That's right, the hair was cut, although it was cut very hidden, but because the baby's hair was already less, it was visible. %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3She looked up at the nursery and asked, "Has anyone touched the child's hair?" ”

"Nope." The nursery teacher walked over suspiciously. Looking at the baby on the cot, he asked, "What's wrong with the child's hair?" Young lady? ”

Bai Ying'an came back to her senses and replied indiscriminately: "It's nothing, I just feel that the baby's hair seems to have changed." ”

The nursery teacher looked and watched. Shaking his head: "It's no different." ”

"Well, maybe I'm wrong." Bai Ying'an almost couldn't support it and said to her: "You take good care of the child, I'll go back to the house and change my clothes." ”

"Yes, young lady." The nursery nodded.

Bai Ying'an steadied herself with difficulty, and walked towards her bedroom, her steps so light that she could barely support her body.

Back in the bedroom, she closed the door casually, leaned against the door, and finally sat on the floor with weak legs.

The child's hair was obviously cut with scissors, and others may not be able to see it, but she has always been weak-hearted, and she is afraid that Park Lianyao will make some moths, so she has always paid more attention to every change in the child, and she can naturally see it at a glance.

According to traditional customs, children are not allowed to cut their hair for 100 days. It can't be cut by someone from the Nangong family. Besides, the child's hair is so short. There's no reason for anyone else to cut it.

This morning, it was Park Lianyao who volunteered to help her watch the child. Then the hair must have been cut by her! Definitely!

And she cut the baby's hair...... I must have gone to the hospital to do a paternity test, and there is no other way!

What to do? What should she do?

The more she thought about it, the more panicked she became, the more panicked she became, and the more she didn't know what to do, and it took a long time for her to find a little reason from her panic, and began to fumble in her pocket to find her mobile phone, and then dialed Xu Yarong's number.

Without waiting for Xu Yarong on the other end of the phone to speak, Bai Yingan said anxiously: "Mom, come over and help me ......." ”

These days, what Xu Yarong is most afraid of is receiving a call from Bai Yingan for help, because it indicates that something is happening. After hearing her cry for help, his heart tightened and he rushed out: "What's wrong?" Didn't work out last night? ”

Bai Ying'an wiped a handful of anxious tears, and even her voice trembled: "Mom, I'm finished this time, that Park Lianyao is really hateful." She...... She....... ”

"She ruined your good deeds last night?" Xu Yarong's voice froze.

"She didn't just spoil me last night, she also cut off the child's hair today, Mom, do you think she will take the child and my hair to the hospital for identification? Isn't she suspicious of me all the time? ”

"Ying'an, don't panic first."

"How can I not panic, if I find out that the child is not related to me, then I am not finished? The old lady and Nangong Chen will definitely discover our secrets. As long as the thought of being discovered by the people of the Nangong family found out this secret, Bai Ying'an's face turned pale with fright.

She thought that as long as she entered Nangong's house, the plan would be considered a success, but she didn't expect that Nangong's family still lived in such a scheming woman as Pu Lianyao.

Xu Yarong thought for a while and asked, "Where is Park Lianyao now?" ”

"In the morning, I kindly helped me watch the child, and after cutting my hair, I would have gone out, saying that I had something to go out, and I guess I went to the hospital." Bai Ying'an still looks so unassertive, and whenever she encounters something, she will only ask Xu Yarong what to do.

"That means she's just been to the hospital now, right?"

"Hmm."

After Xu Yarong groaned again, she said with a solemn face: "Ying'an, listen, she only took her hair to the hospital for appraisal today, and the hospital generally takes three days to get the results, even if it is expedited, it will take at least two days, which means that she will not get the appraisal report at least two or three days later." ”

"But if she gets the appraisal report in two days, won't I be finished?" Bai Ying'an said with tears in her eyes.

"So now I need you to do something."

"What's the matter?"

Xu Yarong's tone darkened: "Let her die without proof after getting the appraisal certificate." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Now, right now...... Kill the child. Xu Yarong spit out this sentence almost word by word.

When Bai Ying'an heard this, he was immediately stunned, and only after a while did he whisper: "Mom, what are you kidding?" ”

"I'm not kidding." Xu Yarong said: "If you don't cover the child now, then you will die in two or three days, and our Bai family will bury you together, are you willing to let our family of three accompany the burial of a sick son." ”

"Of course I don't want to, but ......." Bai Ying'an shook his head, tears raining down: "Mom, this is too cruel, I can't do it......." ”

Although this child is not hers, although she hates him every time she sees him, but after all, it is a human life, if she covers him to death, then she will not become a murderer?

She can't do it, and she can't do it at all.

But Xu Yarong's warning echoed in his ears: "If you can't do it, you have to do it, now it's not a question of whether you should be the young lady of the Nangong family, but to save your life, do you understand?" ”

"I don't want ...... I can't make ....... ”

"Ying'an, listen to me." Xu Yarong was more anxious than her: "This child has no ventricles, he can't live at all, didn't the doctor also say that he only has one month to live at most?" Now he can't drink milk, he can't breathe, and every minute he lives is miserable. You're not hurting him, you're helping him, helping him get out of this painful life, you know? ”

"He won't blame you, he wants to blame his own mother Bai Muqing, it was Bai Muqing's cheap girl who had to bring him to this world. Did you hear me clearly? You're helping him, not harming him. ”

"I ...... I know. Bai Ying'an agreed uncomfortably.

Xu Yarong took a deep breath and continued: "Ying'an, let go, our Bai family's life is in your hands now, I believe you will have a decision, right?" ”

Bai Ying'an nodded tearfully, regardless of whether Xu Yarong saw it or not, and then hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, she sat on the ground for a long time to calm down her emotions, but she never calmed down in her heart.

Although this child was originally a sick child who couldn't live, and covering him to death was to help him end the pain early, but after all, this was a murderous thing, and she needed to be calm and brave enough to dare to walk out of this house.

At this time, she even regretted her original decision, a good young lady Lin was inappropriate, and she had to come to be a young lady of Nangong, only to find that the Lin family was much deeper in the water here, and it was not something she could control at all.

It's just, what's the use of regretting? She is already chasing ducks to the shelves, and there is no way back.

At the moment, she can only grit her teeth and keep going down this road with a ruthless heart, otherwise there is only one dead end!

After sitting on the floor for a long time, Bai Ying'an finally recovered the mood on his face, and then pulled the door panel and walked towards the baby room.

The nurseryman saw her come back and politely called out.

Bai Ying'an said 'um', looked at the child on the cot and asked, "Did the baby just breastfeed?" ”

"I ate ten milliliters and vomited half of it." The nursery said.

"You go and make some milk, and I'll feed him." She looked up at the nursery and smiled bitterly: "Maybe the baby wants to be fed by his mother." ”

"Okay, I'll go now." The nursery nurse stepped towards the door.

After the nursery left, the bedroom was instantly quiet, so quiet that you could hear the baby's rapid breathing. This inexplicable silence made Bai Ying'an, who had finally begun to calm down, panic again, she took a deep breath, bent down and picked up the baby from the bed.

She began to look at him carefully, the little face, the little mouth, the little nose .......

"Baby, don't blame me, don't hate me......." Her trembling palm gently stroked the child's mouth and nose, and whispered with tears: "Please believe me, if it weren't for your illness, I wouldn't have been able to do it anyway." Baby...... You've been suffering these days, but don't worry, Mommy will free you soon. There is no sickness in heaven, and you must be a healthy and happy baby in the next life, and grow up healthy and happy ....... ”

Bai Ying'an's tears flowed, forgive her for being bad on weekdays, she has never killed a life with her own hands like now, let alone a newborn child.

******

The nursery teacher came out of the kitchen to soak the milk, and just happened to meet the old lady who woke up from her lunch break, she stopped and called politely: "Old lady." ”

The old lady looked at the milk already soaked in her hand and asked, "Isn't the child unwilling to eat it?" ”

"The young lady said she wanted to breastfeed herself." The nursery smiled and said, "Maybe the mother feeds the milk, and the baby likes to drink a little bit." ”

"The child has a small appetite and always vomits after eating, what if he chokes again?" The old lady said, "Wait a little longer, and feed the child when he is hungry." ”

Sister He glanced at the nursery: "Go, pour the milk." ”

In this family, the old lady's words are the holy decree, and the nursery teacher naturally didn't dare to say anything, so she obediently walked back to the kitchen and poured the freshly soaked milk into the sink.

After coming out of the kitchen, seeing that the old lady was still standing in place, the nursery teacher lowered her head: "Old lady, I'll go up first." ”

"Go ahead and take good care of the children." Sister He said

"I will." The nursery teacher answered, and was about to walk upstairs when a sharp cry suddenly came from upstairs.

The three people present were all stunned, and after glancing at each other, Sister He asked anxiously, "What's wrong with the young lady?" What happened? ”

"I don't know, it was fine just now." The nursery teacher took the lead and ran upstairs, and the old lady hurriedly followed with Sister He's support.

When they arrived in the baby room, they saw Bai Ying'an sitting on the ground with the child in her arms, screaming with tears streaming down her face: "Child, my child...... Dr. Wong! Where's Dr. Wong?! ”

We had only experienced this kind of babbling once late, and the old lady reproached angrily: "Hurry up and put the child down!" Do you want to strangle her so tightly? ”

The nursery teacher hurriedly ran to call Dr. Huang, and Sister He walked up and grabbed her hand and urged: "Young lady, hurry up and let me put the child back on the bed, let go quickly!" ”

"My child is out of gas, he really won't survive this time!" Bai Ying'an cried out in grief, and then pointed the finger at the nursery: "Why don't you even know that the child is not breathing?" Why are you so careless! Give my child back ......! ”

"I ...... Young lady, I just saw that the child was obviously ....... The nursery teacher panicked, kept shaking her head and waving her hands, and was suddenly forced to bear such a big charge, how could she not panic?

"I thought he was still breathing, but look at him now...... See for yourself ....... ”

"Young lady, you put the child on the bed first, please." The nursery teacher came over and worked together with Sister He to snatch the child back to the bed from Bai Ying'an's arms.

The child in the cot turned purple and was no longer breathing.

"Ah...... How so? Just now, he was obviously fine, and he drank the ...... of milk. The nursery teacher was also frightened, and hurriedly picked up the itch bag and hung it on the child's face.

Bai Ying'an pushed her away from the side of the bed and screamed: "What's the use of hanging this now?" Why didn't you hang just now? Why......! ”

"I ...... I do not know...... Just now, the child's breathing is okay, and I ....... ”

"Excuses! It's all excuses! Bai Ying'an roared and took the child into her arms again, yelling at her: "Get out! Get out of here! Don't touch my kids! ”

"Old lady......." Sister He hurriedly supported the old lady, whose body was weakening little by little, and said anxiously: "Old lady, don't worry, let's sit down first." ”

The old lady nodded in a daze, and sat down on the sofa with Sister He's support.

Dr. Huang soon rushed over, Bai Ying'an held the child in one hand and pulled the corner of Dr. Huang's clothes with the other, crying and begging: "Dr. Huang, you must save my child, I don't want to lose him, please save his ......." ”

"Young lady, you put the child down first." Dr Wong said.

Bai Ying'an reluctantly put the child back on the cot, Dr. Huang carefully examined it, his face became solemn, and he did not give up and carried out another batch of rescue measures, but the child never woke up again.

In the end, he could only turn around and say to the old lady and Bai Ying'an: "Old lady, young lady, I'm sorry...... The child can't be saved. ”

The sharp cry sounded again, and Bai Yingan also took the child into his arms again.

Although she was mentally prepared to lose her child, the old lady was still so sad that she shed tears, but she was not as exaggerated as Bai Ying'an. She glanced at Bai Ying'an, who was crying, put her palm on Sister He's arm, and said in a trembling voice: "Help me go back to the room and inform Chen to come back to deal with the child's funeral." ”

"Yes, old lady." Sister He wiped the tears from her eyes and helped the old lady out of the baby room.

*****

Just after dealing with an emergency meeting, Nangong Chen was about to go back to the office, when Shen Ke walked over with a smile and said, "Cousin, today is the weekend." ”

Nangong Chen glanced up at him: "What do you want?" ”

"I'm in love now, and of course I need a little weekend time to manage love." Shen Ke smiled slightly: "There is an American blockbuster released tonight, I made an appointment with Lian Yao to watch it together, do you want to bring your cousin and sister-in-law with you?" ”

Nangong Chen thought for a while and nodded: "Okay." ”

Bai Ying'an was frightened like that last night, I guess I must have felt very uncomfortable, and it would be good to take her to a movie to feel comfortable.

"But I'm an eight-o'clock ticket, so you probably won't be able to buy it that early."

"It's okay, let's see first." As soon as Nangong Chen's voice fell, the mobile phone rang, and he picked up the mobile phone and took a look at it and immediately connected the phone.

When he heard the news that the child had passed away from Sister He's mouth, the expression on his face instantly froze, and he was not particularly surprised, but his heart felt as if he had been pierced by a needle, and the pain was unbearable.

gone, his child actually just left......

Shen Ke saw that his face changed instantly, and asked with concern, "What happened?" Cousin? ”

Nangong Chen came back to his senses, took a faint breath and shook his head: "It's nothing, you can go." ”

He didn't act too excited, and he didn't immediately get up and rush home, but slowly put away the meeting papers on the table and walked back to his office.

"Chen Shao, are you okay?" Sensing his sadness, Assistant Yan asked with concern, "Is it ...... Something happened to the child? ”

When Nangong Chen's phone rang just now, she inadvertently caught a glimpse that it was Nangong's family calling, and the only thing that could make him feel like a little lost was the young lady.

Nangong Chen just nodded slightly, and then staggered over from her side and walked in the direction of the elevator.

Assistant Yan was stunned for a moment, she didn't dare to ask more, so she chased after Nangong Chen and said, "Chen Shao, let me send you back." ”

"No, it's not like I can't even drive a car." Nangong Chen refused without looking back.

Nangong Chen parked the car in front of the main house, and Sister He immediately greeted him and said with a sad face: "Young Master, please mourn." ”

"Grandma, how's she doing?" Nangong Chen asked as he walked into the room.

"The old lady is too sad and lying in the house, but the young lady is like crazy, holding the child and refusing to let go, no one can persuade her." Sister He said.

Nangong Chen walked upstairs quickly, stepped into the baby's room, and sure enough, he saw Bai Ying'an sitting on the floor with the child in his arms and crying.

Seeing him come in, Bai Ying'an whined: "Young Master......." Then more tears welled up, and he looked at her aggrievedly.

Nangong Chen stopped, then walked in front of her and squatted down, and stretched out his hand to her: "Ying'an, the child is dead, give me the child, be good." ”

Bai Ying'an instinctively hugged the child tighter, and shook his head with tears: "No...... No one wants to take my child, no one wants to think about it. ”

"Don't be stupid, the child has already left us, we should let him be buried as soon as possible."

"I don't want ...... He won't die, he must not be ......dead, he must not be dead. Bai Yingan took his hand and cried: "Young Master, shall we send him to the biggest hospital for treatment?" He's going to come back to life like he did last night. ”

"It's useless." Nangong Chen's nose was sour, and he said with a wry smile: "Ying'an, you should know that as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up like you, but Dr. Huang said that the child is dead, that is dead." ”

"No, eldest young master, you hug him, he still has body temperature, he is not dead at all." Bai Ying'an handed the child to him, Nangong Chen took the child from her arms, looked at the child's purple face, and the hands that would never squirm again, and finally couldn't help but shed two tears.

He looked at the child as if he wanted to carve his face into his heart and never forget it.

This is his first child, and maybe the last, and he is reluctant to let him go, but he has no ability to keep him. For the first time, he felt so powerless.

Bai Ying'an was a little flustered by his seriousness, and hurriedly reached out and snatched the child back from him, holding it in his arms and reproaching himself regretfully: "Baby...... It's all the mother's bad, it's the mother who hurt you, if it weren't for the mother's insistence on giving birth to you, you wouldn't have suffered so much...... Baby, forgive Mommy ....... ”

"Ying'an, don't cry." Nangong Chen took her into his arms, patted her shoulder and comforted, "Give me the child." ”

"Where are you taking him?" Bai Ying asked calmly.

"Send him where he should go and leave the Nangong family, maybe this is also the dream of the child's heart."

Bai Yingan raised her little face and said with tears in her eyes: "I want to go with you, I want to give him a ride in person." ”

"No, you'd better rest at home." Nangong Chen was afraid that she wouldn't be able to stand it, so he couldn't bear to let her go with him.

Bai Ying'an didn't know when Park Lianyao would come back, and the child had to be sent away before Park Lianyao came back, so she didn't play it any more, but let Nangong Chen go out with the child in her arms.

******

Because they arrived at the cinema early, Shen Ke and Park Lianyao sat on the rest chair drinking milk tea and eating popcorn, Park Lianyao suddenly looked up and stared at Shen Ke and said, "Why did my eyelids start jumping from the moment I came in, it can't be that something is going to happen, right?" ”

"What could happen here?" Shen Ke said with a smile.

"Fire? Earthquake? Or was your car stolen? ”

"Nonsense, you're still a medical school graduate." Shen Ke stood up from his chair, raised his watch and glanced at the time: "Let's go, the movie will start soon." ”

"Eh, I mean really, do we want to ......." Taiwan festival skills.

"I'm also serious, the movie is about to start." Shen Ke pulled her up from the chair and walked in the direction of the ticket gate.

After watching the movie for more than two hours, it was already more than ten o'clock.

The two went down to the underground garage together, Shen Ke pressed the lock of the car, and smiled after hearing the sound of the car: "Look, there is no earthquake or fire, and no one wants me for the car." ”

Park Lianyao got into the car from the co-pilot's side with a smile and pulled up her seat belt: "I hope nothing really happens." ”

"Absolutely not, trust me." Shen Ke smiled and withdrew the car and drove towards the door of the parking lot.

On the way home, Pu Lianyao suddenly turned her head to look at Shen Ke and said, "Ke, let me ask you something, don't you think your cousin-in-law is different from before?" ”

"Well, it's a little different, I'm a mother."

"You think it's different, too? What's the difference? Park Lianyao asked.

"I'm a little fatter than before, but it's said that every woman who gives birth gets fat." Shen Ke suddenly turned his head with a smile, stared at her and quipped, "You will also gain weight in the future, be careful that you can't lose weight." ”

Park Lianyao didn't have the heart to joke with him, and then asked, "Is there anything different besides being fatter?" Like what...... Personality aspect. ”

"Honey, I see her for breakfast and dinner all day, and it's also when she's out of confinement and I don't work overtime. I haven't even said a word, what do you think I can see? Shen Ke rolled his eyes speechlessly, and as soon as he finished speaking, he immediately changed his tone again: "But there is one point, she used to be more easy-going, and she could talk to me a few words and laugh, but now she is more ...... Let's be cold. ”

He turned his face and smiled at Pu Lianyao: "Probably promoted to become a mother, and her personality is more mature." ”

Park Lianyao looked at him and smiled: "You really think so." ”

"Uh-huh." Shen Ke asked confusedly, "Why did you suddenly ask about her?" ”

"Nothing, just a casual question." Park Lianyao smiled and turned her head to look out the window.

As soon as the car drove into the yard, the two felt an unusual atmosphere, and Shen Ke stopped the car and asked unconsciously, "What's wrong?" ”

"I don't know, let's get out of the car first." Park Lianyao almost couldn't wait to push the car door and get out of the car.

Although the Nangong family did not plan to hold a big funeral for their children, they still symbolically hung black and white cloth strips above the gate.

Park Lianyao entered the house, and immediately grabbed Xiao Lu who came out of it and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

A bad premonition floated in her heart, she had already guessed a few points, but she still couldn't help asking.

Xiao Lu looked at her and said, "Miss Park, the baby is gone." ”

Pu Lianyao's head was empty, and she instinctively asked: "It's okay at noon today, why did you leave suddenly?" ”

"I don't know." Midori shook her head.

Shen Ke pulled the excited Pu Lianyao: "Let's go, go up and have a look." ”

The two went up to the baby room on the second floor together, the baby room of Nuoda had been cleaned up, and Park Lianyao turned to Bai Ying'an's bedroom.

At this time, Bai Ying'an was sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, holding the bear toy that accompanied the child to sleep on weekdays, and the whole person looked haggard.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, she raised her head faintly, her eyes fell on Park Lianyao's face through the mist of tears, and the eyes of the two met in mid-air, surging with strange emotions for each other.

Looking at the shock and sadness on Park Lianyao's face, Bai Yingan secretly sneered in her heart, and the guilt and fear of the child also faded a lot.

Mother was right, if she didn't, she would be the one who was shocked!

Park Lianyao came back to her senses slightly, walked over and squatted in front of her, held her palm and said, "Cousin-in-law, what's wrong?" What happened? ”

Bai Ying'an looked at her, her eyes surging with a sharp edge that was not easy to detect, and she choked with tears: "The child is dead, Lian Yao, do you think the child was killed by someone?" It's still fine at noon. ”

It was Park Lianyao who killed the child! It's not her Bai Ying'an!

If she hadn't pushed people too hard, she wouldn't have done it.

"What the hell is going on?" Park Lianyao is about to die.

"When I came to see the child at noon, the child was already out of gas, it must be that nursery teacher who hated me for scolding her last night for deliberately killing my child, what should I do? My child died ....... She suddenly burst into tears.

"How can a nurseryman kill a child? How dare she? ”

"I don't know, my child died inexplicably, Lian Yao...... I can't bear him, I'm so sad! Gradually, her body leaned forward and leaned against Park Lianyao's shoulder.

Park Lianyao raised her hand and patted her shoulder, and said in a good voice: "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, isn't this going to come sooner or later?" You should have been prepared for it. ”

"I know, but I still can't accept the fact that my child is gone." Bai Ying'an raised her hand and wiped the tears on her face.

Park Lianyao patiently comforted Bai Ying'an, and finally calmed her down, stood up from the ground and said, "Sister-in-law, you hurry up and lie on the bed, I'll go see grandma." ”

After Park Lianyao left, Bai Ying'an was just about to get up from the ground, and there was a sound of footsteps at the door immediately, and she sat back on the ground.

The bedroom door was opened, and it was Nangong Chen who came in this time.

He stood by the door and looked at Bai Ying'an, who was like a tearful person, and then walked over, led her from the ground to the bed and sat down, and said distressedly: "You have been crying? ”

Bai Ying'an wiped the tears from his face, stared at him and asked, "What about the child?" Cremated? ”

"It's still in the funeral home, and it will be cremated tomorrow." Nangong Chen took her hands and found that her fingertips were cold.

Tomorrow, it is usually cremated in the morning, and Park Lianyao's report will not be able to catch up with her sooner, Bai Ying'an secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Ying'an ......." Nangong Chen suddenly gasped heavily, and said in a low voice: "Tell me, why do you want to do this?" ”

Bai Ying'an didn't realize the seriousness of this sentence, and was still immersed in the atmosphere of acting, and choked out with tears in his eyes: "What are you talking about?" ”

"Why?" Nangong Chen asked again.

Bai Ying'an finally came to his senses, his brain was empty, and he looked at him in surprise.

What does he mean? He got it? He found out? Found out that the child was covered by her?

What to do? Continue to play dumb? Yes, go ahead.

"Young Master, what are you talking about?" She struggled to squeeze out more tears.

Nangong Chen looked at her steadily, his eyes were full of pain: "When I wiped the child and changed his clothes today, I saw a bleeding nail mark behind his ear, Ying'an, you covered the child to death, right?" Why would you want to do that? ”

Bai Ying'an was completely stunned, and even forgot to cry.

Nangong Chen took a deep breath and continued: "You insisted on giving birth to the child at the beginning, you said that no matter what the price is, you will raise him as an adult, even if it is to cost your life, but it is ....... ”

"Young Master, what are you talking about, I don't have ......." Bai Ying'an shook his head desperately: "Young Master, how could I cover our son to death?" I fought to save him, and I gave birth to ....... ”

"I didn't think it was you at first, but ......." Nangong Chen took her left hand and raised the bloodshot middle finger on her nail in front of her: "The child's injury is behind the right ear, not deep or shallow, just following the momentum of your left hand." ”

After he said this, Bai Ying'an finally found that there were traces of blood stains that had been dried up and discolored in the cracks of her ring nails, she hadn't noticed it before, she hadn't noticed it at all!

Did she cover the child? How so? How could she be so careless? How could it be ......?

"Ah......h She snorted lightly and withdrew her left hand, hiding behind her, and glared at Nangong Chen with a frightened expression.

There seemed to be 10,000 voices in her heart asking her: What should I do? What to do?

yes, what to do? What should she do?

In a hurry, she suddenly cried out with a 'wow', followed by a plop and knelt down under Nangong Chen's legs, holding his knees with both hands and crying: "I'm sorry, Chen, I can't support it anymore, I broke my promise, I'm sorry for the child's ......." ”

"I thought that if I gave birth to him and call him the best doctor, he would definitely survive like you, but I didn't expect reality to play such a big joke on me. The baby is not like you, he has a single ventricular malformation, and every doctor says he can't live. I watched him eat a little and vomit a little every day, watched him suffocate his face red because he couldn't breathe, and watched him lose weight little by little, my heart was like being cut by a knife! Today, he only ate a total of 10 milliliters of milk, but vomited 5 milliliters, which hurt in my eyes and heart. The person I can't wait to eat is me, I'd rather bear all the pain in his place, but I can't replace him, I can only watch him do it from the sidelines, I ....... ”

Bai Ying'an couldn't go on, lowered his head and covered his mouth with one hand and cried bitterly.

"So you covered him up." Nangong Chen spit out a sentence gloomily.

"That's right, I covered him to death, because I didn't want to see him in pain again, and I thought to myself that instead of letting him live in pain every day, it would be better to give him a painful pleasure and let him be relieved as soon as possible. Chen, I was wrong, I should have listened to you to knock him out in the first place, I shouldn't have decided to keep him with the mentality of Boyi, I'm sorry...... I was wrong....... ”

Nangong Chen shook his head: "What's the use of talking about this now?" Say no more. ”

"I know it's useless, but the baby has been born and things have come to this point. If I could, I would rather trade my life for his health, but God wouldn't give me this opportunity! Bai Ying'an grabbed Nangong Chen's hand, shook his head and said bitterly: "Chen, I know you won't agree to me doing this, so I don't dare to tell you, and I don't dare to ask for your opinion, please forgive me, okay?" I think my son already hates me so much, and if you don't forgive me, I don't have the meaning of living anymore. ”

Nangong Chen exerted a little effort, pulled his palm out of her palm, and stared at her: "This is a life, a person, how can you use your feelings again and again to decide whether he will go or stay?" You're being a little too selfish. ”

"I'm sorry...... I was forced to do this, I thought I would be better off by doing this, but I didn't expect that the loss of my child was more painful, I was not only painful, but also regretted and blamed myself...... I....... The more Bai Ying'an spoke, the more sad she became, the weaker she became, and finally her body fainted.

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