Chapter 188. Self-inflicted physical harm
The sky was getting dark, Xi Yunsheng opened the door of Qingying's ward and came in, he held a thick blanket in his hand, walked to Ruo Ning's side, handed the blanket to Ruo Ning, and said, "If you want to stay here at night to keep vigil, you have to promise me not to catch a cold." ”
Family members are not allowed to stay in this area, and it was Xi Yunsheng who greeted the nurse on duty so that Ruoning could stay.
Ruo Ning took the blanket, put it on the sofa, and smiled reluctantly: "Thank you." ”
Xi Yunsheng raised his hand to smooth the hair on the top of Ruoning's head, and before he lifted it into the air, his arm paused, retracted it with restraint, and said to Ruoning: "Your hair is up." ”
Ruo Ning raised her hand and pulled it down casually in embarrassment.
Xi Yunsheng bent the corners of his mouth and said, "Then you can rest, I'll go to the room." ”
After Xi Yunsheng finished speaking, he walked out of the ward, and if he thought of it, he chased him out and said to Xi Yunsheng: "Yunsheng, wait a minute." ”
"What's wrong?" Xi Yunsheng looked back at Ruo Ning and asked softly.
Ruo Ning stepped forward quickly, pursed her lips, looked at Xi Yunsheng, and asked worriedly, "Are I like Lin Weiyang?" ”
When Xi Yunsheng heard this question, he first paused for a moment, and then was puzzled: "Why do you ask that?" ”
"Eh, do I want to know the side image of me and Lin Weiyang?" Ruo Ning did not answer Xi Yunsheng's question, but expressed her question more clearly.
Xi Yunsheng tilted his head to look at Ruo Ning's silhouette, twisted his eyebrows and said seriously: "It's impossible to look like it now." ”
"What do you mean it's impossible to look like now?" Ruo Ning frowned.
"I wear a lot of clothes in winter, and I am wrapped into a ball, where can I see that it looks like it." Xi Yunsheng joked.
Ruo Ning remembered that the first time Gu Chendong saw her was in summer, and it was in a nightclub with so many colorful lights.
"Is this important?" Xi Yunsheng saw Ruoning's solemn face, so he opened his mouth to ask.
Ruo Ning shook her head.
Xi Yunsheng saw that she was absent-minded, so he said: "It was a bit like it when you had straight hair before. ”
Ruo condensed for a moment, her curly hair was only permed more than two years ago, she and Ren Shaochen were married, and even earlier, when they went to bed at the first night, she had straight hair.
"Seriously?" Ruoning's voice was a little dry.
"Only the hair is like it, and the other differences are quite big." Xi Yunsheng said honestly.
Ruo Ning lowered her eyes, and her fingers trembled slightly. Yes, she used to deliberately learn from Lin Weiyang to have such long black and straight hair, thinking that she could be Lin Weiyang's shadow and live in Ren Shaochen's heart, but now that she thinks about it, she feels stupid.
But did Ren Shaochen have the illusion of marrying her as a shadow for a moment......
Ruo Ning didn't dare to think about it anymore, maybe she missaw Gu Chendong's eyes, or maybe Gu Chendong drank a little wine that day and looked at her back wrongly.
"Ah Ning?" Xi Yunsheng saw that Ruo Ning didn't speak, and called her a little worriedly.
Ruo Ning raised her head and pulled the corners of her mouth: "It's okay, you go to patrol the room." ”
"Then you have to pay attention to yourself." Xi Yunsheng put his hand in his pocket, gave an order, and turned to leave.
Ruo Ning returned to Qing Ying's ward, and saw that Qing Ying was still asleep, so she walked to Lin Weiyang's ward.
The lights were still on in Lin Weiyang's hospital room, and she knocked on the door, and the door was opened.
A tall figure enveloped Ruo Ning, and when Ruo Ning looked up, it turned out to be Jian An.
"Jane, who is it?" Lin Weiyang asked in a hoarse voice.
It seems that her pharyngitis has not recovered yet, Ruo Ning thought so, and opened her mouth to respond: "Senior Sister Lin." ”
Jian An took a step back and let Ruo Ning into the house.
"I said it, just call me by my name, I've always been a senior sister, it sounds awkward." Lin Weiyang patted the side of the bed and motioned for Ruo Ning to sit down.
"Yes." Ruo Ning walked to her bedside and didn't sit down, and when she got closer, she saw Lin Weiyang's neck fluttering.
At this moment, Lin Weiyang did not wear a silk scarf around her neck like during the day, she clearly saw that on her white neck, a sinuous scar, the color was a little black and red, clinging to it like a centipede, which made people feel shocked.
Ruo Ning was shocked for a long time and didn't come back to her senses, until Lin Weiyang called her, she relieved herself, knowing that she was very rude, and hurriedly took her eyes away from the scar on her neck.
After moving away, he unconsciously skimmed at her.
She clearly remembered that Lin Weiyang had absolutely no scar before, and Lin Weiyang's neck was as beautiful as a swan's neck, white and flawless.
"I'm sorry." Ruo Ning apologized for her faux pas, but after apologizing, she felt that she didn't seem to apologize, and such an apology seemed sympathetic. Lin Weiyang has always been such a proud person, where does he need the sympathy of others.
"It's okay." Lin Weiyang curled his lips and said to Jian Saddle on the side: "Jane, you go back first." ”
Jian An stood still, Lin Weiyang narrowed her eyes slightly, Jian An received the message she conveyed, and had no choice but to turn around and leave the ward.
Only Ruo Ning and Lin Weiyang were left in the ward, and Lin Weiyang patted the side of the bed again and asked Ruo Ning to sit down.
Ruoning was not good at refusing, and sat on the edge of Lin Weiyang's bed.
Lin Weiyang raised his head and gently stroked the scar on his neck, with a faint wry smile on the corner of his mouth: "Do you want to know how it came about?" ”
Ruo Ning looked at the long scar, so shocking, so hideous and terrifying, and his heart tightened.
Lin Weiyang saw Ruo Ning watching, his fingertips walked up and down the scar, and said in a low voice: "I exchanged it for my freedom." ”
Ruo Ning frowned slightly, not understanding the meaning of Lin Weiyang's words.
"Do you know how I got a divorce from that man?" Lin Weiyang lowered his eyes, and his voice suddenly became cold: "It's because of this scar." ”
"Why? Is he bad for you? Ruo Ning guessed uneasily.
"It was okay at first." Lin Weiyang sighed lightly and said: "We moved abroad when we got married, and in that strange place, I had to rely on that man for everything, and I later found out that he had mental problems." ”
Ruo Ning was surprised, and said, "How come? ”
She always thought that Lin Weiyang broke up with Ren Shaochen just to marry this man, how could this be?
"Actually, it's not a serious problem, his disease is mania, and it's no different from ordinary people." Lin Weiyang said lightly.
"Didn't you know before you got married?" Ruo Ning asked worriedly.
"He is the husband chosen by the family for me, I have nothing to resist, what is the use of knowing it or not." Lin Weiyang smiled bitterly again.
If she froze for a while, she was not very clear about the details of Lin Weiyang and Ren Shaochen's breakup, and always thought that Lin Weiyang had found a better man, so she gave up in chaos.
"Then this scar, did he hit it?" Ruo Ning asked cautiously. She had suffered from depression before, and she knew a little about mental illness, and people with mania can be violent.
Lin Weiyang heard Ruo Ning ask, and a smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, and this smile did not have the slightest warmth: "No, I scratched it with broken glass myself." ”