Chapter 1754: Loneliness
Chapter 1754 Loneliness
Sun Jiaxin no longer concealed her emotions, and her face swelled with crazy joy: "Then it's decided!" Lin Haoxuan, in response to your attitude and commitment, I also promise you, when you return from North America, I promise to complete the things you have explained, and promise not to disappoint you! ”
Lin Haoxuan smiled bitterly, this woman!
Just as he was thinking about whether this was Qiao Yongkui's peach blossom luck or bad luck, Sun Jiaxin suddenly popped out of an inappropriate sentence: "By the way, Lin Haoxuan, when will you and Xitang have a public relationship?" This is not only for our intention to get cheap, but also for the sake of Xitang's life! ”
Lin Haoxuan's body shook slightly, and he didn't know how to answer!
Wu Xitang also seemed to sense Lin Haoxuan's strangeness, and took over the topic with understanding: "Jiaxin, don't get involved with me if you nymphomaniac, I've told you many times, Lin Haoxuan and I are pure friends, and he helped me a lot when he was in Shancheng, so I'm grateful to him." ”
Sun Jiaxin wanted to say something, An Yingyi diverted her attention in a timely manner!
She secretly hugged Sun Jiaxin hard, and when she reminded her to speak carefully, she also shouted out of the window in a panic: "Hey, why is there a strange person there?" In the middle of the night, the third watch also ran to sell noodles, and it was such a remote place, would anyone eat it? It's weird! ”
At this time, the car arrived at the intersection, and Lin Haoxuan stopped the car and waited for the traffic light.
Hearing Sun Jiaxin's incoherent shouting, Lin Haoxuan turned his head to look over, there was a noodle stall not far away, it seemed to be a stall selling beef noodle soup, there was a big pot in front of the stall, the pot was steaming, and the boss was busy putting in some ingredients.
Apparently this is an unlicensed stall that comes out in the middle of the night to make a little money.
Through the hazy dim light, Lin Haoxuan vaguely recognized that it was the taxi brother he saw last time, this is really a self-improvement and hard-working man, so Lin Haoxuan briefly told the other party about the other party's experience, and Wu Xitang and the others were also stunned after hearing it!
Some people can be poor or humble, but as long as they have a heart of self-improvement, they will win the respect of the world! An Yingyi originally wanted to go over to help him, but was stopped by Lin Haoxuan, in addition to the fact that everyone was too full to eat, and more importantly, she didn't want to embarrass the boss.
The two already know each other, and it will only be embarrassing to appear.
So Lin Haoxuan can only hope that he will have a lot of guests tonight, but as Sun Jiaxin said, I am afraid that even ghosts will not eat noodles sold in this kind of place, and I didn't see anyone to help him when waiting for the car, Lin Haoxuan sighed lightly and turned his gaze, staring at the boss An Yingyi spoke again: "Hey, there are really guests!" ”
Lin Haoxuan turned his head to look over, his body subconsciously shook slightly, this shock was not only because a guest appeared, but also because this guest turned out to be a bully, the latter found the most hidden table to sit down, and then gestured to the boss, who immediately served two bowls of noodles enthusiastically.
Lin Haoxuan glanced at the time, it was exactly twelve o'clock!
Wu Xitang, who has excellent eyesight, swept his eyes at Badao, and then muttered to himself in surprise: "That guest's clothes are quite good, and his behavior is also quite handsome, it will not be difficult to eat some delicious food, why did he come to this place to eat noodles?" Odd! ”
After Wu Xitang's reminder, An Yingyi and Sun Jiaxin also nodded one after another.
Then, the three of them looked at Lin Haoxuan in unison, they had already regarded the latter as a jack of all trades, believing that he would give an answer, Lin Haoxuan did not answer immediately, he slowly started the car, stared at the darkness in the distance, and said after a long time: "Do you know what loneliness is?" ”
"Of course I do."
An Yingyi replied: "When I used to train, I felt very lonely. ”
Lin Haoxuan chuckled slightly, and asked out loud, "What were you thinking at that time?" ”
What do you think? An Yingyi tilted her head and searched hard, she was really lonely and depressed at the beginning, but after meeting the two sisters Wu Xitang and Sun Jiaxin, she disappeared, so she thought for a moment before saying: "I want to think about the east and west, I want to come out and walk around, and I want to find someone to talk to." ”
Lin Haoxuan was a little stunned: "You think that's loneliness?" ”
An Yingyi leaned on the car: "What is that not loneliness?" ”
Wu Xitang turned his head at the right time and sighed faintly: "That's just that you feel bored, the real loneliness is not like that, maybe it's looking up at the sky when I'm lonely, maybe it's Jiaxin's loneliness after smashing the target on the shooting range, I can't tell you the specifics." ”
Sun Jiaxin was slightly stunned, and her eyes became calm!
An Yingyi looked at Lin Haoxuan: "Do you know what real loneliness looks like?" ”
Lin Haoxuan stepped on the accelerator and gradually left the noodle stall, but the afterglow still swept over the reflector, and the knife was burying his head in the bowl, still pressing the knife with one hand and picking the noodles with the other, it seemed that this was his habit all along, and it seemed that he never wanted to change again, as he was as stubborn as he was.
After the car drove out dozens of meters, he remembered An Yingyi's words.
"Loneliness, maybe no one can say, because when you are lonely, you don't know what you're thinking? If you have experienced many things, and suddenly you realize that all things have become in the past, if you have received many things, you suddenly realize that it is all in vain! ”
"In the dead of night, you're the only one left......"
The three girls stared at each other and listened seriously!
Lin Haoxuan's voice was softer, and he added slowly: "At that time, you will understand what loneliness is, at that time, you may not have thought about anything, just sitting there alone and being stunned, only feeling empty in your heart, and you can't find a place!" ”
"Sometimes I even want to scream and go crazy!"
Hearing Lin Haoxuan's words, Wu Xitang fell into deep thought!
And An Yingyi narrowed her eyes slightly: "Then, you should think of something interesting!" ”
Lin Haoxuan touched his chin and smiled, finishing the discussion with Wu Xitang: "The greatest pain of human beings may be that you can never control your thoughts, if you desperately want to recall those interesting things in the past, but what you think about is always those bitterness and pain. ”
"That's when you feel like there's a needle in your heart."
"Looks like a needle is stabbing you?"
An Yingyi smiled: "That's just the description of the literati." ”
Lin Haoxuan lowered his head and smiled bitterly, and said lightly: "I didn't believe it before, a person's heart really hurts, and I thought it was just a literati's description of too much, but later I learned that even the literati who know the most about rhetoric can't describe the feeling of loneliness." ”
"That's a needle pricking!"
Lin Haoxuan felt An Yingyi's dazedness, and secretly sighed in his heart: You don't understand the loneliness of Badao, I hope Qiao Yongkui's loneliness, you can understand.
After sending Wu Xitang and the others back to their residence, Lin Haoxuan was transferred back to Chang Parallel Garden.
Four or five cars drove out of the back of his car one after another, that is, they have always been secretly protecting Lin Haoxuan, the wolf hunt is dead, the killer is dead, but the legendary cheetah is still alive, no matter what, no feather can not let the danger happen to Lin Haoxuan again, otherwise it will be their dereliction of duty.