Originally, I was going to go to the finance department to take a walk around to see if those people saw me with pity or schadenfreude, but when I came out of Zhang Bailing's office, I saw Lin Qicheng coming up, and he had to pull me and say that he would invite me to dinner. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ШЩЩ.(7)(9)XS.сОМ

I couldn't resist him, I was dragged by him, and I was dragged to a western restaurant near OMG watch store in three or two clicks.

When he was ordering, I wandered around with some indifferent staleness, and then abruptly, frozen in one place.

Zhang Minglang, who told me that he was on a business trip, will also take care of me who has a cold, Zhang Minglang, who once said that he would always love me alone, and Zhang Minglang, who once promised to be good to me alone in this life, he was wearing a light gray 'colored' shirt, sitting there sideways, and the person sitting next to him was Su Xiaomi.

I didn't see Xiao Zhi, I saw him tilt his face, as if to gently ask her if she wanted to eat, and a sweet smile appeared on Su Xiaomi's face.

It was like I was in the middle of a dog day, and suddenly someone poured a whole bucket of ice on my head, and it was cold and shivering.

Following my gaze, Lin Qicheng also saw that scene, but he said unusually calmly: "Look at it, in fact, you don't need to be so serious occasionally, men are like this." ”

I sighed, and then in Lin Qicheng's gaze, I silently took out and dialed Zhang Minglang's phone.

Rarely, the phone still went through.

I was only a dozen meters away from him when I heard his voice coming from the microphone.

Instead of calling my name, he said casually, "Hello." ”

Those voices, unadorned, indifferent, with some empty 'swing' and 'swing' meaning, I thought I would cry, but why am I so calm, and asked in a shallow and smiling tone: "What are you doing?" ”

"I just came back from a business trip, I was researching a document in the office, and I'll talk about it later, I'll hang up the phone first."

The phone was hung up like that.

All the painful and sluggish feelings accumulated in my heart, but I didn't react at all in the end, put it down, and said to Lin Qicheng: "Order food, I'm going to go back to sleep after eating, I feel that my cold is not well yet, sleepy." ”

On the way back by subway, I kept standing close by, looking through the transparent baffle at the scenery speeding outside, the whole area looked gray and gray under the rain, and I never felt like I did today, I finally lost him.

Because I can no longer see through his heart, I am still afraid of him lying to me like this.

When I got home, I squeezed all the clothes I had bought at the east gate or from the stall into the small suitcase, squeezed it tightly, and then zipped it up and pushed it under the bed, ready to walk away at any time.

Since 2008 and 2013, the city of Shenzhen has carried so many things for me that I am about to flee and I don't know where I can go.

Holding the kitten, I turned on my laptop and searched the Internet, I felt that I was homeless, I could go anywhere, and finally I still wanted to go to Shanghai.

I wanted to go to Zhongshan Park in Shanghai to buy a glass of lemonade, and I wanted to try if the lemonade there was particularly delicious, so that Zhang Minglang lingered there and stayed with Su Xiaomi after breaking up with me that year.

When he returned, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

By this time, I had finished showering, washed my clothes and hung them on the balcony, and I was sitting on the balcony, silently watching the crowd coming and going on the ground.

I kept watching, I felt like I still couldn't get enough, I wanted to find someone who was as sad as me now.

Thankfully, however, the people who came and went had no sad incidents, and they seemed to be smiling 'quite happily'.

At this time, Zhang Minglang walked through the hall, but instead of reaching out to pull me, he said, "Come down, it's not safe to sit on it." ”

I hummed, jumped down, and yelled at him, "Coming back?" Then I'll go to sleep. ”

Zhang Minglang also snorted and said lightly: "Okay, go to bed early." ”

But I kept lying on the 'bed' tossing and turning.

After he climbed into the bed, I turned off the light, and suddenly I reached over and covered his face, and in the darkness without light, I asked him, "Zhang Minglang, do you still love me?" ”

However, after a long silence, I received a vague answer.

He said, "Don't make a fuss, sleep." ”

At this moment, how much I wanted to open my mouth to ask him what was going on, how much I wanted to yell at him like a Hedong lion, scold him, and tell him that I saw him and Su Xiaomi in the restaurant at noon today, and he picked up my phone and lied to me on the phone less than twenty meters away from me.

But I didn't say anything after all, but used the cover of darkness to move over quickly and rubbed against his body.

I might be a little angry.

However, he hurriedly moved away, and said quickly: "It's too hot, don't stick so close, it's summer." ”

I groaned, but continued to caress his face, following his contours, my fingers from his face to his earlobe, to his neck, and then down his pajamas into his chest.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I'm probably making sure of something.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "How can it be hot when the air conditioner is turned on at home?" ”

After saying that, I moved it again and got closer.

I wasn't a poisonous snake, but he moved a little farther away from me as if he was afraid of being bitten.

I suddenly wanted to fight, and my other hand reached into his lower abdomen, swimming back and forth.

However, what hit people was that he took my hand out and said in a slightly bad tone: "Chen Sansan, what do you want to do?" I'm really hot, don't touch me. ”

I was really paranoid, but I was still unwilling, and I put my hand inside his clothes again, and said in a low voice, "I want to be closer to you." ”

But this time, he still pulled my hand out very roughly, and said lightly, "I'm not in the mood to do these things right now." I've been tired all day, you'd better stop a bit. ”

My tears just fell out of my eyes.

Quickly taking my hand out, I turned my back to him, I felt like I was too cheap.

In the dark, I reached out and covered my mouth, I was afraid that I would whimper, I was afraid that he would know, and I cried like a dog less than 10 centimeters away.

Suddenly, he sat up and said coldly, "I'd better go to the guest room and sleep, you make endless trouble, I won't be able to go to work tomorrow." ”

As the sound of his footsteps died away, I got up and stared at the closed door.

When he woke up the next day, he was no longer at home, and this time, there was no note, nothing.

All his indifference came too suddenly, too inexplicably, too incredible, I smiled bitterly, ran to the coffee table to get it, and called Zhang Bailing.

However, Zhang Bailing's phone kept turning off.

Put it down, I stared at the screen in a daze, thinking if Zhang Bailing should regret it, right? Should I just go to the urge?

At noon, while cooking, there was a sudden sound.

It was Huang Simin who called.

As soon as I connected, she said in a 'very' happy tone: "Chen Sansan, Zhou Zhengming was reported and was taken away in Shengde in the morning. ”

I sighed, not by myself, but hurriedly asked, "Why was it taken away?" ”

Huang Simin lowered his voice and said slowly: "Embezzlement, false accounts, forged bids, and suspected injuries." Here's the inside message. I don't know if Zhang Minglang did it. ”

I sighed again, my heart full of bitterness.

Zhang Minglang Zhang Minglang Zhang Minglang, now Zhang Minglang, I can't catch it.

He may not be able to fight with Zhou Zhengming for me.

A little discouraged, after hanging up the phone, I fed the kitten, I changed into clean clothes, and went out of the 'door' downstairs to get on a casual bus 'handover'.

In the swaying of the car, I watched the scenery of the city pass in front of me, first clear and then blurred, in such a gray and fluffy scenery 'color' I suddenly remembered that year, Zhang Minglang smiled and told me that Shenzhen is a good city, he said that everyone can find their own things here.

But I was empty-handed, and I had nothing.

There really is nothing.

What belongs to me has long been consumed in the passage of time.

When we grow up, we will find that love is not so omnipotent, in the face of life, it is a time to abandon weapons and surrender.

And I, I don't dare to blame that man.

The more I thought about it, the more I was very sleepy, and when I woke up, the car had already arrived at the terminal, and I found myself taken to Bao'an Fuyong.

It was a hazy light rain at this time, probably a weekday, and there was not a single pedestrian on the road.

I felt like it was time for me to go, and I wanted to pull out a goodbye message to one of those few friends.

After hesitating for a moment, I sent one to Xie Cunhui first.

Shortly after it was sent, the phone rang suddenly.

As soon as he picked it up, Xie Cunhui's voice came.

I stood on the side of the road and picked it up.

He asked 'quite directly': "What do you want to do?" ”

I said in an indifferent tone: "I don't want to do anything, I don't want to be in Shenzhen anymore." ”

Xie Cunhui sighed and said lightly: "Where you want to go, I'll go with you." ”

I was stunned and said in a lighter tone, "Thank you, no." ”

Xie Cunhui suddenly laughed, and said slowly: "I'm not here to accompany you at all, I also feel that this city is tired of being bored, and I want to try my luck in other cities." ”

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when a new call came in.

looked at the screen, and Zhou Peiling's name kept flashing on it.

I casually said to Xie Cunhui into the microphone: "Let's talk about this matter, a phone came in from my side, I hung up first." ”

After hanging up Xie Cunhui's phone, I dialed Zhou Peiling back.

I'm too lazy to talk to someone like that, but I'd like to hear her crazy on the phone trying to 'kill' me and 'kill' me.

However, when I calmly said hello, the 'woman' on the phone was unusually calm, she said, "Chen Sansan, come out to meet?" ”

I really wanted to meet this old witch before leaving, at least I had to make her half angry, and then slap her again, so that I could feel more happy, so I agreed.

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