I had a long dream.

In the dream, Zhang Minglang smiled brightly and stretched out his hand to me.

When I was about to touch his hand, it was like I needed to change the camera when I was making a movie, and all the scenes were changed.

Text messages from unfamiliar numbers, the rich man I saw later, the dirty construction site, the man in front of me who couldn't see his face clearly, the more snarky I laughed, the more nervous I was when I fled upstairs in panic, the slower I became, and I was pulled by several people, and finally I heard one heart-rending cry after another, and woke up.

Even though such dreams often invaded, I was still scared into a cold sweat, and when I came back to my senses and looked around, it was still the light refracted by the cold marble, and I was lying on the sofa with a quilt on my body, and there was a large pool of tears on the white pillow not far away.

With a splitting headache, I half-got up against my head and coughed timidly and gently.

I don't know if Zhang Minglang hasn't woken up yet, anyway, the huge space hasn't reacted at all.

Finally, my eyes fell on a white piece of paper on the coffee table.

I moved over and picked it up and looked at it, and the words on it were still the same as before.

Two simple sentences.

"I'll go to work first," he said. The code to open the door is 090629. ”

It's when we determine the breakup.

I quickly got up from the sofa, ran to the balcony to collect my clothes and ran to the bathroom to change, after thinking about it, I washed the clothes I wore and hung them on the balcony, and after finishing it, I put the 1200 yuan he gave on the coffee table, opened the door and went out.

The rain stopped, the sun was raging, the sun was hitting my face, and I couldn't help but squint my eyes.

I had just walked out of the gate of this tall neighborhood when I suddenly received a text message.

Or a few simple words.

"I'm Zhang Minglang. Someone called you a few times in the middle of the night last night, and you noted that you lived together, so I didn't help answer for fear of causing misunderstanding. ”

My face turned red instantly.

Zhang Minglang probably thought it was my boyfriend.

But I turned to self-deprecation and thought that it was best that he had misunderstood, that we were no longer possible anyway.

I called that number back, and as soon as Liu Tingting got through, she shouted, "Chen Sansan, where did you die last night?" Do you know that Li Hongbo and I went to the bar to look for you? I didn't find you, we are still looking for it along the way back, I'm afraid that if you want money, you won't drink too much and sleep on the side of the road! ”

The feeling of being cared for came to my heart, and that long-lost feeling made my nose sour, but my lie came out as soon as I opened my mouth: "Tingting, I'm sorry, I went to my cousin for something last night, and I didn't pay attention to my phone." ”

Liu Tingting complained to me a few words and then went to work and hung up the phone.

I took the No. 80 bus from the mangrove forest back to Caopu, and I didn't really recover from that nightmare along the way, I endured it so hard that as soon as I got home, I ran to the bathroom to strip off my clothes and frantically flushed myself with water.

The unheated tap water made me shiver with coldness, I felt pitifully dirty, and the cool water flowed over me and became cloudy, and I suddenly crouched down and cried as if I had lost the whole world.

At that moment, I thought that I could die immediately, and I would immediately become a pile of bones, and there were many desperate people in this world, and I was one of them. There have been many times when I wanted to die quickly, but I had to live like that, because our lives are often not only our own, no matter how painful and painful it is, we must survive on our knees.