After that night, the concubine never saw her cousin again, and at first she thought it was okay, because she really didn't know what kind of mood to face her cousin, he kissed himself, touched his waist, his chest, buttocks, and even the most private place, the two of them almost did the intimate behavior that only lovers have, but it was obviously just a brother and sister relationship! The concubine couldn't even face herself, although she did fall into it that night, and seemed to enjoy it very much, but the more she liked that feeling, the more she despised herself in her heart, and this sense of self-disgust made her dare not even raise her head to look at people.

Fortunately, she has been busy with the activities of the girls' department and the entries these days, and she threw most of her time and thoughts on these, and after a long time, she couldn't help but secretly miss her cousin's figure, thinking about what he thought of herself? Do you feel shameless and dare to make love with your cousin? Do you hate yourself? Do you regret what you did to yourself that night? Do you never want to see yourself again? …… As the days passed, her flustered heart became more and more agitated.

"Concubine, have you seen your cousin lately?" Xiao Ji's phone call suddenly came from school.

Speaking of this, the concubine was depressed, and she said listlessly: "No, I haven't seen him for almost a month." The time that my cousin didn't wait to see him was getting longer and longer, and I was lamenting in my heart.

"What? It's been so long, no wonder there's such news. Xiao Ji was a little incredulous, not only did the two of them not make any progress in their recent situation, but they also took a big step back.

"Xiao Ji, what's wrong? What's the news? The concubine was faintly uneasy.

"Look at today's newspaper news, your cousin is in the headlines." Xiao Ji said unfairly for the concubine, and it was too much to have such news!

After hanging up the phone, Concubine Fei thought to herself where to watch some news, and a classmate just called her, saying that the head teacher had something to find her and asked her to go to the office.

The head teacher is looking for her? Can I help you? The concubine could only put aside her cousin's affairs for the time being and went to the office with a feeling of anxiety.

"Hello, Mr. Lin! Are you looking for me? "The concubine came to the head teacher very timidly, from childhood to adulthood, it was the first time she was called to the office by the teacher to talk, and she always felt that she had done something wrong to be criticized.

"Ah, concubine, don't be so outside, this time I mainly want to talk to you about your entry." Ms. Lin is a kind and kind woman, about 50 years old, like a kind grandmother.

"Hmm." Concubine Fei sat opposite her at the teacher's suggestion, and she really didn't have much confidence when it came to her work.

"The teacher looked at your entry and thought it was amazing, very different from other students, and wanted to know what you think." Mr. Lin took out the concubine's drawing paper, and the charcoal outline on the white white paper, neat and elegant strokes, showing the feeling of art painting, it can be seen that this is a work of careful design, with delicate colors, between pink and white, and the chest is a light blue lotus collar, but from the back design drawing, there is also a short lotus collar at the hips, but there is no front, such a design makes this swimsuit simple but not monotonous, the front and back are focused, but not conflicting, and all angles are handled appropriately. But this swimsuit is obviously designed for children, or girls under the age of 5, because there is a flower-like children's swim cap on the design drawing, and the teacher doesn't understand it when he sees it.

"This swimsuit is for little girls?" Mr. Lin asked with the design drawing.

"Well, yes." Concubine Fei is a little embarrassed, if she is shortlisted, who will wear her work to show?

"Teacher, when I first started creating, I didn't have any ideas at all, but then I realized that I couldn't even swim, so how could I design a swimsuit? Later I went to learn to swim. Speaking of this, the concubine remembered that her cousin taught her, and then something intimate happened, and she was ashamed, so she quickly shook her head and patted away the things that shouldn't have happened, and continued slowly.

"Later, I felt the feeling of being surrounded in the water, which was amazing, and reminded me of the fetus in the mother's womb, everything was so peaceful and serene, as if I was looking forward to everything that awaited me in the future, something called hope...... Our theme this time is the spirit of water, and I think every child is an elf who comes from the water and brings happiness to every family......"

Concubine Concubine's voice is soft and soft, melodious and tactful, if it weren't for her love of clothing design, she would be a very haode announcer.

Teacher Lin listened to her words and remembered her little granddaughter who had just turned 3 years old, so naughty and cute, she was her elf, bringing infinite happiness to the whole family, and Teacher Lin seemed to understand what the concubine wanted to express.

"Well, I understand. But we have to participate in the performance of this work, you see that the whole school is a big child, I'm afraid no one has such a body to wear this dress, hehehe. Teacher Lin imagined that scene and felt that it was funny, and laughed softly.

"Well, I understand, because this is the work I want to express, whether it is shortlisted or not, as long as it expresses my philosophy, I will be satisfied." Concubine smiled sweetly, she knew and understood the difficulties.

"Okay, I'll discuss the rest with other teachers. As a designer, you must first understand the psychological needs of others before you can create real clothes. ”

Concubine Fei came out of the office in a happy mood, whether it was successful or not, she was already very satisfied, because at least the teacher affirmed her. This time, I forgot about today's news headlines.