Chapter 122: The Pain of Indifference

After saying this, Ling Lingling's eyebrows and eyes gradually returned to their usual appearance, and my body trembled, and the hair on my chest was blocked without warning. [Dancing eBook]

Obviously, the "others" in Ling Lingling's words refer to me, and the word "abandonment" seems to have become a sharp knife. It hurt a lot in my body.

Yes, at the end of the day, am I the one who was abandoned by Wang Jiaci? There is no definite answer though. But in my heart I still deny it and don't want to believe it.

In this way, I looked at Ling Lingling again, and said in a somewhat nervous tone

"Why are you asking her this question?" Did she answer you?"

Although I didn't understand why Ling Lingling did that, what I cared more about in my heart was what Wang Jiaci said.

Sure enough, my words made Ling Lingling fall silent again, her body stiffened, and her eyes froze.

Seeing her reaction, I was almost sure I guessed correctly.

Otherwise, why would the good-looking Ling Lingling call Wang Jiaci and ask such a question?

That's why I want to ask for clarification.

Although in my heart, I know that Wang Jiaci must have my own reasons for leaving me, but in Ling Lingling's eyes, maybe I am the one who was abandoned by Wang Jiaci.

At this moment, I seem to understand why Ling Lingling is so willing to help me in Wang Jiaci's affairs, maybe it's because she sees her former self from me, right?

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that the fog on Ling Lingling's body became clearer, I knew almost nothing about her before, but now I began to realize little by little, her body was burdened with pain that many people had never noticed, and under her indifferent face, there was her own scarred heart.

And just as I was thinking about this in my heart, Ling Lingling suddenly sighed.

This sigh comes from the depths of the heart, and it makes people feel like they have been crushed by a car after listening to it.

I looked at her, and I saw that she looked at me with a little straight eyes, and after a while she smiled and said in a calm tone

"Yes, I was abandoned a long time ago"

"Abandoned by the closest people in the world"

Ling Lingling had a shallow smile on her face when she said this, and her smile was so cruel and heart-wrenching in my eyes at this time.

After her voice fell, I didn't quite understand what she meant, and it took another half a minute for my heart to begin to clear.

Ling Lingling took another shallow breath after seeing me take another sip, and then she looked at her own wine glass on the coffee table and said slowly

"When I was admitted to high school, my father was promoted, which I thought was a good thing, but after I was promoted, I started to socialize outside every day, and I came home later and later, and I came back drunk every day. ”

"I can't remember exactly when the first time started, when I came back from school at night, I would always hear them arguing in the room, and slowly I began to be a little afraid to hear the sound of the door opening in the middle of the night, afraid to see him drunk and unconscious, afraid to hear anything."

"Later, I simply moved to the school to live, I thought that after a while, he would not drink anymore and everything would be fine, but I didn't expect to wait for the news that the two of them were going to divorce."

Speaking of this, Ling Lingling stopped, and I looked at her beside me, my heart hanging high in the air.

At this moment, she is like a storyteller, a person who seems to tell a story that has nothing to do with herself.

But I knew that in her calm shell there must be a heart dripping blood.

I didn't know what I was going to say at this moment, and I couldn't even think of what words to comfort her with.

And just as I was thinking about this, Ling Lingling moved her mouth again and continued

"I looked at the two people standing in front of me, and I never thought that our family would stand together again because we were going to be separated, and I thought of many reasons to stop them, but when I saw the tired expressions of the two of them, I couldn't say anything. ”

"My mom endured a lot for so long, and I knew she would continue to endure it as long as I opened my mouth, but I still gave up"

"After that, neither of them followed, they each had a house, and this home was left to me."

"I'm the only one in this family"

Ling Lingling's eyes were a little red after saying this, but her expression was still so dazed, that people couldn't catch her emotions.

After more than ten seconds after she finished speaking, she suddenly turned her head to look at me, and said with a subtle expression

"It's the first time I've talked to someone about this, doesn't it feel a little weird? ”

Seeing Ling Lingling ask me this, I first moved my mouth, and finally shook my head and said truthfully

"I don't know what to say, but I feel very touched by you telling me this, maybe like you told me before, some things, if you say it, it will feel better."

Frankly speaking, at this time, I really don't know how to comfort Ling Lingling, I am not very familiar with her, although I usually look at her personality is a little colder, but I really didn't expect such a thing to happen to her, so her character has something to do with this matter?

The more I thought about it, the more I felt a little stuffy in my heart, even if it didn't happen to me, I still felt a little sorry for her, she must have been very sad to live alone for so long, right? She is the only one in such a big room, she must feel lonely.

Hearing me say this, Ling Lingling hesitated for a moment, but nodded calmly and said

"Good"

Seeing her nod, I got up and looked around, and then walked to the door.

At this time, Ling Lingling followed behind me, she opened the door, and I walked out.

The moment I left the door, I turned around and smiled at her

"I'm leaving, then I can still invite you to drink"

Ling Lingling didn't react when she heard me say this, her eyes changed slightly, and finally nodded.

Seeing her nod, I turned around and prepared to head downstairs.

But the moment I turned around, Ling Lingling's voice suddenly came from behind me

"Do you know why I'm not happy today? Since it was my birthday, I thought the two of them would remember, but"

"They seem to have forgotten, they seem to have forgotten me," said Brother Tai.

Ling Lingling's words made my heart tighten, and my blood seemed to be congealed together.

After a while, I turned around, looked at Ling Lingling with a little drifting eyes, and said softly

"Well, that's a bit sad."

"Is there anything I can do then?"

As soon as the words fell, I felt that Ling Lingling's figure in front of her became a lot blurred, and in a trance, she seemed to move, and then in the next second, she took two steps forward, raised her head and put her lips on mine.

A faint coolness spread from the mouth to the whole body.