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Fang Xinning knelt on the table, staring blankly at the small ornament that Ji Hongfei gave him, and watched the electronic clock on it jump up and down.
Pan Niangang came to him specifically. It turned out that he was so radical and enthusiastic in his work, and he rarely spoke for a while, and easily did not express his opinions on anything. He was the successor that President Cheng focused on cultivating at that time, doing the work of the principal, but he did not clarify his name, and was attacked and criticized by Ren Nande as a target. But his generosity and patience made his King Kong not bad, which made Fang Xinning particularly envious of him.
"Fang Xinning," Pan Niangang said, "Give you a topic, do it, I'll treat you, I can't do it, you pay for it." ”
If it was another person, Fang Xinning would definitely ignore him at this time.
Pan Niangang put a piece of chalk on a piece of paper, and then asked Fang Xinning to pull out the paper, on the condition that the chalk would not fall. Fang Xinning was not interested in gently picking up the chalk with one hand, and took out the paper with the other. Pan Niangang stopped and said, "Chalk can't be touched." ”
Fang Xinning tried several times, but no matter how fast or slow the speed was, he couldn't succeed.
Pan Niangang said proudly: "Do you admit defeat?" Fang Xinning was a little curious: "A little trick to deceive people without an answer." Pan Niangang said: "But I can do it." Fang Xinning said honestly: "As long as you can take out this piece of paper according to the conditions you just said, I will admit defeat." ”
Part of the paper pressed under the chalk is dangling. Pan Nian just took a whip and smashed the suspended part briskly, and the whole piece of paper was smashed down quickly, and the chalk really stood still.
It's so simple, why didn't you think of it? Fang Xinning's face barely showed a hint of a smile.
Be a man and be able to afford to lose! Fang Xinning obediently followed Pan Niangang out of the school gate.
"I'll take you somewhere first." Pan Niangang pulled Fang Xinning into a taxi, very mysterious.
It doesn't matter where you go, I have enough money anyway! Fang Xinning thought like this and touched his pocket.
Not long after, the taxi came to the foot of Aotou Mountain. Why, go and make a wish, but don't do it, it's not because I made a wish with He Lihua, maybe I won't be so embarrassed.
"Where are you going? Just one meal......" Fang Xinning said.
Pan Niangang pulled him up with a smile and entered the martyr's cemetery. Fang Xinning's eyes widened, and he kept looking around, not understanding what he was going to do, and it was difficult to ask.
When he came to a tombstone, he said to Fang Xinning, "Come, sit down." ”
"Sit here? Weird. Fang Xinning thought suspiciously, but he didn't dare to say it.
Pan Niangang had already sat down quietly with a tombstone.
"Your relatives?" Fang Xinning asked, pointing to the tombstone.
"It's not a relative, it's better than a relative. I'll tell you a story first. In the past, there were two soldiers in a certain detachment of the People's Liberation Army, one was named Da Pan and the other was Xiao Wu. Two people take care of each other in life and help each other in training, just like one person. At that time, the whole country was 'learning from Dazhai', and the troops went to a commune to help repair the canal. When the cannon was fired on the hillside, one of the cannons did not go off, so Da Pan and Xiao Wu asked the chief to go and check. When the two walked up, the sharp-eyed Xiao Wu found that the cannon hole suddenly smoked again, and said 'not good', so he turned around and threw Da Pan to the ground. Almost at the same time, the cannon went off, and the crumbling stones flew all over the sky, and one larger than a watermelon happened to fall on Xiao Wu's head. Xiao Wu was seriously injured and died on the spot. Da Pan was particularly sad, and many years later, when he named his son, he used a word in Xiao Wu's name to commemorate it. That Da Pan is my father, that little Wu, called Wu Gang, who was only 18 years old that year. ”
Fang Xinning immediately understood that he was saying that his name was Pan Niangang.
Pan Niangang continued: "He only moved here later. On the day we came to visit the grave last year, we found it and sat here for a while, thinking, 18 years old, the same age, but there are some people who unfortunately left the people early for the sake of the people. Later, whenever there was a hurdle in my life, I would go to this tombstone, sit for a while, close my eyes, and think about nothing, as if I were sleeping in the ground. After an hour or two of stupidity, when I wake up again, I feel how beautiful this shijie is, and what is more exciting than being alive? What is there to be sad about? ”
Saying this, Pan Niangang closed his eyes again, as if he had entered the situation of sleeping underground again.
Fang Xinning listened and understood what Pan Niangang meant. He simply lay down.
One sin after another bullets shot at his heart, he bled and fell slowly, without thinking about anything, his consciousness was like a balloon blown up by the wind, with no direction, no weight, fluttering and fluttering......
Yes, there is no heartbeat, no thought, time stops, everything is still, so there is no joy, no worries, no emotions, as if there is a clear spring, washing one's mind and heart.
After a long time, he felt refreshed. Hehe, over there, Pan Niangang was looking at him.
"Xiexie." Fang Xinning said.
He thought that people's state of mind can be controlled by individuals, and this is a kind of "cultivation".
"Let's go, let's eat." Pan Nian just came over and pulled him up.
The two of them came to a restaurant at the bottom of the mountain.
Pan Niangang said: "I see that you have a sad face all day long, and I want to persuade you a few words." Life is a play, we are all trying to do a good job, and if we can't be a famous role, we will run the trick first. As long as we do it, time will always give us a chance. Fang Xinning said: "If it weren't for this experience in the cemetery just now, some words would have been rotten in my stomach." Recently, my job at school was unsatisfactory, and my girlfriend was engaged to someone else, and I couldn't keep up. Pan Niangang asked, "Are you talking about Ji Hongfei?" Fang Xinning said: "My girlfriend's surname is Ji, but not Ji Hongfei." She was in the Propaganda Department of Xincheng City and listened to the arrangement of his parents...... Pan Niangang asked: "Oh, I always thought you were with Teacher Ji...... But do you know that you didn't get the paper out of the chalk smoothly? It's because you didn't find the right way. You have to work her, go to her, if you don't go to her, she can't come to you, so she can't help her parents? Fang Xinning said: "I can't contact her at all." Fang Xinning said: "If you can't get through the phone, send a text message, if you can't do it, you can run it yourself, have confidence and determination, and have action." ”
Fang Xinning was reminded by Pan Niangang and immediately started to text Ji Meiting. Pan Niangang left first. Fang Xinning went back to the office and wrote a letter full of emotion to Ji Meiting, thinking very confidently, unless you don't open it, as long as you look at it, you must be moved to change your mind.
After finishing all this, Fang Xinning suddenly remembered that it was supposed to be his own treat, but it was Pan Niangang who paid for it. He had clearly come with the intention of comforting himself.
Fang Xinning received another call from her sister, not about her mother, but about her niece - this child doesn't want to study anymore and wants his uncle to help him find a job. Fang Xinning was angry when she heard this, the child is unwilling to study, is it not your fault with your brother-in-law? How do you educate your children? It's up to her what she wants? How old are children looking for jobs? Sensei thought about it and let her go back to school. If you don't go to school well, what way out can you have?
However, my sister Fang Xinxin has finished school, and now that my sister has something, I don't want to say if I can help, I shouldn't say so many blame words. At this time, Guo Juan came to tell Fang Xinning that the sanitary area in the class was not cleaned well and was deducted points by the school.
"Okay," Fang Xinning roared, "It's all this mess all day long, what do you want your class cadres to do?" In addition to telling the teacher about the minus points, what else can you say? When will I be able to speak to me? ”
Guo Juan stood there dumbfounded.
After being silent for a while, Fang Xinning had already realized his gaffe, and hurriedly said, "I didn't mean you, Guo Juan, you did the right thing." I already know the matter, you can go back first. ”
The unhappiness of the mood made Fang Xinning's words and deeds completely out of his control, as if another irritated and irritable soul was driving him. He seems to be in a state of hopeless waiting every day, living in endless contradictions.
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