"Did I hear me right?" After a brief pause, Sanders looked at him and asked.

"No, I did ask, do you have marijuana?" Sean looked at him, a tiredness between his eyebrows.

"You've been very strange these days, always feeling that something is wrong, but when I ask you what's wrong, you can't say. And no matter what we do, you feel like we're not doing a good job, but you still can't say when you ask you exactly how far you're going to be good, and now it's like I want marijuana," Sanders sighed, "Wake up, Sean." ”

"I'm sober, Sandy, though I was completely trapped by my character a few minutes ago." Sean sighed, "Actually, the anomalies of the past few days have something to do with this, so I need a little marijuana." ”

"If we need to be calmed, we can go to the hospital and prescribe some sedatives," Sanders suggested, "or you can make an appointment with a psychiatrist." ”

"With medication, the addiction will be higher, and marijuana will be more suitable," Sean had obviously already thought about it, "As for the psychiatrist, I don't have that much time, and I need to keep it in this state, rest assured, it'll be fine." ”

"Will it be okay?" Sanders sighed, "You rarely smoke marijuana, do you?" You don't really like it, do you? After you arrived in Los Angeles, you basically didn't take the initiative to touch this, it was all given to you by Mark and Jude, didn't they? Now that you're asking me for marijuana, do you think I'm going to believe the 'it's going to be okay'? ”

"Trust me, Sandy, I'm going to take care of myself, and Martin they're all around, if I have any problems, they'll definitely stop them as soon as possible, that's what it was," Sean insisted, "I just want to play this role well, although there have been several works so far, but this is the first time that a role like this has allowed me to give it my all and not care about the consequences." I don't want to have regrets, Sandy, even if there is a better role in the future, and I can't get it because I'm running out of power. ”

"Is it worth it?" After a moment of silence, Sanders asked.

"It's my business." Sean looked at him calmly.

That's right, it's his career, although filming during this time was torture, especially today, and he really didn't want to taste that taste a second time, one moment he was furious and wanted to take a stick and smash everything that didn't like his eyes, and the next time he struggled to tell himself that it was wrong, it was wrong. It's like being in a nightmare, lucid but unable to control your frantic thoughts, and that's terrible.

But Sean still wants to stick with it because ...... Deep down, he hopes he can do the same thing as Hughes.

As mentioned before, they are similar in many ways, women, wealth, movies, obsessive-compulsive disorder, etc., except that Sean is good at regulating himself. Of course, his film company couldn't compare to Hughes, who was able to buy Universal and produce "Hell's Angels," which was considered a high-caliber work at the time. The same is true of wealth, although he is also rich now, and the accountant preliminarily estimates that before he knows it, his total net worth is about two or three billion, but the purchasing power of Hughes's dollars at that time cannot be compared with the current dollars.

And he didn't make airplanes, which was Hughes's passion, but there was at least one thing he could do best, and that was acting.

When I say I want to be like Hughes, I don't mean to do what he did, but to be like him and be at the top in the field he loves.

What's the first thing that comes to mind when people think of Hughes? Playboy? Billionaires? True, the public thinks so, but for those who really know something about him, the first thing that comes to mind is the name of the film, The Aviator!

Sean also has such a desire in his heart, no matter what ordinary people think of him, but as long as he knows a little about him, he will be praised, he is the best actor of this century! That's right, maybe one of the greatest actors of all time, but at the same time the best actor of the century!

This is what he thinks now, the deepest thought, although he only became an extra just to survive at first, although he tried various roles in the past two years more to prove that he can do it well as long as he wants to, then after taking over the role of Hughes, he completely established his idea of wanting to do this to the extreme.

If someone can soak in countless women at the same time, make a lot of great movies, and do what they like to the extreme, why can't they? Since he can go from a nobody to a first-line star in more than three years, and he has his own production company and has developed quite well, why can't he? It's just that the final direction is different.

Hughes is also human, although it has now been mythologized, many biographies, news and documentaries about him have been glorified to a considerable extent, and even some of them would definitely jump out of the coffin and curse if they were known by the underground Hughes. It's a pity that the dead can't speak, so he can only let American society consume himself, and even Scorsese's film is because of Hollywood's consistent thinking, the so-called American spirit - freedom, the American dream, and the struggle against power or autocracy - are added to him, especially in the last scene of the play.

Even so, of course, Howard? Hughes is still a genius to the surprise of many, and it's no wonder that so many people worship him. However, since it is a human being, it means that it can be replicated, and the same field is not good, but it is difficult to say about different fields.

Sean knows that even if he can do his best, he still can't compare with this genius man, and there are highs and lows between industries, but why not target him? In fact, he probably has this desire in his heart, so he will give up "Spy Shadows" again and again, give up "Pirates of the Caribbean", and carefully avoid commercial blockbusters and superheroes, so he is now fully committed to this role, even if there may be deep sequelae in the future.

"I can get it for you, but...... Promise me, Sean, that you have to be measured. Sanders had no choice but to say so.

"Don't worry, I know you're all relying on me for food." Sean made a joke and immediately changed the subject when he realized it, "How's the press conference?" ”

"With the support of the crew, at least it's basically okay here, but the reporter is likely to change the target to entangle Katie." Sanders said.

Sean's brows suddenly furrowed, it is not an exaggeration to say that it has been a house leak and rain overnight recently, because the problem of integrating into the role has made him irritable all the time, not to mention, going out to dinner with Katie that day, and then chasing her back in anger was actually photographed by reporters again, and the media, who were worried about no news about him, naturally reported it in a big way.

Something like "Sean? Don has a new love, "It's okay or something, it's like this in general reporting scandals, but some reporters said that he broke up with Nicole before, just because of Katie's involvement in a third party. So this set off a series of effects, such as the die-hard fans on both Sean and Nicole attacking Katie, such as reporters starting to dig deeper into Katie's experience, such as Katie's parents calling to question what was going on with their daughter.

Katie immediately told her parents that she had nothing to do with Sean and had just started to get in touch with him, but had just gone out to dinner with him. God knows how she explained the photo of the two hugging each other published in the newspaper, and Katie didn't elaborate on Sean, anyway, she fooled her parents. In this way, they missed the opportunity to tell their family about their relationship, and by the time Katie reacted too late, she was depressed for a long time.

Well, it's like doing something bad when you were a child, once you are caught by your parents, regardless of whether they have the evidence or not, they deny it at the first time, many times it is Katie who makes judgments and decisions instinctively, and it is not surprising that she would do this.

"Don't worry, there will be a chance later." Sean comforted her like this, of course, from his standpoint, as far as the current situation is concerned, the later the introduction to his parents, the better.

This is just the beginning, and later it was claimed that Sean and Katie had been dating for a long time, and Nicole was the third party, as evidenced by their collaboration on "Death Illusion" and "Sniper Phone Booth" before "Cold Mountain". I have to say that these guys really dare to think, and they have actually won the approval of some people, because ...... Sean will always have scandals with the actresses he has worked with.

So, soon another rumor popped up again, and Scorsese's new film, about Howard? Sean, who played the male lead in Hughes's biographical film, and Kate, one of the female leads? Blanchett has some hook-ups.

As one of Hollywood's biggest directors, Scorsese neither deliberately promotes the launch of his new work, nor does he deliberately conceal it, so the media knows about the cast of "The Aviator" after the start. At that time, they were only reported in general terms, and at most, some people said sourly that Sean's luck was too good, and he only worked with Minghella for the second time last year, and this year he entered Scorsese's crew, and the future looks bright.

At that time, it didn't attract too much attention, anyway, even if Scorsese's new work is worth reporting, it will only need the cooperation of the crew, and the movie will only start, unless the crew consciously releases the news. It's just that because of the previous breakup with Nicole, the media became more and more interested in his scandal, so as soon as the photos with Katie were exposed, related reports were immediately everywhere, and as soon as this rumor came out, reporters began to report it like they were starting to hit the chicken.

So, Sean, who was going to be cold and focused on the role, got angry and very angry. Everyone has something that is absolutely not allowed to be touched, Sean can let the media attack himself with all kinds of guns and sticks, which star does not have some opponents? It's good to get used to it. However, he absolutely can't tolerate them attacking Kate like this, this is his reverse scale!