293. 293 is not a question of whether you can't, but whether you can't
Qi Ji's calculations were really accurate, and it didn't take long for Xia Xueqing and them to come back one after another.
"Huh? What about the concubine? Xia Xueqing didn't see the concubine when she came in, so she asked curiously.
"The concubine said to buy me something to eat." Qi Zhihan was a little weak-hearted, he was very worried that the child concubine would be cranky.
"Oh?" Xia Xueqing glanced at him with disbelieving eyes, deliberately rubbed his body with her elbow, and asked with a wicked smile: "What did you say to the concubine?" ”
Qi Zhihan moved his body unnaturally, and glanced at Mother Xia uneasily, she was looking at them with a smile, he cleared his throat and said, "It's nothing, just ask her about her disappearance." As he spoke, he picked up Qi Ji's freshly cut haode apple and ate a piece.
"Who cut the apple for you? Concubine? Xia Xueqing picked up the plate and looked at it, cutting it so ugly is definitely not the style of the concubine, and then replied to herself: "It can't be the concubine!" ”
"Qi Ji has been here, just left." As soon as Qi Zhihan finished speaking, Xia Xueqing's scream immediately sounded in his ears.
"That dead boy still dares to come, just left? I'm going to chase him! Look at the old lady who doesn't clean him up! ”
Xia Xueqing ran out with a gust of wind, Qi Zhihan shook his head helplessly, and shouted at her, "He just thought of you like this, so he didn't wait for you." ”
Mother Xia felt funny when she watched Xia Xueqing's fiery behavior, but after hearing that Qi Ji was also here, her first thought was: Will the concubine run into him?
Mother Xia was really worried, after the concubine left with an embarrassed excuse, she covered her mouth to hold back the sound of crying, and stumbled to the top floor, she just wanted to find a place where there was no one to cry now.
The wind on the rooftop was very strong, blowing her long hair fluttering around, her long hair falling down, sticking to her tearful face, the concubine couldn't care about the embarrassment, she first squatted on the ground with her shoulders and cried silently, sat down weakly, buried her whole head in her knees, she cried so that her whole body kept twitching, and from a distance, she looked like a lost homeless child.
Her uncle's words echoed in her mind, "How much do you love Qi Ji?" "How deep is your love for him?" Is it to the point where he has to do it? "Can you let Qi Ji and other women give birth to the bloodline of the lineage? And then raised by you and Qi Ji? ”…
The concubine was seriously thinking about these questions, and Zuihou shouted in pain: "Oh! No! ”
She answered the past one by one, she loved her cousin very much, and she loved her so much that she couldn't describe it! Love so much that he doesn't love it! But... She couldn't accept that he had a child with another woman, and that she would have to live with the child he and other women had for the rest of her life, which would remind her all the time of the cruel fact that she and her cousin couldn't have children. She can't even imagine it now, let alone accept it!
Is her love too vulnerable? She didn't want to admit it.
Her love is so selfish and narrow-minded, she really can't pretend to be so great and fraternal!
The concubine cried and shook her head, admitting that she couldn't fulfill her uncle's request.
But are you going to be so selfish and cut off the Qi family's bloodline? Broke off the Qi family's family business? That's too scary, she never thought about such a serious problem, or she never resisted thinking about it, she threw all the problems to her cousin, he said no problem, it's okay, she always thought it was okay, but it's okay for him, it's not for the Qi family!
She is too ignorant and incompetent, Weishenme can't be sensible and think more for others, does she really want to destroy the entire Qi family because of her selfishness?
The concubine couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds, and cried miserably.
"Concubine?"
Qi Lieyuan came to the hospital to get the concubine's report, and asked the doctor about the concubine's physical condition by the way, for the concubine, he has always done his best and done it himself, if it weren't for Qi Ji, Qi Lieyuan would have been able to compose a touching aiqing movement with the concubine smoothly, but Yue Lao always likes to make trouble.
As soon as he came out of the doctor's office, he saw someone running past him in a hurry, and because he was covering his face, he was not sure that it was the concubine, so he had to follow.
The concubine cried sadly, and did not hear the call of someone behind her.
Qi Lieyuan slowly approached, and after confirming that it was the concubine, he hurriedly squatted down and asked her anxiously: "Concubine, what's wrong?" weishenme crying so sadly? Tell Brother Lie if something happened? ”
When the concubine heard Qi Lieyuan's voice, she was very disappointed, weishenme is him? How much she wants to be her cousin by her side at this moment! She missed him so much, she wanted to nestle in his arms, listen to his gentle voice to comfort her, her big rough hands caressing her hair, and her strong arms around her, she missed everything about him so much.
"Cousin...", the concubine couldn't help but call out the name she longed for the most.
Qi Lieyuan stopped his hand in the air for a while, he wanted to haode hug her and comfort her, but... She weishenme can't face up to his existence?
His voice was helpless, revealing incomparably heartache, "Concubine Concubine, I'm Brother Lie, weishenme... You can't see me all the time, do you? ”
The concubine lifted her tearful face from her knees, with wet hair on it, her mouth was flat with crying, and she had no answer to Qi Lieyuan's grievances, only tears of apology.
"Alas!" Qi Lieyuan only sighed helplessly when he saw her pitiful appearance, and he admitted that he had relented to her.
Qi Lieyuan gently helped her arrange her hair, gently combed the hair stuck to her face, and then wiped her tears with her fingertips, and when the wind blew, the concubine suddenly felt comfortable on her face, and her sad mood suddenly improved.
"Brother Lie, I'm sorry!" Concubine Sincere Daoqian.
“weishenmedaoqian?” Qi Lieyuan sat down next to her, and after sitting down, he turned his head to look at her who was silent, "Concubine, let's talk!" ”
She still didn't say anything, and Qi Lieyuan acquiesced to her.
He looked straight ahead, it was 4 o'clock in the afternoon, it was his favorite time of the day, there was a warm and refreshing evening breeze, the sun was not too dazzling, the temperature was just right, people who had been busy all day began to look forward to going home, closed his eyes, he felt a cool breeze blowing, and sighed comfortably.
As if the afternoon wind had blown away the concubine's scruples, the concubine spoke, but her voice was full of melancholy and sadness.
"Brother Lie, can't I really be with my cousin?"
Even if she asks anyone this question, even if she is the most die-hard fan Xiao Ji, it is estimated that she will not be able to answer her categorically, let alone Qi Lieyuan, who has always coveted/coveted her.
"There are some things in this world that are not a question of whether you can or not, but whether you can do it, do you think you can be with Qi Ji?"
Whether it can be is just a matter of ability, and whether it can be is not just a question of ability, it involves morality, law, public opinion and other levels of permission.