Zhang Minglang was stunned, and slowly, his hand suddenly covered my face, and his 'lips' came over like a storm, and I heard him say vaguely: "Chen Sansan, you are mine!" It can only be mine forever! ”

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My eyes widened at his desperate expression, his eyes were silently dark.

Even if two people are close together, I can feel that he is close in front of me, but it is also like the edge of the sky.

Soon, like a lion who has lost his mind, he kissed me roughly, and my hand was about to push him away violently, but he grabbed my hand and pressed it against his breast.

He didn't answer any more, but ran as fast as he could, turned off the lights, then reversed, ripped off the clothes I had just put on, and hurried to undress himself.

As if we were yesterday, after three years, in the same place, in the same panic, two people were 'naked' and 'exposed' to each other.

I heard his heavy gasps in the darkness, and then he pulled me into his arms as I caught me off guard.

It seems that this darkness has given him a lot of courage, and it seems that he has experienced too many such things over the years, and he seems to be familiar with the road, constantly kissing and picking. Funny, but there is no next step.

It's like playing a cassette tape and getting stuck there, not stopping all at once, and not going all the way down.

It seemed like a century had passed, and he suddenly let go of me and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Before I could understand the meaning of this sorry sentence, he quickly grabbed my clothes and hurriedly 'messed' around my body again, saying as he put it on, "Let's not do this." ”

Understanding, I awkwardly pushed his hand away, and put clothes on my body in a panic, and the more panicked I was, the more the clothes turned against me, and in the darkness they were like a small vine that had a grudge against me, all entangled together, and 'messy' into a mess.

Eventually, I pulled the quilt over my head in embarrassment, struggling with the cheap clothes in the thin air of the quilt castle.

I thought I could hold back my tears again, but they were already shed.

I also want to ask: "Zhang Minglang, do you dislike me for being dirty?" ”

But I don't have the courage.

I know I'm being a strong man.

Sadness struck me suddenly, with such a vicious attack, like a dust storm sweeping through the desert, a volcano bursting and spurring, a tsunami of turbulent waves, my mind seemed to be occupied by something, obviously I couldn't make any space, but it seemed empty.

As I got dressed, I covered myself with the quilt and turned to stare at the white, reflective wall, pretending to break the silence as if nothing had happened.

I said, "Zhang Minglang, I'm joking with you." I never thought about marrying you at all, I didn't think about it before, and I didn't think about it now. Because I always felt that we were not the same kind of people. As far as you're concerned, I'm just an ex who only slept with you for one night, and I know that you have your own feelings and responsibilities now, and I know that you're tired of playing and know where to belong. And I'm just a little bit of a 'woman' who doesn't know the height of the sky and is greedy, I just said that, but it depends on how well you 'mix', I want to try to see if we still have the possibility, just greedy for a while. ”

After saying that, I pulled the quilt again and 'covered' my head, I was afraid that he would see my tears unbridled, that is, I could no longer 'show' the weakness I showed him.

I'm always too good at lying, and I'm duplicitous, and I think that as long as I say that I don't care, I can keep even the slightest bit of dignity in front of him.

Zhang Minglang didn't speak, nor did he make a sound.

Then came the unbearable silence.

I don't know how long it took, he suddenly lifted the quilt and lay down with his back to me, and only said in a half-loud voice: "Chen Sansan, give me three months, and after three months, I will give you the answer." ”

I pretended to be asleep and didn't answer immediately.

I'm afraid that if I open my mouth, I won't be able to cry.

Finally, after stabilizing my voice, I still trembled slightly and said, "Forget it." I was just kidding, I'm probably getting married, you know? Luo Jianwen, he likes me, he can't do it without me, he should be about to propose. ”

I'm really a 'fine' liar, and I don't care if I can really do it or not, I just want to tell a lie quickly to relieve his entanglement and predicament.

Yes, Zhang Minglang, I know I can't blame you for anything.

With the pull of time, it dragged us forward mercilessly, and the green 'spring' time of not having to worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea is gone.

Slowly we will learn to weigh the pros and cons, and slowly we will learn to choose between gains and losses, love will suddenly not be as important as before, and love will suddenly seem less omnipotent.

So Zhang Minglang, I have always felt that what I can give you is pitiful, I am so humble, so poor, so sorry.

So I can only exchange you who I 'forced' to the edge of the cliff back, and exchange my dilemma for your sea and sky.

Then I sat up, 'groped' for the one that was thrown aside, and unlocked it in the dark, but Hao Ran saw Luo Jianwen's text message.

He sent five in a row.

"Chen Sansan, what size of shoes do you wear? I'd like to send you a pair of shoes that fit a little better. ”

"Hey, hey, 'female', it's rude for you not to text back."

"Hey, let me tell you, why do I always think you're familiar. Did you work in the famous craftsman coffee shop in 08, you accidentally poured water on me, at that time, I was magnanimous, let you go! ”

"Is there an arrangement for tomorrow? Would you like to go to the beach? If you don't want to go to the beach, then I'll accompany you to climb the mountain, last time you told me on QQ that you hadn't climbed Wutong Mountain for a long time! ”

"It's miserable, I've been thinking about you, I can't sleep at all, it's over."

I bit my 'lip' and exited the text box.

Then I flipped through the communication history and clicked the dial button.

It just so happened that the darkness allowed me to hide myself well, so I pretended to be very relaxed and said to the phone: "Hey, Luo Jianwen, I'm here at the deep and small west 'gate', can you come and pick me up?" ”

Having received an affirmative answer, I stood up, 'fumbled' my little coat and quickly put it on, then went to the bathroom in the dim light to wash my face, and finally prepared to open the 'door' and go out.

However, Zhang Minglang still held down the 'door' handle.

I couldn't see his expression, I only heard his tired voice, with a little bit of begging.

He said: "Chen Sansan, I don't allow you to go, I can't allow you to go anymore." ”

I suddenly wanted to sneer, and I suddenly felt that during this time, he who was a little ruthless and a little cold in the workplace, and seemed to be thick and 'shrewd', was actually very naïve.

His reaction actually told me the answer in his heart.

But he is indeed an ordinary man, and on the one hand, he has an answer, but he may not be able to put down other things at once.

Or maybe he used to love me very much, but those loves seemed too insignificant in the face of disaster.

It may also be that I have to use my poor imagination to overestimate the power of love.

I slowly snapped his fingers away, trying to smile at him like a 'flower' even in the dark.

I tried my best to make myself look casual, and said charmingly and indifferently: "Mr. Zhang, the game is over." Thank you very much for listening to me in your busy schedule, after all, such a tragic thing is not something that everyone can say. Thank you for your reaction just now, it's a very big affirmation of my acting skills. It's just that now my boyfriend is coming soon and I don't want to be caught.' Rape in the bed, your 100,000 yuan, I really can't bear it. See you next Monday, bye-bye. ”

After saying that, I opened the 'door', and without looking back, I stepped through the long corridor, walked past the hotel lobby that was still full of people, crossed the dimly lit small road, and waited quietly at the 'gate' of the deep west.

I think I must have been very brave when I ran away from him, and I didn't cry except for tears falling like a stupid 'force' from beginning to end.

However, I also know that I fled with some illusions that were difficult to fulfill.

I think so much about the indelible boy in my heart, who can hold me, who can hug me fiercely behind me, even if he can't give me anything, I will hold on with hesitation because of his lessness, so that I don't feel like I have nothing.

But no, there was nothing behind me except a lonely street lamp and a strange crowd of people laughing and mingling.

Sitting in the car, I turned my head to look at the lights on the road, and said to Luo Jianwen apologetically: "Luo Jianwen, I'm sorry to disturb you so late." ”

Luo Jianwen 'smoked' a cigarette while driving, and said lightly: "Didn't you see the text messages I kept sending you?" I didn't go to bed that early. ”

The two of them were silent for a while, and Luo Jianwen said abruptly: "Don't cry too much, it's not good for your health." ”

I chuckled a little, and said without a preface: "Shenzhen is a beautiful city, I hate it, but I can't escape, what should I do?" ”

Luo Jianwen didn't answer this brain-dead question, but asked instead: "Where do you want to go?" ”

I stuffed it back into my bag and said relaxedly, "I want to die." All these years I have been wondering, why I haven't died yet, why I'm still alive, it's so sad. ”

Luo Jianwen suddenly stepped on the side of the road with a sudden brake.

He pressed the cigarette butt out of the fire, threw it out the window, stretched out his hand to pull my face, stared at me and asked seriously, "Chen Sansan, tell me, what happened?" If you need to fight, I'm free to do it. ”

I smiled mockingly, gently slapped Luo Jianwen's hand on my face, and said slowly, "You want to help me fight?" Then I was very moved, in the end, do I have to try my best to marry a Korean long-legged Oba? ”

I know I'm excessive.

But I'm a crazy person.

Because I can't see Luo Jianwen as stupid as me, I have to remind him not to be too stupid.

All those who have had a true heart and are having a true heart should not be so stupid.

Luo Jianwen was stunned for a moment, then suddenly shouted angrily, and scolded at me: "I'm ''!" Chen Sansan, are you looking for a fight? I just can't see you being bullied by others and want to help you get ahead, and you have become a way to harm me. ”

was scolded by Luo Jianwen like this, but I stared at him with a crooked face, and said very seriously: "Luo Jianwen, don't be stupid." In a place like Shenzhen, there is no need for people who are very stupid and stupid. Everyone changes, and nothing beats time. All you have to do now is to get me, a 'woman' who doesn't know what to do, out of the car and leave me on the side of the road to fend for myself. ”

Luo Jianwen was stunned, then suddenly leaned over, got closer, and said in a serious and solemn voice: "What if I don't want to let you fend for yourself?" What if I want to save you? ”

I pulled my little coat with my hand, skipped Luo Jianwen's eyes, and said lightly: "Luo Jianwen, don't be funny, you are not a savior, and I am just a peach that is about to rot with many gaps, very dirty." ”

Luo Jianwen suddenly stretched out his hand to cover my face, turned my face over and looked directly at him, and then he said in an extremely serious tone: "Hey, Chen Sansan, you are a little strange!" Tell me where I didn't grow up so that you don't look down on me so much? I think although I don't look handsome, but I can take it out and face the audience, and then I'm not the kind of person who is stupid and has a lot of money and just lives on the money given by the family. Don't I just like you? Do you need that? ”

I didn't take Luo Jianwen's hand, but as if I was nervous, I stared at him and sneered and said, "Luo Jianwen, are you sure you like me?" Do you like the remnants of the 'flowers' so much? Do you know how many men have slept with my body? Stretch out a hand and probably can't count them all! ”

Luo Jianwen's face suddenly turned cold and became ugly, his hand pinched my mouth, and scolded hatefully: "Let you talk nonsense!" Chen Sansan, you are a brain-dead! I've never seen a 'woman' like you who grabbed a gap and practiced herself like this, stupid 'force'! ”

I took his hand off and said to myself: "Yes, I'm a stupid 'bastard' with no morals, I must be a ghost 'confused', I just went to the hotel with someone else's boyfriend to open a room." In the end, you know, I'm so dirty, I'm probably disgusted, so I don't have a chance to take this step of moral decay. Luo Jianwen, tell me, are people like me stupid 'force'? ”

As soon as the words fell, in this small space, Luo Jianwen suddenly stretched out his hand to hug me, his hug was gentle, without any other impurities, he said: "You cry, it will be much better to cry." ”

I hesitated for a moment, and finally fell on Luo Jianwen's shoulder and cried bitterly.

Just when I was crying as if the next second was the end of the world, someone suddenly kicked the car door hard.

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