Chapter 175: The love is so deep, how to explain it (6) Ask for a monthly pass

Nanji, who was standing at the door of the kitchen, had a tense face, a surprise and panic in his eyes, and the dish he was holding in his hand also fell to the ground, unaware.

Bai Yan's face turned pale, and he gradually died like ashes. The left side of the chest was stabbed hard, and his eyes were fixed on the pair of slender fingers tightly wrapped around Nanji's arm, and the two of them stood there like a match made in heaven.

The woman standing next to Nansi is none other than Nansi's fiancée a few years ago, and Nanji's ex-girlfriend who was hit by Nansi and slept with other men - Rong Rong.

Rong Rong's beautiful eyes wandered between the two of them, feeling that the atmosphere was a little weird.

Old Madam Qin didn't know what was going on, "What's wrong with you two children?" One dropped the vegetables, the other dropped the fruit......" said and bent down to pick it up.

Bai Yan, who heard the voice, came back to his senses from the dead silence, quickly squatted down, lowered his head to avoid such a dazzling scene, and his panicked voice was trembling, "Auntie, don't pick it up if you don't have a good waist, I'll pick it up, just pick it up." ”

"You kid is careful and considerate, and only you always worry about what is wrong with my old bones." Old Lady Qin laughed.

Bai Yan couldn't hear anything at all. There was a "buzz" in his ears, and the image of Rong Rong holding Nansi's arm flashed over and over again in his mind, and the hand that put the apple in the bag couldn't stop trembling.

Nansi stood there, his body stiff, his eyes staring at Bai Yan who lowered his head, he didn't move or want to help him, his expression was deep and unpredictable.

Rong Rong let go of her hand and grabbed Nansi's hand and smiled, "I'll help you!" "Bend down to pick up the apples scattered everywhere, pick them up and hand them to Bai Yan.

Bai Yan only looked up slightly and saw the pair of Qianqianyu hands taking the apple and putting it in the bag, he didn't even have the courage to look at her, and his voice suddenly became a little hoarse, "Thank you." ”

"You're welcome!" Rong Rong smiled sweetly and gently, turned to look at Nansi who was still in a daze, and asked him to pick up the green vegetables that fell on the ground, "Still in a daze!" Your good brothers have arrived, so don't hurry up and cook. ”

As he spoke, he pushed Nanji into the kitchen.

Old Lady Qin smiled and took Bai Yan's hand and walked to the sofa, "Come, sit...... Let's get them to eat for us tonight! ”

Bai Yan kept his head down, his eyes were red, his heart was like a knife, but he was still desperately squeezing the corners of his lips to show a far-fetched smile, nodding in agreement.

Old Man Qin walked out of the study with a simple smile, "Ziyan, you're here...... Come and play two games with me. ”

Qin Nansi's father didn't have any hobbies, he just liked to play Chinese chess, but Nansi didn't like it and never wanted to play with him since he was a child. It just so happened that Bai Yan knew something, and every time he came over, the old man pulled him to play chess, and he was reluctant to let go.

"Okay." Bai Yan raised his head, smiled casually, and went to the study with the old man to play chess.

"I'll go to the kitchen and see if there's anything I can do to help the little couple." Old Lady Qin stood up and walked to the kitchen.

Bai Yan's steps paused, looked back at the kitchen, and saw Nan Si standing by the sink washing vegetables through the glass on the door, and Rong Rong was making trouble with him

I couldn't stand it, my eyes were retracted, and I followed the old man into the study, which is actually a simple computer room.

Playing chess with the old man this time, Bai Yan didn't need to rack his brains to find a way to lose to him, and he had to lose without a trace, the first game was a mess, and there was no piece of armor left behind by the old man. My mind was in a mess, I was thinking about the people in the kitchen all the time, and I couldn't concentrate at all.

After the third game, Bai Yan lost again, and the old man didn't mean to play again, "Ziyan! Is there something difficult at work? You're not in the groove today......"

Bai Yan came back to his senses, his face was not very good, and he smiled far-fetchedly, "No, it may be that I am too tired from work, and I haven't rested well recently." ”

The old man sighed, "Young people's work is very important, but the body is also very important!" Although Rong Rong has done something sorry for Xiao Si before, young people who will not do anything wrong! Now that she can be with Xiao Si and live a good life, my wife and I have also calculated a matter of our hearts, and we are waiting to hold our grandson! ”

Bai Yan lowered his head, and when he heard the words "hug his grandson", tears welled up in an instant. It's not that I feel stimulated by the old man's words, but at this moment, I completely recognize that there is a river between him and Nansi that can never be crossed.

"Ziyan, we have always treated you as half a son. It's time to think about your life's events, and if your father isn't around, it doesn't mean that they don't care about you and aren't in a hurry......"

The old man babbled about something, but he didn't hear it clearly, but just lowered his head in response.

Nansi's parents are honest people, and they may not know what the word "homosexual" means in this life, let alone accept that their son is with a man.

In their opinion, two men being together is deviant, moral, moral, sick, and disgusting......

Only he knew that it was just a desperate love.

After a while, Nansi's mother came to call them to eat, and when they sat down, they didn't know what was going on, and there was a Rongrong between Bai Yan and Nansi, as if to remind them that the Chu River and the Han realm were clearly distinguished.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was inexplicably dignified and depressing, Nansi and Bai Yan rarely spoke, and only when the second elder spoke, they would speak, without the joy of eating together before.

Rong Rong seems to have really changed, considerately sandwiching his favorite dishes for Nansi, taking care of the two elders, and obviously looking like the hostess of this family.

Bai Yan saw that they all had happy and satisfied smiles on their faces, except for himself and Nansi.

Rong Rong greeted Bai Yan enthusiastically, "Bai Yan, you try this and this, and see which of my skills is better!" ”

Bai Yan smiled and nodded, saying that it was good, but eating was like chewing wax. After living with Nansi for two years, he was never willing to let Nansi cook once, let alone know that he would cook too.

Or maybe he's not willing to cook for someone else!

He couldn't eat anymore, he put down his chopsticks and pretended to be something, picked up his mobile phone, looked at it, and stood up, "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry, I suddenly have something urgent to go." See you next time! I'm really embarrassed......" he said, bowing, and before they could react, he turned around and left.

He seemed to be the superfluous one in this space, and he was afraid that if he stayed here any longer, he would suffocate and collapse.

"Hey...... Ziyan...... Let's leave after eating...... Ziyan ......: "The old lady shouted to him, but she couldn't keep her anxious white words like escaping from the whirlpool.

Rong Rong's arm hit Nan Si who was in a daze, "You still don't want to send Bai Yan." ”

Nansi was still hesitating, his eyes swept over Rong Rong's urging eyes in a complex and vague manner, and he didn't move. Rong Rong dragged him up, "Go quickly!" I'll take care of my uncles and aunts, don't be stunned! He looked as if something had happened! Check out if you need help! ”

Nanji stood up and said in a deep voice, "Keep the bowl for me to come back and wash it." ”

"Alright! I'll wash it up, and you don't want to worry about it! Just go! Rong Rong pursed her lips and smiled thoughtfully.

Nan Si no longer hesitated, and hurriedly walked out, chasing Bai Yan's back.

Find the dividing line for the commuter pass**********************

After having dinner together, Bo Li did not go back to the room but went to the study with Long Pei. Gu Mingxi waited for two hours on the sofa downstairs to read a book and saw that Ah Li had not come out yet, he was a little suspicious, and couldn't help but go upstairs curiously to know what Ah Li and Long Pei were doing in the study.

- Knock knock.

"Come in." A deep voice sounded, Gu Mingxi kept holding the cup, pushed open the door with one hand, and swept his gaze, Long Pei sat in the position to process the documents, and Bo Lifei sat beside him, and the desk occupied half of it.

"Ah Li, it's time for you to rest." Gu Mingxi stepped forward and saw that he was practicing calligraphy on a blank piece of paper.

Bo Lifei was too focused on writing, and at this moment he reacted and looked at the clock hanging on the wall, less than nine o'clock, "I still want to write for a while." ”

"But ......"

"It's still early, let him learn a little longer." Long Pei opened her mouth lightly, and her eyes fell on the milk cup in her hand. There was only one cup, obviously for Ah Li, and the sword frowned.

"Will he interrupt your work?" Gu Mingxi said tactfully, she didn't expect Long Pei to teach Ah Li after work, but there was really no need for this.

"No, he's smart, and he can do it at one point." Long Pei looked sideways at Bo Lifei, his dark eyes were full of appreciation, he had never met such a smart child in his life, he was very smart, decisive, and his style of action was quite his style.

Bo Lifei glanced at Long Pei, as if provoking him, "I understand your documents!" ”

"Ah Li!" Gu Mingxi's face was slightly gloomy, and his voice solemnly warned him not to talk nonsense. Long Pei's documents are all confidential, and even she can't read them.

Long Pei's expression was calm and natural, and his thin lips hooked lightly, "It's okay." Can you read and understand? For example, in this part...... "He directly handed him the document in his hand and discussed it with him."

Bo Li didn't politely and boldly say his opinion, Long Pei listened very seriously, and there was no joke.

Gu Mingxi was a little surprised, shouldn't he talk to Long Pei! Ah Li is the son of the master, he cultivated Ah Li like this, and even showed Ah Li confidential documents, is it too bold and risky!

After listening to his words, Long Pei nodded appreciatively, pointing out where his theory was not good and unrealistic, and where it was bold and worth trying.

One big and one small talked about it, and Gu Mingxi completely hung it aside.

As Long Pei spoke, he swept the milk in Gu Mingxi's hand, stood up and walked in front of her, and naturally took a sip of it.

"This is Ah Li's." Gu Mingxi's expression was indifferent, how could he drink Ah Li's milk.

"It's cold, and children will feel sick when they drink it. After a while, let the ice heat another cup. After Long Pei finished speaking, he directly drank a glass of milk and returned the empty cup to Gu Mingxi, and said thank you.

Gu Mingxi looked down at the empty cup in his hand and was speechless.

Instead, he turned around and continued to discuss with Ah Li.

Find the dividing line for a commuter pass*****************

Bai Yan hurriedly walked to the side of the car, and before his fingers could open the car door, a deep and familiar voice came from behind him, "Bai Yan!" ”

His body stiffened, and he didn't look back at him when he stopped, only feeling more and more colic in his heart, as if he was going to die.

Nan Si ran over and stood beside him staring at Bai Yan's lonely and lonely back, "Bai Yan ......" wanted to speak and stopped, not knowing what to say or what to say.

He didn't know that his father would suddenly call Bai Yan to call him for dinner, and he didn't even say anything to himself.

There are some things he wants to tell Bai Yan, but he doesn't know how to say it. In fact, with Bai Yan's wisdom, even if he didn't say it, how could he not guess.

The atmosphere was inexplicably sad and depressing, his eyes seemed to be pricked by a needle, Bai Yan bit his lip flap tightly, and he didn't know the smell of blood in his mouth when he bit out a bloody stain.

Because nothing will hurt his heart more now.

Nanji stood behind him and didn't speak, looking at him as if everything could be solved.

Bai Yan restrained his emotions, looked up at Wanyue, didn't look back at him, just squeezed out with difficulty in a heavy voice, "It's okay, you go back to accompany your uncle and aunt first."

The voice paused, his heart hurt more than being stabbed by a knife, and he spit out two words that made his heart hurt, "Rong Rong." ”

Bai Yan ...... I ......"

Bai Yan didn't give him a chance to finish speaking, he pulled the car door and quickly sat in, slammed the door slammed shut, and he didn't even have time to buckle the seat belt, so he hurriedly started the car and left quickly.

Nanji stood still and watched the car disappear into the night, but did not catch up.

Even if you catch it, what can you say.

Maybe it's better to see it with your own eyes, you can understand everything clearly, and you don't need him to tell Bai Yan in person, that's also cruel.

After standing for a while, Nanji made a few swallowing movements, turned around and walked back with a heavy back little by little, contrary to the direction Bai Yan left, as if their lives were staggered.

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Bai Yan clutched the steering wheel tightly with both hands, the accelerator on the soles of his feet was stepped on to the bottom, and the car was speeding wildly on the road, and the surrounding pictures kept regressing. There is no direction, no purpose, just a road that goes all the way and keeps going and going all the way ......

It's just that he can't see his way out any further.

Nan Si is actually still resistant to his gay identity, and Bai Yan sometimes thinks that if he didn't have himself, Nan Si would definitely like a girl other than Rong Rong. Nanji never said that he loved Bai Yan, even if they lived together, even when they often had intense and lingering sex, he never said this.

It's as if saying this sentence is acknowledging one's identity.

Bai Yan rarely said such a sensational three words, because of the three words "I love you", he had long since turned into gentleness and considerate care and integrated into Nansi's life.

Having come to this point, Bai Yan has no one to complain, because he has long been conscious, and he has long held the idea of "one more day is earned", the happiness and happiness of the past few years have been stolen, and now it is time to return it.

Before, he said that he didn't dare to hope that "forever" was just a pretentious gesture.

I remembered what Nanji said at the beginning, "Left and right are just looking for someone to depend on for a lifetime, and you have to find someone who looks good." Besides, you're more than good-looking......"

The words were still in his ears, but at this moment, Bai Yan had fallen from the sky to the ground.

I don't know where the car has gone, in the wilderness and mountains, it is pitch black, there is not even a beam of light, and I can't see my fingers in the dark. Bai Yan suddenly stepped on the brakes, and his hands slammed on the steering wheel like crazy, like an injured monster whimpering......

The dull howl of the night seemed to hit a bottle that was not airy, and instead of drifting away, it accumulated more and more.

The emotions were uncontrollable, but he didn't shed tears, because he was still a man, a very normal man, the only difference was that he was in love with another man.

One love is more than ten years.

Find the dividing line of the commuter pass********************

In the president's office, Long Pei repeated his words twice, and Bai Yan, who was standing on the side, never responded, and his pale face could not hide his tiredness.

Long Pei slammed the document on the table, his face was cold and terrifying, and Ying Jun's eyes shot at Bai Yan who was distracted with a cold warning.

Bai Yan came back to his senses and bowed, "I'm sorry, Your Excellency. ”

Nansi, who had just knocked on the door and came in, couldn't help but worry in his eyes when he saw this scene, and walked to Bai Yan's side and stood without speaking.

But overnight, the two of them were close to a fist apart, but it was like the sky was apart.

Long Pei's angry eyes fell on Nan Si's body from Bai Yan's body, and he was keenly aware of Nan Si's abnormal expression, as smart as how he couldn't guess the twists and turns in this.

"Nanji, you're not too young, how are you handling the marriage?" He spoke coldly, as if marriage was just a routine.

Bai Yan's face couldn't help but turn pale, knowing that Your Excellency did it on purpose, but he could only stand here and listen.

Nanji's face changed slightly, and his hoarse voice replied gloomily, "Yes, I am preparing." ”

Long Pei nodded, "You can think as much as you want during the holidays, it's been hard over the years." Huo Rinmo's affairs will be handed over to others for the time being, you don't care! Get out. ”

"Yes." Nan Si bowed, turned to leave, and the afterglow carefully swept over Bai Yan's body, not daring to linger any longer and leave quickly.

Long Pei's sharp eyes shot directly at Bai Yan, and his words were bloody, "Bai Yan, you have long known that Nansi is a sophisticated person. ”

Nansi will not let himself confront the whole custom, if there is no outside vision, there are no two elders, maybe the two of them can live so quietly.

But their identity and status are there, and they can't do anything wantonly.

"I—I know." Although Bai Yan worked hard to maintain his usual gentle image, his voice could no longer be controlled and choked slightly.

This chapter is 5003 words****************

The end of the demon escape:

Brave series: "The President's Wealthy Ex-Wife", "Police and Bandit Sleep Together: Wives Do All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me"

Healing Series: "Debt Collection Xiaobao: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Demon Master, Please Spare Me", "The President's Little Wife"