Some things can't be avoided, even if you have the heart to redeem it, but the result is still that result.

When Ye Xue's figure appeared in my eyes, I had a premonition that a very serious thing was about to happen, and the occurrence of this matter could be catastrophic, devastating, and unbearable. I don't know if this is a coincidence, a coincidence, or a dramatic scene deliberately arranged by the bastard director, why did Ye Xue appear here, why did she see this scene so coincidentally, why? Why! What kind of shit nonsense script is this shit nonsensical script shot by the bastard king of the shit day, if this is an idol drama, then I'd rather give up the good thing of being a star of tomorrow than let this happen.

But this is not acting, this is real, we are all living in this reality!

Ye Xue cried, yes, I could see the glint in her eyes. She must have been very sad and disappointed, I made her sad, I let her down. Yes, it's all my fault, it's all my fault.

But, but do I want to do that!

But it's useless to say anything now, Ye Xue saw it, and she saw me coming out of this entertainment center. Although she saw only appearances, although its eyes blinded her, what could it be? The human brain sometimes doesn't know right from wrong, but they still choose to trust their eyes.

"Yu Xiaoxi, you are shameless!" Syllable! A loud slap in the face felt painful, hot and painful, but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I didn't dodge, I didn't blink my eyes, I slapped her firmly. There is a saying that it is good to hit you, and it hurts in my heart, I don't know if Ye Xue felt heartache when she hit me.

"Xue'er, don't get me wrong, things are not what you imagined, Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, he is innocent!" The wheel hurriedly ran out to speak for me, followed by Brother Feng, Ye Xue's own brother.

"Yes, Ah Xue, you listen to my brother and I will explain to you. Here's the thing, we're a few ......."

"Shut up, don't talk about it! I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it! Yu Xiaoxi, let me tell you, I Ye Xue will ...... I won't want to see you again! Ye Xue ignored the obstruction of my buddies, turned around and left resolutely, and the bleak and slightly desperate and helpless back will always remain in my mind.

"Jade Creek! I, Ye Xue, never want to see you again, never want to see you again, never want to ...... "My Xue'er is gone, no, maybe I can't call her "my Xue'er" anymore, maybe she's not mine anymore. Although Ye Xue left, the words full of infinite grievances and love and hatred were dangling back and forth in my head, making my head buzz like a hanged ghost.

"Yu Xiaoxi, why are you still stunned, hurry up and chase it!" When the boss saw me in a daze, he kicked me in a hurry. But I didn't move, I didn't chase Ye Xue, and I didn't even say a word from beginning to end. What's wrong with me, was I blinded by Ye Xue's slap? No, I'm still very sober now, and I remember what my last name was. But I just didn't move, I stood there with my legs as if I had lost my ability to move, and I became a wooden clay statue.

"Yes, surnamed Yu, you hurry up and explain it to Xue'er! Really, I really believe that you didn't do anything last night, and you don't dare to do anything to be sorry for your wife with your guts! Xiaoqiang also urged me to hurry up and chase Ye Xue, and several of them looked even more anxious than me.

However, I'm not in a hurry, I even have ...... And a little relieved, I ...... What the hell is wrong with me? This shouldn't be the case for someone like me! My mind was in a daze, and I couldn't figure out what to do with the situation.

Why did I let Ye Xue go so easily, why didn't I go over and chase her back and explain it to her right away? Which tendon did I TMD go wrong, and I would let Ye Xue disappear in front of my eyes! I don't know, I really don't know! I'm so annoyed, I really want to find someone to come over and kick my feet out of this inexplicable anger.

"Forget it, if she doesn't believe me, what if I chase her back?" After a long while, I finally dropped this cold sentence, and then I left silently despite their complicated and strange eyes. When I am gone, I am so lonely and so sad.

I returned to my pet store alone, the door was open, but it was not Ye Xue who was sitting inside, but Rourou and Sister Yan. The two of them were sitting on the sofa munching melon seeds and talking and laughing, and when they saw me coming back, they said hello casually. I smiled wryly in response to the two of them and walked to the second floor without saying a word, it was Rourou who first noticed that something was wrong with me.

"Hey, what's wrong with you, Jade Creek? Why does the whole person look depressed? What about Cher, why didn't she come back with you? ”

"Leaf her...... Ye Xue, has she ever come back? I turned my head and asked, although in my heart I knew the answer better than anyone else, how could Ye Xue come back!

"No, she went to look for you early in the morning. You guys are really, you went crazy where last night, and you didn't answer the phone. Xue'er is not worried, she went out to look for you early in the morning, and she hasn't come back yet! It seems that Rourou and Sister Yan don't know what happened, and they have puzzled faces. At this time, I remembered and took out my phone to look at it, and there were more than two dozen missed calls on it, all showing one person's name. I raised my hand to rub my tired face and took a deep breath of the cool autumn air.

"Oh, that's right, it seems...... It looks like she's not coming back! After I finished speaking, I turned around and went upstairs, and Rourou and Sister Yan both looked at me suspiciously, they must have thought that I was nervous again.

I hid alone in the room on the second floor and closed the door, during which Rourou and Sister Yan came over and knocked on the door several times, but I didn't answer. After that, the wheels hit my phone again, and I was so distraught that I threw my phone on the ground and cracked into many pieces. I sat on the cold floor against the bed behind me, this bed was Ye Xue who had been asleep, and there was a familiar smell on it. But now there was nothing left on the bed, though it still smelled familiar to her.

I felt the urge to cry, but I couldn't cry because my eyes were astringent. I feel sleepy and want to sleep, but I can't sleep anyway. I just sat there, staring at one place motionless. It was a few hanging clothes supports, and a few of Ye Xue's favorite clothes were hung on them. Coldly turned his head to look at the balcony, Ye Xue's washed underwear was still hanging there dancing in the wind, like a demon ghost laughing at my current embarrassment. The balcony is a place I once cherished, because only there can I feel the breath of Ye Xue up close. In the past, I used to sneak there to admire Ye Xue's underwear, but now I can't be interested at all.

I'm thinking about a question, which is also a question I've been thinking about but don't dare to face in reality, the question of why I let Ye Xue leave instead of chasing her back.

Do I love Ye Xue? Yes, do I love her at all?

This is a question that I have never been willing to face head-on before, I remember Ye Xue asked me such a question, but I didn't answer her accurately at that time. Now I finally have such an opportunity to calm down and think seriously, I think, I think with my heart this answer that I have never dared to face.

I hid in my bedroom on the second floor all day and didn't come out, and I knew that the outside was in a mess. After the few of them come back here, they will definitely tell Rourou and them what happened, they must be very worried about me and Ye Xue now. This time, the men came knocking on my door, and they slammed the door with all their might, but I continued to think as if I couldn't hear it. In the end, they must have been in a hurry, fearing that I might be alone in the room, so they tried to knock the door open, but I ignored them. There are two floors of doors on the second floor, and the outer floor is an anti-theft door, which I specially installed in order to ensure the safety of Ye Xue, who lives inside. So it was impossible for them to break open, and in the end, my landlord, Sister Yan, found a locksmith to open it with tools.

I've been sitting there for a whole day, and the moment the door opens, I'm still a little uncomfortable. They swarmed around me and asked me if I was okay, of course I was fine, is Lao Tzu the kind of coward who can't think about it at every turn? I was just thinking about a question, and now it seems that I already know the answer.

I've finally figured out the crux of the issue, but it's not something to celebrate. I like Ye Xue, I like her very, very much, this kind of love is probably close to love, but it's still not love! It turned out that I hadn't really fallen in love with her so far. If I had fallen in love with her, I would never have allowed her to run away from me.

But why, why haven't I fallen in love with her yet? This brings us back to the original problem, she ...... Is it still a C woman?

My ambition is to find a complete C woman, if the other party is not a C woman, even if she is a good person, I will not be able to fall in love with her. But so far, Ye Xue still hasn't given me a reassuring answer, her answer is ambiguous, that is, she may or may not be a C woman.

I didn't fall in love with her for that reason, and you'll laugh at me for being pedantic and stubborn. Yes, even I think so, but I just can't break through this level. In the past, I was afraid to know that Ye Xue was still a C woman, and I didn't even dare to really want her body when I was pregnant with a beauty, I was afraid that the result would disappoint me and make me sad, and I was also afraid that I would lose her. So I'd rather just keep avoiding it than explore it, and it's been dragging on until today, and the ending is ......

What am I going to do? What am I going to do? Can anyone come and tell me?

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