There are some things that you don't regret since you have done them, even if you regret it in your intestines, it is useless, because the ending is already doomed and can no longer be changed!

It's like the love between me and Britney, it's over, and there will never be any more to continue.

Britney leaves, with endless tears and pain. And I was left alone with a broken heart and sat on the ground, silently shedding those two lines of sad, lamentable and pitiful tears, infinitely daring and helpless tears. There is no doubt that this will become another wound in my heart that will never heal, and it will haunt my heart all the time, making me break my liver and intestines, and my liver and intestines will be broken. Now I finally understand why people who have been hurt in love are so strong, because you can even get through such a sad thing, so what else can bother you? I thought I was still a relatively strong person, but the moment Britney turned to leave, my whole body almost collapsed, and the sky seemed to fall.

I sat on the ground like a lump of mud, and I was the only one in the world. No, there was another person present, and she was the red-haired woman with a seductive posture, and I asked to cooperate with me in this scene. In fact, she is indeed a dusty woman, and I paid to call her.

"Hey, I said this boss, can you still do it when you call me over from afar? If you want to do it, hurry up, I still have work to pick up in the middle of the night! The woman yelled at me impatiently, reminding me that there were other living beings in this place besides me. I was extremely disgusted with this kind of woman, even disgusted. In the past, some people were very dissatisfied with my opinion, saying that why did I discriminate against these Fengyue women, and people also rely on their ability to eat, what is wrong. I said that I just discriminated against them, I just thought they were dirty, and they were disgusting! I don't care if they're forced by life or forced by reality, everything is my business. If I were a woman, I wouldn't do such a bottomless profession even if I went begging on the streets. However, I also deeply understand that in today's materialistic society, where people laugh at poverty and prostitution, my words will only be regarded as jokes after dinner. Therefore, although I discriminate against women in this profession, I never judge or criticize them, because I know that people have their own aspirations, and the path chosen by others has nothing to do with me.

But this time I'm angry, I'm angry at a Fengyue woman, I don't know why. Or maybe I know why but I don't want to admit it.

"Let's go"! I didn't lift my head, I just whispered the word through my nostrils.

"What do you say, louder?" The woman didn't seem to hear clearly, and told me to say it again.

"I said let you go, take the money and let me go!" As I spoke, I pulled out a stack of bills, more than a dozen of them, and without hesitation they were still on the floor next to me. If it were a dozen hundred-yuan bills in normal times, I would be reluctant to be so generous even if it was a dollar coin, but at this moment I didn't feel a little bit of distress about money, and the whole person was immersed in inextricable pain.

"Ouch, I said that you are really a person, you called my sister over from afar, and let me go before I did it, my money is a little unrealistic! Why don't you lie down and don't move, sister, how about I help you figure it out? As the woman picked up the money on the ground, she reached over with a hand with bright red nail polish to untie my trouser pocket. But in the next moment, I completely exploded, and pushed her to the ground with my backhand.

"Damn, didn't you hear that slut? Lao Tzu told you to get out of me now, hurry up and get out of your stinky **! I scolded her loudly with fire in my eyes, and even I couldn't believe that I could say such vicious and unbearable words to a woman. So much so that the woman was also angry, stood up and spat at me, and scolded me back: "Grass, what kind of thing, who are you scolding for being a stinky **, you tell me clearly!" "Seeing the situation, she wanted to be unrelenting, but it angered me even more. I slowly stood up, the anger in my eyes almost burned half the sky, my hands clenched into fists, and there was the sound of crackling joints. Grandma's, although the man who beats a woman should be punished by God, but at this moment I am confused, my heart is like a traffic jam, not to mention that she is a Fengyue woman, it annoys me, even if a fairy goes down to earth, I will not be beaten. I don't care what kind of bullshit you are cursed or not, if you have the ability, a lightning bolt will come down and kill me!

The woman immediately wilted when she saw this, and knew that I would probably do it next, and that it would not be my opponent if I really fought, so she left a bad word and ran away, and I gave up, and fell back into grief and self-blame.

But sadness is sadness, and I can't just mess up with it, and after a little calming down, I began to worry about Britney. This scene of mine must have hit her hard, and she was actually just a pure and immature little girl less than twenty years old, so she definitely couldn't stand such a blow for a while. I think of many examples of boys and girls looking for life because of the failure of love, and I am afraid that she will not be able to think about it for a while, and she will not be able to bear such a blow and do something irreparably stupid. So I quickly dialed Ye Feng's phone and asked him to rush to Xiao Tiantian's side immediately to help me take a good look at her. In fact, this is what I have thought about a long time ago, at this moment, no one is more suitable for the role of this flower messenger than Ye Feng, firstly, Xiao Tiantian is not disgusted with him, although he has only known him for a short time, but he has already called Ye Feng's brother Ye Feng's brother smoothly. Second, even a fool can see that Ye Feng, this bastard is interesting to Britney, it was only because of me that he has been holding back and not starting, but now I tell him that I have broken up with Britney, and he will definitely not hesitate anymore. The most important thing is that he and Xiao Tiantian's family backgrounds are very similar, this so-called family is right, so Chi Tiantian and his father will not be sad at that level. And Ye Feng is my brother, and I know very well what kind of person he is, so I can rest assured that I will hand over Xiao Tiantian to him.

I dialed Brother Feng's phone, and only said that I and Chi Tiantian blew it off, she ran out very sadly now, and it was already dark I was afraid that something would happen to her, so you go and take care of me. Sure enough, the guy didn't even have time to hang up the phone, scolded the grass, and then immediately activated all his contacts here, and within an hour sent me the news, saying that Britney had found it, and told me not to worry. I just replied to him coldly: I know, you take good care of her. Then he hung up the phone.

Although I pretended to be casual on the surface, in fact, in my heart it was like I had climbed a river and a sea. I let out a long sigh after hanging up Brother Feng's phone, and then leaned back and slumped down on the sofa. I foiled my face with my hands to make myself more sober, but when I was sober enough, Britney's delicate face and the moment she finally rushed out of my room entered my mind again, making me turn around and crush my bones.

So I wanted to become unconscious again, I wanted to anesthetize myself so that my heart wouldn't hurt so much. So I picked up the bottle and began to pour it into my stomach, because I drank it so violently that the high number of spirits burned my throat and stomach with a hot pain. But this physical pain was nothing compared to my heart, and I poured alcohol into my stomach desperately, and God knows how much liquor I drank. And my drinking volume is so fucking scary, no matter how much I drink, I can't get drunk, so should I feel relieved or fucking pathetic, and I don't even have the qualifications to get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows!

It was completely dark, and when I was in a daze, my phone rang, and I didn't see who called, so I picked it up, and scolded when I came up: "Who doesn't have long eyes, call me at this time to annoy me, get out, get out of me!" ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone for two or three seconds, and then a gentle and kind woman's voice came.

"Xiaoxi, it's me, what's wrong with you, are you drinking?" What I never expected was that it was Britney's mother calling, she was my loving godmother, and I heard her voice at once.

"Godmother is you, I'm sorry godmother, I don't know it's you, don't blame me, I ......" I couldn't hold back anymore when I said this, boundless tears poured out again, and endless grievances broke out of the cage at once, and were undoubtedly exposed in front of my kind godmother. I hugged the microphone on the phone and cried loudly, aggrieved like a child. And the other end of the phone has not spoken, and my godmother has been quietly listening to me crying and venting the pain in her heart.

After a while, I stopped crying a little, wiped my tears and said into the microphone: "I'm sorry, godmother, I don't want to do this, but I really can't control myself, and I can't help crying anymore when I hear that it's your old man." ”

"Hehe, Xiaoxi, my godmother knows that you are a good boy, don't say anything, my godmother is a person who has come over, and she understands everything! Do you feel better crying, are you at home now, why don't you come and accompany you now? My godmother comforted me softly, and I was so moved at that moment that I didn't know how to express it. I instantly felt that my life was so good, how could I meet such a kind and loving mother to be my godmother, God simply loved me so much! No, maybe this godmother of mine is God!

"No, no, godmother! It's so late, and it's not safe for your old man to come over. I'm fine, don't worry! By the way, godmother, how is Tiantian, how is she, she ...... She's okay! I hurriedly replied.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished asking, I heard a long sigh from my godmother, and this sigh almost made my heart pop out!

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