenched into fists, and the long nails are pinched into the palms......
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In the restaurant, the air conditioning was very sufficient, and Lu Chuan asked her for a glass of lemonade and a meal.
"When did you come back?" For Lu Banxia taking the initiative to contact him, Lu Chuan was indescribably happy in his heart.
"About half a year."
"Why did you contact me for so long?" Lu Chuanjian frowned, paused and said, "Why are you in the hospital?" Is it because you are not feeling well? ”
"It's Li Yueqi."
Lu Chuan looked stunned, and heard her voice coming calmly, "Lu Chuan, I was using you just now!" ”
Lu Zijin was present, how could Lu Chuan not see it at all, just pretended not to see it. Thinking of Lu Zijin's red and swollen cheeks that night, it must be Banxia's masterpiece. However, Lu Zijin could have told him that Banxia was back, but she didn't......
Sure enough, after so many years, Lu Zijin still hasn't changed at all, which makes him hateful!
"I know!"
was used by Banxia to deal with Lu Zijin, and he didn't feel anything. If he could, he would be happy to be used by her more!
"What's wrong with Li Yueqi?"
"I don't know." Lu Banxia took a sip of lemonade, "I came back this time to do the divorce." ”
Lu Chuan's eyes flickered, and before the joy was raised, her next sentence sent her back to hell.
"After the divorce is handled, I will leave and probably not come back."
To put it bluntly, even if Li Yueqi and I divorce, there is no possibility with you Lu Chuan!
Lu Chuan hooked his lips and smiled bitterly: "Banxia, we grew up together, will I not understand you?" What happened to me and Lu Zijin, you will never give me another chance. Now I just want to guard you, and I don't want my extravagant hopes to push you further. ”
There were slight ripples in the cool eyes, and my heart was not a taste. Lu Chuan is her bamboo horse, the love is just beginning, they used to be so innocent, simple and happy, because of Lu Zijin and came to this point, she didn't want to hurt Lu Chuan, but Lu Zijin repeatedly forced her, forcing her to use Lu Chuan to fight back.
Lu Chuan seemed to see her thoughts, and chuckled: "Friends are used to take advantage of it, Banxia, I said, I hope you will always be ruthless!" ”
Only if you are ruthless, no one else will come to hurt you!
If you use me, you can make Lu Zijin not hurt you, I am willing to be used!
Lu Banxia sighed lightly: "Lu Chuan, you have gone mad." ”
"As early as the day I met you, I had already begun to fall into the fire, and it took so many years for you to find out!"
She was stunned, and then chuckled, now there is no pressure to get along with Lu Chuan. He understands her thoughts, and she understands his feelings.
Gu Manzhen and Shen Shijun, who can't go back, Lu Banxia and Lu Chuan, who can't go back, it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes!
After the meal, Lu Chuan sent her back, and Lu Banxia answered a phone call on the way. Lu Chuan was driving, and the corner of his eye kept observing Lu Banxia, seeing that she looked peaceful, the light at the bottom of her eyes seemed quiet, and her heart was inexplicably tight.
My instinct told me that it was a man on the other end of the phone.
If it's not Li Yueqi, who would it be?
Lu Banxia cut off the phone, and Lu Chuan said quietly: "Your face is not very good, has something happened to you in the past two years?" ”
Lu Banxia's hand holding the mobile phone stiffened, and his thin lips pulled up lightly, "No, it may be that I haven't slept well recently." ”
Lu Chuan nodded, his eyes were concerned, "Eat more usually, drink a glass of milk before going to bed to help sleep." ”
"I know."
There was a long time when Lu Banxia had no way to sleep. In the past, she knew that Bai Ziyan couldn't sleep, insomnia was a very painful thing, but when she experienced it herself, she found that the pain was even greater than she had imagined before.
Many nights, she stayed alone in the bedroom, she didn't dare to stay alone, she nestled on the sofa with the quilt, opened all the doors, and in the dark she kept staring at the door, looking all the time......
For a while, she thought she had gone crazy. From the beginning, she used milk, aromatherapy, and alcohol, just to let herself sleep well, and finally she began to take Valium tablets, and the dose became larger and larger.
Until she almost had an accident, she suddenly woke up to the fact that if this state continued, her fate would only be the same as Bai Ziyan!
She began to see doctors, neurologists, and psychologists, and was extremely cooperative with the doctors.
The doctor said that she had already suffered from obvious depression, and if she hadn't come in time, the consequences would have been unimaginable.
Lu Banxia also knew in her heart that many nights, she often had auditory hallucinations.
In the corner of the house there was a terrible cry, which tormented her body and mind every night, burned her soul, and had no peace.
In this earthly world of swords and swords, it is difficult to live, and it is even more difficult to find peace if you want to live with a clear conscience.
For so many years, she asked herself that she had done nothing wrong, and the last resort in the (political) arena was only to sacrifice the ego in order to complete the big self, and I don't know why she had to endure such torture and suffering, which was more cruel than death.
The only explanation is that her emotional world has suffered a catastrophe.
The name of this catastrophe is: Li Yueqi.
In the past two years, Lu Banxia often thinks of the time they spent in Ning'an, which is undoubtedly the happiest time they have ever had together after marriage. She has retracted the nobility and aura of the secretary-general, and he has abandoned the brocade clothes of gold medal lawyers, who are as ordinary and unharmed as all couples and husbands in the world.
She washed him by the river, he rolled up his trousers, went down to catch fish, the sun slid on him, sprinkled on the river, sparkling, reflected in his eyes, and his outline was blurred, but more deeply imprinted on her heart.
That*, he used the sharpest and softest words to break through the last line of defense in her heart, using the hazy moonlight and alcohol to lure (seduc) her step by step, bewitch her, step by step*.
It would be nice if time could freeze in that moment.
Or they shouldn't have come back from Ning'an in the first place, so that now they are still the most ordinary couple.
There is no Lu Zijin, no conspiracy, and no grievances and hatreds of the previous generation.
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The car stopped at the door, Lu Banxia unbuckled his seat belt, Lu Chuan hesitated for a moment, but still said, "Do you want to find a time to have a meal with your father!" ”
Lu Banxia's eyes drooped, and he replied lightly: "No need!" ”
"Actually, he missed you very much for the past two years."
Lu Heng didn't say it, and a clear-eyed person could see that he still missed Lu Banxia very much. There will always be someone who remembers to clean Lu Banxia's room, and always takes out the tea set that Lu Banxia gave him to make tea in his spare time, and occasionally scolds her for having no conscience, but there is a deep sense of loss in her eyes.
Lu Banxia looked at him sideways, his thin lips outlined a shallow arc, "Lu Chuan, there are many things you won't understand. ”
Lu Heng was not her biological father, and he wouldn't want to see someone who was not related to him, reminding him of the shame brought by his wife.
Wanting to get out of the car, Lu Chuan frowned, and his voice was cold: "Is it that I don't understand, or do you not want me to know?" ”
He is not a fool, in that news report, he asked Lu Heng why, Lu Heng did not answer, but Lu Zijin and Li Yueqi each seemed to know something, but no one said anything.
I had a very bold assumption in my head, but I was not sure......
"Banxia, are you ......?"
"Lu Chuan!" Lu Banxia opened his mouth to interrupt his words, his voice was as cold as ice in his eyes, and his thin lips opened lightly: "You have already stepped on my dignity once!" ”
Lu Chuan gasped, and his eyes looked at her in disbelief.
Impossible, could it be your own guess...... It's all true!
"Thank you for sending me back, goodbye!" Lu Banxia avoided his eyes, pushed the car door, got out of the car, and left Lu Chuan's shocked eyes far behind.
……
When Lu Banxia got out of the elevator, he saw Xingtian waiting for him at the door, his slender and upright figure was very good-looking, holding a yellow bag in his hand, and when he looked back, he saw her with a warm smile, "You're finally back." ”
Opening the door and changing shoes at the entrance, she asked, "What's new?" ”
Xingtian handed her the bag, the smile gradually dissipated, and her eyes were a little heavy, "Lu Banxia, you have to be mentally prepared." ”
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