I turned my face and looked at it, only to see Zhang Minglang standing there leaning on the 'door', his face was not good, maybe he couldn't say anything in the company, but said to me lightly: "Wife, I'm off work and I'm going home. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ

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At this time, Xie Cunhui stood up and was about to walk to Zhang Minglang's side, when I heard him say: "I still remember who my wife is, it's not a hopeless 'cure'." In the future, when you interact with other 'women' ambiguously, you can also remember who your wife is, which is even better. ”

Maybe it's because last time Xie Cunhui sent me back, I was hit by Zhang Minglang, so he was very unhappy with Xie Cunhui, and now when he heard this, he was even more unhappy, after glancing at me, he said lightly: "You still know that Chen Sansan is my wife, thank you for raising your noble hand." You know I hate it more than anything for people to reach out to me, and I hope you don't ruin our friendly relationship. ”

In the middle of the conversation between the two men, where the ambiguous smell of fire 'medicine' erupted slightly, I also stood up, walked past the two of them slowly, and then said to Xie Cunhui: "Old Xie, I will invite you to dinner next time." ”

Xie Cunhui quickly responded with a smile: "Okay, go to Tiger Stream." ”

At this time, Zhang Minglang suddenly rushed up to hold my hand, but I quickly dodged and said lightly: "It's time to get off work, I'll go pack my things." ”

After cleaning up, Xie Cunhui was already gone, Zhang Minglang stood at the entrance of the 'door' with a cold face, probably because he was still hindered by the bad attack in the company, as soon as I went out of the 'door', he pulled me away.

When I got to the parking lot, I was pushed in, and after he came in and closed the 'door', he didn't rush to start the car, but stared at me with a sideways face and asked, "Chen Sansan, what did you mean just now?" What's the matter with you and Xie Cunhui? ”

I turned my face away, stared at him, and asked expressionlessly, "Then can you tell me first, what is the matter between you and Su Xiaomi?" ”

Zhang Minglang paused, silent, as if he was recalling, thinking for a while, as if remembering something, he also responded to my gaze, and seemed to say sincerely: "Chen Sansan, I and Su Xiaomi, there is really nothing to do, can't you trust me?" Today, Su Xiaomi helped me block the knife, and as soon as she heard this, she hurried over, she was injured because of me, I treated her wound, I think this is a normal thing. ”

It was also a matter of a moment, my eyes instantly turned red, and I asked him: "Then Zhang Minglang, what do you think I rushed to your office in the afternoon?" ”

Zhang Minglang was stunned, and said a little suspiciously: "Didn't you say it, it seems that you are asking me what I want to eat at night?" ”

I don't think I want to say a word to this man now.

I said to him lightly, "After you figure out what I'm for, we'll move on to this topic." Zhang Minglang, I have always felt that you are not so stupid, and your emotional intelligence is not low, as for why you still think that I am just for such a "chicken" and "hairy" thing, I have to rush to you when people are panicking, I think this is only clear in your heart. ”

With that, I quickly pulled the car door, and I thought I might as well take the subway home.

I don't want to spend a minute or a second with this man who is already a little 'swinging'.

The bad habit of observing words and 'colors' that I developed many years ago has finally made me realize that things must be reversed, and that people always suffer more when they live too clearly.

But I hadn't walked so many steps before I was dragged by Zhang Minglang, who also got out of the car, and he pulled me into his arms, and had to use his strong arm to restrain me, I couldn't move, but I couldn't go back to the moment when I cried in his arms one day.

Because, distance quietly invades.

Even when I was holding him, I began to feel that I couldn't grasp his 'swinging' heart.

This makes me more and more suspicious that he loved Su Xiaomi for less than two months after the breakup that year, and even more than he loved me.

This made me uncomfortable, and it made me think that even if he used to love someone else, as long as he loved me less, even if it was just a little less, I would probably be able to accept it.

See, I've lowered my bottom line again and again.

I used to be greedy, and I wanted to have the love of someone alone.

And now, I am stepping back more and more, to the point where there is no way back.

In fact, I should follow my instincts at this time, hold my head and dignity high, and leave proudly and calmly, after all, no one in this world can leave and no one will survive.

However, I was wrong because I was too confident about the rest of my life.

And what is even more wrong for me is that I always lose too lightly and lose too naïvely.

It led to me later, after the soldiers came to the city, abandoned my weapons and surrendered, became a prisoner of this affection, and watched this so-called love become someone else's trophy without dignity.

And in the days to come, I wanted to take a time shuttle countless times, return to this day and this moment, wake up the self who was caught in such a troublesome love at that time, and wake up the 'woman' who was supposed to take a stand to the man in front of me, but finally obediently compromised.

Then, in this world, where is there a time machine.

So what you can see is still like this.

Zhang Minglang and I hugged fiercely in the parking lot, his arms were already able to hug me, and he said, "Chen Sansan, don't you do this?" ”

After the silent confrontation, the weighing of the pros and cons, the left and right, and the weaving of all the emotions into a "mess", I am afraid of losing his heart, beyond my heart of fear of losing dignity in love.

So I compromised.

So I softened my voice.

So I may have begged.

So I couldn't wait to show my hole cards to this man.

After hesitating for a while, I hugged him with my backhand, and finally lowered my voice and said, "Zhang Minglang, I think, please treat me better in the future." I'm afraid of your neglect, and I don't see you being nice to 'women' other than me. I'm going to be jealous, I'm going crazy, I'm going to have all the emotions that can be shown in a relationship. ”

This is a rare hypocrisy in my years.

And what I got in return was a heavier hug, a longer hug, a hug that never seemed to be lost.

In the middle of the sound, Zhang Minglang suddenly said coldly: "Chen Sansan, I love you." ”

I paused, then said, "Okay, I got it." ”

Then, this farce ended as a comedy in the end.

In the end, Zhang Minglang also accompanied me to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and then went home to cook for him, and I continued to read textbooks.

When I was about to eat, I unexpectedly received a call from Liu Tingting.

Since the last time I saw Liu Tingting, it was already time to eat the reunion dinner on Chinese New Year's Eve, at that time her stomach had slightly highlighted a little, and she was exhausted between gestures, but I still looked at her and Zhang Wenyao beside her during the meal, and they showed their affection in front of Zhang Bailing and Zhang Bailing's current wife Fu Wanying all the way.

But that kind of love is very fake, and people can see it as long as they pay more attention, but Liu Tingting and Zhang Wenyao are happy to do it.

After dinner that night, I still found a chance to chat with Liu Tingting, and finally the three views she exuded were that the feelings would pass over this year, but money and material things would never pass, she was very satisfied with the current situation of life, and her family was also very satisfied, etc., and in the end I was finally speechless, and the sense of distance and estrangement was even more burdensome, so there was almost no more contact.

Somewhat inexplicable, I picked up the phone.

I don't know what Liu Tingting thinks, so she didn't say a few polite words, so she asked me out to meet, and the location was still the 'milk' tea shop we used to go to, which was over there in Caopu.

I told Zhang Minglang about this, and Zhang Minglang was serving all the dark dishes he had made on the table at that time, and he was a little depressed, but he insisted on sending me over.

I'm afraid that our 'female' person will talk about something, and it will be inconvenient for him to be there, so he will say that he will find a KFC or a café nearby and wait for me.

When I walked into the store, Liu Tingting had already ordered a hot drink for me, which was still the flavor I used to like.

As soon as I sat down, she lowered her face, handed me a large package of well-packaged things, and said lightly: "Sansan, this is what my mother asked me to bring to you to replenish your body." Today, Dad told her about your pregnancy, and she was so happy that she immediately ran out and bought these for you, saying that she was afraid that the eldest brother was a big man and didn't know how to take care of the pregnant woman, and she was afraid that your nutrition would not be able to keep up. ”

I took it and politely said thank you.

Very suddenly, Liu Tingting suddenly mentioned Li Hong's 'wave'.

She said: "Sansan, yesterday Li Hong 'Bo' sent me a text message, saying that he was engaged and had a 'female' classmate in high school. You know, when we lived together, he told me all day long that he was unmarried, he didn't want to get married or anything, and now I know that when a man says he doesn't want to marry a 'woman', he actually doesn't want to marry this 'woman', even though I'm like this now, I still feel bad when I hear the news. It was the first and last love in my life, and I thought I could never lose it, but I had to lose it forever. ”

I sighed, I didn't look at Liu Tingting with pity like before, and there were no less ripples in my heart.

Because I saw Liu Tingting's gaze, there was a sense of distance, indifference, and some temperaments that I thought were illusions but still existed left and right, which was the same temperament as Zhou Peiling, that is, the coldness, arrogance and hypocrisy that were invisibly revealed.

I suddenly became discouraged, drank the drink in front of me, and said with a faint smile: "The past is over." The so-called love that can never be lost will still be defeated. Of course, it also depends on what is defeated. ”

Then, I stood up alone, picked up the bag of things that Liu Tingting brought, and said, "Pay attention to safety when you go back, I wish you a good dream." ”

On the way back, I showed Zhang Minglang the things sent by Liu Tingting, and explained that Fu Wanying asked Liu Tingting to send them to me.

Zhang Minglang frowned, and after parking the car, he took the bag of things without making a sound, and threw it directly into the trash can.

I looked at all this in amazement, and was stunned for a while before I asked softly, "Zhang Minglang, what's wrong with you?" ”

Zhang Minglang clapped his hands, walked over and took my hand, and said lightly: "It's better not to want that femme fatale's 'female' thing, she estimates that she can't wait to get rid of the child in your belly now, so that when the position of Sidley changes in June, Zhang Wenyao will have to get a little child's light and have an advantage." ”

"I really don't know what to say, I have to do it to my children, it's just not human."

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