Chapter 783: If-I-die-young

Fang Yajun knew that Du Xinghe asked her to recruit someone to light the fire to attract the attention of the sailboat, and if it was a sunny day, she would hurry up to find someone to light the fire. But now it's raining heavily, and they can't light a fire and smoke!

Seeing that Du Xinghe was swimming desperately into the sea covered by dark clouds, Fang Yajun was in a hurry, no matter how he called Du Xinghe, he didn't listen, Fang Yajun gritted his teeth, threw off his slippers and jumped into the sea! Swimming out after Du Xinghe! She couldn't watch Du Xinghe go on an adventure alone!

In a hurry, when Du Xinghe jumped into the sea and started swimming, he was as fast as a dolphin, how could the idle stream catch up with him?

Although Fang Yajun himself also has fitness, often swims, and his body is not bad, but compared with Du Xinghe, it is not the same magnitude at all. After only two waves, Fang Yajun couldn't see Du Xinghe.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, the thunder clouds are flying towards the desert island, the sea level has become extremely volatile, wave after wave of waves is preventing Fang Yajun from advancing, being hit by several big waves, Fang Yajun's nose choked into the water, his body turned into the sea, and he almost couldn't float!

It's so dangerous to swim in such big waves!

Fang Yajun struggled to emerge from the waves, coughed and took a few breaths, and looking further, the only thing she could see was that the waves like moving mountains were rushing towards her, and she couldn't see Du Xinghe's shadow at all! I couldn't see the sailboat in the distance.

Obviously, she can't catch up with Du Xinghe.

Fang Yajun shed tears in annoyance, she regretted that she really shouldn't have let Du Xinghe swim out, such a big wind and waves, no matter how good Du Xinghe's body is, after being swept away by the waves, it will be a situation of nine deaths and a lifetime! It's so dangerous!

"Mr. Du! Du Xinghe! You hear me! Come back soon! Don't swim anymore! Fang Yajun no longer had the confidence to swim forward, and struggled to maintain his balance in the water, shouting into the distance, hoping that Du Xinghe could hear it.

In the pouring rain and wind and waves, she knew that her shouts Du Xinghe couldn't hear at all, according to the current sound of the wind and waves, it was estimated that she couldn't hear what the other party was talking about five meters away.

Phew——!

Another big wave rushed over, slapping Fang Yajun and falling underwater.

Fang Yajun endured the choking pain, got out of the sea, and coughed two mouthfuls of water, she really couldn't move forward, she had to return to the island, otherwise she might be drowned by the big waves.

Fang Yajun stopped looking forward, the front was blocked by a wall of waves that was getting higher and higher, and he couldn't see anything.

However, when she turned around and wanted to swim back to the island, Fang Yajun was dumbfounded, because behind her, there was also an endless sea! You can't see the desert island at all!

At that moment, Fang Yajun's heart fell to the bottom! The back of the spine is suddenly cold! She realized that she might have lost her sense of direction by the waves!

She had just been slapped under the surface of the water by a few big waves, she had actually turned, and she couldn't tell the difference between southeast and northwest, and she might even be swept away by the waves and run far away, otherwise she couldn't swim too far away from the island with her swimming for a few minutes before she went into the water, and it was estimated that it was only a few hundred meters away, and it was impossible not to see the island.

Fang Yajun looked around anxiously, although it was already dawn, but the dark clouds were pressing, the sky was still in a state of misty, and in the wind and rain, people's sight could not be far at all.

Fang Yajun looked around with great effort, but all she saw was the undulating waves, and she couldn't see the trace of the desert island at all!

"It's over......"

Fang Yajun's heart panicked, this time it was really over, if she couldn't find the desert island to swim back, she might be swept away by the big waves and drift farther away! Then she'll have no place to die!

Phew——!

A big wave rushed in, and Fang Yajun was about to be beaten, and she struggled underwater for half a minute before she drilled her head out of the sea again, facing the heavier and heavier rain, she breathed heavily, choked and vomited, and the taste was extremely painful.

Finally coughed up the water in her nose, and before she had time to rest again, another wave overturned Fang Yajun, her delicate body looked so fragile in front of the merciless sea, like a straw, swept into the cold sea ten meters below by the waves.

Fang Yajun didn't slow down in one breath, and directly fainted......

By the time she woke up again, the sky had cleared. But her people are still floating on the sea.

I don't know where a beautiful section of white mast connected to the white canvas saved Fang Yajun, that canvas was like a lifeboat, supporting Fang Yajun, who was lying flat, was floating slowly on the sea.

After waking up, Fang Yajun coughed violently for the first time, even vomited a lot of snot with water, there was still water in her lungs, and her chest was very painful.

The head was completely dizzy, as if he had just done a roller coaster hundreds of times, Fang Yajun struggled to turn over on the water-soaked canvas, his eyes looked around a little sloppily, the endless sea was everywhere, there was no trace of a desert island at all, and he couldn't see the shadow of Du Xinghe.

Fang Yajun's love was low all of a sudden, even though the sun was shining and the blue sky was as crystal clear as a blue wash, Fang Yajun's heart sank to the bottom.

This time it's really over, she's been swept away by a storm into an unknown sea.

Fang Yajun's body was very weak, and after staring around on her stomach for a long time, she finally lost heart, lay flat on the canvas, closed her eyes, and tried to calm herself down, thinking about what to do next.

Although I have seen it from many books, some people have survived for dozens of days by fishing and rainwater at sea, but that is an extreme event, Fang Yajun knows how many catties and taels she has, although she usually has fitness, but compared with the fishermen who live at sea all the year round, her ability to survive in the wild sea is too poor, she doesn't know how to catch fish, let alone how to avoid shark attacks.

Originally, the crash to a desert island was enough to hit people, but I didn't expect that now there is something more unlucky, and she is very likely to not survive for a few days, and she will die......

Fang Yajun wanted to laugh in pain.

Fate teased her so much, she was really powerless to fight back.

Is she really going to die at sea like this?

Tapping her heart with this question, Fang Yajun suddenly appeared, she seemed to be less afraid of death and forgetting.

The experience on the desert island has made her bear the pain caused by the psychological gap from a good life to the abyss.

After being tortured in every way, and now facing death again, Fang Yajun felt that he was unusually calm.

Looking back on her life over the years, although she has not lived a very satisfactory life in the past eight years after being banned, at least she is comfortable and healthy.

And before the ban, she enjoyed the glory that others would almost never have achieved, and achieved the great cause of the Supreme Song Queen.

In this life, if you can do what you like to the extreme, so that others can look at you, then this life will not be in vain.

Looking back on her past at dusk, Fang Yajun felt that she had lived well enough in this life, and if she had to die now, she should actually be satisfied. Even her body and heart are still so young.

Calmly recalling the past and looking forward to the death not far from her, Fang Yajun's mind suddenly floated out of an English song that Du Xinghe had written - "If-i-Die-Lure" ("If I Die Young").

She saw the melody of this song at the beginning, full of American country style, and hummed it very feelingly, so after seeking Du Xinghe's consent, she privately recorded a version of "IF-I-DIE-LURE" she sang in order to use it when impacting the European and American markets in the future.

Unexpectedly, such a song that was sung by Unintentional Willow became the epitome of her life.

In the dark, as early as then, she foresaw her fate.

Du Xinghe is more like he understands her fate and creates such a song of fate for her.

Fang Yajun recalled the melody of this song, a satisfied smile curled on his lips, and while recalling his life with his eyes closed, he hummed the fateful song "If-i-Die-Lure"——

……

if-i-die-lure ng-bury-me-in-satin~

(If I die young, please bury me in silk~)

1ay-me-don-on-a-bed-of-ro color s~

(Let me lie on a bed covered with roses~)

Private nk-me-in-the-day ver-at-dan~

(Sink me into the river at dawn~)

color nd-me-aay-ith-the-ords-of-a-1ove-song~

(Use the words and phrases in the love song to see me off~)

oh~oh~oh~oh~~~

……

1ord-make-me-a-rain wave, i'11-shine-don-on-my-touch ther~

(Lord, please let me turn into a rainbow, I want to shine on my mother~)

Shoot 11-kno-i'm-safe-ith-seduction-hen-shoot-stands-under-my-netd~

(When she stands under my colors, she will know that I am so safe with you~)

1ife-aint-a1ays-hat-lure-think-it-ought-to-be,no~

(Life doesn't always go as you expect~)

aint-even-grey, but-shot-bu day es-her-baby~

(Always so gloomy, even though she buried her children~)

the-sharp-knife-of-a-short-1ife,e11~

(The sharp blade of life~)

i’ve-had-just-enough-time~

(I've lived long enough~)

……

When singing "i've-had-just-enough-time~", two lines of contradictory tears slipped from the corners of Fang Yajun's eyes, did she really live enough? The answer is definitely no, but now that fate has ended her life, she is powerless to fight it. She can only remember her life now with the feeling of dying young.

He became famous in college, and he quickly rose to the top. Her singing career is completely legendary, and it is an irreproducible miracle created by the times.

Seriously, thinking of such a life, Fang Yajun should feel content.

It's just that it was dormant for eight years. She has been holding her breath in her heart, she wants to return to the stage and declare to everyone that she wants to get back everything that should belong to her!

For this goal, she has been working hard, working hard, trying courage in lying on the salary, obscure in Taoguang, and enduring humiliation.

But the day before she was about to achieve this goal, she suffered such a catastrophe in her life.

Fate played a big joke on her.

If she had to die young, would it be okay to let her die the day she was banned?

In that case, maybe she will really be willing.

If on that day she was dead, she would have been able to sing as she did.

Now, she can only comfort herself that she is actually dead as early as the day she was banned.

Just like the words that Du Xinghe often said to comfort himself, the later qiē should be regarded as a dream.

Now I woke up from the dream.

It was also time for her to say goodbye.

Born as a song,

Death is sent by song.

Let me sing such a song and die in the sea.

Fang Yajun was intoxicated and enjoyed the last song that Du Xinghe tailor-made for her, and there was no longer any hope for life.

……

if-i-die-lure ng-bury-me-in-satin~

(If I die young, please bury me in silk~)

1ay-me-don-on-a-bed-of-ro color s~

(Let me lie on a bed covered with roses~)

Private nk-me-in-the-day ver-at-dan~

(Sink me into the river at dawn~)

color nd-me-aay-ith-the-ords-of-a-1ove-song~

(Use the words and phrases in the love song to see me off~)

oh~oh~oh~oh~~~

……

the-sharp-knife-of-a-short-1ife,e11~

(The sharp blade of life~)

i’ve-had-just-enough-time~

(I've lived long enough~)

and-i'11-be-ea day ng-hite-hen-i-e-into-lure r-kingdom~

(I will walk into your kingdom in pure white clothes~)

i'm-as-green-as-the-day ng-on-my-1itt1e-netger~

(It's as green as the ring on my cold finger~)

i’ve-never-knon-the-1ovin-of-a-man~

(I've never felt the tenderness of a man~)

but-it-sure-fe1t-ninetg-my-hand~

(But when he held my hand, it felt so good~)

there's-a-wave y-here-in-ton-says-he'11-1ove-me-forever~

(There is a boy in this town who says he will always love me~)

ho-ou1d-have-thought-forever-cou1d-be-color vered-by~

(But who knew that it would always be like this~)

the-sharp-knife-of-a-short-1ife,e11~

(The sharp blade of life~)

i’ve-had-just-enough-time~

(I've lived long enough~)

……

However, I don't know why, every time I sing this line "I've-had-just-enough-time", Fang Yajun has a feeling that is in the opposite state of mind to the lyrics. This sentence sings that she has lived long enough, but when she sings this sentence, her originally gloomy mood is like an inextinguishable heat, and she doesn't want to go with the waves.

Looking back on her life, she loved music, loved music, and enjoyed music, but she didn't seem to have left any other traces except music.

She has sung so many haunting love songs and read so many novels that have secretly moved her heart, but she herself has never really tried to have a love that she can remember for the rest of her life.

Although during college, she had a tendency to seem to be in love with a boy she liked, and was even signed by the boy and made white by the boy, but the love that should have been fermented at that time was ruthlessly cut off by her career. After signing with BV, the strict non-love clause stifled her chance of falling in love. This also made the love that she should have recalled very beautifully, and even now that she thinks about it, she can't remember what the boy she once liked looked like.

If you think about it, it's been a sad life.

She has been regarded as a dream lover and a goddess by countless men, including women, and she has never even talked about a decent love, and she relies on listening to music and watching TV series for every emotion. Movies and brainstorms. It's a pity to have such a life. It's a pity that she is jealous, and it's a pity that her most innocent and fiery girl's heart yearning for love.

"Am I really alive enough to die like this?"

Thinking of this question, Fang Yajun felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry, her calm mood became no longer calm, and then she continued to sing "if-i-die-seduction", the more she felt that Du Xinghe's song was never written for people who had nothing to love, this is an affectionate work that seems to be sad but hides enthusiasm and hope for life!

Singing such a song, how could she possibly feel that she had lived enough?

……

if-i-die-lure ng-bury-me-in-satin~

(If I die young, please bury me in silk~)

1ay-me-don-on-a-bed-of-ro color s~

(Let me lie on a bed covered with roses~)

Private nk-me-in-the-day ver-at-dan~

(Sink me into the river at dawn~)

color nd-me-aay-ith-the-ords-of-a-1ove-song~

(Use the words and phrases in the love song to see me off~)

oh~oh~oh~oh~~~

……

the-ba11ad-of-a-dove~

(Pigeon's Ballad~)

go-ith-peanetd-1ove~

(Always with peace and love~)

gather-up-lurer-tears,keep'em-in-lurer-ponetbsp; (Hold up your tears and put them in your pocket~)

save-them-for-a-time-hen-lure r-rea11y-gonna-need-them-oh~

(Keep them until you really need them~)

the-sharp-knife-of-a-short-1ife,e11~

(The sharp blade of life~)

i’ve-had-just-enough-time~

(I've lived long enough~)

so-put-on-lure-r-best-wave ys-and-i'11-apear1s~

(Please wear your best clothes, I will also wear my pearls~)

……

After lightly opening her lips and finally humming this life-loving song, Fang Yajun's mood became calm again, but not in the face of death, but in the face of the future.

She's not dead, and she's not alive enough. Although he is in a desperate situation and dies for a lifetime, there is still a life to fight for!

If she just goes with the flow and doesn't work hard to survive, then even if she dies, she will die without turning a blind eye!

"I want to live! Even if I only live one day, I will live! ”

Inspired by the music, Fang Yajun's body burned with desire and enthusiasm for life. She struggled to sit up on the water-soaked canvas, and now she saw that her batik dress had been torn by the waves, and her clothes did not cover her body, revealing her somewhat puffy snow-white body.

I don't know if she was blown by the mast, or swept away by the huge waves, her corset and panties were gone, and her body was covered by a skirt that almost became strips of cloth.

Faced with such an embarrassing situation, Fang Yajun smiled, it was like this, she didn't care about her image anymore, as long as she could be comfortable, she tore the strip of skirt cloth wrapped around her legs, and suddenly heard the rumbling steamship whistle in the distance behind her...... r1152

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