Chapter 46: A New Life
Lu Chengqing watched Fan Wei leave, clenched his fists, daughter, where are you? Where the hell are you? Why did you leave me like this? Didn't you say you loved me? Didn't you say you wanted to be with me? Why is this so? We've been together for five years, can you bear it that much? Did you leave me completely?
Lu Chengqing doesn't know what love is? But after meeting the daughter, he knew, it was a feeling, it was a belief, it was a feeling that couldn't stop, the daughter, you left, I was uncomfortable, I was reluctant, all the previous self-esteem was abandoned, I don't want those faces, I don't care about everything else, I only want you, I really only want you, daughter, I only want you.
It's another night without a daughter, Lu Chengqing is lying on the bed without a daughter, with his eyes closed, just like that, he feels the residual heat of his daughter, but after so many years, such a taste has disappeared, but the taste of a daughter will never be forgotten, Lu Chengqing closed his eyes, touched his chest, and said in a low voice: "Daughter, come back, as long as you come back, you want to get married, I can do it at any time, I don't want to lose you, five years, without you by my side, I really don't have any fun, I really feel very uncomfortable." , please don't be cruel to me like this, I'm really sad, daughter, come back, please come back, I miss you, I really miss you. ”
Lu Chengqing looked at the empty room, and suddenly remembered that when his daughter was cooking, he would often smile and say: "Lu Chengqing, you bully me like this, hmph, see if you can find it in the future, the girl who loves you more than me, you have to remember for me, I am the person who loves you the most in this world, and I love you the most in this world." ”
Yes, in this world, you love me the most, but why have you left me now? I thought you'd love me the most? But in the end, there was nothing? Daughter, you are crueler than me, when I face my heart, I think it is impossible to live without you, but you are better than me, you have been away for so long, you have not me, you are still living a good life, you may be very happy now, maybe you are married, no, don't, no, I can't let you be with other men, I want to find you, I must find you.
"Daughter, I haven't seen you for a long time, you're really getting better." Tao Xin said with a smile.
"Hehe, haven't been very tired from work lately, and haven't had anything to worry about? So I'm very happy, Tao Xin, I didn't expect that you would get along with Fan Wei, life is really fateful, seeing you so happy now, I am really happy for you. Qianjin looked at Fan Wei and Tao Xin's happy appearance, and said with a smile.
"Yes, if it wasn't for you at the time, we wouldn't know each other, and then we wouldn't fall in love, walked in such a big circle, only Fan Wei is the man I want, daughter, in fact, we can be together, it's all because of you, we can be together, daughter, Lu Chengqing has been looking for you, we have met a few times, every time I mention you, he is very uncomfortable, five years, it's really enough, daughter, in fact, Lu Chengqing really loves you, you don't need to be like this, in fact, you know, as long as you go back, Lu Chengqing will definitely be with you. Tao Xin said.
Qianjin was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "When I needed him the most, he didn't show up by my side, so I didn't have anything to hope for, you know?" When I came here, I was sick, I had a fever, there was no one around me, when I was stupid and burned badly, I whispered, as long as Lu Chengqing was fine, he was my medicine, I took out my mobile phone, I wanted to call him, but I hesitated, I knew that he wouldn't pay attention to me, because the fever was too serious, and the child couldn't be saved, when I took the child, I was in extreme pain, there was no one around me, and when the pain was weak, I almost tore the sheets, but he didn't show up, and it couldn't have happened, Because he wanted the child to be taken away from the beginning, I still said that he was not by my side when I was most uncomfortable, and now that I am alone, there is no need for him to be by my side. ”
"You know, if you let him appear at that time, he will still appear, it is you who have broken all hope, and you are cruel to Lu Chengqing." Tao Xin said in a low voice.
"It's not that I didn't give him a chance, he didn't pay attention to me, I gave him a chance, we've been together for five years, I've been giving him a chance all the time, in the end, I said, I really love him, but he didn't answer me, I'm a woman, I need to be a person who loves me, not someone who keeps me chasing love, in fact, now I also have a Xu Chao by my side, it's also good, we will definitely get married in the future, in fact, when I reach this age, I no longer pursue those feelings and love, Who can give me the happiness I want for a lifetime, Tao Xin, okay, let's not talk about my business, what about you and Fan Wei? When are you going to get married? Qianjin said with a smile.
It's past the age of dreaming, and many times, I really don't want to be so luxurious in love, as long as I can hold on to it to the end, love fades, after all, it's better to be more practical.
"We, hehe, everything is ready, as long as my beloved woman nods." Fan Wei took Tao Xin's hand and said with a smile.
"Hehe, I'm almost ready, but give me a little more time." Tao Xin said with a smile.
"Seeing you so happy, I'm happy too." Qianjin said with a smile.
"Mom, mom, I'm hungry, I want to eat, godfather, godmother, you're here, why don't you call me?" Tao Tao rubbed his eyes and said.
"Woke up? Is it because we are talking too loudly? Affected by the talk? Tao Xin hugged and said.
"No, I was hungry, so I woke up, Mom, I want to eat eggs." Tao Tao looked at his daughter and said.
"It's ready for you in the morning, and you can eat it after you wash your face and brush your teeth." Qianjin said with a smile.
Tao Tao nodded, and quickly went to take care of himself.
"Although Tao Tao is only five years old, he is really sensible, Xu Chao has this child, it's really good, daughter, after you are with Xu Chao in the future, will you have another child? After all, this is not your own? Tao Xin asked.
The daughter was stunned for a moment and then said: "Actually, I have also thought about this question, but my final answer is that I guess I will not give birth in the future, I love Tao so much, after I met Xu Chao, I took him with me, he is the same as my baby, for me, there is no difference, when I am most uncomfortable, he is with me, it's good, okay, have breakfast." ”