Chapter 57: Missed (1)
"I don't know." Tianyi Muhua said in a dumb voice.
At this time, his mood is complicated and difficult to understand, he knows that he is not beautiful, his figure is much taller than other men, his face is too masculine, his temperament is stubborn, he usually doesn't like to talk much, and he doesn't have a little bit of coquettishness that a man should have, because of this, his mother didn't like him since he was a child, and he was even bored with him, zuihou even ignored his existence, and other family members never gave him a good face, cold words are inevitable, in the Tian family, except for his father who gave him love, no one has ever treated him sincerely.
As he grew older, he became more and more tall and handsome, and other brothers of his age had already come to the door one after another, but he had been ignored, he thought that he was going to live like this in his life, in fact, he didn't care about these in his heart, he didn't think that men only had the way to get married, with his martial arts, he could support himself, and he didn't have to rely on anyone at all, although this idea was a bit deviant, but it was his true idea.
It's just that my father doesn't seem to think so, seeing that he is getting older and older, and his father is becoming more and more worried about his future, coupled with the cynicism of his mother's other husbands, his father's mood is becoming more and more melancholy, his face gradually becomes haggard, and he washes his face with tears all day long.
Facing his father who was depressed and sick for his affairs, he felt uncomfortable, but he was helpless, for his father, he could compromise and marry, but, even if he was willing to marry, someone had to be willing to marry, there are so many beautiful men in the world, what good woman is willing to marry an ugly husband like him?
Although, he has long been mentally prepared to be celibate for a lifetime, but he is also a man, although he looks resolute and indifferent on the outside, but on the inside, like other men, he has also longed for Aiqing's Hyun Run, fantasizing about the appearance of his future wife. However, it was just a fantasy, and as he grew older, his unrealistic ideas had long been put aside, and he no longer had such thoughts.
Now that he is almost twenty years old, he has long passed the age of marriage, seeing his father's eyes becoming more and more gloomy and depressed, and his health is getting worse day by day, he can't help but feel anxious, he once thought about finding a woman who is willing to marry him, even if it is for a servant, and marry himself so that his father can rest assured, only to think that before he can take action, he was forced out of the door by his third brother.
Originally, he wanted to take this opportunity to find a candidate, but before anyone could find it, something like that happened. Isn't that exact? Whether the woman wanted it or not, she couldn't escape responsibility.
Actually, he hated that woman at the beginning, which innocent man would like this kind of thing to happen, but then he thought about it carefully, although he was very flustered at the time, he could still feel that the woman seemed to be involuntarily, her eyes were struggling all the time, but her body was hot, he didn't know what happened to her, but he was clear enough to realize that she didn't want to do that. It is also because of this that his mood is so contradictory.
What do you mean by that? It's hard for you to be so active in looking for that woman, don't you want revenge? Tianyi's eyes were sharp, and he asked sharply.