145. 148 Xiang Yuqing commits suicide

"Flower Summer ......"

Hua Xia didn't go far, and Ye Zhe quickly caught up with her.

"Leave me alone!" Hua Xia covered her ears with her hands, and she was already in tears.

"Hua Xia, I'm sorry!" Ye Zhe bent his arm and hugged Hua Xia tightly into his arms, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have made you so sad......"

"I don't blame you, it's all my fault, it's me who killed him......" Hua Xia sobbed softly.

"It's all over, everything will be fine......" Ye Zhe gently patted Hua Xia's back and comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, there is still me, you still have me......"

After a while, Hua Xia's mood gradually calmed down, "Ah Zhe, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been hiding it from you, in fact, I also met Owen unexpectedly when I went back to Paris last time, and then I knew that he was Ouyang Zhe's brother, in fact, we ......"

"Shh......h Needless to say! Ye Zhe hurriedly blocked Hua Xia's mouth with his fingers, "I understand, I believe in you too!" ”

Owen stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and saw Hua Xia and Ye Zhe hugging each other tightly not far away, feeling both happy and a little sad.

Ah Zhe, Hua Xia is very happy now, you can rest assured!

Forgive me for not being able to be by her side for you, because she already has someone around her who can accompany her, and I think we can all let go with peace of mind!

Lanxi Winery.

The dance floor was filled with red men and women, all swaying to the deafening rhythm, and even the air seemed to be roaring to the music.

In a dim corner, Xiang Yuqing was holding a wine glass, drunk and hazy, and there were men with bad intentions around her who kept coming to talk, but they were all sent away by her coldly.

Zuo David was sitting in front of the bar, chatting with his friends, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a person sitting in the corner of the side, although the light was dim, but the figure was too familiar to him.

Xiang Yuqing raised his head and drank the wine in the cup, and suddenly felt that someone was sitting down in the empty seat next to him.

She frowned slightly, lowered her head and fiddled with the wine glass in her hand, and said coldly: "I just want to stay alone quietly, if you want to find a female companion, I advise you not to waste time here!" ”

As soon as her words fell, Zuo David's voice immediately sounded, "I remember that you used to hate this kind of place very much, every time Owen and I dragged Ye Zhe over for fun, you would be very angry, and once you were so angry that you ignored him for three days, and he almost broke off our friendship with us......"

Zuo David's words suddenly reminded Xiang Yuqing of a lot of past events, she smiled slightly, and then said: "Yes, looking back now, it was really the best time of my life!" ”

"It's just that people change, and I have become the kind of person I used to hate the most, hypocrisy, vanity, and no self-esteem......"

Hot tears slid down her cheeks, and Xiang Yuqing filled her glass, now only alcohol could make her feel safe.

"Don't drink any more!" Zuo David hurriedly stopped her, and then took the wine glass away, and the wine bottle on the side was about to bottom out, which showed that Xiang Yuqing had already drunk a lot.

"Xiang Yuqing, this is really not like you, the Xiang Yuqing I know will never be depressed, let alone use alcohol to kill her sorrows, she will always be full of fighting spirit, like a soldier on standby!"

"Really?" Xiang Yuqing smiled bitterly, looked at Zuo David and said: "That's because you don't understand me, or my acting skills are too high, even you have been deceived by me, in fact, I will be tired, I am also very fragile, but I keep telling myself that I can't be tired, I have to be strong, because I don't have the capital to stop and breathe, I am afraid that as soon as I stop, I will be left far behind, and then trampled under my feet, and there will be no chance to get up, this world is so cruel!" ”

"Yuqing ......" Zuo David looked at her beautiful face, the resentment in his heart all disappeared at this moment, he still couldn't help but want to hold her in the palm of his hand to care, no matter how many wrong things she had done, he would not care about it anymore, and he didn't want to care about it anymore.

"Yuqing, I'm ......" Zuo David moved his throat, and the sound of his lips squirming was instantly drowned out by the sound of music behind him, at this time, he should muster up his courage, maybe this is his last chance.

It's just that, I don't know why, David Zuo never said the sentence "Be with me", he once again mustered up his courage and was about to speak, but Xiang Yuqing's voice sounded first.

"Don't worry, I won't pester Ye Zhe anymore, I will disappear, stay away from you, I won't live this kind of day of giving up dignity!" After Xiang Yuqing finished speaking, he stood up and staggered towards the door.

Seeing that she couldn't even stand steadily, Zuo David hurriedly supported her and said in a deep voice, "I'll send you back!" ”

"Thank you!" Xiang Yuqing almost half-leaned on Zuo David's arms and walked out of the bar, that warm and down-to-earth feeling almost made her fall in, in fact, in retrospect now, all she really needed was such a warm and thick embrace, but unfortunately, she missed it.

Some things, if you miss them, you will never be able to go back, just like her and Ye Zhe, just like Zuo David and her, no matter whose fault it is, they can't go back.

Zuo David drove Xiang Yuqing to the downstairs of his residence, and at night, some drunk and smoky Xiang Yuqing was extraordinarily charming.

The temperature at night was a little low, Zuo David took off his coat and draped it on Xiang Yuqing's body, "It's cold, you will catch a cold if you wear so little." ”

Xiang Yuqing bowed his head and held back his tears, he was still so considerate and cared about her so much, even if she was so unbearable.

"Thank you!" Xiang Yuqing smiled slightly, wrapped the coat on her body tightly, and there was still Zuo David's residual warmth on her clothes, which was only a trace of warmth, but it warmed her heart.

"You rest early, I'll go back!" After David Zuo finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.

"David......" Xiang Yuqing suddenly stopped him, and said sincerely: "Thank you...... I'm sorry! ”

Thank you for loving me, but I'm sorry that the person I love is not you!

seemed to understand Xiang Yuqing's words, Zuo David smiled faintly and said, "I understand...... I don't regret it! ”

Xiang Yuqing nodded, hurriedly took off his coat, and put it into the car from the open window, "I don't need this anymore, you better keep it, take care!" ”

After speaking, Xiang Yuqing smiled at Zuo David, but the smile was a little sad, and there was a sense of relief and relief.

Zuo David took back his coat, nodded at Xiang Yuqing, and said, "Take care of yourself!" ”

I don't know why, David Zuo always felt that Xiang Yuqing's last smile was a little weird, but he couldn't tell what was weird, maybe he was thinking too much!

Xiang Yuqing stood downstairs in the apartment, watching Zuo David's car disappear from his sight little by little, until he could no longer see it.

Enough, to have someone who loves her like this, she really feels that she has enough in her life! Although he has some regrets for Ye Zhe in his heart, who can have no regrets in this life?

There's no way she can turn back, and there's no way to make amends, so let's let it all end!

The faucet in the bathroom was rattling, and most of the water in the washbasin had been accumulated, so Xiang Yuqing put his hand in it, the water was warm and felt very comfortable.

She picked up the mobile phone that she put aside and made a call to Ye Zhe one last time, but no one answered on the other end of the phone.

Xiang Yuqing pulled the corners of his mouth, and showed a smile in the mirror that was more ugly than crying, he still refused to answer his call, it seems that he is still unwilling to forgive himself, yes, he treated him so cruelly at the beginning, even if the love is deep, it will be exhausted, and it will be wiped out.

It's just that Ye Zhe's indifference is like a knife, cutting off Xiang Yuqing's heart piece by piece, making her so painful and desperate.

Perhaps, it was not Ye Zhe who made Xiang Yuqing feel desperate, but this cruel world, she felt that she was very tired, so tired that she didn't want to open her eyes again.

Ye Zhe's indifference was just the last straw that crushed her camel.

Xiang Yuqing put her left hand into the hot water, and picked up the blade placed aside with her right hand, which was the razor she had prepared for Ye Zhe, but unfortunately he would never use it.

I heard that when I put my hand in hot water, I don't feel pain when I cut my wrist, I wonder if it's true?

The sharp tip of the knife slashed through the delicate skin, and the red blood suddenly poured into the hot water, a dazzling red, first a small ball, and then slowly spread, turning into a large patch, and gradually the whole pool of water turned red.

It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt at all, Xiang Yuqing wanted to laugh, but she cried out for some reason.

The expression gradually became a little trance, Xiang Yuqing's body softened, and hurriedly grabbed the edge of the pool, and in a hurry, the mobile phone that was placed aside was accidentally touched by her.

The blood flowed more and more, and Xiang Yuqing also felt that she wanted to sleep more and more.

Is this what it feels like to die, it really doesn't hurt at all, because her heart has already hurt so much that she can't feel it.

Xiang Yuqing closed her eyes, waiting for death to come and take her to another world, where she might be happier. It's just that in my mind, the faces of many people, parents, friends, and even competitors keep flashing.

For a moment, Xiang Yuqing suddenly didn't want to die like this, she gave up her life like this, it was so stupid, she was only twenty-eight years old, and she was the best time!

Xiang Yuqing regretted it, she wanted to call the emergency center, she didn't want to die! It's just that her body doesn't listen to the call, she desperately wants to move her body, but she is so weak that she has no strength-

PS: The suicide plot is needed for the plot, non-professionals should not imitate it, cherish life, stay away from suicide, life is not easy, and cherish it.