Every heart has a soft flank6

Chapter 369: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 6

Lu Banxia is a woman who is too rational and decisive, rarely procrastinating emotionally, and always has the advantage of humility and dignity compared to giving up and entanglement. I'd rather give up and lick my wounds in loneliness than let go of my pride and self-esteem and beg for humility.

However, it is not a good thing to be too rational and decisive in a relationship, especially if the other person wants to be entangled.

Lu Banxia is no longer the Lu Banxia of two years ago, even though he is rational and calm, his body can no longer resist, and he is strongly held in his arms. Perhaps, she could have been more ruthless, kicked him in the injured knee, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally gave up.

I can't be a husband and wife, and I don't want to become enemies, so hurt each other.

Li Yueqi was undoubtedly out of control, his powerful arms tightened, and he hugged her tightly without leaving a gap, hugging her two years late. The soft body and the familiar aura linger around, like a dream.

Lu Banxia had a grudge in his heart, but he didn't have it in his heart.

"Xia Xia, I won't agree to a divorce." Li Yueqi said in a deep voice, and his attitude was as resolute as iron.

Lu Banxia's hands did not fall without struggle, and he did not respond to him. Li Yueqi waited for a while and noticed that something was wrong, her whole body strength was all on his body, he looked sideways at her pale and bloodless cheeks, his heart tightened, and there was panic in his voice: "...... Xia Xia! ”

When Lu Banxia was struggling with him, a wave of dizziness struck, and he tried his best to tell himself that he couldn't faint in front of him, but he still couldn't resist the violent dizziness and fainted in his arms.

Li Yueqi has been calm and light no matter what he has faced for so many years, and no matter how difficult the case is, it has never made him mess up, but when Lu Banxia fainted in his arms, he really felt that the world had collapsed and his soul was shattered. I was at a loss for the first time, my mind was in a mess, I just knew to hold her, keep calling her, and it took several minutes to react to take her to the hospital.

Sitting in the car with Lu Banxia in his arms, he found that she was thinner and thinner than two years ago, and her bones were stacked in her arms. The heart was pinched by the invisible palm, and it was dull and unable to breathe normally.

Her face is very pale without a trace of blood, and her hands are also very cold, this is obviously summer!

"Xia Xia...... I'm sorry! ”

Reaching out to brush away the strands of hair that covered her cheeks, he lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers, and whispered softly.

Apologies for being late!

The dividing line of the young master's request for recommendation votes*******************

In the hospital, Lu Banxia was sent to the emergency room, various examinations fell heavily, Li Yueqi waited outside in a worried mood, every minute and every second was a kind of torment, and every second was like a year. Because his leg was injured, he hugged Lu Banxia all the way, which seemed to aggravate the leg injury, and at the moment it was a pain in his heart, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, his attention was all on Lu Banxia in the emergency room, and he had no time to take care of his pain.

Until the end of the examination, Lu Banxia did not wake up, the doctor asked the nurse to take her to the ward, but Li Yueqi was called to the office by the doctor to talk in detail.

The atmosphere was eerily cold, and Li Yueqi nodded when she heard the doctor say that she had had a miscarriage, admitting that she had an accidental miscarriage in two years.

After hearing this, the doctor shook his head and said: According to the time calculation, her miscarriage should have been a year and a half ago, such as Mr. You said that she had a miscarriage before, and she had already produced antibodies in her body, and if she was pregnant with a child if it was positive, the child would be prone to hemolysis, resulting in stillbirth!

Doctors were certain that her second child was hemolyzed

Li Yueqi heard it like a thunderbolt from the sky, and the whole person froze. Miscarriage a year and a half ago, how is this possible?

According to the results of the examination, the doctor told him that Lu Banxia's blood type was very special, Rh-negative AB blood. In country C, about 0.34% of people with Rh-negative blood type. Among them, about 0.102% were Rh-negative blood type A; Rh-negative blood type B accounted for about 0.102%; About 0.102% of people with Rh-negative blood type O blood were affected; Rh-negative AB blood group accounts for about 0.034%.

Neonatal hemolysis, the mother is Rh-negative, the fetus is Rh-positive, susceptible to "Rh hemolysis", Rh blood group incompatibility hemolysis generally occurs after the second child, one child is more aggravated than the other.

Unless the father is RH negative, the child is 100% RH negative and there is no problem of neonatal hemolysis.

But, Li Yueqi, no.

Lu Banxia's physique was originally very good, but within a year, she had two miscarriages, which caused her body to be unable to load, and her blood was special, and she could not transfuse blood after blood loss, so she could only rely on her own hematopoietic ability to recover slowly; The miscarriage a year and a half ago hurt her body too much, which is why she often faints.

Li Yueqi returned to the ward in a daze, his mind was blank, looking at Lu Banxia's pale cheeks, thin as if he wanted to break his heart, thinking of her two miscarriages, his heart was like a knife.

I still remember her light shooting basket when she was in Ning'an, the sun shone on her body, and that confidence and flamboyance were revealed in her bones, but in more than a year, she had lost weight like this, lying on the * The breath seemed to be nothing, as if it would disappear at any time.

His fingers reached out in front of her, just a little bit, and his fingertips trembled violently, and he didn't dare to touch her for the first time, as if she was a porcelain doll that would shatter when touched.

The eagle's eyes were scarlet, biting his lip flap tightly, like a stab in the throat, unable to swallow, painful and tormented, desperate and crazy sweeping, as if to completely destroy everything!

The light in his eyes has been shattered, and the doctor's words are still lingering in his ears.

The miscarriage destroyed not only her body, but also her mental defense, the patient's blood contained antidepressant drugs, although it was the initial stage, but depression should not be underestimated, her appetite should not be very good, because depression can cause her anorexia.

Miscarriage, depression, anorexia, every word is heart-wrenching.

He didn't know that in the past two years, she had experienced so many things, let alone how she had struggled through those torturous days and nights.

The hand that retracted, gripped her cold fingertips tightly, pressed her hand to his cheek, and the corners of his eyes flashed like something like a crystal.

――The patient's blood type is so special that the two miscarriages have hollowed out her body, so I suggest that it is better for her not to get pregnant again. Otherwise, miscarriage is a trivial matter, once there is too much blood loss, there is no RH negative AB blood transfusion to her, and adults will not be able to save it!

He finally knew why she hated herself so much, and finally understood why she insisted on divorce!

……

The curled and thick eyelashes quietly cover the eyes, casting a blue shadow. Suddenly, there was a tremble, and he slowly opened his eyes, and his clear face was greeted by him.

"Xia Xia ......" Seeing her wake up, Li Yueqi's eyebrows were dyed with a hint of joy, and he asked with concern: "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

Lu Banxia looked at him quietly for three seconds, his eyes fell on the hand he was holding, and then he withdrew it, never saying a word.

"-Xia Xia!" He spoke, but stopped talking.

"Get out." Her voice was a little cold, and her eyes stopped looking at him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Why do you have to carry it alone, in pain, and in torment. The first time it was because of a misunderstanding, he didn't get that call, she had a miscarriage, he wasn't with her, so why didn't he tell him the second time!

Lu Banxia's heart hurt in shock, but he didn't expect him to know.

I wasn't going to let him know.

His fingers fell on his flat lower abdomen, his eyes were dry, and his white teeth were secretly biting his tender lips.

Tell him what?

Tell him that because of the miscarriage of the first child, every child she conceives in the future is likely to be hemolyzed and lost, and then let others know that she is a woman who can't have children, so that Lu Zijin has the opportunity to laugh at her for being a hen that can't lay eggs?

Unless there is a man of the same blood type as her.

Is this possible?

"You go!" The last thing she wanted to see was him.

Li Yueqi grabbed her hand again, Lu Banxia wanted to break free, he held it harder, and with the other hand, he unfastened his collar, revealing something shiny silver.

When Lu Banxia saw it, his movements paused.

Li Yueqi untied the necklace around his neck, and there was a wedding ring hanging from it. Lu Banxia took off this wedding ring twice, the first time in the study, he put it on her in the presidential palace and warned her not to take it off again.

The second time she threw the ring at her mother's grave, she didn't expect it to be picked up by him, and she has been hanging it around her neck for the past two years and never leaving her.

"Xia Xia, it's okay...... We don't want children, it's enough for the two of us to be together in this life! He spoke hoarsely, clasped her hand tightly, and put the ring on her finger again, despite her objections.

The night before Lu Banxia left two years ago, Lu Zijin once asked him: "Li Yueqi, if you are willing to divorce Lu Banxia and be with me, I am willing to give up everything and live a good life with you, and I will never target her in the future, nor rob her!" Do you think that's good? ”

At that time, Li Yueqi was silent for a long time, and when Lu Zijin came over to hug his arm again, he coldly brushed away her hand, closed the computer, and said very resolutely: "Enough, Lu Zijin!" No matter what, you have to grab everything that Banxia has, isn't it interesting? I can help you reach the top in your career, but I also warn you, don't do these boring things to hurt Xia Xia again, otherwise I will let you and Lu Chuan pay back double! ”

Lu Zijin looked at him with complicated eyes for a long time, and always felt that he couldn't see through Li Yueqi, what was he still hiding. "What do you mean?"

"When the situation in M is stable, I will find a way to let Xia Xia and me settle in country M! Until then, I will help you become a gold medal lawyer, and in the same way, Xia Xia's background makes it an eternal secret! ”

He originally wanted to use Lu Zijin to take revenge on the Lu family, but this involved Lu Banxia, and Lu Chuan, who had never let go of Banxia, saw that Lu Banxia had a strong reaction to Lu Zijin and himself, he knew that he should not continue, and between hatred and Banxia, he chose Banxia after careful consideration.

What he didn't expect was that Banxia disappeared, and she resigned and left the national capital without a trace! For a while, I was angry and anxious, angry at her ruthlessness, resolute, anxious to find her, that kind of heart-wrenching attachment made people torture!

In the past two years, while looking for Lu Banxia, he helped Lu Zijin in his career according to the agreement, and he was indifferent to Lu Zijin's occasional * moves, and he also warned her to be more restrained; Lu Zijin doesn't do much anymore, but because of their cooperation at work, the outside world can easily misunderstand their relationship.

He didn't bother to pay attention to the rumors and rumors of the outside world, such things would only get darker and darker, and let Lu Zijin stop talking nonsense in front of the media. Lu Zijin didn't say it, but obviously the outside world's wild speculation about them is becoming more and more rampant!

After a year and a half, he didn't have any news about Banxia, and he had no choice but to use the most unmethodable method to appear in front of the public media! acquiesced in the rumors and used Lu Zijin's relationship to force her to show up.

……

Lu Banxia's clear eyes looked at him, listening to his words without being half moved, and he didn't have any reaction when he saw the wedding ring. When I reached out and pulled out the needle on my other hand, I didn't even blink my eyes, and the blood flowed backwards, which was a stark contrast to the pale skin!

Li Yueqi wanted to hold her hand but didn't hold it, Lu Banxia got up and walked to the window, the blood on his hand covered the entire hand, and fell on the white floor tiles drop by drop.

"Don't kid, do you think I should be grateful to you? Do you think that retrieving the wedding ring will change the problem between us? Lu Banxia looked at him expressionlessly, reached out and pulled out the ring in his hand, and threw it directly out of the window, his voice was cold: "I tell you, no!" ”

Li Yueqi's eyes raised, it was too late to stop it, and he turned around and wanted to go downstairs to find it.

Lu Banxia looked at his tall figure, bit his lip and said, "Even if you find it, I will throw it away!" ”

Li Yueqi's pace paused, turned around, and said to her with a serious look: "Even if you throw it away the hundredth time, I will find it back the hundredth and first time!" ”

He hadn't given up yet, and she couldn't give up easily.

Li Yue prayed to find a nurse to re-infuse her before going down, she didn't cherish her body, he did.

When the nurse came, Lu Banxia refused to infuse, these drugs are not a cure for the symptoms at all, and it is the same whether they are infusion or not. She wanted to be discharged from the hospital, but was stopped by the doctor and needed to be observed again*.

Outside the window of the ward was a meadow and an artificial fountain, and Li Yueqi squatted on the green space and searched carefully inch by inch. The hand wearing the wedding ring kept peeling off the green grass, some of the grass blades were jagged, and the fingers were cut, and the bright red blood oozed out little by little.

His leg began to hurt again, but even then he searched until the second half of the night, when the whole grass carpet searched and locked on the fountain, and without the slightest hesitation, he stepped directly into the knee-deep fountain to look for the wedding ring.

Lu Banxia was not discharged from the hospital, nor did he continue the infusion, and kept standing at the window watching him seriously looking for the wedding ring.

It's just a ring, does he need to put so much effort into it?

Or do you want to change her decision in this way?

The fountain is large, the water is deep, and the light at night is not very good, making it even more difficult to find. I don't know if it's because of the moonlight, his face looks very pale, the fine beads of sweat on his forehead flicker in the moonlight, but the eagle's eyes have been staring at the water, and his fingers are groping little by little, not letting go of an inch.

It was raining in the capital of the country in the early hours of the morning, and it was so fast and fierce that it drenched his whole body in a few tens of seconds, and the water splashed into the fountain, making it more difficult to find. He took a borrowed flashlight and still refused to give up looking for it.

Lu Banxia also stood at the window for nearly a night, her head was very dizzy, she borrowed a phone from the nurse on duty and dialed a number, and without waiting for the other party to speak, she said, "Xingtian, you come to the hospital to pick me up." ”

Li Yueqi hugged her over, she had no money and no mobile phone, except for Xingtian, she didn't know who would be able to help her at this time!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket****************************

Half an hour after Xingtian arrived at the hospital, the majestic rain turned into a drizzling rain, Lu Banxia stood at the door of the hospital, Xingtian got out of the car with an umbrella and walked in front of her, his brows furrowed very tightly, "Yes, I fainted again." ”

Lu Banxia replied lightly: "It's nothing." ”

Passing by him and getting into the car, Xing Tian's eyes flashed a trace of hesitation, and after getting in the car, he couldn't help but ask: "He is also in the hospital!" ”

It's a statement, not a question.

Lu Banxia was silent, which was equivalent to acquiescence.

Xing Tian didn't say much, started the car and left. The light rain slapped on the car window, and the dim and floating light of the street lamp swept over Lu Banxia's pale face, and her eyes kept falling outside the car window, obviously without the desire to talk.

After a few words, he turned around on the tip of his tongue and finally swallowed back into his stomach. The hand holding the steering wheel couldn't help but tighten, and the green muscles loomed, trying his best to suppress his emotions.

She is still Li Yueqi's wife, and there are some things he can't say and is not qualified to say.

In dealing with the divorce, he can see how determined she is; Similarly, how reluctant Li Yueqi is to divorce, he can also imagine.

When she is not yet single, she can only be a friend who extends a kind hand in her need and tries not to add to her troubles.

Before he was attracted to Lu Banxia, his emotional world was blank, and he didn't think about anything else except training and tasks. After meeting Lu Banxia and being moved, he knew that his heart would also be uneasy because of a woman, and he was often worried about her well-being.

If she is too close, she will be scared, and if she is too far away, she is reluctant, this kind of torture is too tormenting.

He didn't have any experience in love, and he didn't know how to get along with the girl he liked, especially Lu Banxia's situation was so special, he didn't dare to show too much, let alone say anything to her at this moment.

The only thing I can do now is to wait, but when the time comes, sometimes it really feels like it's far away!

The car stopped at the entrance of the community, the rain had stopped, Lu Banxia unbuckled his seat belt and said to him: "Thank you!" ”

Xing Tian smiled: "Lu Banxia, there is no need to be so polite between friends. ”

"I, I don't know, and I'm not used to it!" Before Xingtian, Lu Banxia actually didn't have any friends, let alone female girlfriends. She has always been a loner, and she doesn't like to owe others or be owed, but she didn't expect to owe so many sentences.

"After that, I slowly got used to it." Xing Tian thought that maybe it would be a bad thing to start with a friend and get her used to her existence!

Lu Banxia looked slightly stunned, not knowing what to say, just pursed his lips and showed a shallow smile, "Good night." ”

"Good morning, Lu Banxia!" The east is already white, and it's morning!

Lu Banxia got out of the car and was about to walk in, when she heard the sound of the car door coming from behind, she stopped and looked back at him.

Xing Tian walked up to her and draped the coat in his hand over her body, "It's cold, don't catch a cold." The voice paused, and then said, "Lu Banxia, I'm very happy." ”

Glad you took the initiative to call me!

"What?" Lu Banxia didn't understand what he meant for a while.

"Nothing!" Xing Tian grabbed the broken hair, and when he laughed, his eyes narrowed into a line, but the dazzling light could not be stopped.

Lu Banxia narrowed his eyes, looked at him meaningfully, didn't ask any more, turned around and walked in.

Xingtian had been standing in place, watching her back disappear into the shadows, with a smile on the corner of her mouth. It seems that for her proactive call, the two years of waiting are worth it.

I don't know how much I like her, and I don't know if I will like other people in the future, but at the moment, he still wants to wait for her, give her a little more time, as long as he slows down and waits for her, I believe they will have the opportunity to move forward side by side.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*************************

That morning, the inpatient department of the hospital was very lively, not because of some big people, nor because of anything good happening, but because there was a man in the fountain downstairs of the inpatient department looking for something in the scorching sun.

The rain in the early morning drenched his clothes, and the scorching sun of the morning dried his clothes again, and then the dampness on his clothes was all sweat......

The ring can be found no matter how many times it is thrown, so can it be found again and again if the human heart is lost? The answer is that he doesn't know, but as long as there is a 1 in 1000 chance, he wants to give it a try.

The scorching sun was scorching, and the onlookers talked a lot at first, but the weather became hotter and hotter later, and everyone hid in an air-conditioned room to escape the heat, after all, watching the excitement was far less important than the summer.

Some people also painstakingly persuaded him not to look for it again, Li Yueqi was stunned, his face was unusually red, and his eyes were staring at the fountain ground tightly.

He'd found this damn place a million times, but he still couldn't find it.

His legs were already hurting*, he couldn't hold back his trembling, he couldn't even stand steadily, he was still stepping on pebbles under his feet, and he accidentally fell into the fountain, splashing in all directions.

Li Yueqi tried to stand up, but failed, grabbed a handful of pebbles in his hand, and his palms ached. The corners of his eyes inadvertently swept to a silver glow under a large pebble, and the thin chapped lips instantly overflowed with a smile.

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