Chapter 101 Heart
Thank you 'Mo Mo Xin' and 'Hei Hei Xiaoqiang' for the tips, thank you'! Also: This chapter is an explanation of the psychology and positioning of the protagonist!
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Zhao Yang is an easy-going person by nature, although he now has the identity of a 'cultivator' who is different from ordinary people, but he is not willing to return to the earth and repeat the boring life on the 'Earth Yuan Immortal Land', full of strife and killing.
The general environment of the earth is different from that of the 'Earth Yuan Immortal Land'.
This is a society with a legal system, with a nuclear weapon that is comparable to the power of the 'Heavenly Tribulation', and if it can't completely override the entire Shijie, if it still acts like ' Diyuan Immortal Lu's time is like that, he will kill people and seize treasures if he doesn't agree with him, not to mention that Zhao Yang is still just a small condensation period monk now, and he hasn't even stepped into the real cultivation threshold, even if he changes to the Jindan period, or even the characters of the Yuan Infant Period, once he really touches this shijie, the ruler of this era, in the face of nuclear weapons, no matter how high your mana is, it will only disappear!
Not to mention...... This is Zhao Yang's 'home'! He grew up here since he was a child, and his grandfather brought him up with hard work, even if he added the hundreds of years of experience of Diyuan Xianlu, in this life, the purest and most beautiful memories of his life are still here! On earth, in China, after living with my grandfather for more than ten years, from being a childlike child, growing up little by little, childhood, teenagers, and youth...... Everything here is the place he is most familiar with, longs for, and longs for to 'return' to in the depths of his memory.
Now, he's really back. There is no endless calculation and strife like 'Diyuan Immortal Land' around, there is not so much killing and cruelty, and Zhao Yang does not want to return to the loneliness of being alone forever, no one can enter his heart, share his joy, and share his sorrows...... In addition to boring cultivation every day, there is endless fighting and killing, and there are dangers everywhere, killing every step. In the middle of the night, looking up at the starry sky, there is only endless loneliness and loneliness...... That kind of life was not what he wanted or longed for.
Even though he used to be an immortal giant, an ancestor; Even though he once had mana to the sky, he could call the wind and rain and move mountains and seas with his gestures; Even though he once said a word, he moved in all directions!
However, in his heart, the deepest memory has always been the innocent and warm time of living with his grandfather for more than ten years, which is very 'short' compared to his more than 500 years of practice......
Grandpa's rickety figure was something that Zhao Yang had cultivated in the Earth Yuan Immortal Land for hundreds of years, and he had never lost the slightest. It had always been so deeply imprinted in the deepest part of his mind.
Even in the most glorious and majestic time on the 'Diyuan Immortal Land', Zhao Yang still longed to return to the earth, return to the grandfather who raised him, accompany his grandfather, and do his filial piety as a grandson, so that his grandfather can enjoy his old age in peace...... This was the deepest desire in his heart when he was in the Earth Yuan Immortal Land, and it was a desire that he would hardly notice when he first cultivated, only when he calmed down and tortured his heart, this desire would quietly emerge, becoming extremely strong, almost difficult to hold himself!
Perhaps it was the arrangement of God's 'fate' that made him return to the earth, although 'fate made people', grandpa was gone. But at least, Zhao Yang felt that he was living in a place where he had lived with his grandfather for more than ten years, breathing the air that his grandfather had breathed, and being under the same blue sky as his grandfather's grave and his grandfather's will to exist...... This is his 'home'! It's where he belongs.
Entering the university to study and becoming a college student is what his grandfather has always expected of him, and studying at H University is the application for leave of absence that his grandfather personally filled in for him before his death, and communicated with the leaders of the school...... Fulfilling his grandfather's last wish, so that his grandfather can see with his own eyes that his grandson has become a 'college student', so that his spirit in the sky can be comforted, this is the only thing Zhao Yang can do for his grandfather, and it is also the only thing he can repay his grandfather for more than ten years of nurturing.
If at the beginning, Zhao Yang entered the university just to fulfill his grandfather's last wish, but now, he has gradually fallen in love with the bland, peaceful and warm campus life.
There isn't so much bloodshed here, there's not a lot of deceit, and even the darkness in the outside world rarely reaches into the campus.
Here, there is just a relatively innocent atmosphere, simple, quiet, peaceful...... That's the leitmotif on campus. This was a peaceful harbor for Zhao Yang, allowing him to soothe his dark, dark-bellied, and deep heart that had become dark, dark, and deep after more than 500 years of cultivation in the 'Diyuan Immortal Land', and the anger hidden in the depths of his soul had unconsciously dissolved a lot.
The peaceful state of mind made Zhao Yang's whole mind gradually undergo a transformation without him realizing it, making him feel like a pure child again!
The subtle and ambiguous emotional entanglement with Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan made him gradually realize the subtlety of the word 'love' in the world.
Qian Hao, who hasn't known each other for a long time, can go toe-for-tat with Zhang Dongcheng for him, and he doesn't hesitate to offend people, this is friendship! And it is not mixed with any utilitarianism, the purest and most sincere friendship!
It is precisely because of the accumulation of more than 500 years of cultivation on the 'Diyuan Immortal Land' that Zhao Yang can more deeply appreciate the rare and precious nature of such a subtle relationship between men and women, as well as pure friendship without the slightest utilitarianism!
has experienced all kinds of ups and downs and ups and downs in Diyuan Xianlu, Zhao Yang's life has had moments of lowliness and ends, moments of low tide and loneliness, and also the glory of the peak of life...... It is precisely because I have seen and experienced a lot that I can understand that the most precious thing in this world is not money and other things outside the body, but people's 'sincerity'!
No amount of money can be exchanged for a person's sincerity and sincerity towards you! Because I understand, I know how to cherish it even more.
There is no need to pay attention to all kinds of subtleties, people who care about it will not be brilliant for a long time, and an open-minded heart is the most important point for a person to stand in the world for a long time and stand on the peak.
As long as they treat each other sincerely, Zhao Yang doesn't mind exchanging my 'sincerity' for his 'sincerity'. Even though he is a 'cultivator', even if in the eyes of the cultivators on the 'Earth Yuan Immortal Land', mortals are like ants, but in Zhao Yang's bones, his whole soul is an earthling, a Chinese person! What's more, because of his experience in the 'Diyuan Immortal Land' and his understanding after the catastrophe, he understood that everything in this world is an ant, and everything is not an ant!
This may also be another level of 'all things are equal'. These are just a kind of realization of Zhao Yang himself, or the epiphany of the 'Dao' he has cultivated for himself.
Because of this, Zhao Yang didn't mind the sincere relationship with Lin Xueqi, Mu Qinglan, Qian Hao and other 'mortal people'.
Maybe one day he will be able to re-cultivate to the peak, once again have the boundless mana that can call the wind and rain when he raises his hands and feet, and even cultivate to become an immortal. But...... Zhao Yang hopes that along the way, there will be a few sincere people to accompany him, instead of embarking on a lonely path of asceticism again.
A lonely and lonely life, this is not what he pursues and yearns for. Even if he has the power of mana that penetrates the heavens and the earth, if no one can share it, and the heavens and the earth exist alone, then what is the point? It's like a stubborn rock falling there and watching the vicissitudes of the world!
According to ancient legends, it is precisely because the world is lonely, the living beings are scarce, and the heart is lonely, so the idea of creating a human was born, so there is a legend of Nuwa creating a man......
As a myth and legend, Nuwa Niangniang, who has boundless mana and enough to make up for the existence of the sky, still has the act of creating people because of her loneliness in her heart. What's more, Zhao Yang is a little monk?
In comparison, Zhao Yang prefers to live on the earth now, even if the earth lacks aura and the heaven and earth are dirty, but this place has brought him a peace that he has never had on the 'Earth Yuan Immortal Land', as well as a long-missing 'sense of belonging'......