Chapter 371: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat8

Lu Banxia's steps paused, turned around, Li Yueqi raised his arm, the fist he held slowly spread, and the wedding ring that was discarded by her three times in the palm of his palm was lying in the palm of his hand, as if it was her whole life, destined to be held in his hands by him for the rest of her life.

She should have turned her head and left, she should have ignored the warmth in his eyes, but—

The calm lake in my heart still rippled, rippling in circles, and there was nowhere to vent my resentment, rushing into my chest, torturing myself.

How long has he been looking?

He looked at her quietly, his thin lips holding a gentle smile, and kept holding his arm as if holding up evidence of their love.

He spent a day and a half searching for the wedding ring, didn't sleep all night, rained, and when he found it, she had already left, and he passed out in the corridor with a fever of 42 degrees, which frightened the doctors and nurses.

When I got up in the evening to see Your Excellency, my body temperature was still 39 degrees, and the fever was reduced at about five o'clock in the morning.

But all this is insignificant compared to her.

Xia Xia, I know you want to provoke me into this operation, but now is not the time, really not the time......

"There is no reason for me to pick up the things that I Lu Banxia decided to throw away."

Li Yue prayed*, walked up to her, took her hand and put the wedding ring on her finger, and smiled faintly on her pale lips: "It's not you who picked it up, I gave it to you!" ”

The slightly cool ring covered her finger again, and Lu Banxia reacted and instinctively pushed him away, not wanting to be tied up by this relationship again. The strength was not grasped well, Li Yueqi was not well yet, and when he stepped back, his calf hit the * head table, and he snorted in pain, and his face turned pale and pale......

“…… Li Yueqi! Lu Banxia was startled and wanted to reach out to support him, but his hand had not touched his arm and paused, hesitating.

It was his injured leg that hit him, it must have hurt, and he bent down to cover the bandage, biting his lip tightly, as if he was trying his best to endure.

She didn't mean to hurt him, unintentionally, but...... Does she still care about him?

I don't want to care, I don't want to pay attention, but my heart seems to be entangled in something, airtight, unable to breathe, and can't bear to turn around and leave.

Seeing him squatting down in pain, he couldn't bear it, and held his shoulder with a paused hand, "I'll help you!" ”

Li Yueqi looked sideways at her delicate side face, and a smile flowed from the corner of her mouth, "Xia Xia, you still care about me!" ”

Lu Banxia didn't speak, didn't explain, and helped him sit on the sick*. Li Yueqi took the opportunity to hold her hand, but refused to let go, "Xia Xia, stay with me for a while!" ”

"Let go!" She grimaced.

Li Yueqi held her hand tighter, and whispered, "Give me a little time!" ”

Lu Banxia looked at him, his eyes were puzzled-give me a little time, what do you mean?

"Anything you want to know, anything about the operation, give me a little time." He was relieved that if she had to know, he could tell her that the surgery would be done, and that he would try to do it as long as she wanted to do it herself.

"These are two different things from our divorce."

Lu Banxia looked at him, his expression was calm and calm, and he said extremely calmly: "The feelings I gave you have been squandered by you, and I will not repeat the mistakes of the past." Li Yueqi, you recognize the facts, we are no longer possible! ”

The hand holding her was a little stiff, but he refused to give up and didn't want to let go.

"Then don't be emotional......," he said, and she froze.

"You didn't have me in your heart when you married me at the beginning, and we didn't maintain our marriage then, and we can do the same now!" Li Yueqi looked at her, there was a cold silence in her hoarse voice, and she was depressed and calm: "The complete Li Yueqi and Lu Banxia have not pieced together a whole, maybe the crippled Li Yueqi and the crippled Lu Banxia can piece together a whole!" ”

It is very likely that she will not have children in the future, it is a kind of disability, and he is very likely to rely on a wheelchair to live for a lifetime in the future, and it is also a kind of disability.

Lu Banxia was shocked, for his words.

The conversation didn't continue because Murong Zhuang came back, he bought three breakfasts, Lu Banxia took it, didn't move, put it down and said sorry, and left in a hurry.

Murong Zhuang's inquiring eyes withdrew from the empty doorway, looked at Li Yueqi, and asked without warning, "Have you already found out who her father is!" ”

Li Yueqi didn't answer, but asked him: "I remember that you have a friend who is an authority in the psychological world, can you give me the contact information!" ”

"What's wrong with your psyche?" Murong Zhuang asked with concern.

Li Yueqi's expression was solemn, he sighed heavily, and took out three words: "It's Xia Xia!" ”

Murong Zhuang was stunned.

Will a tenacious woman like Lu Banxia have psychological problems?

Who would believe it!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*************************

Lu Banxia received a call from Murong Zhuang asking her to drink tea three days later, and when she went to the tea house and saw another elder, Murong Zhuang introduced her: "This is my friend Zhong Jingnian. ”

"Hello Uncle Zhong." Lu Banxia spoke softly.

"Hello, Lu Banxia, I know you." Zhong Jingnian is the same age as Murong Zhuang, and his eyes are narrowed into a line when he laughs, which makes people's hearts inexplicably warm.

Murong Zhuang got up: "You talk, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

Lu Banxia sat down to take over the work of making tea from Murong Zhuang, and Zhong Jingnian said gently: "I was actually a little surprised when I knew that you had resigned, your performance in the political arena has always been very good. ”

"I'm just Your Excellency's assistant, a job, that's all!" Lu Banxia replied without humility, not how proud and domineering he was because he was once the secretary general of the presidential palace.

On the contrary, she is more humble than anyone else.

Zhong Jingnian smiled: "There are very few young people who are as calm as you now. ”

Lu Banxia put down the tweezers in his hand, covered the lid of the pot, wiped his fingers with a towel, and then looked at him and said, "Uncle Zhong, I know that you are an authority in the psychological world. ”

Zhong Jingnian was stunned: "You are really smart and straightforward!" "People like them have a habitual habit of talking and don't like to break things.

Lu Banxia said: "I have seen a psychiatrist, and I have been taking medicine for treatment, and my anorexia has gradually improved. Uncle Zhong can tell Dad the truth. ”

Zhong Jingnian looked at her and admired her more and more, it was a blessing for such a smart woman to become Murong Zhuang's daughter-in-law.

"Can I see what you're using now?"

Lu Banxia took out a white bottle from his bag and handed it to him. Maybe the proud Lu Banxia wouldn't show her illness naked (naked) so bluntly, but she didn't want Murong Zhuang to worry.

Zhong Jingnian is a very authoritative psychiatrist, and she also hopes to help herself through him!

Proud people are not only proud in their bones, but also know how to save themselves.

Zhong Jingnian looked at the medicine, narrowed his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Your situation is relatively optimistic, you don't need to take such medicine." Tomorrow you come to my clinic and I will prescribe you a new medicine developed in the UK that will help you with your anorexia! ”

"Thank you!"

"Thank yourself." Zhong Jingnian laughed, "You are the most active and cooperative of all the patients I have ever met. ”

The corners of Lu Banxia's mouth blurred a faint smile, and she said: "Only those who are alive are entitled to dignity!" ”

Zhong Jingnian was deeply shocked by her words, how rare it is to have such a recognition at a young age. Many people can't see through things that they have lived all their lives, and it seems to be just a light sentence to her.

Later, when Zhong Jingnian chatted with Murong Zhuang, he said to Murong Zhuang: "Your son has married a wonderful woman. ”

Murong Zhuang smiled lightly. The appreciation and pride in the eyes are easy to see.

Li Yueqi's excellence, Lu Banxia's superiority, and the excellence of these two children make him, a judge with a global reputation, proud!

Lu Banxia accompanied the two elders in the tea room for a long time, and went to the bathroom halfway through, and unexpectedly bumped into a person.

Lu Zijin took on a new case, the party likes to drink tea very much, so she made an appointment to meet here, and she was also surprised to meet Lu Banxia.

"Li Yueqi is hospitalized, it's rare that you are still in the mood to drink tea here."

Lu Banxia stood in front of the mirror and washed his hands, didn't look at her more, as if he hadn't heard it, and turned around to leave.

Lu Zijin stopped in front of her, Lu Banxia narrowed his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Good dogs don't get in the way." ”

"Lu Banxia, don't implicate Lu Chuan in the grievances between us!" When Lu Zijin said this, his tone was obviously unconfident.

Maybe you shouldn't care about Lu Chuan anymore, and you shouldn't have hope for that ruthless man, but you don't want to see him and Lu Banxia continue to be entangled.

He can be with anyone, but Lu Banxia can't!

"Grievances?" Lu Banxia raised his eyebrows, and a sneer was hidden at the corner of his mouth: "You can't help but take yourself too seriously." ”

"I only said this time, don't provoke Lu Chuan again!" Lu Zijin took out the medicine box from his bag and handed it to her: "This is Li Yueqi's medicine, I asked my classmate to send it back from the UK, it is good for his legs!" ”

Lu Banxia's eyes fell on the white medicine box, and he didn't take it for a long time.

Lu Zijin stuffed the medicine box directly into her palm, her beautiful eyes flashed with a hint of understanding and complexity, and her tone was slightly cold: "I think your divorce may not be so easy, don't worry, I will wait slowly." ”

After speaking, he walked out of the bathroom by Lu Banxia's side.

Lu Banxia was stunned for a few seconds, strode out of the bathroom, and her eyes shot at her back, "Lu Zijin!" ”

She stopped and looked back at Lu Banxia.

"Do you like picking up my broken shoes so much?" The tone was extremely cold.

Lu Zijin's face turned pale, and before he could answer, Lu Banxia raised his hand and threw the medicine box into the trash, "I never help others transfer things!" ”

Thinking of Lu Zijin being by his side in the past two years, thinking of his countless leg pains, Lu Zijin handed him medicine, and his heart turned out to be burning pain and nameless anger, and the silver light swept from the corners of his eyes felt dazzling and disgusted.

Lu Zijin was stunned for a while, and laughed inexplicably, "I suddenly feel that Li Yueqi is really pitiful now!" ”

Lu Banxia frowned, not understanding the meaning of her words.

"Lu Banxia, a woman like you will never understand what love is."

Lu Banxia is silent, is it because he doesn't understand love?

Someone came over in the distance, his warm gaze fell on Lu Banxia, and he said in a concerned tone: "Banxia, what's wrong?" There was a touch of coldness when the corner of his eye swept over Lu Zijin.

"Dad." Lu Banxia walked in front of him, and in Murong Zhuang's inquiring eyes, he faintly spit out a sentence: "This is Lu Zijin." ”

Murong Zhuang raised his eyebrows, and a few keywords automatically appeared in his mind: Lu Zijin, Li Yueqi's rumored girlfriend, Lu Banxia's bloodless sister......

Father? When Lu Zijin heard this, her brain buzzed, and she subconsciously thought that it was Lu Banxia's biological father, but then she thought it was wrong, if she found her biological father, why did she go back to Lu's house......

That should be Li Yueqi's father!

"Hello, I am Li Yueqi's father, and Yueqi has been taken care of by you for the past two years!" Murong Zhuang's faint tone couldn't tell the joy and anger.

Lu Zijin smiled elegantly, "No, it's he who has been taking care of me." The voice paused, and he wondered, "You look familiar, have we met somewhere?" ”

Lu Banxia and Murong Zhuang glanced at each other, and couldn't help sneering in their hearts, Lu Zijin is really good at relationships.

Murong Zhuang said in a deep voice: "We haven't met, maybe you've seen the report about me." ”

Video? Before Lu Zijin could remember, he heard a soft voice, "He is Murong Zhuang." ”

Murong Zhuang?

That world-renowned, legend in the legal profession - Murong Zhuang?!

He and Li Yueqi turned out to be father and son......

Lu Zijin was completely shocked, she didn't even notice that Murong Zhuang and Lu Banxia left!

The person who suddenly feels pathetic is himself!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket***************

Lu Banxia sent Murong Zhuang back to the hotel, and when he returned home, he found that Li Yueqi appeared at the door again, I don't know how long he waited, judging from the cigarette butts at the door, the time was not short.

"Xia Xia!" He spoke softly.

"Thank you!"

Li Yueqi looked stunned, shocked by her sudden thanks.

"Thank you for your kindness, but my condition is not serious enough to bother Dr. Chung!" Neither Murong Zhuang nor Zhong Jingnian said it explicitly, but she wouldn't have guessed that it was Li Yue who asked Murong Zhuang to invite Doctor Zhong.

"Your anorexia hasn't gotten better." He spoke, and distress flowed in his dark eyes: "Anorexia is not good, it will affect your depression, I just want you to get better!" ”

Lu Banxia looked at the door, and the corner of his eye glanced at his slender legs, and pursed his lips: "It's better for you to care about whether you will become disabled!" ”

Open the door and want to enter......

Li Yueqi grabbed her wrist, her expression was solemn and solemn, and she turned around and fell into his deep eyes unexpectedly.

"Banxia, when your depression is cured, I'll go for surgery!"

"A week." Lu Banxia opened his mouth and looked at him, his voice was very calm: "I will wait until you have surgery to talk about the divorce." ”

Li Yueqiqingjun's face changed slightly, a light flashed under his eyes, and he suddenly changed the topic, "Do you have anything to eat here?" I don't know where I lost my keys, so did my phone and wallet, and I still took a doctor's ride here. ”

Although he had a coat on the outside, he was wearing a hospital gown on the inside.

Lu Banxia hesitated for a few seconds, but turned around and went to the kitchen to make him something to eat.

Li Yueqi breathed a sigh of relief, he was very nervous when he spoke just now, and he was afraid that Banxia would ruthlessly drive him out.

When Lu Banxia was cooking, Murong Zhuang called, and he went again to find that Li Yueqi was not in the hospital, and asked if he was there with her. Glancing sideways at Li Yueqi, who was sitting in the living room with a slightly restrained look, she told Murong Zhuang that he was here, and she would send him back to the hospital later, so that Murong Zhuang would not have to worry.

Murong Zhuang knew that Li Yueqi was here in Lu Banxia, so he naturally wouldn't be worried, so he said a few words of concern and hung up the phone.

There was very little food in the fridge, a few green onions, eggs, and greens; Lu Banxia fried the vegetables with garlic, fried the eggs into poached eggs, put down a bowl of noodles, sprinkled with green onions, and it smelled good.

When Li Yueqi saw it, he couldn't help but laugh when he thought of something, and Yingjun's eyes were filled with ripples......

"After eating, go back to the hospital early." After speaking, Lu Banxia turned around and wanted to go back to the room.

Li Yueqi grabbed her wrist and said sincerely: "Don't leave me alone." ”

Lu Banxia's heart trembled, and he tried to break free from his hand but failed, seeing his insistent attitude, he had to sit down, and urged him to eat quickly with indifferent eyes.

Li Yueqi let go of his hand and said while mixing noodles with chopsticks, "Do you know what I was laughing at just now?" ”

Lu Banxia didn't answer, he asked and replied to himself: "I remembered that I had cooked noodles for you before, and the eyes you looked at me at that time were very special, gentle, affectionate, and moving...... I was thinking about how you could feel so much if it was just a bowl of noodles. Now I finally get it! ”

When you have nothing, in the face of the person you like, even if the other party just gives a piece of candy, it is precious.

Lu Banxia naturally did not forget what happened that night, in fact, what happened between her and Li Yueqi is vivid, and she remembers it more clearly than ever now. Maybe it's because I remember it too clearly, so I feel more and more concerned about his behavior.

Li Yueqi took small bites of the noodles cooked by Lu Banxia, not because he was too delicate, but because he felt that this bowl of noodles was not easy to come by.

It was the best bowl of noodles he had ever eaten in his life.

"Just a bowl of noodles, if you want to eat it, Lu Zijin will be willing to cook hundreds of bowls for you." Thinking of what happened in the tea room today, Lu Zijin appeared by Li Yueqi's side because of this, but judging from the medicine box she carried with Li Yueqi, she was not - no feelings for Li Yueqi!

Lu Zijin's three words successfully made Li Yueqi put down his chopsticks, looked at her fixedly, and pursed his lips: "I reiterate one last time, nothing has ever happened between me and Lu Zijin, not before, not now, and not in the future!" What you mind, it will never happen again! ”

"I don't mind anymore!"

"You're lying!" Li Yueqi retorted categorically, if she really didn't care, she wouldn't take the initiative to mention Lu Zijin. You must know that she hates Lu Zijin and hates her so much that she doesn't even bother to mention it.

Lu Banxia pursed his lips, did not speak, avoided his sharp eyes and said, "Hurry up and eat, finish eating and leave." ”

The voice landed, and he got up and went back to his room.

Li Yueqi looked at her back, her deep eyes lit up, thoughtful.

……

Lu Banxia sat on the dresser, looked down at the ring on her finger, Li Yueqi put it on her strongly, and then Murong Zhuang returned to the ward, and she always forgot about it.

took off the ring and put it on the dresser, and the indifferent look only slowly emerged a touch of tiredness when no one was around.

His fingers slowly landed on his flat lower abdomen, and there was a wound in his eyes that could not heal.

Two children were conceived here, both of whom eventually left her.

At first, she didn't know she was pregnant, and she left the capital and flew to Xizang Lhasa, the legendary closest place to heaven. Altitude sickness was severe, dizziness, headache, vomiting, drowsiness, she rented an inn in Lhasa and rested almost all day, although she took anti-altitude sickness medicine, it was of little use.

After two months of menstruation, she thought it was because of altitude sickness and didn't care much about it. It wasn't until three months later that she found that her appetite had become tricky, lethargic, faintly nauseated, and she was frightened by the cold hands and feet when she thought of her first miscarriage, and hurried to the hospital for examination.

The second pregnancy was a mixed blessing, and when she decided to leave Li Yueqi, she found out that she was pregnant, and although she felt uncomfortable in her heart, she finally chose the existence of this child.

There are too few people who can rely on her in this life, she is always alone, she wants this child very much, even if there is no such person.

I believe that I can be a good mother, and I also believe that I can replace him and give my father's love to my children!

Because of the child, she knew that she could not continue to stay in Lhasa, so she immediately left to buy a plane ticket and went to the United States. She had studied there, and the environment was familiar, so she settled down and waited with anticipation for her child's arrival.

It's just that fate doesn't favor her.

In the fifth month of pregnancy, she read the newspaper at home and saw that Lu Zijin's career was in full swing, and Li Yueqi disappeared for a while, and her heart ached inexplicably, and then her lower abdomen fell painfully, and blood filled the whole house in an instant.

With the phone within reach, she wanted to call for help, but it was too late.

She passed out in a coma.

The neighbor is a pair of enthusiastic old men and old ladies, who haven't seen Lu Banxia go out for two days, they came to knock on the door uneasily, smelled a bad smell, and immediately called for help, and everyone was shocked when the door opened.

She lay in a pool of her own blood, clutching the blood-stained newspaper in her hands, her face pale as if she had no breath of death.

was hurriedly sent to the hospital for rescue, but she couldn't be saved.

The police contacted Xingtian based on the only contact information on her mobile phone.

Xing Tian immediately put down the affairs in his hand and flew to the United States in a hurry, only to find out at the hospital that Lu Banxia was pregnant, because it was RH negative AB blood, and the child was hemolyzed and drained.

At that time, Lu Banxia described it as "three points like a person and seven points like a ghost", which is not an exaggeration.

The moment he saw Lu Banxia, his eyes moistened.

Xingtian couldn't understand why the stronger the person, the more suffering he suffered.

For the first time in my life, I wanted to swear for the first time.

Fuck God! Where were you when she was in such pain?

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