417: The Three Hardships of Life
"I used my ten years of yang longevity to find out the heavenly opportunity, and the danger of the third master is only in these three years. As soon as three years pass, the world will be safe, and no one will be able to touch him anymore. Pu Shaozi spoke in a very casual tone, as if ten years of longevity were no different from a strand of hair to him.
Actually, it seems to him that it is. Because he is cultivated by spirits, even if it is not longevity and Tianqi, it is not a problem to live for tens of thousands of years. Ten years is just a flick of his fingers for him, who made him immortal for ten thousand years, I don't know in which life, he had received Ji Hongye's life-saving grace.
"But you said that you can't marry a wife until you're twenty years old, and I can't be by his side......" Nalan Jinxiu guessed that he might have to leave for twenty years, and the third brother was already in the age of confusion at that time. How long can a person's life be, and aren't they all used to separate?
Pu Shaozi sighed: "Mrs. Bingxue is smart, why can't you see it? If you don't leave, then your relationship between husband and wife, mother and son, will also come to an end because of the end of your life." When you throw, you throw, it's good for them. And it's not for you to leave for a lifetime, if you and the third master are really in love after all the years, it's not impossible to continue the edge. ”
Nalan Jinxiu is hesitating, she has borrowed the corpse to return her soul for three years now, and she has been married and has children. How long is it after a long period of time? Twenty years? Such a long time can change a lot of things, and she and the third brother are afraid that it will be difficult to get together again.
It's not that she doesn't believe in the love between them, she just doesn't believe in time. Twenty years later, she doesn't know if she can survive in this world......
"If my expectations are right, the dust has settled in three years, and no one in this world can stop the third master's way, and the ideal in his heart should be realized. ”
Although Pu Shaozi's words are not so clear, they have clearly expressed a fact: in the next three years, Daning will be turbulent, the court structure will be renovated, and everything the third brother does is dangerous and abnormal. After three years, the third brother can let go of what he wants to do, and no one can restrain him anymore.
Nalan Jinxiu had a feeling of being violently torn in her heart, and she wanted to refuse. She felt that she couldn't live without them, and if it was such a bad result, she would admit it. But can she make decisions for the third brother and the child? How can she be willing to let the third brother's lifelong revenge be unrealized? Let this child be threatened with death all the time?
She wants to be separated from her husband and son, she has to suffer from longing, she has to always look forward to meeting again, and maybe she has to avoid Zong Xuanyi's entanglement. Love parting, can't beg, hate and resent, she seems to have tasted all the three major hardships of life.
How unjust is this heaven!
"People are walking together for a while, if you can go on all the way, it is good, if someone leaves the table halfway, you must accept it calmly. The word separation is the ultimate destination of all living beings, so why should Madame be so indifferent?"
Nalan Jinxiu closed her eyes, tears slowly slid down her cheeks, and she smiled bitterly and said, "I'm not a cultivator, I can't see all this in the world, I just don't want to separate." ”
"My words are clear, Madame chooses for herself. If you still insist on being together, you don't have to come to the door to ask for this child's ordeal in the future. What I can't solve, I can't help. ”
Pu Shaozi has lived for a long time, and he has long seen through these lingering and sympathetic emotions in the world. He doesn't think there should be anything he can't let go, people will eventually die, and no matter how reluctant he is, he will turn into a handful of loess.
Nalan Jinxiu looked down at Ji Boyan, was silent for a while, seemed to have finally made up her mind, and said in a low voice: "I've thought about it." ”
She would agree as if it was expected by Pu Shaozi, and he nodded: "Then I'll start." ”
"Wait. Nalan Jinxiu stopped talking, as if she was thinking about how to speak.
"I've prepared it for you, the third master won't feel sad, to be exact, there won't be emotions. ”
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know if you've ever heard of people who practice martial arts cultivating their minds. ”
Nalan Jinxiu nodded, the so-called mental method in her impression was something that could stabilize people's emotions and help them practice.
"There is a mantra here called Biluo Yellow Spring, but anyone who repairs it will break off love. ”
Nalan Jinxiu's body stiffened, she moved indifferently, her lips closed for a long time, and she didn't even say a word.
Pu Shaozi looked at her and explained: "The subtlety of Biluo Huangquan is that it will not destroy people's minds, nor will it make people lose their memories, but it will not be emotional. ”
That is to say, the third brother will remember everything that happened between them, but he will not love her anymore. She didn't know what she could say, if it was according to her original intention, she naturally didn't want the third brother to forget her, but what was the difference between remembering and forgetting without emotion?
"Biluo Yellow Spring is not difficult to cultivate, Mrs. Bingxue is smart, and if you want to come and see it a few times, you can naturally cultivate it. ”
Nalan Jinxiu smiled bitterly, if she wasn't the party, but as a bystander, she would feel that Pu Shaozi was really very caring. In her last life, she had nothing, and her relatives, lovers, and friends had left her.
Reborn in this life, she only has the third brother and Jiming, if she doesn't know how to love them, then even if she is alive, she is like a puppet. How can a person who can't see the future and has no relatives survive from this world?
Even if the memories are painful, it is something she has experienced, and she can't and doesn't want to lose it. She thought that she had kept the feeling in her heart and looked forward to meeting again in the future.
"I don't need it. Nalan Jinxiu handed Ji Boyan to Pu Shaozi and respectfully thanked him.
Pu Shaozi sighed and said slowly: "You are indeed worthy of the third master's affection." ”
Ji Hongye had a bad premonition in his heart, he didn't know what Pu Shaozi was going to do to Ah Jin. But he also knew that if the two of them had to hide it from him, it would be something he couldn't force it to come from. The only thing he could do was wait, so that they would be willing to tell him, and wait until they couldn't hide it.
Nalan Jinxiu slowly walked to his side, stretched out her hand to hold his hand, looked at the cold moon in the night sky, and asked him, "Do you think Jiming will be safe?"
Ji Hongye nodded: "Don't look at Pu Shaozi's usual appearance as if he is out of tune, but he never boasts about saving people." ”
"That's good. ”
He was puzzled by her calm emotions. Shouldn't she be glad to know that there would be no danger?
Nalan Jinxiu felt his gaze, turned her cheeks to him, and said with a wry smile: "Pu Shaozi told me that the reason why Jiming is like this is because of me, and I feel a little guilty in my heart. ”
Ji Hongye held her hand in the palm of his hand and said with a gentle smile: "Then did he say that the reason why Jiming can come to this world is also because of you." ”
Nalan Jinxiu was amused by his solemn appearance, and she shook her head: "What life in this world was not brought by my mother?"
That's why it is said that women are great, and it is not easy to be a mother. ”
"Your point of view is novel. ”
Isn't it a novelty? Daning has always been inferior to men, and no one has ever said that women are great. At least the remarks she had heard before were that women should obey the three obedience and four virtues.
Three from four virtues sounds easy, but it is difficult to do. Especially the former, at home from the father, married from the husband, and after the death of the husband to the son. This dooms women to be only appendages all their lives, they have no ideas of their own, and they have no power to say no.
Therefore, the third brother is not just good to her because he likes her. The most important reason is that he never despised women, let alone regarded women as accessories. Even if he knew that she had been married, he didn't care too much about it, and he didn't alienate her because of it.
Or maybe he cared about it, but he hid it too well to be discovered by her. But doesn't this kind of concealment of his intentions also show that he cares about her and loves her?
Therefore, she had to admit how fortunate she was to meet the third brother in this life! Maybe there is only such a different man in the entire Daning, or even only one in the whole world.
Ji Hongye reached out and touched her head, saw her with a touched expression, and said, "Don't tell me that you are very moved or anything, it is enough to feel silently in your heart." ”
No matter what the emotion is, it will be invisible by his words. Nalan Jinxiu suppressed the emotions in her heart, thinking that no matter how uncomfortable she was, she would have to stay until after the separation.
Their time together was running out, and she didn't want to be bothered by parting all the time. She wants to remember the third brother's kindness to her, and she also wants him to understand that even if he doesn't love him anymore, the past is indelible.
"Third brother, it seems like you haven't carried me for a long time. ”
She looked at him half-up, her eyes were as bright as stars, and all that flashed in them was like, and Ji Hongye suddenly felt happy.
He has met many women who like him, and the timid ones will silently give him gifts, and the bold ones will blatantly confess to him. What he saw in their eyes was infatuation, but Ah Jin's eyes were full of affection.
"So?"
She smiled and said, "You carry me!"
"Don't. He turned his head to the other side, which was someone else's territory, and there were two children guarding the door, and he always had to take care of his identity.
In normal times, Nalan Jinxiu would definitely pester him, and the means were endless. And this time she didn't do anything, just held the corner of his clothes and whispered, "I just can't remember when the last time I carried me." ”
The third brother carried her many times, and every time she climbed on his back happily, and then talked and laughed all the way. But if she calmed down and let her think about what it was like for the third brother to carry her on his back, she couldn't imagine it.
How wide his back was, how big his steps were, did he smile secretly when he carried her. She didn't know any of this.
Therefore, she wanted him to memorize it again, and then she had to remember everything clearly, so that even if she left, the memories would not be blurred......