Because, what Zhang Minglang said next was: "Chen Sansan, tell me something, you'd better not be angry, and listen to me. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ

You can't stay any longer. I already informed Lin Qicheng a few days ago, and he will help you leave tomorrow. ”

These words, these words that determined my life for a long time to come, were said by him so calmly, but I was frightened, my eyes widened, and I felt inexplicable.

I was also a little aggrieved, thinking that he didn't even discuss with me when he did these things, and he didn't even say hello, which was really not good.

Even if it was grievances and doubts, I still knew what I wanted to do now, so I opened my mouth and said, "I still want to go to work, and you can talk to Lin Qicheng again." ”

Who knows, it was originally everyone's tone that was very good, but Zhang Minglang suddenly raised his voice and said undoubtedly: "No, you can't go, you just can't go, you just stay at home." ”

I was startled by the voice, shrank back, stared at him and asked, "Why." ”

Zhang Minglang stood up and said slowly: "This matter has been decided." Tomorrow I will hire a caregiver to take care of your daily life and food at home. I went to take a shower first. ”

I also hurriedly stood up, grabbed his sleeve, and said pitifully, "But I don't want to stay at home, no one in the house talks to me, and I'll be bored." ”

Zhang Minglang turned around, suddenly pulled me into his arms, and said calmly: "Actually, I didn't approve of you going to work in Shengde from the beginning. It's better to be bored than to go to that dangerous place. This is how it was decided, and you can only listen to me this time. I'll go to work early every day and try to come back early to accompany you, okay? ”

But I don't think it's good.

If I don't go to Shengde, I guess I won't be able to do anything to Zhou Zhengming in my next life.

However, after thinking about the child in my belly, I subconsciously felt that Zhang Minglang or the approach was right, and finally I compromised, and I finally felt that it was okay to let go of the matter of dealing with Zhou Zhengming, so even if I was a little unhappy and reluctant, this matter should be settled.

Zhang Minglang invited an aunt, she asked me to call her Aunt Liao, people are really diligent, every day to make the home 'make' clean as new, and it may be Zhang Minglang ordered, she made all the dishes I like to eat, and I also like to laugh and chat, when I am busy, I will chat with me while playing 'sweater', saying how her pair of 'daughters' are, I feel that my heart is 'very' stable, and I slowly settled down to stay at home and with her every day, and learn English by myself when I don't chat, waiting for Zhang Minglang to come back.

Zhang Minglang really did what he said, he got up at six o'clock every day to rush to the company, and then returned home before four o'clock and took me out for a walk.

Such a peaceful day, such a day without too many troubles in the world, the more I passed, the more happy I became, and I didn't even feel that it was very dull at all.

It has been going from the cold of February to the hot month of May

And pregnancy, from the beginning of the feeling that there is no difference from usual, to the following days, slowly the lower abdomen highlighted, my belly will occasionally be tight, my feet are even a little edema, people are becoming more and more sleepy, every day when they are full of food and sleep, the whole person is like an inflated balloon, fat circle.

For the distortion of the figure, I realized that it was a coincidence, I looked in the mirror, and I saw myself in the mirror, which was shocked.

Because this day happened to be Friday, Aunt Liao asked for leave to go to the manhole to see her 'daughter', so Zhang Minglang took leave to stay at home to take care of me, he should have been clumsily stewing me according to the method Aunt Liao said, and finally heard my screams, and ran over in fright.

As soon as he came in, he hurriedly rushed up and grabbed my hand and asked, "What's the matter, Chen Sansan?" ”

I admit that I was so frightened by this deformed self that I didn't know how to describe my feelings to him, so I pursed my lips and pointed at myself.

Zhang Minglang thought that I had something wrong, and looked up and down a lot, and the more he looked at his expression, the more he thanked him, and the more he looked at it, the more panicked he became, and finally continued to ask: "What is uncomfortable, I can't see it." ”

I finally said a little depressedly, "You didn't notice that I was 'fat'? ”

Zhang Minglang said with relief: "Are you yelling, do you think you're fat?" ”

I nodded.

He suddenly stretched out his hand and pointed at my nose, and said lightly: "What are you afraid of when you are fat, in my heart, even if you are fat into a 200-kilogram fat man, you are still the most beautiful." What's more, you're not fat now, it's good. ”

Simply so!

It's not called fat if you're fat!

Even if he comforted me like this, I was still a little unhappy in my heart, and I always felt that I had become ugly.

And because of the Internet, on those mother's forums, I saw a lot of mothers saying that they would be spotted when they were pregnant, and the more I looked, the more scared I became, I was really afraid that after giving birth to a child, I would become ugly, and the inner pressure can be imagined.

I was a little depressed, and I couldn't listen to his comfort at all, and still sat down sullenly on the 'bed'.

Zhang Minglang hurriedly followed, sat down next to me, took my hand and asked, "Chen Sansan, what's wrong?" ”

I was really depressed, so I continued the topic just now, and said aggrievedly: "I always feel that I will become fat and ugly in the future, and I am afraid of being disliked." ”

Zhang Minglang sneered, and said without chatting: "What are you worried about, if I want to find a beautiful 'girl', I won't look for you like this in the first place." ”

I understood that this was a comforting word, but why did it always feel wrong, which meant that I looked improvised?

Even more depressed, I glared at him and said, "People who can't talk really don't talk, it's easy to make people feel congested, understand?" ”

However, Zhang Minglang couldn't deviate, he reached out and wrapped his arms around me from behind, sat side by side with me, and said very seriously: "Because you are a beautiful 'girl' in my heart, no matter what you look like, you just treat me blind, anyway, I think you are the best-looking." When the child is born, I will fish for three days and dry the net for two days, skip work every day to take the child at home, and I will take you out to play. ”

After he finished speaking, he turned his face abruptly, and his 'lips' were pressed to my forehead, leaving a shallow dragonfly dot of water, and then he lowered his head slightly to look at me, and continued: "Don't think nonsense anymore, with children, our future life can be more lively, you know?" ”

I said that he did have such a set, and after a few words, my heart instantly settled.

After eating, Zhang Minglang had some documents to deal with, so he went to work first, afraid that I would be bored, he even called Lin Qicheng, who lived opposite, and asked Lin Qicheng to come over and play cards with me.

I don't know if Lin Qicheng was bought by Zhang Minglang, or if his cards were originally rotten, and after playing for one night, he didn't win much at all.

Anyone who has played cards knows that it is fun to be evenly matched, and it is really boring to always win and always win, I really feel bored, so I pushed those cards and said: "Don't play, Lao Lin, when you practice your skills, let's play again." ”

Lin Qicheng sighed, put away the cards, and said very slowly: "Chen Sansan, after you became 'fat', your skin is much better!" “

As soon as his words fell, I saw Zhang Minglang hurriedly running out of it, and said to Lin Qicheng: "Old Lin, why don't you know how to speak so much!" Where is Chen Sansan fat! “

Lin Qicheng was stunned by him, his expression was also a little, he hesitated for a while, he stood up and said, "Then I'll withdraw first." “

After Lin Qicheng left, I glanced at Zhang Minglang and said: "Do you know how to be polite, you are busy with your own going, and you have to run out to talk 'messy', you make Lao Lin very embarrassed like this!" “

Zhang Minglang scratched his head a little embarrassed, and said innocently: "I'm afraid that if he says this, you're in a bad mood when you hear it." ”

I continued to roll my eyes at him and said, "Didn't you say busy? What are you doing running out, go back and get busy! ”

Zhang Minglang came over and hugged me, and rubbed against me, rubbing and saying: "Don't be so fierce, it's so beautiful, I don't have the mood to get busy with work." ”

Ouch, hey, Zhang Minglang, where did you learn these shameless boastful words?

Although it's a bit fake, I still love to listen to good words, and I feel very sweet when I listen to it.

But I was also afraid that he would miss work, so I said angrily: "Okay, okay, you should go to work, or what time will you rest?" You go get busy first, I'll go take a shower and sleep. ”

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Zhang Minglang on the phone, and I didn't know who was on the other side of the phone, and he kept repeating the sentence: "Sansan is not very convenient, Sansan is not very convenient." ”

Balabala's.

When he hung up the phone, I walked over and whispered, "Who?" ”

Zhang Minglang said a little helplessly: "My father's wife's birthday said that it would be held on Sunday, this time I want to make a big deal, let me be sure to take you to attend." I told my dad that you are inconvenient now and don't want to take you there, so he lost his temper and said that I don't give him face, we don't go, my aunt is going to be angry or something. ”

I thought about it and thought that I was just pregnant, and I didn't have a terminal illness, so there was nothing I couldn't go.

And I also think that even if Zhang Minglang doesn't like Fu Wanying anymore, there is still a lot of 'door' work, not to mention that the relationship between him and Zhang Bailing can't be stiffened again because of this incident.

Looking at Zhang Minglang and Zhang Bailing's relationship during this time, I think that even if Zhang Minglang is now almost thirty years old, he is still 'very' looking forward to Zhang Bailing being gentle to him, and he is still looking forward to those seemingly slim fatherly love.

So I opened my mouth and said, "Since your dad has spoken, let's go, it's okay, I haven't been out for a long time, maybe it's better for your body to go out and walk." ”

God knows, in the days to come, how sad I am, how much I regret this originally ordinary decision I made at this moment.

It has become the most important turning point in my life, just like these 'intersecting' roads in Shenzhen, which have been staggered into a branch that is difficult to turn back, as soon as I step on it, all the rare calm and beauty now are all shattered, like a silver glass slag, shining and shining, but it can give people the most painful piercing, pain in the flesh and blood, but there is no escape.

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