Chapter 121. Emotions are in turmoil
The first thing Xi Yunsheng said was: "Your friend is okay, right?" ”
Ruo Ning first shook his head, and responded in a low voice: "Well, it's okay anymore." ”
"That's good." Xi Yunsheng's voice was faint, without much emotion.
Ruo Ning couldn't figure out what he meant, and asked cautiously, "What do you think of Xiao Yanagi?" ”
Xi Yunsheng fell silent, Ruo Ning felt that it didn't seem good to ask like this, the intention was too obvious, so she laughed twice and said, "I was going to invite you to dinner to thank you, but I ended up causing you trouble, I'm really embarrassed." ”
"Nothing." Xi Yunsheng's voice became lower.
"Goodbye then." Ruo Ning felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward.
"Well, goodbye." Xi Yunsheng hung up the phone, frowning slightly, it is difficult for anyone to calmly accept that the person he likes pushes him to another person, but he doesn't want Ruo Ning to feel uncomfortable, and he has tried his best to hide his emotions.
Xi Yunsheng lowered his eyes, when she reconnected with Ren Shaochen, he didn't give up, and when she avoided him, he didn't give up, but today, when she pushed him to someone else, he was shaken, maybe she really couldn't fall in love with him.
After Ruo Ning hung up the phone, she felt sad for no reason, as if she had really gone too far today. Thinking about it from another angle, if Ren Shaochen didn't want her anymore and found a man to stuff it for her, what would she think in her heart?
Although Xi Yunsheng didn't show any intention of blaming her from beginning to end, the more this happened, the more uneasy she became, he was kind to her, he never couldn't bear to criticize her for half a point, even when he suddenly gave up studying abroad, he was always as warm as the morning light, and he would not burn her.
Ruo Ning drove home, curled up on the sofa, hugged the pillow, and buried her head in it, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was too much, and she couldn't be happy in her heart.
She threw the pillow in annoyance, dialed Xiao Qianrong, and said that she had done something stupid.
"Ah Ning, you are really too much this time." Xiao Qianrong also condemned her, and sighed again and again: "It's too pitiful for Xi Yunsheng to be like this." ”
"I know I was wrong." Ruo Ning said in annoyance.
"But you said that he praised that girl for being cute, maybe he could really make a successful match." Xiao Qianrong soothed.
"I don't know, but later I asked him how he felt about Koyanagi, and he didn't answer." Ruo Ning frowned.
"And what do you want him to feel about her?" Xiao Qianrong asked keenly.
Ruo Ning pursed her lower lip, and she couldn't speak.
"Ah Ning, in fact, you don't want him to like Xiaoyanagi in your heart, do you?" Xiao Qianrong twisted her eyebrows and said, "Your discomfort may be out of feeling sorry for Xi Yunsheng." ”
"What does that mean?" Ruo Ning was stunned for a moment and asked Xiao Qianrong rhetorically.
"You really don't understand or pretend you don't understand?" Xiao Qianrong wrinkled her eyebrows and said, "Don't you think maybe you care about Xi Yunsheng?" In other words, there may be a little bit of liking. ”
"How is that possible?" Ruo Ning immediately retorted that she had never thought of this, and said, "You know that I only ......"
"You want to say that you only love Ren Shaochen, Ah Ning, have you ever thought that your love for Ren Shaochen may be an inertial obsession?" After Xiao Qianrong recently opened a column to answer emotional questions, she has become more and more expert.
"It's not." Ruoning denied it.
"Even if it's not, it doesn't mean that you don't like Xi Yunsheng, people's hearts are the most difficult thing to guess, maybe you haven't figured out what you're thinking."
Originally, Ruo Ning's heart was in turmoil, but it was even more chaotic when Xiao Qianrong said this, she has never been a person who can be half-hearted, she made it clear that she was in love with Ren Shaochen.
"Ah Ning, maybe you subconsciously don't want to admit that you have wavered, I read a book on emotional psychology research a few days ago, some people have a habit of cleanliness in feelings, and they are mentally suppressing themselves, thinking that they can only like one person in their life." Xiao Qianrong sighed lightly and said, "You'd better think carefully about whether you still have the same love for Ren Shaochen as you did back then, instead of letting subjective thinking control you, and feeling that except for Ren Shaochen, you won't like anyone else in this life." ”
Ruo Ning was stunned when she heard it, she didn't think about the direction Xiao Qianrong said at all, did she really say that to her?
After hanging up the phone, she was even more confused, pulled down her hair, shook off the messy thoughts, got up and entered the room, spread out the drawings and began to draw.
When she was drawing a pen in the pen holder, she saw the paper rose that Xi Yunsheng folded to her, and she was distracted for a while, pulled it out of the pen holder, put it in the palm of her hand, and watched it quietly.
"What is this?" Ren Shaochen was already standing behind her at some point, looking at Ruoning in a daze at the rose in his palm.
Ruo Ning was shocked when she heard Ren Shaochen's voice, put away her palms in a panic like a thief, looked back at Ren Shaochen, and smiled: "The construction site inspection is over?" ”
Ren Shaochen lowered his eyes and looked at her hand clenched into a fist, nodded his head, and said, "Is the design going well?" ”
"Hmm." Ruo Ning hadn't recovered from the panic of the dried vegetables, and responded casually.
Ren Shaochen moved his eyes to the blank paper, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he felt that Ruo Ning didn't seem to be quite right, and his eyes glanced at her hand again.
Ruo Ning hid her hand behind her, and changed the subject: "Have you eaten at noon?" ”
"Well, eating with a few builders, what about you?" Ren Shaochen saw Ruoning's car and Xi Yunsheng's car parked together at noon, and it was still in the parking place of a rather atmospheric Italian restaurant. But he, along with the client, didn't go in to see it.
"I've eaten it." Ruo Ning replied.
"What to eat?" Ren Shaochen's words are a bit tentative, it's not that he can't trust Ruo Ning, he can't believe Xi Yunsheng, Xi Yunsheng's ambition for Ruo Ning is too obvious.
"Well, just go out with your friends and eat a little casually." If you bring it over vaguely, it is not clear that it is Xi Yunsheng.
Are you afraid that Ren Shaochen will be jealous? It doesn't seem like all.
Guilty? It seems that being stirred up like this by Xiao Qianrong is indeed a little weak-hearted.
Ruo Ning's mind became more and more confused, so that she didn't hear what Ren Shaochen said later.
Ren Shaochen lowered his eyes and looked at the absent-minded Ruo Ning, and suddenly there was a moment of panic, it was an inexplicable feeling, he held Ruo Ning's hand and held it tightly, wanting to get comfort from the touch of the palm and soothe his panic at this moment.
"You're scratching me." Ruo Ning wrung her eyebrows, Ren Shaochen's strength was terrifying, and she felt like her hand bones were about to be crushed.
Ren Shaochen came back to his senses, restrained himself, let go a little, looked at Ruo Ning darkly with deep eyes, and said, "Is that restaurant delicious?" ”
"What?" Ruo Ning didn't react for a while.
"I saw it, you and Xi Yunsheng care about the restaurant." Ren Shaochen said frankly.