220: Four years ago, I didn't go to G-City, I never met you
Shen Xuan was sitting on the plane, outside the visor was the dark blue sky, no matter how you looked, it was also dark blue like ink, and there were radar lights on the wings, flashing light.
Her colorful phoenix cheongsam, how reluctant she is, after four years, she finally waited to wear the wedding dress with her husband, a husband who can say that he can move.
The meaning of that cheongsam to her, is it as simple as a high-quality Suzhou embroidery?
In the end, I chose not to take it away.
Take it away, you will leave a memory, and you don't want to take away any thoughts! If you want to break it, break it completely! It's so thorough that there's no shadow of G City at all.
He's afraid he's already seen the letter, right?
Over and over again, she couldn't sleep during the nights he had spent in Moyuan, and then she got up, put on her cotton slippers, and turned on the lamp on her desk.
The letterhead is old-fashioned, probably because there are too many ways to communicate with people nowadays, so the letterhead is a hypocritical thing.
She asked him, Pei Jincheng, will you die if you are not hypocritical?
He asked lightly, if I say yes, what are you going to do?
If he would, she could only let him go, how could she be willing to let him die? He has been in a coma for three years, and he has tortured enough people, he is still alive and healthy.
She pretentiously held the letterhead, unscrewed the lid of the pen, and put the pen on the pen.
"Dear Jincheng."
Only then did he write those words, and the tip of the pen drew the sound of "欻欻" on the letterhead.
The paper was ripped off by her with a "bang", crumpled again, and thrown on the table.
She weishenme wants to call dear Jincheng?
He is not worthy, he is warm and fragrant in Moyuan nephrite, how can he stand the word "dear"?
"Pei Jincheng!"
These three words were written, and she erased them in frustration, tore off the letterhead, crumpled it up, and threw it on the table.
If you really don't care, why bother with such a bad voice?
I don't care, I let go, I'm dead, if that's the case, why hate him? Why accuse him with a resentful posture and question him by calling his name?
No, she should be open-minded, and when she spares herself, she spares others. V5qn。
After all, she loved, why bother when she decided to let go, she had to blame, scold, and make the other party uneasy, everyone will have their own lives in the future, she is, and so does he.
Open-mindedness is just the first step to a fresh start.
"Jincheng, I'm leaving, you and Bai Shan, it's still Pei Jincheng and Bai Shan four years ago......"
Tears fell down one by one, soaking the entire letterhead, and as soon as the tip of the pen touched the paper, the ink drawn from the steel tip was quickly drawn away, and the letter paper was miserable.
Paper is like a woman's face with makeup, how can it withstand the ravages of tears? She tried to restrain herself from being so out of shape.
In the quiet night, the street lamps outside the window will not be extinguished all night, and the door lights of the Wutong Garden will be softer in the night.
Who said that if you light a lamp for your husband, he will find his way home?
I rubbed off the tear-soaked letterheads, took a towel and put it on my face, and wrote that paragraph again, writing it one by one, wetting the towel on my face to ensure that the paper was clean and tidy
Pei Jincheng raised his palm, stretched out his five fingers and pressed them on his face, the quiet hotel suite was messy, his breathing sounded like a megaphone, he could hear a trembling sound, the heaviness of a big breath, and the difficulty of breathing.
Her handwriting is recognizable at a glance, smooth and powerful lines, every punctuation before the zuihou word of zuihou, she is very hard, and the punctuation at the end is also very hard, so that the full stop is not round. Like a polygon.
On the left chest, there seemed to be something, jumping hard, but jumping very hard, one by one, hitting his chest, the force was so great that he could only take two steps back, and propped himself up on the dresser with his backhand.
A piece of stationery is not full at all, a large blank space, empty there, she does not dislike loneliness. Another one was replaced, and the trembling hand was revealed.
The second, "Jin Cheng, although I left like this, I still want to tell you that I didn't kidnap Bai Shan, and I don't care if I believe me, but I still have to say that I don't, I don't want to leave a stain on myself after leaving, I don't ......"
The third, "Jin Cheng, I'm not a good wife, my cooking skills and housework are very poor, and I can't compare with what Bai Shan knows, I'm sorry." In the time after you woke up, I didn't do what a wife should have done, and then you asked me to cook, and I was reluctant, but I pretended to enjoy it and deceived you, sorry. ”
The fourth, "Jin Cheng, in fact, I have gained a lot in the past few years.
Although I married into the Pei family as a substitute, my grandfather treated me very well, Jinyue treated me very well, and Jinrui treated me very well.
Jin Yue chattered non-stop, and when she spoke, she always made me very happy, letting me know that there was such a cute bird in the gate of a deep house like the Pei family. 13605551
She is young, but very kind, I am very grateful to her, at that time I did not have a friend in the Pei family, she pitied me, always took homework to Wutong Garden to do, if my mother made it difficult for me, she tried her best to separate my mother, and even for me, threatened my mother with a hunger strike not to find the stubble again.
I know that she protects me in her own way.
Jinrui's help to me, if you don't like to hear it, I won't talk about it.
Motive Thunder Wing. My grandfather was a man I admired, he always forced me to do something, no matter how difficult it was, he always looked on coldly, but after the incident, every time I felt that I had gone through a baptism and grown again.
I am grateful for what he has taught me over the years, and even more so for not ruining my life in a fit of anger because of my mistakes.
He gave me another life, and I will always remember his kindness and teachings to me for the rest of my life.
I have gained a lot, really a lot, I have been in the Shen family for twenty-two years, I have only learned to be pampered, I have learned to cause trouble, I have learned to be self-centered, and what I get in the Pei family will become the wealth of my life in the future.
We will all have a more beautiful life in the future, you have Bai Shan to grow old together, I will also find a satisfactory partner, since then, we have all returned to four years ago, not only Bai Shan and Pei Jincheng four years ago, but also Shen Xuan four years ago.
Four years ago, I hadn't been to G-City, I hadn't been to a drunken nightclub, I hadn't misunderstood you, I hadn't had an argument with you, I hadn't picked up that amber bottle of Hennessy and smashed it on the back of your head.
You are healthy, handsome, tall, handsome, still like you four years ago, passing by the crowd, countless women screamed for you, Jin Cheng, you are still the same as back then, nothing has changed. ”
The carbon black ink changed color, with blue handwriting.
"Jin Cheng, you said to me in front of everyone, xiexie me.
Actually, I would like to say, xiexie you.
Xiexie, you slowly accepted me, although I was the one who hurt you, and caused you to lose the most beautiful haode in your life for three years.
Xiexie what you have done for me, I know, except for xiexie, I am actually short of words, please forget the unpleasantness I brought you in the past days, we will all live happily in the future. ”
Pei Jincheng looked at a piece of letterhead, and at the end were four short paragraphs of obvious difference in pen and ink, "Jincheng, you said to me in front of everyone, xiexie me." ”
It's the letterhead at home, but these paragraphs of zuihou are written by her in this room with a ballpoint pen from the hotel, no matter how you write it, her zuihou's punctuation will be very hard.
He saw that on the paper, a tear stain had dried up.
In addition to tears, how can the word "I" be so blurred?
Pei Jin held the letterhead in his hand and clenched it very tightly, but he just looked calm, slowly ripped off his tie, threw it on the ground, and then picked up the mobile phone again, and after dialing it out, he exhaled heavily and left a message in the voicemail, "Ah Xuan, I heard that Zhong Ma said that you are not feeling well, I am waiting for you in the hotel room, not feeling well, we will go to the doctor, if you feel bored and feel that the air in G City is not good, let's go out and take a look ......"
He hung up the phone suddenly, his breathing began to be short, and his eye frames slowly flushed, not the crimson that he was about to tear at the beginning of the beginning, but the redness and swelling that had been soaked in water stains, and when he dialed the phone again, his face had an itchy, hot feeling, one by one, sliding down continuously, he licked his lower lip, heard the voicemail broadcast, and said, "Ah Xuan, you can put aside the things at hand recently, where we went to sea last time." He stopped, frowning tightly, eager to twist the two unrelated brows together.
Holding the hand on the letterhead, leaning against his heart, he pushed it hard, and then he took a breath and forced a smile, making his voice softer, "It's when you celebrate your birthday, when we go to sea, you tell me, you like that place so much, I also told you at the time, there is an island in front, you like it, we can go there often in the future, I bought that island, I originally wanted to wait until the house was built and then take you over to see, or tomorrow we will take some time to see together?" ”
His eyes began to look around anxiously, but he stood in the room and did not dare to go out to find someone, he always forced himself to believe that she would come back.
Leaning on the dresser, sat down, sat on the ground, the letterhead in his hand had been pinched by him, that hand was shaking so much, he couldn't control it, couldn't control it from trembling, and repeatedly dialed the voicemail that would always leave a message, "Ah Xuan, do you know?" There is fresh water on that island, we can go there every month in the future, it's close, the air is good, we can grow a few acres of peppers, anyway, you like to eat it, you can pickle it up to make sauce, and you can send it to friends, isn't it? ”
She said she was reluctant but pretended to enjoy it.
She said that four years ago that winter, she had not been to City G, had not been to a drunken night club, had not had an argument with him, had not picked up the amber bottle of Hennessy and smashed it on the back of his head.
The bottle of Hennessy had only been a quarter of a drink, and her hands were shaking when she picked it up.......
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