Not willing to be lonely.
Yi Sinian was silent, although she didn't stop meeting her because of this, but this, she was indeed right, her excessive enthusiasm,.
She rejects such a warm feeling, because once she is invested, it is difficult to withdraw again, and such a warm feeling, once it ends in the most cruel way... Cover...
She's been through it more than once, and she can't take it anymore......
"How did you get here?"
She changed the subject: "Did you come by yourself?" β
"Yes, yes. Yan"
Shangguan Bei'er nodded: "I took my son and took a train here for a day and a night." β
"The train you're on ?!!"
Yi Sinian was startled, and looked at the little doll in his arms in disbelief: "And still holding your son?!" β
Riding the train for a day and a night is a bit difficult for an adult, not to mention that she is still holding a little guy who has been pampered since she was born, half the size and not too big......
"There's no way, it's so troublesome to book a ticket, use Bai Sheng's private jet, he will definitely know and stop me from coming, so I have to make a train!"
Yi Sinian was silent: "...... In other words, Bai Sheng didn't know that you were here? β
"I left him a note."
Shangguan Belle smiled: "You don't know how hard I came to you, Xiaobei has been making trouble all the way, making trouble all the way, making trouble ......"
Before he could finish speaking, someone rang the doorbell again, and the nanny hurriedly came out of the kitchen to open the door.
Yi Sinian closed her eyes, she didn't have to guess to know who was coming, would Bai Sheng shoot her directly in the head after rushing in?
The door opened, and there was a man with a blue face standing outside the door.
"Hey, you're here so fast." When Shangguan Belle saw that it was Bai Sheng coming, she couldn't help but be surprised: "I thought you would have to arrive three or four hours late." β
Bai Sheng strode in, looked at her with a heavy expression, and said almost through gritted teeth: "Shang, Guan, Bei, Er!! β
"What's wrong?" Someone doesn't know whether they are alive or dead.
Yi Sinian coughed lightly: "Sit down, do you want something to drink?" Is coffee OK? β
"I'm 'excited' now and don't need coffee to refresh myself!!" Bai Sheng spoke, his tone was not good.
Yi Sinian raised his eyebrows, paused, and returned the child in his arms to Shangguan Belle: "Let's talk, I'll go upstairs to see my son." β
She knew that Bai Sheng was angry with her, but since she didn't instigate Shangguan Belle to come over, there was no need to bear his accusations, he liked to lose his temper and let it happen here.
"I'll go up and have a look, too." Shangguan Bei'er hurriedly stood up with her son in her arms.
Yi Sinian glanced at Bai Sheng, who was pale, and paused before speaking: "I think Bai Sheng should have something to say to you, you can talk to him first, and we'll talk after we finish talking." β
After speaking, without waiting for her to react, she had already turned around and went upstairs.
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Bai Sheng's possessiveness towards Shangguan Belle has surpassed all the feelings of ordinary husbands.
But after all, this is someone else's business, and it is inconvenient for her to say more.
Yi Sinian sat on the bay window, holding a book, but he didn't turn a page for a long time.
She knew that Qiao Brahma had specially called to tell Shangguan Belle for something, because he knew that she didn't want to have anything to do with the past anymore, and he wanted her to be entangled with the people of the past and the things of the past.
What a ......
Mean man!!!
I knew that she shouldn't have gone to the hospital to see him, how did he love him......
The little child on the bed turned over, as if he was not sleeping very peacefully, tossed and turned, and suddenly woke up, looking at her from afar with a pair of big black eyes.
Yi Sinian put down the book and walked over, leaned over and kissed his bulging little face: "Hmm, why did our Xiaobai wake up so early today?" How long have you been asleep, will you sleep again? Well? How about Mommy sleeping with you......"
Pei Ruobai stretched out his short arms around her neck, silently urging her to hug.
Yi Sinian smiled helplessly, hugged his small body and hugged him: "Mommy will take you to take a fragrant bath, right?" I see you sweat all over your sleep......"
Just about to carry him to the bathroom, there was a knock on the door suddenly, and she held Pei Ruobai with one hand to open the door.
"Finished talking?"
"We're done." Shangguan Belle nodded heavily, looking very happy.
She was stunned for a moment, and looked behind her a little strangely: "If you're done talking...... What about the White Saint? β
"He's gone." Shangguan Beier walked in with Xiaobei in her arms.
Xiaobei was obviously very happy to see Xiaobai, and opened her arms to catch her, children always like to play with children of the same age.
They put the two little ones on the big bed and let them play, Yi Sinian turned his head to look at her: "He looked very bad when he came in, why did he leave after a while?" What did you tell him? β
"Didn't say anything......"
"Oh......"
"I said, I'm going to live here in the future."
"Huh?"
And then he nodded in agreement?!"
ββ¦β¦ Is it? Yi Sinian expressed doubts, how could that man care about her so much, how could he easily nod and agree.
"And what did he say?"
"Hmm......"
Shangguan Bei'er knocked his head and thought about it: "Ah, I remember, his original words were, 'Okay! You just stay here and don't go back for the rest of your life.'" β
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"This ...... It's my sister. β
Yi Sinian coughed dryly, and whispered to the man who had taken off his coat and was going to dinner: "She came to me recently and wants to stay with us...... Belch...... For a while, you feel ......"
"Hmm." The man nodded expressionlessly, not glancing at them the whole time.
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Yi Sinian hesitated for a whole afternoon, after all, their marriage was special, and it was very strange for her to live here, and if she dragged her family to live here, it would inevitably make Pei Shengmo, who had always disliked the excitement, unhappy.
Unexpectedly, he nodded and agreed without even thinking about it.
Although he is expressionless, for this man, he will easily agree to others, which can only mean one thing, he is in a good mood.
If he is in a bad mood, he can come up with 10,000 things to torture others without blinking an eye, and torture others to die and live.
He went upstairs to take a shower.
Shangguan Belle finally breathed a sigh of relief, as soon as she saw him, she immediately stretched out her hand to greet him in a friendly manner: "Hello, I miss my favorite sister." β
greeted enthusiastically, but the man simply nodded: "Hmm." β
She felt a little hurt.
"Missing, does my brother-in-law have an opinion about me?"
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Yi Sinian was thundered by the 'brother-in-law' in her mouth, and coughed dryly: "No, he is like this, when I first married him, I did the math, it seems that he didn't say a word to me for a month, and then he got acquainted with it, and he slowly got better." β
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Shangguan Belle's eyes widened and she looked at her curiously: "Ahem, I would like to know ......, how did you get married...... Since you haven't spoken for a month since you got married, you must have never said it before you got married, right? Did you see him on the street and rush up and say, 'Shall we get married?' and he nodded, and then you got married? β
Yi Sinian raised his eyebrows and smiled: "No, the process of our acquaintance is a little bloodier, anyway, marriage, isn't it just to take what each needs something, he has what I need, and on my side, there are also things he needs." β
Shangguan Belle choked: "I thought that marriage was actually a marriage between two people who love each other because they like each other......"
Yi Sinian smiled: "Just like you and Bai Sheng?" β
ββ¦β¦ He didn't like me. β
Shangguan Belle raised her eyebrows: "He married me and treated me well, he used to marry me because my father forced him, but now he ...... He was only ...... because of our family's property."
The curvature of the corners of Yi Sinian's lips stiffened slightly, and he paused,
Only then did he speak: "Do you know what people who really seek property do after they get married?" β
ββ¦β¦ Yes? Shangguan Belle was stunned.
"Quarrels, domestic violence, or murder."
Yi Sinian looked at her with an expressionless face: "Don't show a particularly surprised look, murder also exists in reality, especially when the temptation of money is particularly strong for a person, Bai Sheng has the ability, maybe his family background before marriage is indeed not as good as your family, but with his ability, he can create a powerful group, he may really have other reasons for marrying you, but I can guarantee that at least ninety percent of it is because he loves you." β
"You don't know him." Shangguan Belle shook his head: "He finds many women to sleep with him every week......"
"Really?"
Yi Sinian raised his eyebrows, paused, and then spoke: "If you say this, there is only one reason......"
ββ¦β¦ What's with? Shangguan Belle barely bothered to brace herself.
"You must have done something wrong."
"Me?" How did it become her fault?
Yi Sinian looked at her, his eyes were fixed: "People's hearts are flesh and blood, if he really loves you, you won't feel it, if he doesn't love you, then you will definitely not feel it!" You have been married for six years, and you should know very well what he will do to you......"
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"Let's find out the reason from you."
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After enduring it for a while, I still couldn't hold back after all, and ran to the hospital to see him.
Qiao Brahma was half-leaning on the head of the bed, looking through a French book, and he didn't know what he saw, and his expression was a little strange, or rather, he didn't see anything at all, and the strange expression was because he was thinking about something.
Yi Sinian bit his lip and walked in slowly: "Is the injury on your leg better?" β
As soon as he finished speaking, someone suddenly walked out of the bathroom, with a tall figure, blue eyes, a tall nose bridge, and bewitching red lips, it was that woman, who was on a blind date with Qiao Brahma, and now I don't know if it was his girlfriend or his wife's woman.
Yi Sinian was stunned, and the hand holding the thermos cup was suddenly retracted.
I regretted it and wanted to slap myself twice.
Qiao Brahma put the book down, looked at her deeply with his eyes, paused, and then spoke in an alienated tone: "Why are you here?" β
How did she come......
She didn't know either......
Yi Sinian raised his eyebrows, paused, and then spoke: "Come to see a sick friend, accidentally went to the wrong ward." β
Qiao Brahma hooked his lips, and a mocking arc flashed on his face: "That friend of yours also happened to hurt his leg?" β
"yes......"
Yi Sinian said quietly: "I had a car accident, I injured my leg, and I coincidentally broke my head, and now I am almost at the same level as dementia." β
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Seeing that he couldn't answer a word when he was choked, she felt a little more refreshed and sneered: "Then I'll go first." β
"Wait a minuteβ"
Qiao Brahma suddenly stopped her, turned her head to look at the woman, and spoke a word of French fluently, the woman was stunned, nodded a little hesitantly, and walked out step by step and turned around.
"Miss, come here."
Qiao Brahma put down the book and sat up straight: "I think we need to have a good talk. β
Yi Sinian raised his eyebrows, took a deep breath, and then turned around and walked over: "What do you want to talk to me about?" β
Qiao Brahma looked at him, his eyes were unprecedentedly calm: "I want to ask you, do those words you said before still count?" β
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Yi Sinian was stunned: "Those words? β¦β¦ Which words? β
"That's what you said, you actually still like me in your heart, and you are willing to be with me behind your husband's back."
Yi Sinian couldn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this, and was stunned for a while.
Qiao Brahma's hand holding the book was slightly forced: "If you say that it counts, then I am willing to carry her behind her back and be with you." β
If you say it's okay, then I'm willing to carry her behind my back and be with you......
Then I am willing to carry her behind my back and be with you......
Carrying her on his back......
Yi Sinian closed her eyes, and the scene of him appearing in front of her with the scent of a woman and lipstick on his face flashed quickly in his mind.
It's ironic......
He was really thinking about it, why? Now I feel that simply dating that woman can't satisfy his perverted needs, so do you want to learn from others to play with splitting legs?
"Sorry, it doesn't count."
She heard herself answer, and there was no ripple in her cold voice.
Qiao Brahma looked at her, his eyes were cold: "So what is this now?" What's the point if you come to meet me behind your husband's back, but you don't want to be with me? Yi Sinian, are you playing a simple emotional game with me? β
Watching him be excited by the slight affection she revealed for him, watching him chase after her again and again, she turned her back to him again and again......
In three years, has she also learned to indulge in the desires?
"You're wrong, playing a simple emotional game, the other party is at least a simple person who is called a simple emotional game!"
Yi Sinian sneered, casually threw the thermos cup into the trash can, and looked at him coldly: "Qiao Brahma, just two words, it has never been related to you!" I didn't come to meet you behind my husband's back, I just came to see you as a person I knew you before, and if this made you misunderstand something, then I'm sorry, it won't happen again in the future. β
Qiao Brahma pursed his lips, his face pale a little.
Yi Sinian looked at him and wanted to say something, but after all, he just spit out a sentence coldly: "Goodbye, you better choose another person and play your so-called cheating game." β
After speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, but her arm was pulled violently, and the man pulled her into his arms fiercely, and a pair of eyes burned with rage, and the heat almost burned her: "Otherwise? What do you want me to do?! The cheating game was proposed by yourself, do you want me to wait for you like a jade, and wait for you to accompany that man before you come to accompany me?! If it's a cheating game, why should we be equal to each other, right? Am I wrong?!!! β
Yi Sinian looked at him, his eyes were cold: "What if I say yes?" What if I said that I would come to you only after I had been with that man and then I would think of you once in a while? What if I had to wait for me like a jade?! Can you do it?! Joe Brahma, I ask you, can you do it?!! β
"What about you?!!! You ask me if I can do it, what about you?! Can you do it?!! β
A voice suddenly gloomy: "Didn't you find another man just after I left?!" You say I'm not willing to be lonely, are you willing to be lonely?!!!! β
It was the first time he had spoken to her in such a loud voice, completely, unreservedly growl, like an ordinary, angry man.
Yi Sinian pursed his lips, took a deep breath, and barely suppressed his psychological anger: "Qiao Brahma, this is the end!" That's all we have to say! You don't want to be lonely, and I'm not willing to be lonely, okay? You can go on with your colorful life, okay? I take back my old words, I take back all my previous words, is it okay?!!!! β
After saying that, he suddenly withdrew his hand, got up and walked out.
On the day they quarreled, Pei Ruobai called Mommy for the first time.
Although somewhat ambiguous.
Yi Sinian frowned, hugged his small body, and watched him keep calling Mommy because of a small cake, and his heart was sour.
She just didn't want to wait for him to grow up, and after going to school, he would be ridiculed by his classmates for following his mother's surname......
This kind of marriage was not what she expected at the beginning, but it was indeed the most suitable for her.
Under the same roof, she and Pei Shengmo live together, but they are like two strangers sharing a house, each living their own life, without quarrels, although it is plain, but very down-to-earth.
"Miss, what are you doing?"
Shangguan Bei'er walked over with Xiaobei in her arms, and when she saw that she had been holding a piece of cake and holding it slightly, she let Pei Ruobai whine, but she didn't give it to him, so she couldn't help frowning.
ps: Haha, I finally caught up with the progress, there is wood, sprinkle flowers~~~O(β©_β©)O~~~~