Continued: Be honest
Lan Zhixin did not immediately refute Tong Fei's decision, thinking about it carefully, Tong Fei also had a certain amount of truth. The most important thing in marrying is not the appearance and money, but whether the other party and the other party are likely to be together. Like Du Cheng, he has a fiancée, and it is too difficult to turn the situation around, but Chen Yao is different, he is single, good to Tong Fei, mature and steady, these alone can indeed be considered.
"But...... Tong Fei, are you willing to do this? Actually, I think maybe Du Cheng will also be a little interesting to you? Lan Zhixin was slightly anxious.
When Tong Fei heard this, she trembled slightly, a flash of light flashed under her eyes, and then she smiled bitterly: "Sister Lan, how can he be interesting to me, if you are a man, will you like Fang Kailin or me?" You're telling the truth. ”
Lan Zhixin was stunned for a moment, and thought for a moment: "What about this...... Although I haven't met Fang Kailin, after listening to your description, indeed, if I were a man, of course I would be interested in a woman like Fang Kailin who looks and has a good figure, but there are exceptions to everything, didn't you and Du Cheng use to be quite haode, Hanhan and I both thought you had a ...... play."
"That's right, in fact, most people are visual animals, who wants to face a fat person like me all day long? Fang Kailin is a beauty, it is pleasing to the eye, what do I compare with others, she and Du Cheng stand together, it is a talented woman, I stand with Du Cheng like a flower inserted in there, and he is a flower...... He used to be my best friend, but now he has a fiancée, I must keep my distance from him, this is the minimum morality and principles, I can't be delusional because I am pregnant, he has his life, I have my life, don't disturb each other, it's enough to bless silently. ”
"Then Chen Yao, isn't he an exception, he likes you, he doesn't dislike you for being fat, why can't other men like you too?" Lan Zhixin still felt aggrieved for Tong Fei and tried to give her a little encouragement.
But Tong Fei's mentality is now very different from before, and her fantasy and persistence for aiqing have been consumed to the point that there is not much left, and she once dreamed that marriage must be a pleasure for both parties, but now she feels that it is really a luxury, just like a landscape hanging high in the clouds, you can only look up, you can't have it. Stop dreaming and face reality.
Tong Fei held Lan Zhixin's hand, and there was a faint desolation in the smile on the corner of her mouth, which was a compromise and concession to reality after a violent struggle.
"Sister Lan, I know that you are good for me, but when a woman marries her husband, in fact, as long as the other party is a reliable person and is good to me, as for the feelings, there is no now, and they can be cultivated slowly in the future, maybe it will become a habit after a long time, and there will be feelings......"
Lan Zhixin was speechless for a while, even if she could speak well, she couldn't find suitable words at the moment. Feelings, marriage, are all major events, private matters, no matter how good friends persuade them, Zuihou can only make decisions by the parties.
"Hey...... Since you have said so, I can only bless you, and hope that Chen Yao will not disappoint us. However, if he minds the child in your belly, don't be discouraged, take care of the baby, give birth to the child, and let's find a father for the child in the future, if it's not good to find an unmarried man, it's a big deal Let's find a man who has divorced and had children, won't the two sides be even, in short, Tong Fei, you have to believe that there will always be a man on this shijie who knows how to love you and cherish you. Lan Zhixin comforted her, and Zuihou didn't forget to cheer Tong Fei up, just because she was afraid that she would really lose confidence in Aiqing.
Tong Fei's heart was originally very heavy, but when she heard Lan Zhixin say this, she was a little more relaxed, and suddenly felt that the road ahead might not be as dark as she imagined...... She has a family, girlfriends, and an unborn child in her womb, no matter what, she must cheer up and grit her teeth to get through this hurdle.
"Okay, Tong Fei, I won't eat dinner, don't you still have something to say to Chen Yao, if I'm here, it's inconvenient...... I'll leave first, you can call me at any time if there's anything, don't be bored alone, you know? Lan Zhixin spoke softly, and she really had the demeanor of a big sister.
Tong Fei also had to change from a female man to a little sister in front of her, affectionately holding Lan Zhixin's arm and sending her to the door, and couldn't help but say a few more words of gratitude, which made Lan Zhixin glare angrily......
After sending Lan Zhixin away, Tong Fei's mood was much more relaxed than when she first went home before, and finally she didn't have to keep the secret alone, there was someone to complain about, listening to her nagging, this feeling was better than holding it back.
In the kitchen, Chen Yao was wearing an apron and was busy cooking the dishes, and he didn't notice the chubby figure behind him standing for a while.
This man's back is not as tall as Du Cheng's, his hairstyle is not as good-looking as Du Cheng's, and his figure is a little fat, but somehow, Tong Fei is fascinated...... Maybe it's because Chen Yao is busy working in an apron, which makes this kitchen have a kind of vitality, warmth, and vague warmth with the taste of home.
The man in her heart didn't know what he was doing now, maybe he was with his fiancée, and the man in front of her was something she could see and touch, and he was still cooking for her. The man in her heart seemed to be far away in the sky, and the man in front of her was close at hand, whether it was her body or mind, she could grasp it...... The gap between the two men in many conditions has become blurred at this moment, and only the most real warmth is flowing.
"Chen Yao......" Tong Fei called softly and walked over slowly.
When Chen Yao heard this, he didn't turn back immediately, he was busy, he just smiled and said, "Are you hungry, you can eat soon, one minute!" ”
Tong Fei looked at the dishes on the plate, looked at the man's busy figure with a simple expression, and some things that couldn't be put down in her heart seemed to become lighter...... In fact, it is her blessing to have a man who treats her so carefully and considerately. She always thinks about things that are out of reach, and wouldn't it be better to be pragmatic?
Three dishes and one soup, simple home-cooked dishes, one of which is fried by Lan Zhixin, Chen Yao's craftsmanship is also quite good, and the dishes he makes look very appetizing, especially tonight's dishes are all light, which are specially selected by Lan Zhixin to be suitable for Tong Fei to eat now, so it is rare for Tong Fei to have a little appetite after suffering a few days in a row.
Chen Yao muttered about why Lan Zhixin left without eating, and he didn't taste the dishes he fried. Tong Fei smiled and didn't say anything, just put vegetables into Chen Yao's bowl, and then buried himself in eating.
Chen Yao looked delighted, he didn't expect Tong Fei to take the initiative to serve him vegetables, there was no such treatment before, Tong Fei ate together several times, and ate very boldly, and picking vegetables was usually what he did.
Chen Yao helped the glasses on the bridge of his nose, filled a bowl of soup for Tong Fei, and said softly: "You also eat more, it is best that the two of us can finish the dishes on the table today, otherwise it will be wasted." ”
Tong Fei's heart was slightly touched, Chen Yao's work is very good, he is the management of the company, his income is high, and it is indeed rare to have a sense of thrift.
Chen Yao may have thought of something and evoked some kind of memory, but he held a spoon in his hand but showed a look of nostalgia: "When I was as old as you, I didn't have three dishes and one soup to eat, I could only eat a boxed lunch every day, and it was difficult to eat three dishes and one soup like this all year round, so I personally am very opposed to waste, but it doesn't really matter, if you can't finish eating, just put it in the refrigerator, and you can still eat it at night." ”
"Oh? Were you poor before? Tong Fei held a green vegetable in her mouth, and subconsciously said it, and then immediately waved her hand embarrassedly: "I didn't mean to discriminate against you, don't get me wrong." ”
"It's okay, I know, in fact, you're right, I used to be really poor, just like you are now in your twenties, I still work part-time in this city, and I live in a basement, and every day is counted as a day, it's a day without a fall......" Chen Yao's expression was indifferent, and his tone was as light as the wind, but the bitterness contained in it was moving.
Tong Fei couldn't help but be stunned, if she hadn't listened to Chen Yao himself, she really wouldn't have thought that Chen Yao, who now has an enviable good job and a high salary, has such a hard past. From this point of view, he can have today, but also through an unknown process, not easy to come by, no wonder he can always feel a kind of cordiality and kindness in him, maybe it is because his own background is very ordinary, it will be so easy to get along with.
Chen Yao...... The dishes you make are delicious. ”
"If you like, I'll make it for you every day." Chen Yao was not ambiguous, and took over the conversation without hesitation.
Tong Fei's chopsticks paused, swallowing the dish in his mouth, and his round eyes revealed a complex light...... Now that all the talk has to be done, she should be a little more simply.
Tong Fei put down his chopsticks and looked at Chen Yao calmly, his expression was a little dignified, which couldn't help but make Chen Yao a little surprised, in his impression, it was rare to see Tong Fei so serious.
"Chen Yao, I have something to tell you."
Chen Yao nodded, with a faint joy in his eyes, he hoped that Tong Fei would say what he had been waiting for.
Tong Fei's sincerity was written on her round face, and her tone involuntarily became much softer: "Chen Yao, I won't beat around the bush, let's be honest, I keep in mind your kindness to me, I know that you really hope that I can agree to your pursuit, but now I want to say something crucial...... I was pregnant, almost two months old, but the father of the child did not know that he and I would not become husband and wife, and I decided to give birth to this child and raise it myself. This is my current situation, I told you everything, do you still want to chase me? ”
Before this, Tong Fei was still a little nervous, but at this moment he inexplicably became very calm, it turned out that it was not as difficult to face his wounds as he imagined, but what choice would the man in front of him make? At this moment, Tong Fei had no joy or sorrow, she was very calm, no matter what Chen Yao said or did, she would respect the other party. [It's still in the codeword.,Recently, it's been reviewed before it is displayed.,Everyone, please be patient.,xiexie.] 】