291. 291 Inner Confession
"Alas, people are old, and they are starting to be useless, but they have been relieved of heavy responsibilities for a few years, and they can't bear to work again, and they really participate in it to know that the company has grown to such a big size, and sometimes I still think, is this the Qi family when I just left? If the Qi clan can develop like this, even if I die, I will have the face to go down to see the ancestors of the Qi clan. ”
Qi Zhihan didn't look at the concubine talking, he was facing forward, his head was slightly raised, more like he was expressing his heart to the air, the concubine was like a loyal listener, she just listened quietly, but how sad the words were, the concubine couldn't bear to hear the words "life and death" full of sadness, so she responded to him in a soft voice.
"Uncle, you are still young, my father is against some people saying that he is old, and when you say you are old, we are even more opposed. I don't know anything about the company, but my aunt didn't say it, she didn't want to see you too tired, so... Alas, I don't know what to say, uncle, I'm sorry. When the concubine said Zuihou, she didn't know what words to choose to comfort her, and the entanglement made her nervous again.
"Haha, child, I know what you mean, you are a good child, you and Ah Ji are both good children, I know it! Your aunt often complains to me that Ah Ji is getting weirder and weirder as he grows up, and his personality is withdrawn and arrogant, every time your aunt complains to me, I have deep self-blame in my heart, Ah Ji will become like this, I am also responsible, I am too early to unload the burden to him, like his age, many children are still enjoying the joy of youth. Children from ordinary families are free, falling in love, playing, and squandering young capital, ordinary people have the happiness of ordinary people, and some children from wealthy families do not learn and have no skills, squandering the capital of the family, indulgence/love/vocal music, but they also have the happiness they should have/indulgence, but Qi Ji, in addition to his withdrawn personality, he has never messed around. His mother often said that he had a bad personality, but I knew that he was a very responsible child, he was naughty and disobedient, but he did not fall behind in what he should do, he was only 20 years old and I handed over all the company to him, alas, in fact, I was really a father who did not fulfill his responsibilities. Qi Zhihan felt a lot in his heart, and his tone was full of deep self-blame, he had never said these words to anyone, including Xia Xueqing, because it was an incompetence that a man did not want to admit in his heart.
He saw that the concubine listened very carefully, looked at him in a daze, and was completely immersed in what he said, because it was about Qi Ji, and the concubine listened very attentively.
The concubine's concentration made Qi Zhihan more courageous to continue.
"I don't like business, don't you think?" Qi Zhihan blinked his eyes in disbelief when he saw the concubine, smiled helplessly, and continued: "Your aunt knows my thoughts, I know my abilities, but the Qi family has only one bloodline to me, no matter how unwilling I am, I must pass on the family business of the Qi family, this is my mission that I can't escape, sometimes people are so helpless, fortunately, I yujian your aunt, she brought me endless happiness and joy in life, for her, I finally accepted all this, I only fought for her, and then I had Ah Ji, I fought for the two of them, and as Ah Ji grew up, a shameful thought came to my mind: Ah Ji grew up, and I could hand over the responsibility of the family to him! When I handed it over to him, I was so relaxed that I couldn't tell me, am I a very hateful father? Qi Zhihan sneered at himself with disdain, and shook his head and despised his own pocket.
"Nope! Uncle, please don't think like that! You are a very haode husband, you are very good to your aunt, you are also a very haode father, you understand your cousin, you tolerate your cousin, your cousin has never rejected him to take over, I can assure you, cousin... He must love you very much! When the concubine heard her uncle's words of self-reproach, she panicked, and she just wanted to do her best to comfort this good father who blamed herself.
Qi Zhihan patted the concubine's head with a smile and said gently, "Good boy, xiexie, your comfort." Then he turned his head to look out the window, his eyes were a little helpless, "This is the cruel reality that a big family has to face, sometimes, you are destined to something as soon as you are born, you can't escape, I just treacherously threw the burden to Ah Ji, as you said, Ah Ji did not reject the burden he took over, but enjoyed it, like a fish in water, every time I feel guilty or distressed to ask him: 'Are you tired?' Is it hard? -He always said, 'No-...... These words reassured me that if he said how good he was tired, then I would not be so happy in my heart, and I would be able to punish my selfish father well. ”
The concubine didn't know what to say, and shook her head desperately with red eyes, disagreeing with her uncle's evaluation of herself.
"Concubine!" Qi Zhihan looked at her, and this call had a deep admonition.
"Huh?" The concubine raised her sad face, her eyes watery, moved by the inner confession of this self-blaming father.
"How much do you love Qi Ji?"
Concubine Fei's eyes widened in confusion, she didn't understand this question, let alone how to answer, she passively looked at the elder who asked her question, hoping that he would ask a clearer question.
"I know that you and Qi Ji's aiqing are serious and dignified, you made us believe you, I believe it now, but I want to know how deep your love for him is? Is it to the point where he has to do it? ”
The concubine was a little embarrassed by this question, she bit her lip, nodded slightly, and gave an affirmative answer: "Hmm! ”
She didn't know how deep her love for her cousin was, she only knew that after so many things had happened, she still wanted to be with him, and she wanted to be with him!
Qi Zhihan sighed lightly, and said slowly: "Including accepting that it is not the child of the two of you, or will you be willing to be with him?" ”
"Uncle... I don't understand..."The concubine shook her head in confusion, her heart began to feel uneasy, and she felt faintly uneasy about her uncle's next words.
"I don't want to say these cruel things to you." Qi Zhihan closed his eyes in pain, he turned his head and didn't have the courage to face the concubine, and after a while, his tone was much firmer.
"Concubine, the Qi family needs to be passed on, and the family business of the Qi family must also be passed on, as I said before, this is all fate, I can't escape, Qi Ji can't escape, I know you really love each other, I don't stop you, the only thing I ask is ......"
Qi Zhihan sighed deeply again, "Can you let Qi Ji and other women give birth to the bloodline of the lineage?" And then raised by you and Qi Ji? ”