Waiting, sometimes it can be happy, but when you start to feel that that person may not come, your heart will slowly cool until you are sure that person will not come, and your whole person can even cool your blood.

Time passed minute by minute, the little lemon cartoon was finished, and the dessert was finished, but Shui Han couldn't get a call from Yan Jiyun.

Little Lemon snuggled softly into Shui Han, pouted her little mouth, looked very unenergetic, and asked glutinously: "Hanhan...... Why hasn't he come yet? ”

Shui Han tried his best to keep a smile and gently soothed: "Baby, your father may have something to do yet, if you are hungry, shall we eat first?" ”

Little Lemon shook her head in disappointment: "I'm not hungry, I want to sleep......"

"Okay, sleep, mom sings to you......" Shui Han's heart was so sour, but he could only endure it, gently humming a lullaby to coax the child to sleep.

Little Lemon has already eaten desserts, but Yan Jiyun has not yet come, and the child is not hungry but sleepy.

Looking at the time, it was already eight o'clock, and Shui Han's heart was also dimmed and cooled in the consumption of this bit by bit......

She should have made a phone call, but she didn't. Yan Jiyun himself said that she and the child would come here and wait for him first, but now there is no one, that is to say, what he is doing now has exceeded the weight of her and the child in his heart, in this case, what is the point of her calling? Quarrel? Question? Hehe......

Shui Han was humming a lullaby in her mouth, but she sang it much more bluntly than usual, and now she was more angry than heartache. She can get hurt because she's an adult, because she knows what it's like to be hurt, and having experienced it, and doing it again is just another cut and a little salt on an old wound, but what about Little Lemon? The child's young heart is only more than three years old, so should he be allowed to bear the unbelief of adults? Let him turn into disappointment in anticipation?

Shui Han knows Little Lemon best, this child is very sensitive and shy, but he has slowly accepted Yan Jiyun for this period of time, the difference is just a "Dad", as long as Yan Jiyun insists a little more and treats the child better, Little Lemon will fully accept him, open her heart to him, and be closer to him.

was just one foot away from the door, but Yan Jiyun left her and the child at such a critical moment......

Sadness, pain, disappointment, anger...... All kinds of familiar emotions gathered together, this feeling, Shui Han had it when she was born prematurely, and she had also separated from Yan Jiyun, she thought that there would be no more but now, she once again clearly felt that every emotion was stronger than before.

"Hanhan...... He's a bastard...... Bastard...... Not...... Bastard...... "Little Lemon murmured in a daze, Shui Han only felt that his heart was clenched tightly when he heard it, did the child dream of Yan Jiyun in his dreams?

Yes, bastard, he's just an out-and-out bastard!

Shui Han gritted his teeth in resentment, forced all the mist in his eyes back into his stomach, stood up with Little Lemon in his arms, and left the restaurant without any more nostalgia.

Hong Zhan followed behind and didn't say anything, he was a bystander, and he also understood that in this situation, it was useless to say anything, the only thing he could do was to send Shui Han's mother and son back to the Yan family mansion safely.

As soon as she got home, Shui Han put the little lemon on the bed, and seeing that the child slept so soundly, the pity in her heart became deeper and deeper...... This child may really be like that, and fatherly love is something that should not be expected of him, because once he has extravagant hope, he will be disappointed and sad.

Shui Han silently recited over and over again in his heart: "Son, mom won't let that bastard man hurt us again, in the future, we won't think about him anymore, just like in the past three years, you only have your mother, not your father...... Mom will give you all her love and protect you......"

The mobile phone rang, and it was Yan Jiyun calling. Shui Han was afraid of waking up Little Lemon, so he went to the next room to talk on the phone.

Yan Jiyun's voice sounded hoarse and tired, and Shui Han could even imagine that he must be frowning at the moment...... Heh, you're worried about a woman, aren't you?

"Shuihan, I'm ......"

"I've gone home with my baby." Shui Han said coldly.

On the other end of the phone, Yan Jiyun's face was calm, Hong Zhan had already reported to him, he called to explain to Shui Han, but her tone was so cold.

But after thinking about it, it is indeed her own fault, and it is normal for her to have emotions.

Yan Jiyun was sitting on the edge of the bed, and it was Shen Yunzi lying on the bed, with gauze wrapped around his forehead, but he hadn't woken up yet. Yan Jiyun patiently explained to Shui Han: "You listen to me...... Earlier we met the injured woman at the entrance of the film festival, she is an old friend of mine, I haven't seen her for a long time, she has an accident, I can't sit idly by. Now she's unconscious, and the report hasn't come out yet, so I want to tell you that I might be ...... tonight."

Before she finished speaking, she saw Shen Yunzi's eyes suddenly move, followed by her head and hands, and a subtle voice overflowed from her mouth...... "Even...... Even...... Is that you? ”

Yan Jiyun was stunned, and held Shen Yunzi's hand in surprise, and before he could speak, Shui Han's voice came from the mobile phone: "Do you want to say that you won't come back tonight?" No problem, I totally agree. And, not just tonight, I don't think you have to come back tomorrow night, the night after, every night after that. ”

“……”

After Shui Han finished speaking, he didn't care what Yan Jiyun's reaction was, and directly cut off the phone. Because she's afraid...... I'm afraid of hearing the weak-sounding female voice on the phone again. Even? Is that what it's called? What an affectionate name, what a terrible name, enough to make her heart ache to death!

A trace of fire sparked in Yan Jiyun's heart...... He didn't call to say that he wasn't going home, he just wanted to say that he would go back later, but what did Shui Han say? was as proud as he was, and he felt very breathless for a while. "You don't have to come back in the future" This is what Shui Han said to Yan Jiyun just now, you can know how painful she was when she said it. If she could, who wouldn't want to share a bed with the man she loves, and she said that was the only way she could retain her dignity. She could cry and beg him to come back, she could lower her voice and put aside all her self-esteem to beg, but she wouldn't do that, she always believed that there was no point in barely begging him...... The man is really like Lan Zhixin said, as if the sand in his hand, the more you want to hold it, the faster it will drain. Then in the future, she will never hold Yan Jiyun's grain of sand tightly, and let him go, just like in the past three years.

Shui Han took out a photo from her bag, which she washed and prepared to show to Yan Jiyun today. In the photo, Xiao Lemon slept soundly, with a cute smile on her innocent little face, Yan Jiyun was lying next to the child, the father and son were sleeping in exactly the same position, and Shui Han was sitting, smiling sweetly and contentedly at the camera.

This is a warm family photo of three, and it is also the only group photo in the past few years, which is very memorable, it should have been placed in a photo frame at the head of the bed, but now, Shui Han thinks it is not necessary.

One drop, two drops, three drops...... There are a few drops of crystal liquid on the photo, which are tears sliding down the cheeks of Shui Han. The more she looked, the more she wondered, did she really own Yan Jiyun? Not before, not now, and probably not in the future.

Thinking that happiness has come, thinking that the pain she has suffered will not be repeated, this thought more than once, but the pain is also like a shadow, following her, lurking for several years and never leaving.

Going around and around, after all, it's still a dream. It's just an "old friend" who can make Yan Jiyun leave her and Little Lemon, will she believe it? Idiots believe it!

What is aiqing? After three years of shrinkage, she finally mustered up the courage to make up her mind to start over with him, but what she got was to be hurt again. Is this a couple? Is this father and son? Even an "old friend" who he hasn't seen for a few years far exceeds the place of her and Little Lemon in his heart, what else is there to hope for?

The heart-wrenching pain raged in the body, stirring, this pain that was worse than death made Shui Han understand...... A woman who waits for love will not be happy. Happiness is not about waiting, it is about how your heart chooses. From now on, her choice will be...... Cherish life and stay away from aiqing. This time, she completely ...... her vision of Aiqing Strangle.

Shui Han put away the photo and put it under the cabinet in a place that she rarely opens, she doesn't want to touch or look at it, she has to clean up everything about him.

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Hospital.

Du Cheng should have gotten off work a long time ago, but because Yan Jiyun sent the injured Shen Yunzi, Du Cheng was busy until now.

Du Cheng, who is wearing a white coat, treats his work as usual as usual, is serious and cautious, meticulous, and responsible, and can become Du Cheng's patient after entering the hospital, which can also be said to be a little lucky in misfortune.

Du Cheng held the examination report in his hand, stood in front of Shen Yunzi's hospital bed, and explained the injury to her and Yan Jiyun, and the conclusion was that although Shen Yunzi only had a skin injury and luckily did not hurt her brain, she would still have to be discharged from the hospital for a week......

Shen Yunzi lay on the bed and didn't speak, her expression was in a trance, and her body was weak. The stunningly beautiful face is now also pale. Yan Jiyun held Shen Yunzi's hand with concern, but she retracted it, lowered her head, and didn't even want to look at him.

Yan Jiyun's face froze, and his deep phoenix eyes flashed dimly...... Is she still thinking about the past? But the first thing he had called when he heard her wake up was his name. Is she hiding herself? Don't want him to see what's on his mind?

The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird, Du Cheng peeked at Yan Jiyun's expression, then patted him on the shoulder with one hand, and chuckled: "Yun, I'm going to get off work, send me out." ”

Yan Jiyun knew that Du Cheng had something to say, nodded silently, and followed Du Cheng out of the ward.

As soon as he closed the door of the ward, Du Cheng immediately pulled Yan Jiyun to the side, and Jun's face was full of anxiety: "Hey, I said brother, what kind of evil relationship do you have with Shen Yunzi, don't blame me for not reminding you, your wife and children are still at home waiting for you to go back." ”

"Wait for me?" Yan Jiyun said self-deprecatingly: "No, Shui Han said on the phone just now, telling me not to go back." [There will be an update in the evening]