Chapter 643: "The Boy in the Wind" and "The Year in a Hurry"
In the ward, Du Xinghe was hurrying up to copy the song score.
After Lin Jianguo left, Du Xinghe was not idle, he didn't know what kind of friend Lin Jianguo was looking for, and he didn't have time to think about it, because it was useless for him to think too much, even if he felt that Lin Jianguo's friend sounded a little familiar. I'll see it later, and I'll be able to solve it all in one go.
So taking advantage of this opportunity, he first called Duan Xiaoxuan and Jin Mengyi and asked the two of them not to get involved in Jiang Youli's matter anymore. After giving the instructions, he began to copy a few relatively new songs from his memory bank.
Originally, after appreciating the singer's "Love for the Rest of My Life" at noon, he wanted to appreciate the new movie theme song "The Year in a Hurry" launched by the singer Wong Faye in the afternoon.
"The Year in a Hurry" is a movie adapted from a book, and Du Xinghe read this book a few years after the last one's lowest face, and was quite touched.
He knew that this was a sad story about youth, and when he listened to "The Year in a Hurry" in the body of the wolf of Huaguang before, he found that this song was very nostalgic and reminded him of a lot of old memories. So I didn't dare to listen to it more.
Now that he has just experienced Jiang Youli's distressing thing, he doesn't have much desire to listen to this sad song "The Year in a Hurry", so as not to become softer and more depressed.
So he first copied a very sunny and upbeat song from the new song, which made him feel happy when he heard it for the first time - "The Young Man in the Wind"!
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Innocent child~
That summer, they went their separate ways~
Those naughty looks in the photo~
Is it still the same until now~
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Fluttering, fluttering, phoenix~
Fall in the beautiful playground of the dream again~
I threw hard into the blue sky~
Many stories are flying~
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The boy in the wind ~bravely move forward~
Soft spring breeze ~ warm heart field ~
A boy in the wind ~ dazzling youth ~
Chasing dreams ~ competing with the sun ~
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The singer of this song is Li Qi, a sunny boy who grew up in a small city. A bicycle boy with a guitar on his back, the overall champion of the second season of "The Voice of China" in 2013.
This "Boy in the Wind" is his first solo album warm-up theme after joining XX Entertainment, the song is composed by Xiu-Tianxia, Huang-Zhongyuan, Wen-Yingqiu, and the famous producer of Taiwan = Bay Chen-Xiunan serves as the producer. The rhythm of the music is distinct, the melody is smooth, the arrangement is excellent, and the texture is very high, which vividly interprets Li Qi's sunny attitude on the road of chasing his music dream, as well as Li Qi's original positive and positive character.
Li Qi's singing voice has a natural and sunny appeal. This is especially evident in this song.
Although it is not as loving as listening to the god of songs' "Love for the rest of your life". Willing to keep the cycle going. When listening to this song "The Boy in the Wind", Du Xinghe also listened to it several times, and every time he listened to it, he was appreciating and digging out the details of the song at the same time. The mood will become happier.
"The boy in the wind ~ bravely move forward ~ the soft spring breeze ~ warm heart field ~ ......" lyrics for Du Xinghe sang completely out of reality. Forgot about Jiang Youli. And re-enter a state of enjoying music and enjoying memories.
Carried by Li = Qi's singing, Du Xinghe's heart became warm. At this time, he was in the mood to enjoy the new movie theme song "The Year in a Hurry" launched by the queen.
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In a hurry, we ~ how many times did we say ~ goodbye and then procrastinate ~
It's a pity that who hasn't ~ loved not a ~ eloquence on the seven emotions ~
In a hurry, we ~ hurriedly left ~ unbearable promises~
Only wait for others to cash out~
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No wonder the kiss marks haven't accumulated into a cocoon~
hugged hibernation and failed to become an immortal again~
It's no wonder that this relationship doesn't have time to rehearse repeatedly~
It is the gift of years of forgiveness ~ the time of repentance ~
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If you can't blush your eyes if you say goodbye~Can you still blush~
It's like that year in a hurry ~ carved a beautiful rumor that will always be together ~
If the past is still worth nostalgic for~ Don't be too quick to release the past suspicions~
Who is willing to be like this~ has nothing to do with each other and has nothing to do with each other~
We owe each other~
Otherwise, how can I remember~
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In a hurry, we ~ saw too little of the world ~ only loved to see the same face ~
So inexplicable~ so pleasing ~ It's too annoying to make trouble~
We deserved to fall in love that year~hurriedly, because we ~ didn't understand stubborn promises~
It's just a preface to a breakup~
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No wonder it was too cold that day, and tears turned into ice~
The spring breeze also didn't blow into the solidified photos~
It's no wonder that everyone can't love it completely~
It is the goodwill of the years that fall ~ the suspense of the mutilation ~
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If you can't blush your eyes if you say goodbye~Can you still blush~
It's like that year in a hurry~carved forever together~such a beautiful rumor~
If the past is still worth nostalgic for~ Don't be too quick to release the past suspicions~
Who is willing to be like this~ has nothing to do with each other and has nothing to do with each other~
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If you can't blush your eyes if you say goodbye~Can you still blush~
It's like that year in a hurry~carved forever together~such a beautiful rumor~
If the past is still worth nostalgic for~ Don't be too quick to release the past suspicions~
Who is willing to be like this~ has nothing to do with each other and has nothing to do with each other~
We owe each other~
We want to break the thread~
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Blending into the natural voice of the queen of heaven, Du Xinghe naturally thought of the book "The Year in a Hurry" that had touched him slightly, and also remembered his youth.
Who and whose year, not in a hurry? It's not that we're going too slow, it's that time is going too fast.
Everyone has youth, every youth has a story, every story has regrets, and every regret has an endless aftertaste. No one is exempt.
I sigh about the ending of the protagonists in that book, but perhaps the best thing for them is to see each other and miss it. Probably because Fang Wei and Chen Xun met too early, they were young and frivolous and didn't know how to love. It's probably Fang Wei's cold personality, but she has deep feelings. loves too hard, but Chen Xun is going farther and farther. The sentence "It's okay if you're wrong, it's really okay" is beautiful but cruel, but it just confirms their feelings.
When reading that novel, many people must have hoped that Shen Xiaotang was just a ray of sunshine in Chen Xun's heart, and hoped that Fang Wei did not hesitate to give Qiao Ran a hug the night before parting, and hoped that Chen Xun could find Fang Wei in a thousand turns, and even hoped that Fang Wei fell in love with Qiao Ran. But those times can never be returned. It's a pity that they don't have a lifetime anymore.
The five of them were never separated that year, and a faint liking that year could fill the whole world. The promise that year the clasped hands made to each other. The lilac-like girl of that year.
The oath of that year changed, the old friends of that year were scattered, the love of that year was gone, and the plaster of that year was like Zhao Ye's plaster.
None of us can go back to the way things were. After leaving each other, we will all go on with our lives. And in it, probably, no one will appear again. But that doesn't mean forgetting. I think we'll all keep each other in our hearts, because that's the mark of our youth, the best thing in our lives. Chen Xun is like this. The same is true for Fang Wei.
Du Xinghe doesn't hate the heroine like Lin Daiyu when he reads novels. The girl with the fragrance in the name of Fang Fen in "The Year of Hurry", this girl who is as quiet and beautiful as a lilac. However, she treats her feelings piously and even minds giving Qiao Ran a hug. It's like a poor squirrel guarding the last acorn in winter. Her world is too small, and all it is filled with is Chen Xun. And she's just a part of his world. The ending of separation may have been predestined for a long time, it doesn't matter if it's wrong, it really doesn't matter, when Chen Xun no longer uses his eyes to pursue Fang Wei, and Fang Wei can no longer catch up with his footsteps, they can only drift away. In one of the scenes, Chen Xun hugged Fang Wei and cried, Chen Xun said, "I promised you that I would not tell you sorry in this life...... But we don't have a lifetime anymore, I'm sorry" Seeing this paragraph, I believe many people will cry like rain. That year he broke his promise, and that year's promise was gone. I wish I could go back in time and not let this poor girl suffer so much. Fortunately, Fang Wei also had happiness, Fang Wei did not regret meeting him in her youth and falling in love with him, what a strong and stubborn girl she was.
Probably only a boy like Qiao Ran can match Shang Wei, he is different from the radiant Chen Xun, he and Fang Wei are the same kind of people in a sense, they both hide their careful thoughts in hidden corners, they are sensitive and delicate, and Qiao Ran is the same as Fang Wei fleeing Australia when he goes abroad to the UK. But people who look like each other don't necessarily love each other. But maybe Qiao Ran will know how to cherish Fang Wei more than Chen Xun. If Qiao Ran's name was written on the blackboard at that time. So would the ending be different?
Fang Wei must not regret it, so why set the ifs for her to fall in love with Qiao Ran at first sight. "A Lilac Flower" supported Qiao Ran's budding crush in his heart, it should just be used to describe the relationship between them, after all, the word love is too heavy and hot, and it contains too many vicissitudes of life.
Qiao Ran's feelings for Fang Wei are deep, maybe he understands Fang Wei's sentence "Be a good friend, you can advance and retreat freely", so he was willing to retreat to the position of a good friend to protect the girl in his heart, he did everything possible to finally find Fang Wei, but he never had the courage to step forward and say a word to her. He understands that Fang Wei will not accept him, because he can't go back that year. Every time he sent Fang Wei an email, there was the sentence "How are you?" I wish you a good hope to revert to "plain but warm." Presumably, what comes to mind in many people's minds will be Fang Wei hugging herself with open hands, Fang Wei has typed good words many times, in fact, she wants to give Qiao Ran a hug, in fact, she is not doing well, not at all.
Most people shouldn't hate Chen Xun, even if he gave up the eternity of that year and the girl who accompanied him that year. Chen Xun is too good, and he is too bright, and in his youth, he also lost himself. At the same time, he also missed the good girl who grew up with him, Fang Wei.
Chen Xun said that he didn't know why, he always felt that his blessing to Fang Wei was far less sincere than that of Shen Xiaotang, presumably because he always regretted that he was not the one who could give Fang Wei happiness.
Chen Xun's side story wrote that one morning when he woke up, he was surprised and even burst into tears because he felt sorry for being loyal to his true feelings, presumably he regretted it, regretted missing the beautiful girl like a lilac, but unfortunately he couldn't go back that year. Just because he thinks regret is the most useless emotion in the world, because it doesn't change anything.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other. Maybe Fang Wei wanted to leave a reverie that year, maybe Fang Wei didn't think about the opening sentence of the greeting from beginning to end, or maybe Fang Wei always chose to escape. The boy she loved has long since disappeared into the torrent of time.
Presumably, the most popular should be Zhao Ye, a boy with big nerves. He fell in love with Lin Jiamo at first sight, but Jiamo loved Su Kai and Chen Xun, but she never fell in love with him. He worked hard to play basketball and fight for the Nike Cup, he would always guard Jia Mo's side, and he held Jia Mo's hand in Qinglong Gorge contentedly, that stupid boy. But I never expected her. His frequent emails after he went to college. His crappy balloons and 49 blue enchantresses, he liked Jia Mo in his own way, just hoping that she would look back at him. His very Qiao Ran's sentence "once the sea was difficult to turn into water" made people's hearts throb and ache inexplicably. Because I'm used to seeing those separations in my youth. He knows how to cherish more. So he took his daughter-in-law's hand all the way to today. He gave Chen Xun the plaster with the word "fennel" written on it. He hoped that they could all be happy, and he hoped that Chen Xun could find Fang Wei. Zhao Ye seems to have grown and matured overnight, and he loves what he knows how to love. Forget what you forget. That year is over after all, and the torrent of time will push us forward. This boy with big nerves contains the wisdom of a big man.
I don't regret my dreams, I just hate being too hurried.
In their youth, many people have had Fang Wei, Chen Xun, Qiao Ran, Zhao Ye, and Jia Mo. At that time, we thought that liking was forever, but we only had the past, not forever.
Those who have read the novel must be that many people are also struggling with whether Chen Xun has loved Shen Xiaotang, and the answer should be yes.
In the three years of high school, Chen Xun loved Fang Wei, and in more than a year in college, he loved Shen Xiaotang as a boy with Chen Xun's character, or most men were destined to be.
In the quiet and depressed middle school days, a shallow and indifferent girl like Fang Wei was very popular, Li He and Qiao Ran, who once loved Fang Wei deeply, and Zhao Ye, who once deliberately looked at Fang Wei, proved this.
However, stepping into the casual and impetuous university campus, no one is willing to spend time and energy to understand Fang Wei's quiet beauty, only those external dazzling beauty such as Shen Xiaotang are more concerned.
So in an instant, Fang Wei became an ugly duckling, and the swan was naturally Shen Xiaotang, and there was naturally no one around the ugly duckling to arouse Chen Xun's possessiveness, and the swan naturally finally made Chen Xun lose his original truest emotion.
Therefore, in college, it is really destined for the excellent Chen Xun to fall in love with the equally excellent Shen Xiaotang, which may be the commonality of young people in this era.
Chen Xun's empathy and love had already begun to take shape when he regretted doing less of the physics problem, for this man, it was too easy to pay, and it was too easy to regret.
Because of his youth, it's hard for him to really think seriously about the consequences before deciding what to do, and because he's so spontaneous, he thinks he's capable of accepting any outcome. Since it is empathy, it is quite nonsense to say that Chen Xun's true love is Fang Wei, and he just likes Shen Xiaotang. If it wasn't love, what kind of liking could make Chen Xun kiss Shen Xiaotang deeply when he hadn't forgotten Fang Wei, and what kind of liking could make Chen Xun make the decision to abandon his three-year relationship in a few glances. This Shen Xiaotang, who can make Fang Wei feel deeply inferior, is undoubtedly too attractive, and she hurriedly came to her arms with a deep love for Chen Xun, and the man who can resist is probably Qiao Ran will not be Chen Xun.
Chen Xun and Fang Wei's breakup is undoubtedly doomed, because even if it is not Shen Xiaotang, there will always be a woman as dazzling as Shen Xiaotang in Chen Xun's life.
However, the breakup of Chen Xun and Shen Xiaotang is also doomed, because Chen Xun, who has experienced a soft woman like Fang Wei, is really difficult to be with a strong woman like Shen Xiaotang for the rest of his life.
As Shen Xiaotang himself realized, there was a square fennel between them, which was too heavy.
Chen Xun and Shen Xiaotang's destined breakup stemmed from their previous rush.
In fact, Fang Wei has always been in Chen Xun's heart, no matter what Chen Xun promised Shen Xiaotang or what he chose to do with Shen Xiaotang, he couldn't bypass Fang Wei's hurdle. The qiē between him and Shen Xiaotang is too casual, whether it's a deep kiss, whether it's going to bed, **, it's too fast. This feeling of speed only reminds one of a kind of casual self-exile, because there can be no happiness in true love.
Chen Xun didn't think seriously about Shen Xiaotang at all when he did this, he never promised Shen Xiaotang the future like Fang Wei, and he didn't think about the wedding, bridesmaids and children's names.
In fact. He just wants to experience a qiē that he didn't dare to experience before, and get a qiē that he deserves now. He loves Shen Xiaotang, but this love is too shallow and light, and even makes him take the initiative to admit that he still retains 20% of the other party's fennel in his love. In this love, he gave too little, so in fact, he couldn't tolerate Shen Xiaotang, when they had a conflict, they chose to escape with passion, but everyone knew that this way could not last long, even if there was no scene that Fang Wei's child intensified. The ending of him and Shen Xiaotang can only be a breakup.
Some people may think that Chen Xun finally realized how much he loved Fang Wei. So he spent 5 lonely years with Fang Wei on both ends of the earth with a waiting attitude.
But in fact, Chen Xun didn't really wait for Fang Wei to come back, and Fang Wei finally became the former in his heart. The reason why he has been lonely for so many years is because he has experienced the most innocent Fang Wei and the most dazzling Shen Xiaotang. So what kind of woman is possible to be innocent than Fang Wei and dazzling Shen Xiaotang to occupy the softest place in his heart?
Chen Xun's former love will inevitably become his heaviest burden after he finally matures. He just can't find the love that was once cherished when he was young. This is the punishment of the years for Chen Xun to be too casual when he was young. The punishment made him unable to be free and easy in love, and he could not choose to pick up a simple and plain relationship like Zhang Nan.
Fang Wei in the book is definitely a distressing woman. She has experienced much more pain than ordinary girls, she has witnessed the story of losing her life for a fruitless love, and she has also experienced the sorrow of her parents' divorce.
So Fang Wei's world is very closed, she is sensitive, sentimental and inferior, and she just chose to be an ostrich when she knew that Chen Xun might be snatched away by Shen Xiaotang.
Her character is destined to reap the tragedy of Chen Xun's empathy and farewell, because no emotion can withstand the impact, even if the stubborn stone may be erased by the running water. In the battle for love, being the silent one can't win back love except for making people feel distressed, but it's a pity that Fang Wei never understood, or couldn't do anything if he understood.
But Fang Wei is not a woman without courage. Fang Wei chose to do something stupid to hurt herself to experience sex, not because she hated Chen Xun, but because she was envious and envious of Shen Xiaotang's get; is also regretting it, regretting that she didn't pay earlier; Or is she experiencing, experiencing what attracts Chen Xun; Finally, it is a test of one's ability to pay for love.
Fang Wei chose to bear the pain of an abortion without anesthesia not because she had no money, this was her punishment for herself, she thought that she should have the courage to bear the pain caused by her own hands, maybe she wanted to make the pain deeper in her heart.
Fang Wei is still a woman who has the courage to choose to leave, and it also takes deep courage to flee to Australia with such a deep feeling. However, Fang Wei's courage was only enough for her to escape, not enough for her to start over, so she was lonely for 5 years, which was even more lonely than Chen Xun's.
Fang Wei is a tragic figure. Maybe the most suitable lover for her is like Qiao Ran, but Qiao Ran's love for her was missed under Chen Xun's blow, and she couldn't be happy anymore after three years of happiness and torture with Chen Xun. She was hurt too deeply by Chen Xun and couldn't believe that such innocent love would deteriorate, and finally became a person who couldn't believe in love and didn't dare to try love again.
Fang Wei was not destined to meet Chen Xun, but she was destined to be attracted by Chen Xun. Fang Wei once had a sober mind and knew that a simple boy like Qiao Ran would bring her happiness, but she chose to be with Chen Xun so firmly, so she was doomed to Fang Wei's tragedy.
However, this is also Fang Wei's choice, her ordinary life also needs a warm and passionate love with Chen Xun, even if she can predict that the ending will be a tragedy, she will not regret it, this is Fang Wei's life is destined to be unpassable. If I could, I really hope that the open-ended ending in the book will not evolve into a composite drama with Chen Xun, because the most suitable love object for this transparent girl is any simple person, such as Qiao Ran or Zhang Nan. Fang Wei is the best candidate for a good wife, not as good as Shen Xiaotang.
Shen Xiaotang in the book, in middle school, his emotions will be blank, which is an incredible thing. But perhaps it is this incredulity that makes Shen Xiaotang bold in his pursuit of love. She has done a lot of things that ordinary girls can't or dare not do, which makes her an extraordinary woman in anyone's eyes. She can borrow a phone from a handsome guy without any shyness, she can give her first kiss without any twist, she can dedicate her body without any hesitation, and she can also take the initiative to start a ** life with the man she loves without any worries. This kind of Shen Xiaotang is so special, it definitely makes Chen Xun want to stop.
But maybe only Shen Xiaotang himself knows the impulsiveness and helplessness when he is doing those things. The pursuit of love and even sleeping with Chen Xun can be understood as an impulse in love, but **This matter is actually really helpless for Shen Xiaotang, who is a little clean, this is definitely a helpless move made by her in order to verify Chen Xun's love and abandon Chen Xun's first love.
In the days when Shen Xiaotang and Chen Xun were together, this ** life should have brought her much more harm than sweetness. When she resolutely chose to pack up her baggage and leave Chen Xun, only she knew how deep the wound those sweet notes had cut on her heart. Because Shen Xiaotang has given everything she can, but she still can't get what she wants. This loss of not getting is already the greatest harm to a proud girl who will never be humbled in love.
Maybe they didn't know much at the time, but Shen Xiaotang was really smart, and he was always in the active position in this love, and he understood better than anyone else.
So Shen Xiaotang still has the strength and courage to choose to leave, in fact, it also proves from the side that the love between Shen Xiaotang and Chen Xun is not as strong as they once thought, even if there is extraordinary dedication, but leaving is not really so sad, and the vigorous that once made Fang Wei envious and sad was just an indifferent past in Shen Xiaotang and Chen Xun's long life.
Shen Xiaotang did not take the initiative to be the third party in the love between Chen Xun and Fang Wei, but she is definitely a woman who has the courage to be a third party. She can be brave enough to pursue her love, but she also stubbornly demands that love have a certain purity. So in a hurry, she reaped the mockery of an excellent boy who gave the result wholeheartedly, which made her completely change her attitude towards love, choose to insist on and pursue a kind of purity, hide and never be the one who gives wholeheartedly, and accept the happiness she deserves.
Although from a woman's point of view, Shen Xiaotang has paid almost all the qiē that a woman can pay at a young age. But in terms of the ending, the person who has the initiative is always happier than the passive person, and all Shen Xiaotang's efforts are her initiative. So when she chose to leave Chen Xun to accept the boss, she also reaped the happiness of the second half of her life, and she was the one with the best ending in this sad triangle story......
Thinking back to this tangled novel, and then thinking about this urban youth novel that is popular in this plane, Du Xinghe really has the idea of moving this novel over, but unfortunately, this novel carries the youth of the post-80s generation in another plane, and it is completely incompatible with the mental state and life state of people in this plane. Even if it is grafted, the people here will definitely not be able to experience the sense of substitution in this novel, so he can only hide this feeling in his heart.
wrote down the song "The Year in a Hurry" sung by the queen of heaven, and when he was about to put pen to paper, Du Xinghe heard Lin Jianguo's voice outside the door, obviously, he brought that very powerful mentally ill friend. (To be continued......)