Jiang Zhou and Ji An were awakened by the cry of a child in the morning.

When I looked at my phone, it was only six o'clock.

After quickly getting dressed and washing, he went downstairs and found that Chen Mo, Chen Xian, and Shang Lu were also looking for the source of the sound.

They ran out and found that their neighbors had all come out one after another.

"It's like a voice coming back over there." Shang Lu pointed to a dilapidated hut to the west.

The people hurried over, and saw a little girl about the same age as Shang Lu kneeling on the ground crying, and an old man was lying on the ground.

Jiang Zhou felt bad when he saw it, and quickly pushed aside the crowd: "I'm sorry everyone, let me go, I'm a doctor!" ”

Chen Mo also helped: "Yes, yes, yes, she is Dr. Jiang, let her take a look!" ”

They looked at Jiang Zhou and got out of the way, but they still whispered, but at this time she couldn't care about what everyone said about her.

Jiang Zhou reached out, frowning, and his breath stagnated.

The old man has lost his breath.

It may be a cerebral hemorrhage.

She shook her head at the crowd, and everyone dispersed, and she was accidentally pushed to the ground.

At this time, a little hand reached out and grabbed her cuffs, and the little girl looked at her with teary eyes: "What's wrong with grandma?" ”

She couldn't bear it, but she still had to tell her the truth: "Grandma is gone." ”

"Gone? Where did it go? Grandma doesn't want me too? She continued, her voice crying.

Jiang Zhou wanted to say that his grandmother had gone to heaven, but just as he wanted to speak, he stepped forward while watching the business road: "Linger, I'll tell you." ”

He took her by the hand and led her away from the noisy crowd.

It can be seen that the little girl trusts the trade route very much.

…

I don't know what Shang Lu told her, but when she came back, the little girl had calmed down.

Everyone also carried her grandmother to the door panel.

She took the initiative to walk up to Jiang Zhou and said, "I know where grandma has gone." I'll miss her. ”

One sentence made Jiang Zhou's nose sour.

"Little girl, what's your name?" Jiang Zhou asked.

Yue Yinghui replied. My name is Yue Yinghui. ”

……

Jiang Zhou later learned from Chen Mo that Yue Yinghui had always relied on his grandmother.

Her mother had been working in the city before she gave birth to her, and then she suddenly ran back, and she was already pregnant with her at that time, but she never said who her biological father was.

The moment Yue Yinghui was born was the moment her mother died.

died in childbirth and died.

It's another embarrassing story.

…

…

Ding Ding Ding –

Jiang Zhou sat on the train, and his mind was still recalling the "Farewell Verse" recited by the master:

Life is like ripe flowers and fruits, and I am often afraid that it will be scattered, and there will be hardships in all births

Who can cause immortality, from the beginning of love and lust, and into the fetus by prostitution

Receiving life like electricity, the flow of day and night is unstoppable, and it is a dead thing

The spiritual invisible law is used to resurrect the dead, and the blessing of sin is not defeated

It is not a lifetime, from infatuation for a long time, and since then it has suffered and suffered

The body and death are not lost, the living are immortal, and life is impermanent

All beings have fallen, everything has a cause, all worlds

Nothing is immortal and immortal, all living beings are the common law, and all life and life are subject to death

If you follow the karma you create, you will be rewarded for your sins, and you will be rewarded for your bad karma and go to hell

Good karma is born in the sky, and reciting the Buddha gives birth to the pure land, and Nirvana is attained without leakage

…

"What are you thinking?" Ji An's words pulled back her thoughts.

Jiang Zhou glanced at him thoughtfully, tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder: "Sometimes, for a mother, it is not greater to make a child born than to make a child born. ”

He saw that her eyes were a little dark.

"For Grandma, she is old, and death is just a matter of today and tomorrow. But she became alone, and in the future, she had to face unimaginable problems. I'm an outsider, and I shouldn't have said anything, but I did feel it. Lingeringly, she shouldn't have been born. ”

"I understand." Ji An said.

"Of course, I also know that the reason why the mother who haunts her gives birth to her is not for a reason," Jiang Zhou said, "is the need to deprive others of their lives." ”

After saying that, there was a silence.

"Jiang Zhou..."Chen Mo, who was sitting opposite, wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know where to start.

Chen Xian was as silent as ever.

It was Shang Lu, he jumped out of his seat and squeezed in front of Jiang Zhou: "Anything that can't kill her can make her stronger." ”

Nietzsche's words:

hatdoesn’tkillyoumakesyoustronger.

Jiang Zhou looked at the boy with a serious face in front of him.

She believes she will never forget the name for the rest of her life.

Trade routes.

The boy's name is Shang Lu.

……

"Am I being too hypocritical?"

Ji An then pulled Jiang Zhou to the smoking area, because there were few trains and there was no one there.

"I wasn't that pretentious before." Jiang Zhou said again.

"Do you know why?" Ji An asked.

She looked at him in bewilderment, like a lost little lamb.

"Because you have love in your heart." His voice was low, but loud.

Because there is love in my heart, I feel sad and sad about what happened to others, and I feel powerless and frustrated.

"Isn't it because of the overflow of compassion?" She asked.

"How many people have you felt compassion for?" He asked rhetorically.

Yes, she has always been indifferent and critical, so stubborn that she doesn't want to shed a single tear.

She sees everything in her eyes, but her heart is dead.

She tried to stay out of it forever, to lock herself in a small space forever.

If others can't get in, she can't get out.

She changed only after she came to Yishan and met Ji An, Zhou Yingguang, A-Ying, Zawa, and Aunt Feng.

"Didn't you even notice it yourself, Jiang Zhou, is no longer the angry Jiang Zhou before." He said again.

"She's willing to play games with a little kid; Willing to cook, even if it's just a pot of fruit salad; Willing to make amends for past mistakes; willing to secretly leave a sum of money to a weak woman; willing to consider a little girl who has never known all her life; Willing to finish the bowl of food...... The most important thing is Jiang Zhou, you have kindness in your heart and more love. ”

She was deeply shocked, she knew that she was attractive to him, but she didn't expect that Ji An's heart was so good.

So good.

Ji An is the wildest man she has ever seen, and he is also the most gentle man.

Although he is taciturn, incomprehensible, and sometimes hard like a stone, in fact, he has always been tolerant and concerned about her, and he has always been kind and seductive, stimulating the goodness in her heart and guiding her to a bright journey.

She once said that drinking the strongest wine conquers the wildest man.

It turns out she didn't do it.

Because she is the one who is conquered.

…

…

"Are you sure you're going too?" Ding Yicang asked Zhou Yingguang beside him softly.

"I have to protect your safety," Zhou Yingguang brought two bottles of water to the conductor and handed him one, "Moreover, I want to see with my own eyes how that Professor Ding is doing now." ”

Ding Yicang twisted the cap of the bottle, but did not open it, and his voice seemed to be absent in the chaotic train carriage: "Grandpa, he has gone insane." ”

Zhou Yingguang thought he had misheard: "What? You repeat. ”

"Grandpa was already insane eight years ago." Ding Yicang repeated it again.

"Mental disorder is ......" Zhou Yingguang felt that he suddenly had difficulty understanding.

"He's gone mad. Eight years ago it was already crazy. ”

…

…

Ji An received a call from Zhou Yingguang, and the whole person seemed to be shrouded in a shadow.

"Zhou Yingguang's phone? Didn't he go to Pingshan with Ding Yicang? Jiang Zhou asked.

This time, they did not return to Yishan, but separated from Zhou Yingguang and their soldiers in two ways and met together in Pingshan, that is, where Ding Yibo had been hiding for eight years.

"Ding Yicang said that Ding Yibo had gone crazy eight years ago." Ji An said.

"Crazy... Lose your marbles? Jiang Zhou seemed to suddenly lose his strength, and slammed into the wall behind him all of a sudden.

Ji An took out a pack of cigarettes and lit them.

The smell of agarwood smoke filled the small smoking area for a while, but after a while, it dissipated again, and then filled the nasal cavity again.

How does what a mentally disturbed person say counts? How can his testimony be valid?

Isn't everything they did before in vain?

"Ding Yibo, I will definitely leave some evidence, I will." Jiang Zhou muttered to himself.

She couldn't bear to look at him, so she could only take his hand.

…

…

Zhou Yingguang grabbed Ding Yicang fiercely and pushed her into the narrow toilet on the train.

It stinks.

Ding Yicang frowned uncomfortably.

"Why didn't you say it earlier?!" Zhou Yingguang's green tendons have flareed up.

"What about that?" Ding Yicang turned his head away and pursed his lips stubbornly.

"Ding Yican!" He glared at him viciously, as if his eyes were about to burst into flames.

"It doesn't matter if he's normal or crazy, as long as he's not dead, will you all go to him?" She said.

"Are you still going to protect your dear grandfather?! The merits, don't you understand?! Ding Yicang, you disappointed me so much. He grabbed her chin and forced himself to come over.

Her white and tender chin was instantly pinched with a few red marks.

"If I didn't understand the twists and turns of right and wrong, I wouldn't have taken you to Pingshan!" She shouted hoarsely.

…

…

Pingshan is some distance from Qingcheng, so they need to spend a night on the train.

This green car doesn't even have a hard sleeper.

After Chen Mo and Chen Xian learned the news, they also left their seats and smoked for a long time.

"Ding Yibo is an old fox, he has a deep mind, and he leaves evidence in his interactions. Even without his confession, we can still find clues in him. Chen Mo said.

"Ding Yibo, it's because I feel guilty that I go crazy. Judging from my previous investigation, he is an extremely thoughtful person, as Chen Mo said. If he is not crazy, people will definitely come to the door, and when the East Window incident happens, he naturally can't get out of it and won't let him go. Chen Xian said.

"So, you mean, there's something strange about Ding Yibo's madness?" Jiang Zhou asked.

"I checked before, and his son, daughter-in-law, and wife are all dead. With him, there is only Ding Yican's granddaughter. ”

"That kind of ancestral and grandson love is not comparable to ordinary things, and even transcends life and death."

"Ding Yibo will never bear to see his beloved granddaughter left alone in the world."

"So ......"

Ji An clasped his hands, lowered his head, and didn't speak until now: "When I get to Pingshan, I will have the answer." ”

This night is destined to be sleepless.