Peach Blossom followed an old man and a young man to the grave. Father-in-law and Liu Haitao were cultivating soil on the grave of the army, Sun Lijuan and Yang Cuihua were burning paper money, they met and did not talk to each other, but nodded slightly at her.

Peach Blossom squatted in front of the grave and took out a wad of paper money and lit it, as the flame rose, she threw the paper money into the fire one by one, muttering something in her mouth, a sour feeling welled up in her heart, and in an instant, bitter tears came out of her eyes and dripped down her cheeks to the ground.

At this time, she really wanted to find such a secluded and unoccupied place to cry happily, but when she faced everything in front of her: her husband Liu Dajun who was lying quietly underground, her in-laws who used to respect and live with her very much, her former good sister Sun Lijuan, her former good classmate Yang Cuihua, her former lover Liu Haitao, and this godson Xiaobao who was not yet sensible, etc., in short, when facing everyone, especially in front of the army's grave, there is always a sense of guilt or guilt. She felt speechless in front of them, had nothing to say, looked up at them without the face, a shadow of inferiority and self-reproach hung over her heart for a long time, and she often thought that it was all her own fault to get to this point, and it was the evil results she planted with her own hands, thinking that she had committed an unpardonable sin! Therefore, she buried all the pain, sorrow and grievances deep in her heart, and silently endured the injuries and illnesses caused to her.

At this moment, she sat on the damp snow in front of the army's grave, and she didn't know how much she had to say in her heart, but she didn't dare to cry out boldly in front of the people around her, only silent tears were the vehicle for her to pour out her grief.

The paper money was burned, and no one present spoke to her, mother-in-law Liu Qiaoxian looked at the sky, stretched out her hand to pull up the peach blossom and said, "Seeing that it's noon, let's go home and have a meal with us." ”

Peach Blossom still lowered her head, she saw people's expressions on her, so she had to shake her head and say, "Mother, I'm not going, it's not easy to go, I have to go back early, there are still things waiting for me at home." ”

This is clearly Peach Blossom's prevarication, she already feels that people are not as enthusiastic about her this time as before, as if everyone is reluctant to talk to her, she seems to be a stranger, but she knows why everyone treats her like this.

She bent down to pick up the empty basket, looked up at her mother-in-law slightly, and said timidly, "Mother, come here, I have something to say to you." ”

Looking at the tears in Peach Blossom's eyes and a haggard look, Liu Qiaoxian's heart suddenly burst with pity, she reached out and combed Peach Blossom's unkempt hair lovingly, and walked a few steps with Peach Blossom, and asked softly, "What can't you say in front of others?" ”

"Mother, I didn't keep the child, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you, woo woo woo ......" Peach Blossom cried again.

Liu Qiaoxian sighed and said, "Alas, if you don't have it, it's gone, it's all God who doesn't open his eyes, what's the use of talking about this?" Just stop crying. ”

"Or, ...... ...... with him again Giving birth to one for you? Peach Blossom blushed and asked, as if it was her guilt.

Liu Qiaoxian smiled bitterly and said: "This is unbelievable, my previous thoughts and practices are all resentful of this old fool." Now that the naughty child has also become a family, he will never agree, you see, isn't Cuihua also pregnant? ”

Peach Blossom took a closer look at Yang Cuihua, and indeed her stomach was already bulging. She lowered her head shyly again, and she was secretly scolding herself from her heart: Peach Blossom, Peach Blossom, you are such a bastard, how can you have such a debauched and ridiculous idea? If someone has a green flower, how can he still want you? You're so naïve, too stupid, what a bastard!

Peach Blossom scolded herself like this, and suddenly felt a chill in the back of her head, which couldn't help but make her shiver.

When Peach Blossom was stunned, Liu Qiaoxian said: "What about me, I thought you wouldn't come today, but you really came, you can remember the death day of the army, and see that you can burn some paper money for him, I am really happy and content." I was going to leave you for a meal, but now Lijuan also rushed back from the city, it's rare for everyone to get together once, since you said something, then don't delay, go home, it's not easy to walk on the road, slow down. ”

"Mother, I ......" Liu Qiaoxian was about to turn around and leave, but Peach Blossom stopped her again, as if she had something to say.

Liu Qiaoxian asked, "Is there anything else wrong with Peach Blossom?" ”

Peach Blossom asked hesitantly: "Mother, you tell me the truth, I dropped the child, are you all angry with me?" Why doesn't even Sister Lijuan want to deal with me? I really don't have anything to say...... Woowoo woo ......"

"Alas, Peach Blossom, it's hard for you." Liu Qiaoxian sighed and said: "I don't know why this child doesn't have it, I don't want to ask more, you don't want to think too much, you don't have any apologies for our Liu family, we have lived together for so long, others don't understand you, don't I know you?" You are a good boy with a conscience, and if this happens, there must be your difficulties, and I will not blame you. ”

When Peach Blossom heard this, a warm current surged all over her body, and she didn't know whether she was moved or sad, and tears flowed out. She cried and begged and said to Liu Qiaoxian: "Mother, I beg you, when you talk to me in the future, don't keep talking to me, I feel uncomfortable listening to it." ”

"Oh, I...... Ouch...... You kid...... Oh, my God. Liu Qiaoxian saw that Peach Blossom was crying so sadly, and she didn't know how to explain: "Okay, my mother won't talk about it in the future." ”

Peach Blossom wiped her tears and said, "Mother, do you think I'm no longer your daughter-in-law?" My mother doesn't hurt me, I dislike me, even if you don't recognize me, I really don't have a mother in this life, mother......"

Peach Blossom "poof" knelt down in front of Liu Qiaoxian on both knees, for many days, the sourness, grievances, sorrows and pains that have been pressing on her heart, as well as resentment, regret and hatred, etc., all of this no one listened to her, at this moment, I finally found an opportunity, I can't wait to pour them all out. So she knelt in the snow and wept.

How much pain and how many unspeakable things Peach Blossom has in her heart, of course Liu Qiaoxian knows, because she has been to Peach Blossom's maiden house more than once, and she knows Peach Blossom's previous situation and her current mood very well. She looked at the peach blossoms, both pity and distress, and sad tears also followed. Liu Qiaoxian squatted down and hugged the peach blossoms with both hands, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law hugged their heads and cried. Each has its own sad things!

At this time, Sun Lijuan and Yang Cuihua rushed over to persuade them, and they were able to persuade the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law to stop crying. Liu Qiaoxian wiped her tears while patting the dust and snow on her body for the peach blossoms, and told her: "Let's stop crying, let's look away, the days will be long, your girl is soft-hearted, no matter where you go in the future, you have to have more eyes and take care of yourself." If you encounter any difficulties again, remember to come back and have a look, and talk to your mother, ah? ”

Peach Blossom nodded with tears in her eyes and said, "Mother, I remember, you are my mother-in-law, and I will often come back to see my mother in the future." No one will be by your side in the future, you and your father should take care of your health, I'm gone......"

"Peach blossom! Don't go yet. As soon as Peach Blossom turned around, she was stopped by Sun Lijuan again, and she asked with a gloomy face, "You just left like this?" ”

Peach Blossom smiled bitterly at her and said, "I thought you would ignore me anymore." ”

Sun Lijuan said: "How come? However, you know that your kid didn't come easily, why didn't he come here? You should give your aunt an explanation, right? ”

"Sister Lijuan, don't ask, I can't tell you clearly."

"Haha, why can't you tell clearly? The child is in your own belly, can you not know how it fell? Joke. Do you think that the army is dead and doesn't want this child? ”

"I ...... No...... Woo woo woo ......" Peach Blossom's aggrieved tears burst out of her eyes.

Liu Qiaoxian didn't want to ask about this, she knew that Peach Blossom was definitely not the kind of ruthless and unrighteous person, so she hurriedly stopped and said: "Juan'er, let's not be embarrassed for Peach Blossom, she is already hard enough, Peach Blossom, you can go." ”

Sun Lijuan was puzzled and said, "Auntie, you are so kind. ”

Peach Blossom muttered: "I have already thought about it, no matter what I do, whether I will marry again, this will always be my home, my first child will be surnamed Liu with you, let him (she) honor you in front of you." ”

At this time, Yang Cuihua pursed her mouth and interjected angrily: "No need, let's keep it to honor your future in-laws." My Liu family will have children, and my uncle and aunt will also have someone to serve them in the future. ”

Peach Blossom faced a sister who had nothing to talk about in the past, and a former classmate, it turned out that they didn't understand her so much, at this moment, she felt speechless, there was nothing to say, she covered her face and bowed deeply to her mother-in-law, then picked up the basket and turned around and staggered towards the way home.

"Kid!" Liu Qiaoxian felt that she was really upset, and shouted hoarsely behind her: "Peach blossom!" Peach blossoms, ah......"

Peach Blossom rushed forward desperately, she cried and ran at the same time, fell down and got up again, and the cynical words of Sun Lijuan and Yang Cuihua still echoed in her ears. She was full of grief and hatred, but sadly, no one really cared about and understood her until now, even the closest people to her resented her and disliked her so much; What is hateful is that the damned Second Yama King Zheng Chujiang, she didn't want to mention this person again, she hated him from her heart to the teeth, and she cursed him more than once: "Second Yama King! You don't have to die well! ”

Peach Blossom stumbled back home, covered with mud and snow, she took off her clothes and pants outside, washed her hands and face, and plunged into the bed, sleeping without eating or drinking for two days and one night.

No matter who said anything, she ignored it, just covered herself in the bed and cried secretly. Mother Qin Guizhi didn't know what was going on, let alone why? It was just that she was angry with her family again, so she said to her angrily: "If you don't like the family, you should marry out quickly, so as not to make people respond all day long." ”

"Hey, the child is not comfortable, can't you say a few words?" Father Song ~ Ping ~ An brought a bowl of ginger soup to Peach Blossom, but she still refused to move, her father shook his head, sighed helplessly and left.

End of the first volume. Continued from the second volume [Fist Fist Son Serves the Country]