00144 Dead: Return to Dust
An Bailun didn't go to see Yang Lingxuan with me after all, he said: "Don't tell me, he's no longer there, Pei Sansan, I'm waiting for him, he said he will come back to me, wait for the lead to be washed, and then come back to find me, let me wait for him in the same place, so I won't go anywhere, I'll wait for him at home, and one day, he will come back to me......"
Seeing that he was in a state of despair, I reached out to pull him: "I'll send you back!" ”
An Bailun shook off my hand: "No, when I see you, I will think that he is no longer in this world, and when I see you, I can no longer deceive myself and deceive myself, so, Pei Sansan, don't appear in front of me, I won't believe your words, I won't believe you tell me that he is no longer in this world..."
Suddenly, I regretted being so aggressive to him.
And last night, since I shouted and asked him to accompany Yang Lingxuan, in this world, it should not be the person who loves him, but the person he loves.
An Bailun left, the empty room, every time Yang Lingxuan was there, the noisy sound echoed in the room, and I would feel that the room was very small, and his voice was everywhere, but now, I felt that the room was very big, and the big one could not be seen at a glance, because there was no Yang Lingxuan.
Ding dong dong, the phone rings.
And my mind pulled back, and I saw the caller ID, Qin Dongli, how could he remember to call me?
Could it be said? Meng Langyue told him, I'm back?
Taking a deep breath and connecting the mobile phone, Qin Dongli's voice came, gentle and low-sounding: "Sansan, where are you now?" Shall I pick you up? ”
"No need!" I replied: "Qin Dongli I want to be alone and be quiet, I'm already well, I have my own thinking ability, I don't need to be in a sanatorium!" ”
Qin Dongli was silent for a moment: "Be good, don't be willful, your illness hasn't recovered yet, there are a lot of bad people outside, don't let people be confused and hear things that shouldn't be heard!" ”
How affectionate for me, if I didn't know that Yang Lingxuan was dead, if my heart was rebuilt by them, maybe I would believe him...... He loves me and everything he does is for me!
But now...... Everything he does is for himself, my value is really high, let such a proud business man condescend to love me!
The hand holding the phone was shaking, and I wanted to question him, who can bewitch me? Who can I be fooled by? Isn't he the one who lied to me the most?
"Qin Donglian, don't look for me, I will naturally appear when I want to appear, you know, I will be reluctant to you!"
Isn't it time to tear his face, didn't he say that Mrs. Qin is the only one with me? That's me alone, since I love me so much, let me lose Yang Lingxuan, and lose my love, it will make a person crazy, and he and I will never die!
Qin Dongli was silent for a while: "I know, I will wait for you, when you appear, come to me, you have to believe me, everything has been solved when you appear!" ”
"Good!" I smiled forcefully, "Yang Lingxuan made me believe you, and I will always listen to his words, so... Please be patient and wait for me to come to you......"
"Good ......"
A good word, as if you have countless trusts in me, but unfortunately his lies have been known to me all last night, for money, for all this.
hung up the phone, Meng Langyue's phone came in, he was clean and neat, and went straight to the point as soon as he came: "Miss Pei, I went to China Entertainment Media, but I didn't see you, where are you now, where should the security personnel go to find you?" ”
I went and asked, "Can I start all the money?" ”
Meng Langyue was puzzled: "Are you asking, can you spend all the money you inherited?" ”
"Yes, I wonder when I can spend this money?" Maybe my language was a little impatient, which made Meng Langyue stunned.
"It was closed last night, everything went through the formal legal process, you are now the real owner of this money, and you can have control anytime and anywhere!"
"The reward of 100 million for finding someone tonight will be donated to the Mingshan Public Security Bureau for me!"
"Mingshan Public Security Bureau?" Meng Langyue asked with some doubts, "Have you found Mr. Yang?" ”
I replied: "It's none of your business, you just do it, don't come to me these days, let the security come to Huijingwan, deposit the cash in my card, and find me an economic consultant!" ”
"Okay! Miss Pei! Meng Langyue agreed: "The security personnel can arrive at Huijingwan in about half an hour!" ”
"Thank you!"
I hung up the phone, at a loss, and didn't know where to go......
After sitting for an hour, I woke up suddenly, grabbed the car keys, I want to accompany him more in a limited time, accompany Yang Lingxuan, he is afraid of cold, afraid of loneliness, afraid of all this!
Meng Langyue's speed was also fast, the temporary ID card came out soon, and the security followed me to the famous mountain.
When I came to the Mingshan Public Security Bureau, the policeman who received me sent another person out, who was dressed like a lawyer.
I got off the station and was on the side of the train, and the man said goodbye, and as he passed me, he bowed his head at me slightly.
The policeman came over to me and said, "Miss Pei, I'm just looking for you!" ”
"What's wrong?" I asked.
The police said: "That's right, Mr. Yang Yutong, the father of Mr. Yang Lingxuan in Z Province, has just sent a lawyer, saying that Mr. Yang committed suicide and provided a mobile phone recording, so the possibility of his murder can be ruled out in this case, but ...... Mr. Yang Yutong refused to take the body back, I was about to call you to see if you should take the body back! ”
Already closed?
Yang Lingxuan's death did not make any waves for anyone except me, their lives are still the same, and I am the only one who is affected.
I turned around abruptly and watched the lawyer get in the car and go away, Yang Lingxuan likes to call his father, the tyrant Mr. Yang, and Yang Lingxuan also told me that after he died, he hoped to return to his father's side and beg for his father's forgiveness.
"Okay!" I replied, "I'll take care of it!" ”
The policeman said: "Then please Miss Pei, go through the formalities here, you can take the body, do you need me to help you contact the funeral home's car?" ”
I refused: "No, I'll contact myself, I'll go with you to go through the formalities, I want to accompany him for another night tonight, I don't know if it's convenient here?" ”
The police were a little surprised: "You little girl is in the morgue, aren't you afraid?" ”
I shook my head slowly: "Don't be afraid, ghosts are not scary, the most terrible thing is the human heart, not to mention, he is the person I love the most, even if there are evil ghosts who want to deceive me, I believe that by his side, he will not let it go!" ”
The police lowered their heads and just said: "Mourning is smooth, and those who are alive must work hard to live!" It's what the dead want to see! ”
"Thanks, I understand!" I thanked me, went through the formalities, and went to the morgue alone.
The yin air is heavy, the cold is incomparable, and the parting I am most afraid of, my mother was also sent away by me in this way, but she was transferred from the hospital to the public security bureau.
Coincidentally, it was just me, opening the freezer, sitting beside Yang Lingxuan, his body, his face was unclear, the frost was covered a little thicker, and the temperature was dozens of degrees below zero, it must be very cold.
I want to give him tenderness, no matter when and where it will end in failure, I can't warm him, his world, from beginning to end, only He Jinrong can warm up, but...... He Jinrong let him lie here...... Frozen into ice, frozen into frost, can no longer breathe shallowly, speak shallowly.
Now I am completely frenzied, muttering to myself, tirelessly talking about me and him, and my faith has collapsed, leaving behind a place of ruins, and counting the residues all over the ground, which I can no longer put together.
Early the next morning, Meng Langyue came, and when she saw me in a suit and leather shoes, she shook her head and sighed: "Miss Pei, why bother, cry if you want to, Mr. Yang left all his property to you, I think he hopes you will live well!" ”
My legs and feet were numb, and I tried to stand up while holding on to the freezer, but it ended in failure, Meng Langyue hurriedly stepped forward to help me, but I pushed him away: "I don't need anyone's support, I can stand up by myself!" ”
didn't stand up twice in a row, and only stood up for the third time, Meng Langyue said with some concern: "Miss Pei, people can't be resurrected, please mourn and change!" ”
Standing still, he said to him, "Have you made an appointment with the funeral home?" ”
"Yes!" Meng Langyue replied: "The car of the funeral home is outside the door of the Public Security Bureau, can you let them in directly?" ”
I took my mind away, closed my eyes, and when I opened them, "Let them in, they will go!" ”
"Good!"
Meng Langyue left, and I looked at Yang Lingxuan woodenly, even if I was outside all night, it didn't melt the frost on his face.
The people who came to the funeral home, I asked them to carry them carefully, I was afraid that they would hurt him, I was afraid that they would break him apart.
Sitting in the funeral parlor car, the mighty convoy, this is the only thing I can give him, as soon as the day passes, he doesn't even have a body, I don't even have any thoughts!
I once heard others say that those who die must dress them up beautifully, handsome, and handsome on the road.
Yang Lingxuan loves beauty, and I am like a bystander, standing aside, watching others busy with him, putting on his favorite clothes, and even his hair is carefully dressed up.
But the blurred face couldn't get back to its original appearance, everything was done, and the person who sorted out the grooming said to me: "Miss Pei, according to your request, is this okay?" ”
I owe my son a mouthful, but I asked him, "Do you think it's so handsome?" ”
The man was stunned for a moment, "Please mourn and change, today is his last journey!" We strive to satisfy our customers and make the deceased walk beautifully! ”
"So be it!" No matter how he is, he can't change back to his original appearance, and he can't change back to his original lively appearance.
"Okay...... I'll tell the people to come over here......"
"Go ahead!" I interrupted the man, "You can have someone come over and burn it!" ”
In the end, he had to embark on this journey, and in the end, I saw him off alone.
The corpse bearer carried Yang Lingxuan to the cart, and out of the grooming room, Meng Langyue reached out and handed me a tissue: "I think you need it!" ”
I looked up at him coldly, reached out and pushed away: "I don't need it!" "Indifferent, but resolute, maybe my stubbornness seems to others to be a kind of coyness, but they are not me, and they never know the pain in my heart.
The cremation chemical industry that followed Yang Lingxuan step by step, and when they pushed Yang Lingxuan in, I stopped: "Wait a minute! ”
Those people looked at me puzzled, I stepped forward and lifted the white cloth that covered him, in this world, this is the last time I can see him, across this road, I will never see him again in this life, in this world, I will never see him again in this life......
Tears were forced deep into my eyes, covered with a white cloth, "Okay! ”
The four of them worked together to lift him onto the cremation table, then pushed him in and closed it, and I stood in front of this opening, and I saw the fire start and burn him, and I could even feel the cracking sound of the fire burning his skin.
After about forty-five minutes, the fire was extinguished, and Meng Langyue came over and said, "Miss Pei, take the ashes, not here!" ”
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, raised my feet and left, and when I arrived, the staff of the funeral home had already taken out Yang Lingxuan's ashes and dissipated them on the table.
took the ash jar handed over by Meng Langyue, white, looking so reminiscent of purity and flawlessness, this is Yang Lingxuan's final belonging.
On a stone slab, wrapped in a white cloth, the staff handed it to me and said: "The leg bones still need to be broken, this work is usually done by family members!" ”
I took the slate, Meng Langyue took the ash jar back, the slate weighed at most five catties, but in my hands, its weight was as heavy as five hundred catties.
With my head down, my hair blocking my eyes, the slate slapping on the platform, careful not to let the ashes spill a little, and smashing the whole bone to pieces, this is my beloved bone's bones, but let me crush it with my own hands, but let me hold it with my own hands......
Something that can be done in a few minutes, but let me do it as if it were a century, holding it into the urn little by little with my hands, making sure that nothing is missing, I don't want him to have a little bones left, he is afraid of loneliness, he is afraid of being alone.
Altar cover... The moment the lid was closed, I was separated from him by two worlds, and now there is no one named Yang Lingxuan in my world anymore!
Holding the ashes out of the funeral home, Meng Langyue stepped forward and said, "Miss Pei, I have already contacted several cemeteries here, can I go over now?" ”
I took a look at the car that was safeguarded, and the car that Mu Shaohuan lent me was also parked on the side of the road.
"No need!" I walked to the car with the ashes in my arms: "Lawyer Meng, I'm going to Province Z, don't tell anyone that you saw me before I come back, everything is waiting for me to come back!" ”
"Okay!"
Hearing Meng Langyue's reply, I opened the car door, carefully put the ashes on the co-pilot, fastened the seat belt, and made sure that it would not be broken due to inertia, turned around and said: "This time the agency fee, the lawyer's agency fee, I will give you twice the market price, I hope you keep your mouth shut and don't let anyone know where I am!" ”
Meng Langyue forehead: "I understand!" Then these preservation ......," Meng Langyue wanted to say and stopped.
I replied: "Let them wait for me at the toll booth from Province Z to Shanghai, so you don't have to follow me to Province Z!" "After saying that, get into the car, start the car, and go straight to Province Z!
I don't know what awaits me in Province Z, Yang Lingxuan's father didn't recognize him after he died, he didn't forgive him, I didn't know what would happen if I passed like this with Yang Lingxuan's ashes, but I knew that I had to send Yang Lingxuan home, and he wanted to go home......
On the highway, there are very few vehicles, and it is early in the morning when I come to Z Province, holding the ashes and lying on the car, until dawn, I am discouraged by the world, and knock on the door of Yang Lingxuan's house.
The person who opened the door was an elderly gentleman, and he was quite vigilant: "Who are you looking for!" ”
I said, "Find Mr. Yang Yutong!" ”
"What's the matter? Do you have an appointment? ”
I shook my head slowly, "I didn't have an appointment, I'm here to send Yang Lingxuan home." ”
The old gentleman's gaze moved to the ashes in my arms: "This is the eldest young master?" ”
I nodded, "Yes, uncle, this is Yang Lingxuan, I want to meet Mr. Yang, is it okay?" ”
The old gentleman immediately burst into tears and wiped his eyes: "Young Master, I have been away from home for five years, this is the second time I have come back, come in, I don't know if the master is willing to let the young master come back!" ”
The old gentleman opened the door and let me in, Yang Lingxuan's house is very Chinese, covering a wide area, a bit like a landlord's house in the old society.
As soon as I entered the door, Yang Yutong stood not far away: "Uncle Lin, what indiscriminate people are put at home, are you old?" Need to retire? ”
Lin Bo hesitated: "Master, this young lady is back from Young Master Song, I have no reason to stop it!" ”
Yang Yutong's face was gloomy: "The Yang family doesn't have a big young master, the Yang family only has one young master now, let her go immediately now!" ”
"But ......"
"Mr. Yang!" I stood in front of Lin Bo, straightened my waist, and said to him: "I know that all the mistakes are my fault, and Yang Lingxuan's greatest wish before his death is to beg you ......."
"Uncle Lin......" Yang Yutong interrupted me: "Bang this woman out for me, I don't know her, and finally I repeat, there is no big young master in the Yang family at all, if you put people in again, you can go home and retire, I don't need you here!" After speaking, Yang Yutong turned around and left, without any nostalgia.
Uncle Lin sighed helplessly, stepped forward to me and said, "This young lady, I'm sorry, please!" ”
"Mr. Yang......" I shouted unwillingly: "Mr. Yang, please listen to me......"
Yang Yutong did not look back, did not turn around, but accelerated his pace.
Uncle Lin stretched out his hand to stop me, and said helplessly: "The old man has a bad temper, this young lady, you better leave first, don't be embarrassed when the time comes!" ”
I stepped forward, but Uncle Lin stopped me, "Miss, don't embarrass me, I'm also powerless." ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, then slowly stepped back to the door, and stood aside.
said to Uncle Lin: "Uncle Lin, I'm waiting for Mr. Yang here, and I won't embarrass you, okay?" ”
Uncle Lin sighed for a long time: "Silly girl, our old man's temper is notoriously stinky, as long as he refuses to give in, you can't wait any longer, go back, find a place for the eldest young master, let him rest in peace!" ”
I hugged the ash altar tightly, shook my head, and said stubbornly: "No, Yang Lingxuan told me that he asked for his father's forgiveness, so no matter what, I will wait for Mr. Yang!" ”
Limbo shook his head again and sighed, slammed the door shut, and isolated me.
I stroked the ash altar and said to Yang Lingxuan: "It's okay, you know that I am a person, the biggest advantage is that I am thick-skinned, and once I am thick-skinned, I can do anything, so you have to believe me, we have arrived at the door of the house, and we will be able to go home soon!" ”
Self-deception, knowing who he was deceiving, Yang Yutong's car passed in front of me without the slightest slowdown.
Then, a young woman in her thirties came with a child in her hand and said to the driver: "Send the young master to school, I won't go today!" ”
The young woman is probably the little mother who destroyed his family in Yang Lingxuan's mouth, Wu Xiting!
The driver opened the door, and the little boy climbed into the car on his own, waving to the woman.
Wu Xiting was very kind, and watched the little boy go away with gentle eyes, until the car was out of sight, and turned to me and said, "You are the girlfriend of that loser, Pei Sansan!" ”
The gentleness of her eyes is also towards her own children, and to me, but the tone is so unkind.
"Please don't insult Yang Lingxuan, he is invincible, he has nothing to do with you, and it is not your turn to accuse him!" You can scold me, you can say me, but you can't say Yang Lingxuan, no one can.
Wu Xiting hugged her chest and snorted coldly: "No one is allowed to insult him? You came to the door of someone else's house early in the morning with an urn, and you were not allowed to insult him, who are you? ”
Could it be that the junior will always be so aggressive? I shifted my pace: "Is this your home?" Is your name written on this villa, this property? I'm not looking for you, Yang Lingxuan doesn't pose any threat to you now, treat a person who has passed away, do you need this? ”
Wu Xiting snorted: "Don't you need it? Pei Sansan, I don't understand? Look at your appearance and background, how can you be with a person who can't be on the stage, do you know the person you care about, how he disgraced his family, disgraced his father, and made everyone who knew him unable to raise his face? ”
The disdain in Wu Xiting's eyes and the mockery in her tone are nothing more than a reminder to me. I said that the person who cares is a heinous person in the eyes of others.
I stubbornly said, "So what, after all, who is to blame has anything to do with you?" He disgraces anyone again, he is no longer there, the dead are great, everything is dust!! ”
Wu Xiting looked at me: "The dead are the greatest? Pei Sansan, what else do you want to get from this family, the person you are holding in your arms has almost torn this family apart, don't come back if you run away from home, after you come back, the whole family will be greatly damaged, and you will leave with the money, leaving a mess, do you know this? ”
Facing Wu Xiting's questioning, I don't know, I don't know that Yang Lingxuan fell out with his family, because he has experienced so many things.
Wu Xiting saw that I was silent, and became more and more angry: "His father is so retaining him, he is unwilling, he wants to leave home, for a reason that everyone spurns, so resolutely leave home, out of the control of the family, the current Yang family, because of his willfulness, all the enterprises invested by the Yang family are struggling to support you, you know?" ”
The more Wu Xiting spoke, the more excited she became: "Since he has already left home, don't come back, there is no place for him in this home, you can go!" ”
I tightened my arms, as if I was not holding ashes, but Yang Lingxuan, "I won't go, unless Mr. Yang lets Yang Lingxuan go home, I won't leave!" ”
What did Yang Lingxuan hurt his father's heart into, for He Jinrong, for a person who doesn't love himself, he turned his back on himself and embraced everything, family, relatives, is it worth it?
At that time, how much pain should he have to endure in his heart to make such a choice?
"Not leaving?" Wu Xiting's voice was a little sharp: "If you don't leave, no matter how long you stay, his father will not forgive him, he will not forgive him in this life, you die of this heart!" ”
I said coldly: "It's Mr. Yang's business to forgive or not, and it has nothing to do with you!" I'm here to get in your way, I'm so sorry, but please don't get in my way! ”
"You ......" Wu Xiting shouted loudly: "Uncle Lin, find two people to drive this person away, don't let her stand at the door of my house with a bounce of ashes, bad luck!" ”
Uncle Lin looked embarrassed, did not carry out Wu Xiting's words, lowered his head and said: "Madam, the master didn't say that this young lady can't stand at the door!" ”
Wu Xiting's face was extremely ugly for a moment: "Uncle Lin, are you old and confused?" Don't you even listen to me? Can't you see this woman, come early in the morning to find bad luck? ”
Uncle Lin still hung his head and returned to Wu Xiting unhurriedly: "Madam, according to the area used by the property, this young lady occupies the public area of the community, not within the private range, although the villa occupies a large area, but we can't hinder others!" ”
Wu Xiting gritted her teeth and said, "Uncle Lin, I think you want to retire, right?" Roll me up and leave today! ”
Lin Bo slowly raised his head and looked directly at Wu Xiting: "Madam, wait a minute at ten o'clock, the teacher of flower arrangement will come over, you should go home and wait, don't let the teacher see you at the door, your current appearance is completely inconsistent with Mrs. Yang's status!" ”
Wu Xiting was so angry that her face turned green, she couldn't find suitable words, and some left resentfully.
I said to Lin Bo with a little apology: "I'm sorry, because Yang Lingxuan wants to go home too much, this is his only wish before his death, I hope to achieve it for him!" ”
Uncle Lin didn't have the-for-tat words he had just said to Wu Xiting, and became very kind: "It turns out that you are Pei Sansan in the mouth of the eldest young master, Miss Pei!" ”
"Yes......" I was a little surprised, Uncle Lin still had respect for Yang Lingxuan.
Uncle Lin saw my surprise and said, "When the eldest young master came back, he mentioned you, saying that you were the most beautiful angel he met outside, that you were the salvation of his life, and that because he met you, he could live in this world!" ”
"I thought he could praise you like this, he put you in his heart, the two of you would get married, but I didn't expect that in the end, the eldest young master came back, and he had a stiff relationship with the master, and he insisted on leaving Wenjing to invest half of the property, the master was unwilling, all he wanted was cash, and in the most decisive way, he wanted to leave all the activity funds of Wenjing Investment, which caused the master to break the capital chain for a while, so Mrs. hated the eldest young master so much!"
"So Miss Pei, the master said that he would not forgive the eldest young master, and there will definitely not be the eldest young master, the old man was heartbroken by the eldest young master, so ...... You better go, take the eldest young master, find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, let the eldest young master rest in peace, all things, as you said, the dead are great, and they will all return to dust! ”
I hugged the urn, like holding the warmth of a tight heart: "No, Uncle Lin, I have time here, I will wait until Mr. Yang forgives Yang Lingxuan!" ”
Uncle Lin sighed: "Why are you so stubborn? The master will not forgive the eldest young master, not even if he dies......"
No matter what others say, I still insist on my beliefs, I stand aside silently, I have time to wait, I can wait, and Yang Yutong is consuming.
Seeing that I was so persistent, Uncle Lin shook his head helplessly and entered the Yang family, "Bang! "Close the door.
The cold wind blew and chilled my heart, and the only thing I could do was wait, only wait......
Waiting from morning to evening, Yang Yutong came back and drove the car back to the villa directly, closed the door, and didn't even give me a chance to speak.
I gathered my clothes, looked at the bright lights of Yang's house, instinctively wanted to raise my hand and knock on the door, but retracted my hand again, sat in the car, turned on the heating, and couldn't warm my body even if I drove it to the maximum, rubbed my hands and said to Yang Lingxuan: "Your house is so cold, I suddenly thought of why you ran away from home, because your house is too cold, and if you don't run away from home, you will freeze to death......"
After saying that, I laughed to myself and stared at the urn foolishly: "How is it?" My bad joke is good, are you laughing? ”
"You must be laughing, every time I tell a bad joke, you laugh, even if you can't laugh, you will laugh at me, right?"
"Alas! Yang Lingxuan has a few days left for the New Year, it's really cold! ”
"Tuk ...... Sincere...... Du ......" The car window was knocked a few times, I hurriedly opened the car door, and Lin Bo stopped: "Miss Pei, it's cold, I'll give you a little food, you can go back after eating!" ”
"No......" I closed the door, "thank you, Limbo, I won't go!" After that, he was ready to close the window.
"Wait... Wait......" Lin Bo stuffed his food into the car window: "Let's eat something first!" ”
"Thank you!!" The windows were closed, separating the prom.
Uncle Lin has returned to the Yang family again!
Gobbled up food, didn't eat for a day, didn't know if I didn't eat, and I was so hungry when I ate.
After eating, I felt extremely embarrassed, and after I was done, I slept in my clothes, holding Yang Lingxuan's ashes, and I didn't feel so cold!
Yes, as long as you are with him, you won't feel cold.
The next day, I prepared to intercept Yang Yutong early, without holding Yang Lingxuan's ashes, I directly opened my arms to stop his car.
His driver, without stepping on the accelerator directly, knocked on Yang Yutong's car window, "Mr. Yang, do you have to give me five minutes?" Just five minutes? I beg you...... Is five minutes good? ”
Yang Yutong didn't even have a look, he directly reached out and patted the driver's front seat, and the driver stepped on the accelerator and left.
It was useless for me to shout.
Yang Yutong left, followed by the child and Wu Xiting leaving.
One day, another day......
Chinese New Year, another day is approaching, my body is smelly, except for going to the toilet, one meal a day, I can't do anything, it's useless to intercept Yang Yutong in the morning, and it's useless to stop him at night.
Until the Chinese New Year's Eve, the lights of thousands of homes were turned on, I stood with Yang Lingxuan for a day, today Yang Yutong did not leave, I also stood from the morning to Linbo to blow up the firecrackers!
Blinking his eyes, lowering his head, and resting his chin on the ashes: "Yang Lingxuan, today's New Year, you are at home, and the door of your house is also home, right?" ”
"It's been five years, your family cares about you so much, but you are full of thorns in them, and you treat another person who doesn't care about you as a treasure, Yang Lingxuan, have you ever regretted it?" The white fell in front of me, I slowly raised my head, the snowflakes under the street lamp fell like cotton wool, and I reached out to catch a piece: "Yang Lingxuan, it's snowing, today is the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Ruixue Zhaofeng year, next year must be my harvest year, right?" ”
"Squeak ......" The heavy sound of the door opening sounded.
Uncle Lin beckoned to me, and I ran over with some joy: "Uncle Lin, is Mr. Yang willing to see me?" His feet were soft, but he hugged Yang Lingxuan steadily.
Uncle Lin sighed: "Miss Pei, look at your girl's house, stay here for more than a week, and don't freshen up, what has become of you!" ”
It turned out that Yang Yutong didn't let me in, I slowly retreated again, and Uncle Lin saw my appearance and said: "Miss Pei, the master said, if you let go of the eldest young master, he can spend the New Year with you today!" ”
I couldn't help but hug the columbarium tightly, "No, trouble Uncle Lin to tell Mr. Yang, Yang Lingxuan won't go in, I won't go in, and then trouble Uncle Lin to tell Mr. Yang, no matter how heinous a heinous person is, some people think he is good, and some people regard him as life, so no matter how unfilial Yang Lingxuan is in your heart, how hateful it is, but in my heart, he is the faith I rely on to survive, if you let me put down my faith, I'm sorry, I can't let it go!" ”
Snowflakes like cotton wool, in an instant, covered with hair, turned into snow, wandered on the head, followed the hair, and fell to the ground without making a sound at all.
Uncle Lin looked at me deeply, turned and went in again.
I muttered to Yang Lingxuan, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...... You once said to me, even if the whole world doesn't want you, you still have me, and now I say to you, even if the whole world doesn't want you, you still have me, I will not leave you, I will always stand behind you, and when you turn around, I will not come or go there......"
It is Yang Lingxuan who supports me, and it is Yang Lingxuan who does not let me fall, in this world, who else can trust me unconditionally like this, in this world, except for him, who can pour out his heart and lungs to me.
I sniffed my nose, and today's snowflakes seem to smell a little chili...... The smoke hurts my eyes...... But so what...... I love chili peppers the most......
After a long time, some even I forgot the time, I thought, this time Chinese New Year's Eve dinner is finished!
"Miss Pei......" Uncle Lin ran over with some joy: "Come in quickly, come in quickly, the master promised to let you come in with the eldest young master!" ”
"What?" I felt like I was hallucinating and asked in disbelief, "Is what you said true?" Mr. Yang promised to let Yang Lingxuan ......" choked up and couldn't say any more.
"Yes...... Yes......" Uncle Lin nodded suddenly: "What are you still doing in a daze, hurry in, don't wait for the master to regret it, you won't be able to get in!" ”
"Hmm..."I nodded heavily and hurriedly stepped through the door, not only shaking my feet, but my whole body shaking.
"Miss Pei...... You're so persistent and standing outside the door for so many days! Uncle Lin secretly wiped the corners of his eyes: "If the eldest young master fell in love with you, how good it would be, and it wouldn't be so troublesome today!" ”
There is no if, there are no ifs in this world, if there are ifs, I would rather not know Qin Dongxuan, so that I will not lose Yang Lingxuan, so there are no ifs, all ifs do not exist.
Stepping into the door, the heating on my face warmed my heart slightly, Yang Yutong was playing with the little boy with building blocks, Wu Xiting was flipping through the magazines on the side, and the smell of rice wafted out of the kitchen......
When I came in, Yang Yutong raised his eyes and glanced at me, his face was expressionless, he was not shocked, and Uncle Lin said to me: "Miss Pei, come with me upstairs to freshen up, you are ...... now"
"Thank you, Uncle Lin......" can enter the house, it means that Yang Yutong is loose, and if there is loosening, Yang Lingxuan has hope when he goes home.
Uncle Lin took me upstairs, and said as he walked: "This is the eldest young master's room, since the eldest young master left home, this room has been empty, the old man agrees, Miss Pei, you will freshen up in the eldest young master's room, and then come down to eat Chinese New Year's Eve meal, please eat a Chinese New Year's Eve meal quietly, what is the matter, wait until you eat this Chinese New Year's Eve meal, let's talk about it......"
"Good...... Thank you Linbo! "I stepped into Yang Lingxuan's room with Uncle Lin, Uncle Lin retreated and closed the door!
Yang Lingxuan's room should not have changed much, from the furnishings, it can be seen that Yang Lingxuan's personality was obviously opposite to now, and there is a photo of Yang Lingwen holding a little boy smiling sunnyly on the table!
He put the urn on the desk, went into the bathroom, and made everything as fast as he could, and wanted to wear his old clothes, but when he came out, he had a set of clothes on the bed, and held it in his hand, not new but as new.
After dressing everything, he said to Yang Lingxuan: "Wait for me, we have already come in, just stay and don't leave!" ”
After speaking, he took a deep breath, opened the door, and went downstairs, Lin Bo was waiting at the staircase and didn't see me, and his eyes swept away: "This dress is really suitable, Miss Pei is here for dinner!" ”
"Thank you, Linbo!" It is impossible for Wu Xiting to give me clothes to wear, and I am wearing women's clothes, I guess it must be the clothes left by Yang Lingxuan's mother Ling Wenjing.
In the dining room, the dining table is very long, the main seat, the left and right positions, more than one meter apart, Yang Yutong saw me coming, and said to Lin Bo: "Let's eat!" ”
"It's the master..."Lin Bo responded, arranging me on the right side, I didn't dare to squeak while sitting, for fear of angering Yang Yutong.
"Daddy! Who is this sister? The little boy on the other side asked Yang Yutong.
Yang Yutong had a cold face: "It doesn't matter to someone!" ”
"Inconsequential people, why is the Chinese New Year at my house? Get her out! The boy's tone was full of willful domineering.
Wu Xiting's son, Yang Guang, Yang Lingwen said that it was because Wu Xiting had Yang Guang that he had a showdown with his mother Ling Wenjing, and then Ling Wenjing went to the United States with Ling Chen.
Wu Xiting looked nervous, and pulled Yang Xian, "What nonsense, that's Dad invited a guest!" ”
Yang Guang didn't seem to have been refuted, but he burst into tears.
The atmosphere suddenly became dull, Wu Xiting was a little anxious, and hurriedly shouted: "Mother Wu, Mother Wu, come over and bring the young master down to coax!" ”
"Smack!" Yang Yutong's palm slammed on the table, his face was cold.