Chapter 454: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 32: Truth or Truth, Passion or Confusion

Long Ziqi's heart tightened inexplicably, his eyelashes, which were as thin as cicada wings, trembled slightly, he was silent for a while, and said in a cold voice: "I don't have anything to ask." ”

"Really?" Jin Cunxu's face had sunk.

"Honestly."

"Long Ziqi, as the saying goes, a drop of water wears a stone, do you think my drop of water can drip through your stubborn stone?" Her indifferent attitude made him laugh instead of being angry, but laughing was more creepy than angry.

Long Ziqi's face was stunned, Zhilu said that he was angry, Zhilu Dao should not continue the conversation at this moment, but-

"The nature of a man lies in conquest, fame and fortune, affection, but it is just a momentary passion and confusion, there is no difference between wearing it and not wearing it."

"A moment of passion and confusion?" Jin Cunxu grabbed her wrist and couldn't help sneering, "You think so?" ”

The fingertips were very strong, and she almost wanted to pinch off her wrist, even if the corners of his lips were still curvature at this moment, she knew that he was angry to the extreme, his thin lips pursed, and he was speechless.

Isn't it?

At the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, they met, he called her Qiqi so abruptly, and inexplicably broke into her world again and again, imposing his feelings on her! She couldn't figure out what was there about her that he liked.

Is it beautiful?

There are so many beautiful women in this world, she is not the only one, although she is crowned with the title of the daughter of Gu Mingxi, the first beauty of country C, but compared to the entire world, what is it!

Identity?

She is the princess of country C, but how can he not be the crown prince of country A, the future president, in terms of prominent and noble status, she is far inferior to him!

What's more, he still ......

Her silence made Jin Cunxu's chest collide with the nameless fire, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth disappeared, holding her hand, her strength gradually withdrawing.

After a long time, his thin lips were lightly hooked, the arc of unknown meaning was revealed, and his voice was soft, with sourness and helplessness, as if he was asking her, and as if he was asking himself.

"Seven years, two thousand five hundred and fifty-five days, sixty-one three hundred and twenty hours, three million six hundred and seventy-nine thousand two hundred minutes, two hundred and twenty million seven hundred and seventy thousand seconds, you say that this is a moment of passion and confusion, then tell me, how long will it be before it is not a momentary passion and confusion?"

Long Ziqi's eyes were stunned, and his clear eyes were full of incomprehension and doubt. They met for the first time when she was eighteen, and she is twenty-four years old this year, according to time, they have only known each other for six years, how can it be seven years?

Where did that vanishing year come from? What's going on?

She wanted to ask him if he was mistaken, they had known each other for six years, not seven. As soon as his thin lips pursed, before the voice could reach his throat, he got up and hurried out of the room.

Long Ziqi got up, his eyes moved with his depressed back, and he wanted to catch up and ask him what he was talking about, but after hesitating for a few seconds, he didn't chase after him, and watched his back disappear into the moonlight.

Her mind was in a mess, she was sure that she had no amnesia, she remembered everything she had done since she was a child, and there was no person named "Jin Cunxu" in her memory before she was eighteen years old!

Or did he already know himself?

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket**********************

Jin Cunxu* has not returned, Long Ziqi* has not slept, although the geographical location here is remote, but there is no danger, his safety is not very worrying to her, but he has not returned, it seems that he is not angry with himself.

The sun had not yet come out, the dew on the green leaves was crystal clear, and it had not yet evaporated, Long Ziqi went to pick a bunch of small wild chrysanthemums as usual and came back to replace the withered wild chrysanthemums.

Luka knocked on the door and said that Mr. Jin had not come to accompany them to the morning study.

Long Ziqi was stunned, she thought he was just angry, but she didn't expect him to be so angry that he didn't care about the children's early reading, put aside the matter at hand, took Luka's hand and walked to the classroom, and accompanied the children to read early instead of Jin Cunxu.

All morning, I was restless, worried about whether something had happened to him.

But for a whole day, he never showed up.

Long Ziqi barely ate anything, and he frequently wandered during class, so he asked the children to leave class early in the afternoon, packed up their things, and left the classroom, and did not go back, but walked to the village chief's house.

The village chief was not at home, the village chief's wife saw her and warmly took her hand to chat, Long Ziqi hesitated for a long time, and finally mentioned the word "Jin Cunxu".

The village chief's wife looked surprised, "Mr. Jin heard that he went back to country A, didn't he tell you?" ”

My heart tightened, it turned out that he was gone.

Seeing that she was absent-minded, the village chief's wife thought that it was a couple arguing, and comforted her kindly: "It seems that I left in the middle of the night last night, and I was in a hurry, probably because there was something going on at home!" Dawn sent someone to say goodbye to us! Don't worry too much, he'll be back when he's done. ”

Long Ziqi pursed his lips and showed a shallow smile, which was not as good as the bottom of his eyes. In his heart, he knows that he will not come back!

If he would come back, he wouldn't say goodbye like this.

She didn't hear clearly what the village chief's wife said, so she found a reason to say goodbye and go back to school.

sent people to say goodbye to the village chief, but they didn't even want to say a word to the ward, did they not want to see her again?

There are so many things that she can't guess his thoughts, she has a lot of troubles, and if she thinks too much, she will only ask for troubles, but in fact, it's okay to go back to their original life tracks, not to be shocked or disturbed, and to forget the world!

When I got home, I looked at his things, and I didn't take them with me, they weren't valuable, so it didn't matter if he took them with him or not.

Long Ziqi made dinner as usual, and after eating dinner, she found that she unconsciously made one more person's portion, sat at the table, lowered her head and smiled gloomily, habit is really a terrible thing.

Before going to bed, unconsciously reach for the cup, * the head is empty, where will there be warm milk!

Lying on the *, she didn't turn off the lights, looked at the spacious floor in a daze, and for a long time, she whispered "good night" and fell asleep with her eyes closed.

Lights, * not extinguished.

……

It has been more than half a month since Jin Cunxu left, and Long Ziqi's life is still uneventful, dancing with the children all day long, occasionally going shopping, and still picking small wild chrysanthemums that are in full bloom and putting them at home.

She didn't touch his things, as if he hadn't left, but just went on a long trip to run errands, and when things were done, he would still come back.

Things can be, people can be not, but those memories that are far and near must be warm and warm, sour and astringent.

Since he left, Long Ziqi didn't know what Lu Dao would develop a habit of, every night when he fell asleep, there must be a light, otherwise he would definitely lose sleep all night.

On weekends, when the children were on vacation, she rarely had free time, so she tidied up the house, folded his clean clothes neatly and put them away so as not to fall into the dust, and when she saw that it was still early, she went to buy some things and came back.

When she came back, she saw a tall and appreciative back from a distance, and her steps couldn't help but be brisk, and when she approached, she was stunned.

The people in the room just came out and smiled when they saw her: "Your expression will make me mistakenly think that you don't want to see me." ”

Long Ziqi handed the things to Jiang Chongjian, who came out of the house with him, and stepped forward to hug Long Lifei, "...... Ah Li! ”

Long Lifei hugged her with a smile, looked down at her carefully, and said in a distressed tone: "Thin!" ”

When they meet again, there is no previous depression, let alone heartache, everything has disappeared, and at this moment in her heart, he is really just a brother.

"Why didn't you notify me in advance?" Knowing that Lu Daoa was leaving, she wouldn't go out.

Long Lifei's slightly cool palm landed on her head, "I want to surprise you." ”

Long Ziqi took him by the hand and walked into the room and asked him to sit down, Chongjian had already put his things in the house, but he didn't stay in the house, but left a space for the two brothers and sisters to talk alone.

Before she returned, Long Lifei had already "visited" the house, as Chongjian described, old and shabby, and he felt distressed at the thought of the little princess they kept in the palm of their hand living in such a place.

"I came here this time to take you back to China." Long Li got straight to the point and didn't ask about Jin Cunxu, because he knew that he had already returned to country A.

Long Ziqi's hand in pouring water stiffened for a second, put down the kettle, turned around and handed him the water cup, and sat on the *, "I don't plan to go back yet." ”

Long Lifei's thick eyebrows frowned slightly: "You plan to never go home?" ”

"How so!" A shallow smile appeared on his delicate face, looked at him and said, "Originally, I planned to wait for Christmas to go back." ”

Christmas is still a few months away.

Long Lifei took a sip of boiled water, was silent for a long time, looked at her with sweeping eyes, and belatedly said, "Are you okay?" ”

Long Ziqi smiled lightly and nodded: "I'm fine." Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he added two more words: "Always." ”

Seeing that her eyebrows were bright, dyed with ease and ease, I believed that what she said was all the truth. Seeing her doing well with her own eyes, Long Lifei was truly relieved, "Before Christmas, I'll let Chongjian pick you up." ”

Now she doesn't want to go, and he doesn't want to force her.

"Don't let Chongjian run around, are you afraid that I won't remember the way home?" declined his kindness, and he was no longer the Long Ziqi who relied on him for everything and listened to his arrangement.

"I'm a little scared!" Long Ziqi's face was calm, not like a joking joke.

Long Ziqi got up and walked in front of him, squatted down, and put his hand on his knee, "Brother, I love you, and I love my mother and father!" ”

They are the three most important people in her life, and she will never forget her way home if she forgets anything!

"We love you too!" Although Long Pei didn't come, before he came, Long Pei revealed everywhere that he hoped he could bring Yan'er back. Not to mention Mingxi, such a person who has experienced great joy and sorrow, and is cold and quiet, now has to think about smoke from time to time.

The warmth of her heart, because of them, made her think that it is better to be alive than to die, because there is a chance. Dead, it's really silent.

"Is she okay?" After all this time, that person has always been a thorn in her heart.

If it's good, you can comfort yourself and forgive yourself, but if it's not good, the guilt will not be eliminated.

Long Lifei's face stiffened, and the fingers holding the water cup couldn't help but tighten, and the joints of his bones were obviously pale. Long Ziqi understood something from his expression, and guilt crossed his eyes.

"In the third month of your departure, news came from there that she had a miscarriage" The cold voice couldn't hear any emotion, because the heartache had been so long that it was almost numb.

Long Ziqi's eyes were stunned, and he looked up at him in astonishment: "How can this be?" ”

"I don't know what to do." Long Lifei replied, not to lie to her, but really didn't know the way.

After Lan Mufei left with Louis Yingji, he has been sending people to monitor Louis Yingji's every move, and even gave him a big lesson. Louis Ying is not a good stubble, Long Lifei can send people to monitor him, he can naturally find out those people and cut off all of Long Lifei's actions.

After all, France is his world!

"You didn't bring her back?" Long Ziqi asked suspiciously, if Lan Mufei was picked up, even if Long Lifei didn't tell her, Long Pei would find a way to tell her.

Long Lifei looked at her, was silent for a while, and squeezed out four words from between his teeth: "She's missing." ”

After learning about Lan Mufei's miscarriage, he immediately sent someone to France to look for her, but when he went, she was already missing.

The miscarriage was hidden by the Louis family, and it was impossible to find out what exactly happened, and her whereabouts became a mystery, as if someone had deliberately hidden her whereabouts to prevent him from finding her.

In the past few months, he has sent many people to France to look for her whereabouts, but until now there is no news, and a good person seems to have evaporated from the world for no reason.

Long Ziqi was stunned and blurted out three words: "-I'm sorry!" ”

If it weren't for her original thought, Lan Mufei would not have had that * thing, she would not have become pregnant, and she would not have been forced to return to France with Louis Ying's widow, and she would not have had a miscarriage in the end, and ended up in a situation where her whereabouts are unknown.

Seventeen years old, Lan Mufei is only seventeen years old, and she has experienced so many heavy blows and setbacks.

Long Lifei's big palm landed on her forehead, as if God forgave the sins of believers, and her voice was very calm: "I told you this not to make you blame yourself. We are a family, there are some things, I don't want to lie to you, things have happened, there is no point in pursuing right and wrong. ”

Long Ziqi held his hand and looked serious, "Scarlet is a very kind girl, I believe that fate will not treat her lightly, she will definitely be fine." ”

Long Lifei's thin lips pursed the arc of emotionlessness, and held her hand instead, so he also comforted himself in his heart thousands of times, I hope everything is like this.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket**********************

Long Lifei did not force her to return to Country C with him, nor did he stay for a long time, and left with Chongjian after dinner with her that night.

There are so many things going on in the presidential palace, and it is not easy for him to spare this time.

Because the car couldn't drive in, it would take about half an hour to walk over, and it was too dark, Long Lifei was worried that it would not be safe for her to walk back alone at night, and he didn't want her to send herself.

Saying goodbye at the door, he couldn't help but hug the thin her, and whispered: "Yan'er, go home early." ”

Long Ziqi hugged his waist with both hands, buried his head in his chest, and sighed.

Long Lifei's lowered voice was only audible to two people, "Last time I asked Chongjian to relay what I told you, do you remember?" ”

She froze, looked up at him, and nodded.

"If you really like it, don't have too many scruples, no matter what happens, your brother will support you."

Long Lifei looked down at her, his eyes shining with compassion.

Long Ziqi's heart warmed, and the tip of his nose was slightly sour, "I know the way." ”

"Take care of yourself, we're leaving." Long Lifei let go of her, didn't say anything more, turned around with a dashing back, and took the lead in leaving.

Chongjian said goodbye to her and followed behind Long Lifei.

The last time Jiang Chongjian came here to see her, in addition to saying something about Jin Cunxu, he conveyed a word for Long Lifei when he left.

The original words are: As long as you like it, no one can compete with you for the position of the first lady of country A.

Long Pei and Long Li are not the father and son, they look indifferent to each other on weekdays, but their attitude towards Yan'er is the same - * indulgence.

According to the meaning of Long Pei's original words, it is almost the same: My Long Pei's daughter should be loved and loved when she was born, she should be *, she will definitely have what she wants, who does she want to marry, who dares not to marry?!

Long Lifei didn't mention the three words Jin Cunxu all night, and mentioned it euphemistically before parting, as smart as him, how could he not see Yan'er's feelings for Jin Cunxu, even if she was extremely calm and depressed, but when did she get along like this with a man other than herself?

They are twins, and they will be more or less a little smart, she deceived Chongjian, but she couldn't fool him as a brother!

Long Ziqi sat alone on the table, looking at the blooming wild chrysanthemum, the faint fragrance of flowers lingering on the tip of his nose, thinking of Lan Mufei, his heart was depressed and uncomfortable, and sighed.

Thinking of Jin Cunxu, the unspeakable loss, I couldn't help but sigh again!

Everything is like an old tree root that is wrongly connected, and there is no room for turnback.

……

Jiang Chongjian walked forward in the dark with a flashlight and Long Lifei, endured it for a long time, but still didn't hold back, and asked, "Why don't you tell her about Jin Cunxu's imminent succession?" ”

"And then ......"

Jiang Chongjian was stunned, and heard his deep voice coming slowly in the dark: "Jin Cunxu looks gentle and harmless on the surface, but he is actually cunning and deceitful, it's good that Yan'er doesn't like him, if he likes it, he must not like it deeper than him, otherwise it's Yan'er!" ”

But at present, it seems that Jin Cunxu obviously likes more than Yan'er, so it is he who suffers, not Yan'er!

As a man, he admires Jin Cunxu very much, but as Yan'er's brother, he still hopes that it is not his sister who suffers! In the eyes of the outside world, Jin Cunxu is a quasi-president and a noble person, in his eyes, Jin Cunxu may not be worthy of smoke!

Jiang Chongjian was silent and did not speak for a long time.

Long Lifei stopped suddenly, patted him on the shoulder, and said as if comfortingly: "Everything is still unknown now. ”

It means that Chongjian may still have a chance, at least Long Pei and Gu Mingxi like Chongjian!

Jiang Chongjian hooked his lips and smiled bitterly: "I have already seen it, as long as she is happy, what does it matter who she is with!" ”

Sometimes, Long Lifei admires Jiang Chongjian's dedication and freedom in his feelings, Yan'er doesn't like him, so he guards him as an elder brother, and does not force or give up!

If he could have this freedom, perhaps, Scarlet would not have been missing.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*********************

On the third day after Long Lifei and Jiang Chongjian left, Long Ziqi suddenly received a call from He Zui and invited her to go to country A.

The reason, He Zui is getting married.

When answering the phone, the children were studying on their own, Long Ziqi stood at the door of the classroom, the wind in front of him had a heat wave, and the wedding date of He Drunk was heard in his ears, but his heart was immersed in the bottom of the lake.

She thought of Song Jing and the years in the United States, especially the person He Zui was going to marry, not her boyfriend in the United States, the man who made He Zui love deeply and have no regrets!

He Zui's voice on the phone was calm, and she didn't have the joy of being a bride at all, she just wanted to see an old friend.

Since graduation, she has not met Long Ziqi, Song Jing, and Su! The occasional phone call is not like the greetings of ordinary friends, but it is also rarely confided.

Everyone has their own circle of life and their own troubles, and complaining is useless, but will only increase the troubles of friends, so why bother!

He Zui asked Long Ziqi and Su to be their bridesmaids, so they had to go over in advance, try on the bridesmaid dresses, and confirm the wedding process.

Long Ziqi has no reason to refuse to participate in He Zui's wedding, even if this wedding does not bring He Zui the greatest happiness, she should witness the most important moment of her life by He Zui's side.

It took two days to pack up and then say goodbye to the village chief and then to the children.

The children knew that she was leaving, and at the last class in the afternoon, they all stood up, Luca took the lead in singing, and a song was given to her.

It's a song she heard on the Internet before, the melody is very good, and it's easy to learn, because she has a good memory, and she memorizes the lyrics after reading them once, and she teaches them to the children when she comes here.

That day, the sunset hung on the mountain, the orange-red light stained the surrounding white clouds, and the clear and pure singing of the children floated far, far away.

After the children finished singing, they bowed to her collectively, said goodbye, and left the classroom one by one, until the figure of Luka, who left the last to leave, disappeared at the door, already full of tears in his eyes, rushing down, thin lips lightly hooked, with reluctance and pride......

For the first time, I feel that being a teacher is more rewarding and proud than being a vice president that everyone fears!

The last night she stayed here, she didn't rest, sat at the door and looked at the starry sky, and took two photos with her mobile phone as a souvenir. Every day of my life here is very relaxing.

There is no calculation, no pressure, and no past, just a simple teacher Su Yan!

When she left the next day, the whole village said goodbye to her, along with the children.

The car started and drove farther and farther, but she kept looking back at the place where she had lived for most of the year, and her eyes flashed with reluctance......

Because she knew that this place was impossible to come back to in this life.

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Young Master: I really want a brother like Ah Li, ahhhh