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The work of the school was already so busy that Fang Xinning couldn't get along, and the illnesses of Niang, Ji Hongfei, and Zhang Liang all rushed together. His heart was choked by so many things.
Now, he suddenly heard that Liu Daqing, the deputy county magistrate, was going to be transferred.
In fact, Fang Xinning and Deputy County Magistrate Liu were not familiar with each other, but his heart still hung all of a sudden. Before Deputy County Magistrate Liu went to study, he wanted to talk to him about Taiyun School, but he hadn't seen it yet. Now it's okay, everyone is going to be transferred, how can you care about Taiyun? And how to solve the many unanswered questions of Taiyun School?
Zhang Feng and Xiao Yemeng came to Fang Xinning's office. Although they have been reinstated, they have already understood one thing: this little official is just a dew on the tip of the grass, and he can't stand the wind and grass, so he can't take it too seriously. They often get together to talk about work and talk nonsense to relieve boredom.
Zhang Feng said: "I heard that this adjustment, the leaders of our county have adjusted a lot. Xiao Yemeng said: "I heard Wang Liwei talk about it yesterday. Zhang Feng said: "Finally talking to Wang Liwei?" Liu Shu said: "The two of them don't hold grudges when they fight. Xiao Yemeng said: "What about me now, I don't have a career, and if my family is gone, then I won't have anything." Besides, I don't believe it myself, our family Wang Liwei is really like a different person, what kind of lectures do you say can make a person change so much? The happiness on her face has not been seen for a long time.
Zhang Feng said: "No wonder Taiyun can't do it, it turns out that feng shui is in turn, and it has arrived at your house." Xiao Yemeng came over and punched it, which hit the itch, making Zhang Feng laugh and cry.
Fang Xinning didn't smile and said: "Being put to death and then reborn, the school looks like this, maybe it's not a bad thing." "For the school thing. He didn't have a bottom in his heart, so he had to comfort himself and others like this.
If you are immersed in bad news again and again, anyone will be corrupted. Fortunately, Fang Xinning got a little more comfort -- "A Few Auspicious Celebrations" and "One Pine" told him that the donations for which they were specifically responsible had received nearly 30,000 yuan. Recently, the money will be sent to Zhang Liang's mother by the two of them. Xiao Yemeng also told him the good news, saying that Ji's mother's maiden cousin finally agreed to lend her 200,000 yuan and pay it back when the house was sold. This means that Ji Hongfei's life-saving funds have been raised, according to the current medical conditions. Ji Hongfei may not be back in a long time.
Fang Xinning was a little happy from the bottom of her heart, thinking about it carefully, in just a blink of an eye, her mother's condition was also stable, and Ji Hongfei and Zhang Liang's illness would not be a problem. At this time, the school is about to be closed, and the work is coming to an end, and I can help my sister take care of my mother. What is not satisfied?
Fang Xinning suddenly said to Huang Huahua, "If you are poor, you will have a good foundation, and you should be clean." Sadness masturbates, happiness and sorrow" has a new layer of understanding. When he was in the most difficult time, he really had the thought of death in a trance, and felt that the meaning of life was nothing more than seeing the world. Once you have walked through this world, you will be content, and you can close your eyes with peace of mind. But Huang Peanut's words really played a great role for him, especially for him as a teacher. He understands that people live in the world. There should be a sense of responsibility. He finally understood why he felt that he had suddenly aged a lot - that was because he had a deep understanding of life and life. In this way, it is not that he has no hobbies, but that he has bigger and more meaningful hobbies.
It's like a hunch. Fang Xinning went to the communication room. Sure enough, the soft copy letter came again, and only eight words were written: "No meaning, no necessity, no solidity, no me." It comes from the Analects, and it is the basic condition for being a good teacher and even a good leader.
Fang Xinning suddenly suspected that the content of these soft copied letters was similar to what Huang Huahua said to him! Could it be that he wrote all these letters to himself? But he was just a small trader, and he didn't have much contact with himself.
Fate and environment make a person continue to change, Fang Xinning is bearing it in his heart and taking responsibility......
Taiyun School had just finished organizing the final exam, and "Yikesong" and I found Fang Xinning again and asked him to accompany him to visit Zhang Liang in the hospital, and at the same time give him the money donated by netizens. But by this time, Tensor had been transferred to a large hospital in Tianjin.
After everyone's discussion, Fang Xinning got in touch with Zhang Liang's mother and sent her the money by wire transfer.
"Yikesong" left Xinxian because he was busy, and I stayed for a few days because I was particularly interested in the story of Fang Xinning.
Fang Xinning arranged me in Liu Shu's dormitory. After Liu Shu got married, his dormitory has been idle.
When I came back from dealing with the school, it was already late, but I didn't want to go to Liu Shu's dormitory, but I kept waiting for Fang Xinning to come back at the door. Fang Xinning had no choice but to let me squeeze into his room with him.
At night, I didn't feel the slightest bit sleepy. After all, I didn't stay to sleep, I have a lot of things I want to ask Fang Xinning.
I said, "It's not easy to be a teacher now. Fang Xinning said, "Hmm." I said, "If it weren't for being a teacher, you wouldn't have anything to do with Taiyun." At present, the development prospects of Taiyun are not good. Fang Xinning said: "Speaking of which, Taiyun is just a special case. Taiyun is the experimental field of the experimental middle school, and in the past few years, it has been teaching behind closed doors, and has not taken the initiative to coordinate with the relevant departments, and the teachers' salary relations, pension insurance, and medical insurance have been set aside. School education is a social act, and it is by no means just about teaching students to achieve results, but also involves all aspects. Now the problem is that blind development has caused financial difficulties and the work of the school is unsustainable. I do not deny that there are also lazy policies and poor supervision in individual departments, but the main reason is that the school itself is not well considered. is the same school, running the same school, at least for the time being, there is no such situation in Tailing Junior High School. But the teachers are innocent, and the school has gone wrong, and the teachers cannot be allowed to bear the consequences. I asked him, "Now that you are facing so many difficulties, if there is an opportunity for you to jump out of the education circle, what choice would you make?" Fang Xinning said: "Life is very realistic, there is no 'if'. To be honest, my biggest hope is to have a quiet environment, not to have so many worries, and to teach well for a few days. My character, I myself know best. ”
That night, I talked with Fang Xinning for a long time, and I got to know him again. I am also an educator myself, and I have a lot of confusion in my specific work and life, and I have also complained and neglected my behavior, but Fang Xinning's words seem to be a pair of dexterous hands, which can unravel my heart knot little by little. (To be continued......)