Chapter 47: True Love is Hard to Bear
The old woman spoke emotionally and sincerely, and everyone present was silent.
They stopped talking about the girl and went their own way.
But that's how it happened.
In the evening, Jiang Zhou and Ji An walked by the stream.
They saw the girl again.
Barefoot, sitting by the river, with his legs propped up, his head buried in it, revealing only his long black silk hair.
Ji An and Jiang Zhou sighed in their hearts, the river was too dangerous, and she had mental illness, in case she fell down......
They walked slowly, only to hear her muttering something.
It didn't seem to be in a too abnormal state, and they didn't dare to rush up for fear of scaring her.
"Qi Guang... Zhou Qiguang...... Qi Guang ......"
Ji An's pace stopped suddenly, and Jiang Zhou's eyes widened instantly.
She tugged at his clothes: "He's screaming...... Zhou Qiguang? ”
Jiang Zhou seriously suspected that he had misheard.
Ji An was the same, he took another step forward.
Qi Guang...... Zhou Qiguang ......"
Incredible.
How so?
Why did she call Zhou Qiguang's name?
While the two of them were thinking, the girl had already raised her head, and she didn't look out of the ordinary.
However, as soon as she spoke, it was like a thunderbolt.
"Ji An? Why are you here? Are you here to find Zhou Qiguang? He's not here...... I don't know where he went...... Does he annoy me...... Deliberately hiding from me? ”
As he spoke, bean-sized tears rolled down like this.
Ji An was like a fish in his throat, and he looked at the strange girl in front of him in disbelief.
Why did she know about Zhou Qiguang?
Do you still know yourself?
"You? You are ......" Ji An finally found his voice.
"I'm Rao. Oh, you've never seen me, but I've heard Zhou Qi...... The teacher talked about you and showed me a picture of you. That's why I know you. Rao Rao said.
Her name is Teacher Zhou Qiguang?
He remembered that Zhou Qiguang had gone out to work and worked as a tutor in order to earn tuition fees before.
He did mention to Ji An that he was a math teacher for a little girl.
"Are you the little girl who studied math?" Ji An asked uncertainly.
"It's me." Rao replied obediently.
The tears stopped, and only tear stains remained.
Jiang Zhou stood on the side, looking at the two people, not knowing why.
Ji An didn't know what to say, facing such a girl who was entangled with Zhou Qiguang.
It's a lot of fun, breaking the silence.
She got up from the ground and walked to Ji An barefoot: "Can you tell me, where did the teacher go?" I just want to know where he is, and I won't pester him anymore. I know... She doesn't like me, she likes Sister Fang Wei. ”
What the?!
Zhou Qiguang likes Fang Wei?
Jiang Zhou was shocked.
No wonder.
Every year Fang Wei will come back, and every year the three of them will get together.
Zhou Qiguang likes Fang Wei, and Fang Wei likes Ji An.
It's a nerve-wracking triangle.
No, it's the four corners.
And this one is charming.
She fell in love with her tutor.
However, she didn't seem to know the news that Zhou Qiguang had already passed away.
"He ......" Jiang Zhou was silent, should he tell her the truth?
No, she's already sick, and she can't make it worse.
"Zhou Qiguang has been in the research institute. The work is special, and you should be able to understand it. Ji An said.
"I see," Rao Rao exhaled, as if she had relaxed a lot, "is he doing now?" He...... Are you married... Still is...... Already have kids? ”
"It's good, it's just that I've been single." Ji An replied.
"Single?!" When Rao Rao heard this, her eyes suddenly lit up.
Jiang Zhou had been carefully observing her, her pupils, movements, and she didn't react at all to her bare feet.
"She's probably not very conscious right now." Jiang Zhou stepped forward and lowered his voice to Ji An.
"Is this sister your girlfriend? It's beautiful. Rao Rao said with a smile.
Obviously laughing, there are still tears on his face.
Jiang Zhou suddenly felt that this girl looked a little familiar.
It seems to be like a certain person.
"It's a bit late. I have to go back, or my eldest brother will be in a hurry. With that, she trotted away.
White dress fluttering.
"Don't you think she looks a little familiar?" Jiang Zhou looked at his back.
"Yes." Ji An was thoughtful.
"She still looks pretty normal." Jiang Zhou said, "Does she really know about Zhou Qiguang? ”
"Perhaps." Ji An replied.
……
Night.
"I wonder if there will be any crying tonight?" Jiang Zhou looked at the book and asked.
The two of them deliberately didn't turn on the TV.
Pregnant.
Jiang Zhou pricked up his ears to listen, and there was another mournful cry.
After a while, it stopped.
Ji An's mobile phone rang suddenly.
When I picked it up, it was actually Duan Xiao.
"Duan Xiao?" Ji Kian answered the phone.
"Ji An, it's me. Ask Jiang Zhou if there is any bandage gauze there, I need it urgently. Duan Xiao's tone sounded very anxious.
Ji An turned his head to look at Jiang Zhou.
"Yes." Jiang Zhou nodded.
Put down the book, get up and go to your medical kit, and take out gauze and bandages.
"Yes." Ji An replied.
"Okay, I'll send someone to your inn to get it now. Thank you. "Hang up.
Ji An took his things downstairs, while Jiang Zhou stayed in the house.
Soon, Ji An came back after delivering things.
"Duan Xiao still follows us personally?" Jiang Zhou asked.
"Hmm." Ji An replied, but he always felt that it was not that simple.
"Suddenly I want bandages and gauze, someone must be injured and bleeding and need to be bandaged." Jiang Zhou thought, "It's good to come to me directly, and you don't need a doctor." ”
"Maybe you don't want me to see anyone." Ji An said.
Jiang Zhou's eyes narrowed, "What do you mean?" ”
"No, I'm just guessing." Ji An said.
"The crying is gone, go to sleep in peace." Ji An turned off the lights and lay down.
……
Before leaving, the two went to stock up on some snacks. Jiang Zhou was bored, she had to eat something, so she had to prepare.
Otherwise, she starts to get irritable and something is wrong.
And the demons sent the gods, and they went again to the brook.
A long-haired girl in a floral dress is putting her feet out of the water.
It's her again.
Ji An just wanted to walk towards her, but was pulled by Jiang Zhou.
"Look closely at her arms and forehead." Jiang Zhou whispered.
There is a bandage around his arm and a piece of gauze on his forehead.
"Rao." Jiang Zhou made his voice as soft as possible, "Your name is Rao Rao, right?" ”
She looked up and nodded confusedly.
"You're yesterday's sister."
"My sister is a doctor, can I help you see how the wound is good?" Jiang Zhou said patiently.
"Wounds? I'm not hurt. She replied.
"Then you have ...... on your arm"
Then she stretched out her arm to inspect it.
"I... I don't know why. It could be that she ran out again. Her expression became aggrieved.
She? Who is it?
Is that the one who always cries at night?
"Are you here for me?" She asked again.
"No, we just passed by. We'll be leaving Linxi in a moment. Ji An replied.
"In this way, you can stay for a few more days, and I can let my eldest brother treat you well." Rao Rao said.
"Your eldest brother, is it called Duan Xiao?" Ji An stared at her closely.
Jiang Zhou quickly turned his head to look at Ji An with a serious face.
"yes." Duan Rao replied.
Jiang Zhou thought that the bandage and gauze were just a coincidence.
She suddenly understood why she looked familiar.
Because, she looks like Duan Xiao.
Between the eyebrows, the two are the same.
It turned out that Ji An had already guessed.
"You know my big brother?" Duan Rao asked innocently.
"Well, I'm friends with him." Ji An said.
"My eldest brother is fine. Although he has been very busy, he loves me very much. I was sick and horrible, and he didn't give up on me. It's just ......" Duan Rao's voice became sad.
"Just what?" Ji An asked.
"It's just that he doesn't like Mr. Zhou. Because I like him a lot, my eldest brother has always hated him. Duan Rao whispered.
"He said I was too young, and the teacher... Square peg. Duan Rao said.
Duan Rao looks about the same as Yi Cang, and Zhou Qiguang is a few years older than Ji An.
The most important thing is that Zhou Qiguang likes Fang Wei.
Therefore, it is understandable that Duan Xiao disagrees.
"You said yesterday that the teacher went to work. He didn't marry and have children, so I still want to wait for him, I want to wait for him to come back. Duan Rao said firmly.
"He said I was beautiful in a dress, and I would always wear a dress and wait for him."
Jiang Zhou and Ji An, who listened to these words, were not a taste.
Especially the Kishi.
After saying goodbye to Duan Rao, he almost ran away.
He knew why Duan Rao had become like this.
The tragedy of that year was not acceptable to ordinary people.
What's more, it is Duan Rao, who loves Zhou Qiguang deeply.
That's why she's going crazy.
will cry in the middle of the night, missing the person she loves.
will be obsessed and unawake, waiting for him to come back.
……
Jiang Zhou sensed Ji An's abnormality.
He rarely had such a mood swing.
Now, with his back to her, his whole body trapped in light and shadow.
He remembered Zhou Qiguang.
He was sad.
In Jiang Zhou's impression, Zhou Qiguang only had that ambitious teenager.
She didn't know much about the rest.
However, he must be perfect to have such a big impact on Ji An.
Jiang Zhou looked at his back, like a lonely mountain.
Cold, lonely, standing there.
I couldn't help but step forward and hold him from behind.
The air seemed to be still, and he didn't make any movements, just let her hold it.
Jiang Zhou didn't say anything, some things can't be solved by someone else's words of comfort or two.
She knew that he had been hiding something.
He refused to tell her about the past.
In the past, Jiang Zhou cared a lot, but slowly, she didn't care.
Maybe it was that experience, it was too painful, and he didn't want to recall.
Because if you tell her, you will go through it again in your mind.
Jiang Zhou didn't want him to suffer again.
Two overlapping backs, two forbearant souls.
"When we are all weak, the important thing is that we cry," Saramago said. In many cases, crying is a way to be saved, and sometimes we have to die if we don't cry. ”
Such a season shore reminded Jiang Zhou of his former self.
At her mother's funeral, she knelt in front of the coffin without shedding a single tear.