382: The Finale: Full of your diary
The study on the third floor is calm and steady, and the June sun outside the window is warm and bright, Pei Jincheng sat on the ground, slowly leaning sideways against the closed bookcase door next to him.
He placed the box on his lap, carefully reinserted the sealed bag containing his hair, closed the box again, and tied the bow back into its original form.
It took a long time to tie the knot, and Zuihou thought about it until he was satisfied.
Hold the box up, hold it in the air, and look carefully, the background color of light coffee, but the small pink peach hearts are depicted with thin white edges, making the box look lively and cute.
When he first woke up, he always felt that Shen Xuan was sometimes too arrogant, serious, and uninteresting, unlike a woman.
Later, when he went to Haicheng, he found that the furnishings of her room actually looked like a girl's boudoir.
This box is the same, it is obviously the background color of coffee, but it has such a budding embellishment, she is packaging it like this, she must have chosen her favorite color.
When the corners of his mouth wanted to pull up the arc, the lip line kept trembling, this time he was not busy at all, careful, expectant, like opening a precious gift, pulling the band of the bare silk, revealing a smile to see the gift that belonged to him.
"On March 9, 2010, my haircut Jishu is getting better and better, and today I gave Jincheng's hair a curd."
"On April 9, 2010, after cutting my hair today, I made a fruit mask for Jincheng."
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"On May 9, 2012, I had a dream last night, I dreamed that Jincheng woke up, disgusted with my haircut, and was very happy."
"On June 9, 2012, there was a high-level meeting today, but it is more important to cut Jincheng's hair, so be late if you are late."
"On July 9, 2012, Jin Cheng's head was on my lap, and he is so thin now that he wants to cry."
The colorful sticky notes were smooth and powerful lines, and he had to touch every word under his fingertips several times, and he wanted to take a blade and engrave these words, but those blades were exactly the same as the knives carved on the wall of his heart.
"On February 9, 2013, I was really careless today, and I scattered a lot of hair on the ground, which caused me to collect it for a while."
"On March 9, 2013, my grandfather came over today and praised me for taking good care of Jincheng, but in fact, I hope he can take care of himself."
This is zuihou a sealed bag.
Pei Jincheng arranged his hair, more than 30 bags, on the 9th of each month, it has never been broken, and the hair in each sealed bag is broken, very short, but the amount is about the same.
Before that, he had cut his hair for twenty-six years, except for the fetal hair grandfather who made a brush, the others had never left, and he didn't even know that every time he cut his hair, he cut so little.
How did she collect such short hair?
If you scatter the ground, will you bend down and pick it up one by one?
He was suddenly very afraid to know what had happened in the past three years, thinking that he had just slept for one night, a long sleep, and his limbs seemed to be rusty, but for more than three years than his wife, he had not rested.
When I took the sealing tape, I found a letterhead underneath, light and bright yellow, dated April 3, 2013.
"My husband woke up, and the doctor said that he was fully recovered, which is great, he will never need me to cut his hair again, it is great, he can take care of his hair in the mirror, he can get some hair wax, and he can do a style with his hands.
It's nice that he can drive himself to the high-end image design and have the top designers there help him dye his hair, perm it, trim it, and never need me as a crappy barber anymore.
It's good that he can say that he dislikes me for cutting his hair very ugly, and I don't have to dream anymore, just listen to him scold me for being ugly in my dreams.
It's good that my husband really woke up.
I'll never have to record again.
There is no need to record again in this life.
April 3, 2013 at 3 a.m
Pei's Shen Xuan"
Pei Shi Shen Xuan.
He looked at the words repeatedly, and she herself put her husband's last name in front of her.
I still remember that at the beginning, she pressed on his body, pulled his clothes rudely, and said that she wanted him to fulfill her husband's obligations, but he didn't admit it, so she reached out and pulled open the bedside table, fished out the marriage certificate inside, and slapped it on the bedside table with a "snap", and her tone was so arrogant that she couldn't help it, "Mr. Pei Jincheng, take a good look at it, whose legal husband are you!" β
She wrote, my husband woke up.
She wrote, so good, my husband really woke up.
He finally couldn't help but choke, "Mr. Pei Jincheng...... It is Miss Shen Xuan's legal ...... Husband. β
Thousands of horses galloped in his heart, and he could only quietly open his atrium, letting the fierce trampling of iron hooves stomp on the heart wall, and then it was broken, and then the pain was unbearable.
If he hadn't tried his best to control it, he would have crushed this piece of paper, and he would have treated her like that when he woke up.
It was a long time before he put the letterhead back in its place, half covered the box, tied it back again, sat against the bookshelf cabinet, bent his legs, put the box on his lap, and then slowly leaned down and hugged it.
What do you do with all these things?
What did she keep these things for?
The bent body trembled and sifted, and the uneven wheezing sound rolled with choked sounds, and he sat on the ground, reluctant to put the box back in its place, and secretly thought in his heart, these things should not be left to her, right?
If he can't take anything with him when he leaves this shijie, take these with him.
The sunlight outside the window slanted into the study and shone on him, but the June sun did not warm him, because the blood was frozen.
Now that I think about it, it should be like the letter she left last time, that winter, she shouldn't have come to G City, she shouldn't have known him, she shouldn't have clashed with him, and she shouldn't have carved such a deep image in his mind.
Or turn around and put the box back in its place, this bookshelf cabinet contains some things that are not very useful, but they are neatly organized, perhaps because the packaged things are especially easy to attract his attention at this time.
So when he found a small box with a bow tied with it, he instinctively reached out and took it out.
The pattern of this box is gray and dark, not as warm as the previous box, and the dark gray cardboard box, tied with a ribbon of dark coffee, looks more high-grade, but it looks dull.
If we compare the box to a human being, the box containing the hair resembles a young girl, and this small rectangular box resembles a young woman. The temperament has shifted from lively to mature.
Pull the bow and open the box.
The purpose is a black work notebook,This is a work notebook issued by Jincheng Holdings to the executives,There is no printing on the cover,But there is a "Jincheng Holdings" LOGO on the metal surface of the book,The book is divided into men's and women's models,Men's cover has no edging,Simple and simpleγ The women's one is navy blue with white edges, which is required by the company's female surname management responsibility.
This book is a navy blue cover.,A circle of white edges.,The heavy color was swept away by the white that jumped out at once.,I don't feel depressed in an instant.γ
There are three books in total.,Stacked neatly on top of each other.γ
The fingers are covered with leather, which is very soft, and it is a genuine leather that is warm to the touch.
took out the top notebook and pinched it in his hand, he was a little afraid to look at it anymore.
Obviously thinking in his heart is not looking, but the action betrays his determination, or the subconscious desire overcomes the momentary weakness.
After rubbing the leather surface repeatedly, it finally opened. The profile of Jincheng Holdings is still a few years ago, looking at the introduction of those corporate cultures, the time deadline is 2009, there is an illusion of a world away, and now the introduction on the work notebook has written the time to this year.
Turning another page is the calendar for 2009.
The next page is Shen Xuan's smooth and powerful line, and her punctuation is always heavily drawn, like a polygon.
"December 3, 2009 - Weather - fine
The wedding is over, and I finally have time to write a diary, and from today on, I want to seriously record the changes in Jincheng, and I can't find any excuses and reasons to be lazy.
When I wiped Jin Cheng today, I suddenly found that he was having a hard time, how could a young master like him not take a good bath for so long?
How comfortable it must be to soak in the hot tub.
But I couldn't get him into the bathroom, he was my husband, and I couldn't get anyone else to help me undress him and bathe him cooperatively, and he would have hurt his pride if he knew.
I am his wife, and I should retain his minimum dignity.
But I imagined myself so strong that my hand slipped and I almost threw him to the ground.
I was so frightened that I quietly went to the doctor, but I didn't dare to say anything. I'm afraid of my mother-in-law scolding, although I know that there's nothing wrong with my mother-in-law's scolding, but I'm still afraid, maybe I haven't gotten used to it yet, and it's good to get used to it in the future.
The doctor is very good, she came to see and said that it was no big deal, she said she would not tell anyone, she would keep it secret for me, xiexie her.
When the doctor left, I took Jincheng's hand and told him that I was sorry, I didn't dare to cry too loudly, I was afraid that Zhong's mother would hear, I was afraid that Zhong's mother would tell my mother-in-law that I had cried, and I was afraid to hear my mother-in-law say that I was crying.
I don't want to cry at all, I just can't hold back the tears, I think I'm only 22 years old, I still have time to be stronger, but I can't forgive myself for being so reckless today, but fortunately he's okay. β
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"December 4, 2009 - Weather - fine
The solid wood desk in the room was so heavy that I had to push it, and it took a lot of effort. β
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"December 10, 2009 - Weather - Light rain
The desk is pushing faster today, and I should have more strength. When I massaged Jin Cheng today, I almost fell asleep sleepy, really. β
"January 7, 2010 - Weather - fine
Today finally moved the solid wood desk off the ground from the bedroom to the living room, and then moved back to the bedroom three back and forth, after a month of training, the strength of the hand is finally big, today I carefully picked up Jincheng, the hand did not slip at all, he slept for so long, finally can haode take a bath.
Put him in a bathtub filled with hot water and rub his bubbles, ask him, "Jincheng, do you think it's so comfortable to take a bath?" β
He was quiet, with his eyes closed, and did not answer me, and I was suddenly very sad and cried in distress......"
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