Stratus clouds in the sky overlapped and pressed thick on the South Mountain. The wind gradually picks up, and it is full of cool chill.

Li Zaimin walked up the stairs, perhaps because of the weather, and from time to time saw tourists coming down the mountain passing by, which made Nanshan Park, which was already not very crowded, even more empty.

"A slight pain will also shed tears, and my heart is crying, walking past you, passing in front of you, my world is only you. I miss you, in front of you, I really can't even stop breathing! ”

A low cappella came from the phone, and Lee Jae-min was stunned, raised his head and looked in the direction of Namsan Pavilion. In the Namsan Pavilion in the dream, which is the same as reality, the scene of Taeyeon holding a cake and saying happy birthday over and over again can't help but come to mind.

Jessica's song is "Can You Hear It", which he officially wrote a few days ago. It was promised director Lee Jae-kyu to write an OST for MBC's Mizuki drama "Beethoven Virus", and at the same time, it was also a song he gave to Taeyeon.

A few days ago, she celebrated Xiao Xiujing's birthday at home, and after Taeyeon got the final version of the score, she and Jessica went to the studio to audition. Taeyeon likes this song very much, but she also dissatisfied, thinking that since this song was written for her, why should she use such a sentimental tone.

Without waiting for Lee Jae-min to answer, Taeyeon immediately attracted a fierce attack from Little Sun, and the song "Climbing" composed by Jessica before became popular, and the company even released a single album for Jessica specifically for this purpose. Now that she is writing another song for her, outsiders know that she doesn't know what her red eyes will look like, and she still dares to complain, no matter how she looks at it, she feels that she is deliberately showing off in front of everyone.

The score came out when it was finalized, but I was too busy to hear Taeyeon's audition. When cooking in the kitchen at night, Taeyeon asked Taeyeon to quietly try to sing it to him, but Taeyeon turned his head and asked him to listen to it when he went to the TV station audition.

Lee Jae-min didn't expect that Jessica would be able to memorize this song after just a few simple auditions that day.

This song was written with a clear goal, and the style is inclined to the previous "If". It is best suited for Taeyeon's vocal characteristics. When Jessica sings, her voice has the sweetness of a young girl.

Moreover, Jessica does not seem to be in shape today, albeit unintentionally humming. But his voice was a little low, but he also had a different feeling, and Lee Jae-min listened, put the phone to his ear, and climbed up with his feet up.

Not far behind the Nanshan Pavilion is a clearing surrounded by dwarf pine forests, with an oval flower garden in the middle, and a half-human-high protective wooden fence has been built near the edge of the hillside. From here, you can see the bustling streets of Seoul in the distance.

Jessica sat on the edge of the flower bed. In the distance, there are lush mountains and forests, and in the distance, there is a dimly lit city of Seoul. After singing this line, her whole body trembled, and her gaze turned downward, on the stone steps on her right. Flat phone showing a phone on a call,

"You are like a fate to me, just in the moment of passing by, you who left me like this, you can no longer get close to even a step." Another mountain breeze blew, stirring the pine forest, and Jessica wrapped her arms around her hands. It tightened again, and his voice became more and more trembling.

When is it? It was the moment he picked himself up from the lake for the first time, and deep in his heart, he began to sprout feelings that he had not been aware of for a long time.

At that time, Yuna always liked to deliberately pull herself and him together, even in the dormitory. I will also use this topic from time to time to provoke myself. At that time, I should have noticed that I had reprimanded Yun'er many times, and I was ashamed to teach them, but I didn't let them ban such jokes.

"Let me hesitate, make me cry. Like a fool, like a child, it's better to make it disappear with a smile. Gradually, a little timid, but still unable to stop this love. Jessica really wants to be like in the lyrics, even when it comes to saying goodbye to that feeling, she can smile strongly. But after connecting the phone, the fog in her eyes gradually became heavy, and even the wooden fence in front of her became blurred.

I don't know when, I began to pay attention to his every move, every time I met, every time I was alone, my heart would always beat uncontrollably.

When you are depressed, you like to have his comfort; When I am sick, I like to have him by my side; I like to watch him eat his own pickled spicy cabbage; When he quarrels with Xiao Sun and Xiao Xiujing, he likes to see his boyish side because of his preaching; I like his habit of smiling back......

At that time, I knew that everything about him, I would like it, all of it. Every bit of getting along, everything that happens, whether it is laughter or anger, makes me feel very happy. Wanting to stay by his side all the time became a matter of course.

"Why is my love so bumpy, I love so hard, even if it is by your side, in front of you. There is only you in this world, I only have you in my eyes, and I look into the distance beside you. Jessica put down her hand, clenched it tightly on her legs, turned around, and looked at the Nanshan Pavilion in the distance.

This is a place where you can instantly break your heart when you see and think about it.

The girl who cried in the Nanshan Pavilion that day was lucky. And himself, because he is Taeyeon, can't even express his heart to him in person, let alone cry like he did in front of him.

When he said Taeyeon's name, the colorful world turned gray, and for the first time, I knew that my heart would hurt like that. I thought I had always held it in the palm of my hand, I thought I was by my side all the time, and I thought that what I had all the time turned out to be non-existent.

"You are like my last love, you are like the last moment of my life, just like this, you can't even get close. Let me hesitate, let me cry, like a fool, like a child, it is better to make it disappear with a smile. ”

The tears could no longer be controlled, and they kept rolling down, and they really couldn't even get close to a single step. Jessica wiped the water marks from her face and told herself to be strong.

Hasn't it already been decided, even if he may never know, he will do his best to convey all his thoughts, and then ......

Because his voice is too sweet, he has never liked sad songs. This song "Can You Hear It", when I stood on the studio console and listened to Taeyeon sing it, my heart felt like it was hollowed out in an instant, and then it was filled. Every lyric makes my heart tremble, and every lyric is what I want to express to him the most.

The phone screen is flashing and it shows that it is still on a call.

Jessica turned around suddenly, and on the way up the mountain, tears fell like pearls as he thought of him approaching step by step, and thought of the imminent departure.

If the other party is not Taeyeon, no matter what, no matter how much effort it takes, I want to protect him all the time, I want to be with him, and I want to hold his hand all the time. Why is it Taeyeon, what to do, what can be done!

I want to hide that feeling in my heart forever, but the uncontrollable kiss that afternoon, although it was drunk, I understand it, and even Xiao Xiujing understands it. That kind of thought is self-deception, the feelings hidden in the bottom of the heart want to slowly ferment, the longer the time, the more intense, if it goes on like this, one day it will be irrepressible, and it will hurt those who cherish the most around you.

Walking to the wooden fence and looking at the city that had turned gray due to the dim light, Jessica inhaled hard to calm the tumbling emotions in her heart.

"oppa~ Next time, you don't like Taeyeon, okay?" Jessica's shoulders trembled violently, her head hung down, and she leaned limply onto the railing.

After that, she suddenly grabbed the railing and got up, leaned forward, and lifted her beautiful face hard, and the tears that kept rising slowly flowed back. She pursed her thin lips tightly, crying silently as she tried to smile.

"Standing silently in the distance, just looking at you from afar, can be regarded as love. Maybe this waiting, this thought, even if you can touch it, even if you can hear it, it will be ignored. ”

The cold wind carried the dead leaves, faintly mixed with a low shout. Lee Jae-min took the phone away from his ear, and Jessica's voice singing the song suddenly became much smaller at the end, and the words didn't seem to be memorized, this is not the end of the song!

On weekdays, when they have free time in private, everyone occasionally meets to sing, sometimes in the practice room, and sometimes in the recording studio of Lee Jaemin's house. When Jessica arrives, she will try to avoid choosing songs of this genre, first, her voice is not very suitable, and second, she is not good at and does not like this type of style of songs.

To Lee Jaemin's surprise, Jessica actually liked this song "Can You Hear It" very much, it was only a few auditions that day, if you didn't like it, how could you remember it so clearly.

When the phone fell silent, Lee Jae-min immediately hung up the call, and when he was about to press the address book again, he thought about it and put the phone back in his pocket. It's been a long way to climb, and it's not far from Nanshan Pavilion and the dessert shop over there, since you know that Jessica is there, it's almost the same whether you call or not.

Passing by the Nanshan Pavilion, he turned his face to look and saw several foreign tourists sitting in the pavilion, chatting and laughing together, scanning his eyes and looking carefully, but he didn't see Jessica. Later, when I arrived at the dessert shop, I still didn't see Jessica.

After looking around, Lee Jae-min had to pick up the phone again, and when he was about to dial, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a little girl standing with his back to a flat slope a little farther away, next to the protective wooden fence, although it was only the back, he still recognized it at a glance as Jessica herself.

Thinking of Yoona's favorite tricks, Lee Jae-min put away his phone and laughed in a low voice, leaning against the dwarf pine tree to cover him, tiptoeing closer.

When they arrived on the flat slope, Lee Jaemin bypassed the flower garden in the middle, walked behind Jessica, and when she was about to pat her shoulder with a smile, she suddenly turned around.

Lee Jaemin's smile disappeared, and he saw Jessica with a smile on her face, but her eyes were red, and her eye circles were still a little puffy, obviously looking like she had just cried.