The retribution she suffered afterwards was even more ruthless than a severed head.

At the very least, the pain of the severed head was borne by the queen herself.

And she not only has to bear it herself, but also burdens the person she loves the most.

That's the heartache.

As a result, she was a walking dead for a period of time.

The door was opened, and Ji An helped Ling Yun pack up the dishes and chopsticks and came up to find her.

"Found Lin Yu?" Ji An asked.

Jiang Zhou sat down on the ground and shook his head.

"Cheng Yan didn't find any news about Lin Yu at the school."

Ji An walked up to her and looked down at her.

"The only possibility is that because of that incident, the school cleared all the information about Lin Yu."

"Blame me." Jiang Zhou smiled bitterly, "All the unfair treatment and injuries she suffered were all because of me." ”

"And now, how ridiculous it is, because I can't bear the guilt and suffering in my heart, I want to go to her and make amends to her."

Legend has it that when Queen Mary was guillotined, she accidentally stepped on the executioner's foot, so she said, "I'm sorry, you know, I didn't mean to." ”

"Why bother in the first place. Why bother in the first place. Jiang Zhou muttered.

didn't know this beforehand, she wouldn't have thought of it so much at all.

But her evil did exist.

"If you feel that your conscience is disturbed, you can continue to look for her. But if you're just trying to appease your conscience, there's no need to look for her. ”

Ji An looked at Jiang Zhou sitting on the ground, and after he finished speaking, she looked up at him.

I have to say that Ji An's words are really ruthless.

It can be said to be sharp.

He mercilessly poked at the most secret thoughts in Jiang Zhou's heart.

This makes her current behavior seem a bit shameless.

She's just trying to redeem herself.

She still doesn't really care about others.

"Jiang Zhou, who do you really care about?"

She sits, he stands, condescending, she looks like a wicked person waiting to be judged.

"Or rather, who do you care about now?"

"Sometimes it seems like you care about yourself, but then I slowly realized that you don't even care about yourself."

"You're just rejectingly, but passively accepting to deal with yourself and the world."

You don't love me either.

You just need me.

Alice Munroe wrote in "Too Much Happiness":

"Always remember that when a man walks out of the room, he leaves everything in the room." Her friend Marie Mendelssohn once told her, "And when a woman goes out, she takes everything that happens in her room with her." ”

Every time at night, after they were over, Jiang Zhou would go out.

She was silent, feeling that her lips were dry, so she stuck out her tongue and licked her lips.

When it got wet, she still didn't know how to organize her language.

I had to ask sneeringly; "Have you seen Alice Munroe's Too Much Happiness?"

Ji An didn't answer, she said to herself:

"There's a passage in there, which is exactly what I want to say."

Ji An paused, he seemed to know what she wanted to say.

"Know myself, and what I know is my wickedness. This is my secret solace. I know my worst, and it may be worse than someone else's.

But I don't care, I don't need any excuses.

I've gained peace, am I a demon? That's what the world says, and if it says so, then I'll agree.

The world doesn't mean anything to me, though.

I am who I am, and I will not have the opportunity to be someone else.

I said, I'm crazy, but what does it mean to be crazy? Mentally not normal, mentally normal, I'm just me.

I couldn't change myself then, and I can't change myself now. ”

Ji An picked up Jiang Zhou and hugged her to the windowsill like a child.

The sunlight was a little dazzling, and Jiang Zhou squinted his eyes uncomfortably. He then closed the curtains.

In an instant, her previously delicately dressed face went dark.

"Listen to me, Jiang Zhou."

"I didn't mean to blame you for anything when I said that. Those things are in the past, and I have nothing to say.

Human nature is inherently evil, and that is the original sin of human beings. In the matter of Lin Yu, you are indeed at fault. But you're trying to do something right now to make up for it.

Although you say that you are a village doctor who doesn't know anything, you still help a lot of people.

I just hope you care more about your own feelings.

Don't always mess up your mood.

I don't care about other people, it doesn't matter. People live for a lifetime, and selfishness doesn't matter at all.

If you don't want to recall those things, then don't push yourself, don't push yourself.

If you are caught in a conflict and want to escape and face it, it is better to give yourself a period of time and think about it. ”

Jiang Zhou's eyes were a little moist and shiny, but they didn't drop beads.

It only took her a few seconds to readjust herself.

"I see." She said.

……

"Why did you go up for so long, didn't you say you were going to go out for a walk?"

Ling Yun asked as he mopped the floor.

"She's always been grinding." Ji An said casually.

That's right.

"Which of our women doesn't go out slowly, I don't go out now, and it doesn't matter if I'm unkempt. If you go out, you have to dress up for a long time. Looking at the young and beautiful girl outside, I felt that I couldn't easily lose as a married woman. ”

Ling Yun is really hearty.

"When you go out, turn left and go straight ahead, there is a Chen Kee dessert shop. The chestnut cake inside is particularly delicious, and the orange cake and mung bean cake are also famous. ”

Lingyun strongly recommends.

"Coincidentally, Jiang Zhou likes to eat chestnuts." Ji An said.

"I love all the chestnut goods. What chestnut cake, chestnut roast chicken, chestnut ice cream...... I ate a lot in Yishan before, but I didn't expect Yuanshui, I want to eat again. Jiang Zhou continued.

"It's good to be able to eat, it's a blessing to be able to eat, I see that you are not fat by eating anything, I really envy you, you can eat if you want." Ling Yun said.

……

When I came to Yuanshui Town before, it was already late at night.

Because Yuanshui, like Yishan, as well as the towns that passed before, are all remote, so it is dark at night.

Jiang Zhou didn't see what Yuan Shui looked like either.

It is very similar to the first two towns, and it has a bit of a Hui style architectural feeling.

There are not many people, but they are not very few.

In Yishan, Bashui, Jiaoshui, and Yuanshui, Jiaoshui Town has the least number of people.

Yisan and Ba Shui have the most tourists.

Probably because they each have signboards, Yishan Main Mountain and Ba Shui Temple.

"Is that one Chen Ji?"

Jiang Zhou pointed to a shop in front of him and asked, there was a small flag outside the store with the word "Chen" written on it.

People in Yuanshui Town seem to be queuing here, so there are fewer pedestrians.

"There are so many people in line." Jiang Zhou was surprised.

"Row or not?" Ji An glanced at the crowd and asked.

"I don't have the patience." Jiang Zhou crossed his waist.

"Oh, then ......" is not lined up.

"So, you come to the row, I'll go around the neighborhood." Jiang Zhou quickly finished speaking, turned around and slipped away.

Ji An stood in place, feeling helpless, so he had to line up before there were more and more people.

As soon as Jiang Zhou left Ji An's sight, his face fell.

She had just seen Du Kang.

I don't know why, she always feels that Du Kang and Ling Yun's marriage is not very harmonious.

Although she was exhausted last night, but light sleep is light sleep, she still heard a little quarrel.

Du Kang entered a tavern, and Jiang Zhou quietly followed. But as soon as I entered, I found that he was gone.

Nowhere to be found.

Looking up, there is no private room or anything upstairs.

Why did this man disappear all of a sudden?

Pulled a waiter: "Are there any other rooms here?" ”

"No, we don't have a private room here." The waiter said obediently.

"That's right, my husband asked me to send him something, but I didn't find anyone else." Jiang Zhou casually gave a reason.

Unexpectedly, the waiter smiled evilly: "It's to send this." ”

Then he pinched his index finger and thumb and rubbed it, which was the meaning of the banknote.

"You see there's a door over there, when you enter the door, you will see the stairs, and if you go down the stairs, you will find your husband."

"Well, okay, thank you." Jiang Zhou smiled.

The waiter looked a little dumbfounded.

Jiang Zhou looked at the time, Ji An shouldn't be lined up so soon.

She opened the door and took a quick look before anyone noticed.

She probably knew what the downstairs was.

……

Walking back to Chen Kee dessert shop, I found that Ji An was already waiting with a bag.

Moreover, the face is not very good.

"Where did you go?" Ji An asked with a straight face.

"Walked around." Jiang Zhou said.

"Lying." The bag in Ji Anba's hand was thrown to Jiang Zhou.

Jiang Zhou hurriedly went to pick it up.

"I've seen Du Kang, too." Ji An said.

"You're going to follow him? What are the results? ”

"You heard the argument last night, too?" Jiang Zhou asked.

"Nope." Ji An said.

"Huh? So why should you pay attention to him? Jiang Zhou was puzzled.

"When you go upstairs to answer the phone, I'll help Ling Yun clean up the dishes and chopsticks together. As she rolled up her sleeves while washing dishes, I saw scars on her arms. It's not the kind of fall bruises, if you see it, you'll notice it too. Ji An said.

"What does that look like?" Jiang Zhou asked.

"A thin one. I suspect it was smoked with something similar to a belt. Ji An recalled.

Jiang Zhou's heart sank, combined with his previous discovery.

"I followed him into the tavern, and then he was gone. I told the waiter to send something to my husband, and he asked me if I was here to deliver money, and made a gesture. Then tell me the directions to the basement. When I went down, I found that the basement was really different. ”

She paused.

"Inside is a gambling field."

Jiang Zhou and Ji An glanced at each other.

Lingyun said that Du Kang often goes out early and returns late.

He didn't go to work, but gambled.

Jiang Zhou took out a piece of chestnut cake from the bag and took a bite; "It's gambling again, it's a game, it's a scar again."

It's a combination of everything.

"I suspect he has domestic violence. What do you think? ”

"At the moment I have this guess as well." Ji An said.