When Li Yan came back, Su Hongwen had already left, and Li Xinyi was alone in the office, seeing that he was so angry that he dropped the water glass, Li Xinyi said with concern: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Li Yan didn't answer Li Xinyi's question, and took out his mobile phone to call Chen Jinzhou irritably, and when he heard the sentence "The phone you dialed is turned off", Li Yan scolded angrily: "Chen Jinzhou, you are a fucking bastard too." ”

Li Xinyi walked over and sighed and said, "Why are you so angry, we can't do anything about it, I hope Chen Jinzhou won't do this." Obviously, Li Xinyi also knew what was going on, in fact, the entire Anhe Hospital knew about it, and there were many discussions for a while, some were waiting to see Su Hongwen's jokes, some scolded Chen Jinzhou for being wolf-hearted, and some felt sorry for Su Hongwen.

Li Yan gasped and said, "How can they do this? I can't control Yang Qibing's madness, but what about Chen Jinzhou? He ...... "Li Yan couldn't go on with the words in the back, he didn't believe that Chen Jinzhou would do this, but his phone was turned off, how can this be explained?"

Li Xinyi leaned on the desk with his hands in front of his chest and turned his head to look out through the glass door to the emergency inpatient hall, there were doctors and nurses walking through, sick patients lying on the bed, family members sitting next to the bed, the entire emergency inpatient hall was busy, Li Xinyi sighed and said: "Why do you say that we are doctors so difficult, when the patient is a little sicker, we have to talk to the family members, let them sign, sign, sign, all kinds of signatures, thrombolysis to sign, the next gastric tube to sign, to do an operation, We are here for the emergency department. Many patients are sent to them for sudden emergencies, and there is no family around them at all, and we will not be saved without the signature of the family? Watching patients die in front of us? ”

Li Yan sighed and said: "Don't think so, the emergency department is special, if the emergency patient doesn't sign, we will be saved, we can't let people die in front of us, but we don't do anything." ”

Li Xinyi sneered and said, "Su Hongwen has such a thing, do you think that in the future, there will be a doctor in our department who will treat the patient without the signature of the patient's family?" ”

Li Yan frowned and said, "No, I believe you won't do this." ”

Li Xinyi stretched out his hand and gently patted Li Yan's shoulder twice and said: "They will do this, everyone is chilled and scared when this happens, afraid of Yang Qibing, and afraid of Chen Jinzhou." All of us will be intimidated. In order to protect ourselves from getting into trouble like today, we can only be cold-blooded animals. ”

Li Yan turned his head sideways to look at Li Xinyi's eyes and said, "You will do the same?" ”

Li Xinyi pretended to be relaxed and said, "Why don't you do this?" We're doing it right, it's the rules of the hospital, it's the health regulations, the patient dies, he dies. Who let them have no family members to sign around. What does it have to do with us? We are impartial. ”

Li Yan's brows furrowed even tighter. The voice raised a few points and said: "Xinyi, we have known each other for many years, I know that you are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, you are not such a person." How can you say that? ”

Li Xinyi turned his head and continued to look at the emergency hall outside with a lonely smile: "People will always change, I am changing, you are also changing, Yang Qibing has changed, Chen Jinzhou has also changed, we are not the original selves, I have forgotten the oath I took when I graduated that year, I am numb, I used to be the same as you and Yang Qibing and Chen Jinzhou, I want to make a name for myself, and be a good doctor that everyone admires, we are actually working hard, reading books to accumulate basic knowledge, and playing hard to manage patients to accumulate experience, Then I was desperate to read, study, take exams, take the qualification certificate of practicing physicians, take the qualification certificate of resident doctors, participate in the examinations of all sizes in the hospital, and compete to get the first, just to prove that we are the best, the most diligent, and the hardest-working, but now? ”

Without waiting for Li Yan to answer, Li Xinyi continued: "Yang Qibing didn't stay after the internship and went to other hospitals, but I know that he has been working hard like us, wanting to prove himself and being a good doctor, but within two years he had something like that, chilling, wronged, and then changed, became a medical trouble, or a profession, we feel that he is not doing it right, but that is his choice We have no right to interfere, after this we have less contact, you, me, Chen Jinzhou continue to work hard in the emergency department, but work hard, work hard, and work hard to this day." Do you remember how many things we've been through over the years? ”

Li Yan lowered his head and didn't speak, he suddenly found that he didn't know what to say.

"In the first year of work, I met a few drunks on the night shift and was beaten up inexplicably." Speaking of this, Li Xinyi pointed to a not very obvious scar on his face and said: "This mark was left at that time, I was very aggrieved at that time, I didn't do anything wrong?" Why did they beat me? I cried all night, the next day you and Chen Jinzhou came to see me, after knowing this, the two of you went to the ward to fight with those drunks, this matter is so big, you two were suspended for reflection, yes, and the whole hospital circulated criticism, if it wasn't for Director Liu to help the two of you activities, you two would have been expelled, and finally the two of you went to apologize to those people in a low voice, and also paid for the medical expenses, but I didn't hear them say sorry to me, and then they left and were discharged, Director Liu comforted me a few words and the matter was over, you hit someone wrong, you should apologize to them, but they also beat me, shouldn't you say sorry to me? ”

Li Yan listened to it with a sour heart, raised his head and looked at the ceiling and said: "Yes, they should say sorry to you, but we are doctors, only we say sorry to patients and family members, and they never say those three words to us." ”

Li Xinyi nodded and pretended to be indifferent: "Yes, we are doctors, we are not sorry if we are beaten and scolded, some just continue to work, continue to treat diseases and save people, endure grievances, and endure grievances in our hearts, this is a doctor, a doctor in Huaxia." ”

Li Xinyi's eyes were red when she said this, she didn't want Li Yan to see her tears, she turned her head and secretly wiped her eyes and continued: "The winter before last, you received a pulmonary heart disease every day, she was panting, looking at me uncomfortable, and then she suffered respiratory failure, but the family didn't know where to go, and the situation was urgent at that time, and if you didn't take care of the person, it would be gone, so you ignored the patient and put him on a ventilator, and the person was rescued, but in the end, the family made a fuss, and the reason was ridiculous, They actually said that you injured their mother's trachea without their consent, and the old lady had some damage to her trachea and coughed up a little blood, but this is normal, but because there is no signature from the patient's family, the hospital lost money, and you have to get a punishment, and you have to bow to the family and apologize, Li Yan has experienced this incident, don't you feel cold? ”

Li Yan exhaled a breath and said with a wry smile: "Of course I am cold, I can't be wronged in my heart, I will tell you a secret because of this I also ran to the rooftop to cry, but then I thought about it, it was nothing, at least I saved a life, and I was worthy of the white coat I was wearing." ”

Li Xinyi turned his head to look at Li Yan and said with a smile: "You didn't have a heart or lungs when you were in college, and now it's still like this, and we people have changed the least as much as you." ”

Li Yan shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Actually, it's good to have no heart and lungs, it's not so tired, it's already stressful to do what we do, if you want to think about something in a small point, then it's really not a good life." ”

Li Xinyi nodded approvingly and said, "That's it, how can we talk about the previous things?" Tell me what you think about today. ”

Li Yan looked at the ceiling and exhaled, "What else can you think?" I think Dean Su did the right thing, Yang Qibing and Chen Jinzhou went too far, how did they become like this? ”

Li Xinyi shook his head and said, "I don't know why they became like this, do you remember the casual meal we ate after graduating from college?" We all drank too much, I remember Yang Qibing and Chen Jinzhou ran to the rooftop and cried wolf howling and shouted that they wanted to be a good doctor in the future, it's only been a few years, they have become like this, if you have to find a reason, I think it may be the current medical environment, this environment makes me breathless, suffocating me uncomfortable, okay, don't talk about this, what are your plans in the future? ”

Li Yan turned his head and looked at Li Xinyi in confusion and said, "Plans?" I didn't have any plans and continued to work in the emergency room. ”

Li Xinyi smiled slightly, didn't speak, walked to his desk, took out a book and handed it to Li Yan, Li Yan glanced at it and immediately said in surprise: "You want to go to the United States?" ”

Li Xinyi nodded and said: "I just told you that I won't treat you if the patient's family doesn't sign in the future, I'm not so cold-blooded, but I'm really fed up with the domestic medical environment, I'm very tired, Yang Qibing and Chen Jinzhou may have forgotten their ideals, but I haven't forgotten, it's always been here." Speaking of this, Li Xinyi pointed to his heart and continued: "I want to complete this ideal, but if I stay in Huaxia, I may really become a cold-blooded animal, I don't want to be like this, so I want to leave and change the environment to realize my ideal, do you want to go with me?" ”

Li Yan looked at the book in his hand and said: "I'm not as free and easy as you, I can't leave, my parents are old, and I am the only son in the family, what will they do if I leave?" I think I'd better stay in the emergency department, and hopefully one day the medical environment will change. ”

When Li Xinyi heard this, a lonely look flashed in her eyes, and then she smiled and said: "Okay, since you don't want to go to the United States with me to eat fried chicken, I won't force you, I hope your work will be smooth sailing after I leave." ”

Li Yan handed the book in his hand to Li Xinyi and said, "When are you leaving?" ”

Li Xinyi smiled: "Don't worry, it's not so fast, why do you have to wait a few months, reluctant to me?" (To be continued......)